Do i have an attitude problem?
Maybe... sometimes... yah.. i do admit.. i DO have an attitude problem...
can't i help my colleague wrap a present? i dun like the tone of your voice. it's like i want to help my colleague...can't i? you say my face like not happy? maybe cos i'm concentrating on wrapping..
i can't take some of your jokes. it's not funnie. i dun find it funnie.
you are right. i'm not fit to be with you.
i don't really care for my the other half. i need someone who i can be dependent on, who knows how to take care of himself, who does not need me to talk to him every other night (maybe cos i see you everyday)... i'm a person who gets bored of things easily... and a person who is selfish...
think it's enough reasons that we are not together.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Long Absence
it's a bloody long time since my last post.. my last post was rather angry... now... my mood is better... my parents left for NZ for 10 days and are now back...
during that time.. it was pure joy... no nagging... no constant talking... and i drove everyday to work... it was such a bliss.. the feeling was like as if.. i've moved out into my own apartment.. and have my own car... i have grown more confident on the roads.. especially peak period...
i finished up my OD assignments... so stressful... handed up on the 17 Nov.. and went to do manicure.. on that day i was also panicking cos i *ahem* damaged the car the day before.. went to source for a workshop to repair the car with Miker.. wat can i do without him!!! hahah... total damaged spent to repair.. $150.... heart pain.. cos money fly... but no choice as my parents was coming back on the 21 Nov...
on the 18.. went down to dbl O... no not to have fun but to work.. had a Cupid's nite.. this time it was better den momo.. like more people.. but it was confirm more guys den girls.. hahaha... went home after the event... it was like 10pm... had to go home cos i was driving.. + i had a group meeting the next day...
19th Nov... woke up... watched tv... packed my bag.. and went to liang court mac for my group meeting... meeting didn't last that long.. so me, yan yan, xiao fu n jerlyn went to Marina Sq... i drove there... walked about... saw my neighbour Calvin with his gf... didn't say hi.. haha... i didn't buy anything.. nothing to buy.. at about 6... we all went back... jerlyn left earlier... actually it was right after we got to MS and went to the ladies.. haha.. went home n slacked the whole day...
on the 20th i drove to the airport... and waited for them.. took a very slow drive... thought i was slow.. but the car in front of me was slower... and i got irritated... once i reached the airport.. was feeling hungry.. cos didn't eat anything for dinner yet.. so after i confirmed their flight timing again.. i went to try the popeye chicken... n mash potato... didn't try their chicken.. but tried their chicken fillet burger... i like the mash potato... the burger not too bad la.. brought a book to read... read and eat at the same time.. after that went down to the arrival hall and waited for them...
took them a long time to come out... my mother lost her hand held poker machine on the plane so she went to make a report.. they didn't see me until i walked up to them... didn't want to talk to my mother yet... still kinda pissed with her.. but she talked to me.. so had to answer her.. dad drove home.. didn't notice anything about the car... of cos i didn't tell him.. i'm not STUPID... was too tired to drive.. reached home about 2.30... fell asleep once my head touched the pillow...
was on MC on wed.. was not feeling too good... den on thurs went to Costa Sands for some team building workshop... we have to do something for the KTV and bistro... a bit dumb... i'm not interested.. i have a lot of things on hand to do... my studies i pushed aside to attend the course and now i have to endure all the stuff for KTV and bistro... haiz... boh eng ar...
very tired on wed.. took my bathe.. den went to sleep at 8.30pm.. all the way until the next morning when i had to wake up for work... so shioke... 1st time for so long i had such a wonderful sleep.. was mentally tired...
on fri.. went to my new campus at cuppage... dun really like the place.. not as convenient as IP... still got to walk from the MRT station.. and have to pay ERP... so ex leh... it was my last presentation for this term... marketing... now the final leap is my exams... which is next month...
this is all for now... i'm tired of typing already..
during that time.. it was pure joy... no nagging... no constant talking... and i drove everyday to work... it was such a bliss.. the feeling was like as if.. i've moved out into my own apartment.. and have my own car... i have grown more confident on the roads.. especially peak period...
i finished up my OD assignments... so stressful... handed up on the 17 Nov.. and went to do manicure.. on that day i was also panicking cos i *ahem* damaged the car the day before.. went to source for a workshop to repair the car with Miker.. wat can i do without him!!! hahah... total damaged spent to repair.. $150.... heart pain.. cos money fly... but no choice as my parents was coming back on the 21 Nov...
on the 18.. went down to dbl O... no not to have fun but to work.. had a Cupid's nite.. this time it was better den momo.. like more people.. but it was confirm more guys den girls.. hahaha... went home after the event... it was like 10pm... had to go home cos i was driving.. + i had a group meeting the next day...
19th Nov... woke up... watched tv... packed my bag.. and went to liang court mac for my group meeting... meeting didn't last that long.. so me, yan yan, xiao fu n jerlyn went to Marina Sq... i drove there... walked about... saw my neighbour Calvin with his gf... didn't say hi.. haha... i didn't buy anything.. nothing to buy.. at about 6... we all went back... jerlyn left earlier... actually it was right after we got to MS and went to the ladies.. haha.. went home n slacked the whole day...
on the 20th i drove to the airport... and waited for them.. took a very slow drive... thought i was slow.. but the car in front of me was slower... and i got irritated... once i reached the airport.. was feeling hungry.. cos didn't eat anything for dinner yet.. so after i confirmed their flight timing again.. i went to try the popeye chicken... n mash potato... didn't try their chicken.. but tried their chicken fillet burger... i like the mash potato... the burger not too bad la.. brought a book to read... read and eat at the same time.. after that went down to the arrival hall and waited for them...
took them a long time to come out... my mother lost her hand held poker machine on the plane so she went to make a report.. they didn't see me until i walked up to them... didn't want to talk to my mother yet... still kinda pissed with her.. but she talked to me.. so had to answer her.. dad drove home.. didn't notice anything about the car... of cos i didn't tell him.. i'm not STUPID... was too tired to drive.. reached home about 2.30... fell asleep once my head touched the pillow...
was on MC on wed.. was not feeling too good... den on thurs went to Costa Sands for some team building workshop... we have to do something for the KTV and bistro... a bit dumb... i'm not interested.. i have a lot of things on hand to do... my studies i pushed aside to attend the course and now i have to endure all the stuff for KTV and bistro... haiz... boh eng ar...
very tired on wed.. took my bathe.. den went to sleep at 8.30pm.. all the way until the next morning when i had to wake up for work... so shioke... 1st time for so long i had such a wonderful sleep.. was mentally tired...
on fri.. went to my new campus at cuppage... dun really like the place.. not as convenient as IP... still got to walk from the MRT station.. and have to pay ERP... so ex leh... it was my last presentation for this term... marketing... now the final leap is my exams... which is next month...
this is all for now... i'm tired of typing already..
Thursday, November 09, 2006
BAD MOOD
it's a very bad start of the day for me...
1st.. i forgot to bring my hp until i reach the bus stop. didn't want to go back and take it cos if i did, she will blow her top. and will most proberly get pissed with me for being late and slow and how i should wake up earlier and sleep earlier too.. have heard all of her bloody naggins to actually know which ones she is going to use..
2nd... got told off of by her by not asking nicely when i wanted to borrow her hp.. mind you... i did ask nicely.. in a very nice way.. May i borrow your hp? and surpise surpise she jumped to conclusion and started attacking me verbly. telling me:" NO. I WILL NOT LEND IT TO YOU SO THAT YOU CAN ASK YOUR FATHER TO GO BACK HOME N COLELACT YOUR HP FOR YOU. HE HAS A VISTOR AND HE WILL NOT GO BACK N COLLECT YOUR HP FOR YOU"..
oh by the way... i did not have any FUCKING intention of asking my dad to go home and collect my HP for me.. All i wanted to do was to sms him to tell him i forgot to bring my HP.
So pissed off with her.. worst thing was she can tell me that i did not ask her in a nice manner. and when i talk to my frens i can talk to them nicly.. well excuse me. i did ask u nicely and she attacked me... who would blame me for changing my tone.. i was already in a bad mood after she told me that she thought that i was going to ask my father to get my phone for me. Thought is a very kind word to use for the way how she spoke to me was very harsh.
i told her off. if i could have PUNCHED her i would have. i told her DO NOT ASSUME THAT I WAS GOING TO CALL MY FATHER TO ASK ME TO HELP ME TAKE MY PHONE. DO NOT ASSUME THAT HE CAME ALL THE WAY HOME TO TAKE MY HP THE LAST TIME JUST BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT THAT HE DID NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO. DO NOT ASSUME!!!!!! LASTLY I DID ASK YOU NICELY BUT YOU ASSUMED THAT I WAS GOING TO CALL HIM, GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START TO ACCUSE ME!!!!!
so pissed with her. took the same bus but did not seat with her. took my own cab. caould not be borthered with her.
fucking jam at AYE costed me $20.. was fucking late for 20 mins.. i'm still pissed..
DO NOT PROVOKE ME. I"M NOT IN A GOOD MOOD.
1st.. i forgot to bring my hp until i reach the bus stop. didn't want to go back and take it cos if i did, she will blow her top. and will most proberly get pissed with me for being late and slow and how i should wake up earlier and sleep earlier too.. have heard all of her bloody naggins to actually know which ones she is going to use..
2nd... got told off of by her by not asking nicely when i wanted to borrow her hp.. mind you... i did ask nicely.. in a very nice way.. May i borrow your hp? and surpise surpise she jumped to conclusion and started attacking me verbly. telling me:" NO. I WILL NOT LEND IT TO YOU SO THAT YOU CAN ASK YOUR FATHER TO GO BACK HOME N COLELACT YOUR HP FOR YOU. HE HAS A VISTOR AND HE WILL NOT GO BACK N COLLECT YOUR HP FOR YOU"..
oh by the way... i did not have any FUCKING intention of asking my dad to go home and collect my HP for me.. All i wanted to do was to sms him to tell him i forgot to bring my HP.
So pissed off with her.. worst thing was she can tell me that i did not ask her in a nice manner. and when i talk to my frens i can talk to them nicly.. well excuse me. i did ask u nicely and she attacked me... who would blame me for changing my tone.. i was already in a bad mood after she told me that she thought that i was going to ask my father to get my phone for me. Thought is a very kind word to use for the way how she spoke to me was very harsh.
i told her off. if i could have PUNCHED her i would have. i told her DO NOT ASSUME THAT I WAS GOING TO CALL MY FATHER TO ASK ME TO HELP ME TAKE MY PHONE. DO NOT ASSUME THAT HE CAME ALL THE WAY HOME TO TAKE MY HP THE LAST TIME JUST BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT THAT HE DID NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO. DO NOT ASSUME!!!!!! LASTLY I DID ASK YOU NICELY BUT YOU ASSUMED THAT I WAS GOING TO CALL HIM, GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START TO ACCUSE ME!!!!!
so pissed with her. took the same bus but did not seat with her. took my own cab. caould not be borthered with her.
fucking jam at AYE costed me $20.. was fucking late for 20 mins.. i'm still pissed..
DO NOT PROVOKE ME. I"M NOT IN A GOOD MOOD.
Friday, October 27, 2006
Dumb thing
i juz remembered something stupid which i did on Tues... Had a group meeting at Liang Court Mac to go our case study... Jerlyn n Kel was there too.. Can't seem to log on to the net.. 3 of us was wondering how to log on.. den i called Mr Calvin Low..
*Ring Ring*
Me thinking: Ring tone like funnie leh...
Calvin Low (CL): harlow?
Me: You overseas ar?
CL: Ya, in BKK. What's up?
Me: Oh, nutting much lah.. juz wanted to ask you how to log on to the internet at Mac..
CL: ..... =_=" like tat loh.. wireless loh..
Me: okie.. it's on.. but does not seem to work.. nvm.. i go ask the Mac guy.. BYEeee
CL: Okie... Bye..
asked him a dumb question when he's in BKK.. hahahha... Jerlyn was laughing... Cal's so nice.. he still can talk to me and answer my dumb question.. hahaha... *hugZ*
*Ring Ring*
Me thinking: Ring tone like funnie leh...
Calvin Low (CL): harlow?
Me: You overseas ar?
CL: Ya, in BKK. What's up?
Me: Oh, nutting much lah.. juz wanted to ask you how to log on to the internet at Mac..
CL: ..... =_=" like tat loh.. wireless loh..
Me: okie.. it's on.. but does not seem to work.. nvm.. i go ask the Mac guy.. BYEeee
CL: Okie... Bye..
asked him a dumb question when he's in BKK.. hahahha... Jerlyn was laughing... Cal's so nice.. he still can talk to me and answer my dumb question.. hahaha... *hugZ*
Thursday, October 26, 2006
~Foul MOOD~
i dunno why.. but some ASSHOLES really pisses me off... they dun think that they are irritating but THEY ARE TO ME!!!
OMFG... dun reply their msn also still can ask me later on in the night.. y this afternoon u never reply me? like how am i?? can't he see my nick?? Semi-flu <--- THIS IS HOW I AM... damn it.. no brains no eyes.. i wonder how he function... ARGH....
OMFG... dun reply their msn also still can ask me later on in the night.. y this afternoon u never reply me? like how am i?? can't he see my nick?? Semi-flu <--- THIS IS HOW I AM... damn it.. no brains no eyes.. i wonder how he function... ARGH....
i'm in a foul mood again... stressed.. i got datelines.. many datelines... i got Mid-term exams.. i got quizzes... i got presentations... i got case studies to do... i got events to run... *short temper* i have no life anymore.. it's work... study... projects... assignments... hardly got time to blog too.. so sad... no time for movies again...
Drove to Sembawang again.. hate it when you become a backseat driver... i know it's not funnie.. i laugh at things not because it's FUNNIE.. but rather because i want to destress.. i hope you can understand that it's very frustrating when you have someone (NOT yr driving instructor) sitting beside you and starts to tell you what you have to do. Giving directions is fine with me. But telling me how to drive... pls SHUT UP ALREADY!!!!! i'm controlling myself from SCREAMing YELLing or SHOUTing to show you how frustrated i am. you dun feel my frustrations you dun understand. You won't understand until you get yr own driving licence and DRIVE with someone telling you wat to do.
Also another point. You like people to do things your way. Please remember that you can't force people to do things the way u like. It's going to be the situation like during the Golf Tournament with the Calculations on the excel sheet. I have my way of doing things, you have yours. Give your opinions, if i or anyone else wants to follow, we will follow. Do not force.
i'm in a rather short temper mood and i've got LOADS of attitude to show. If you dun like it, THAT YOUR PROBLEM. Dun talk to me, it's fine with me.
Monday, October 23, 2006
Jumble of words
life to me now feels very stressed up... i think i got white hair... going to have more white hair soon... classes are mentally demanding... i'm tired.. very tired.. mentally tired.. i want to quit my job and work part time somewhere else.. but won't do it now.. cos it's like unfair to the others... maybe i'll tender in July when things are not so bz... due to NDP...
i really need a good break... tons of things have happened... both good and bad.. made new frens... frens getting married/ROM...
my brain is like processing things slower though.. strange.. it should be faster... think it's time for me to stay at home n hide... sleep... i need sleep...
pampered myself yesterday after class.. was to meet Uncle Miker.. but the uncle overslept and i went home instead... but before that i bought myself a book.. have not bought books to read leisurely for a long time already.. i bought "The Devil Wears Prada"... i know the movie came out sometime ago... but i didn't catch it.. cos was too tired and busy to watch movies.. have not watch a movie for sometime now.. the last i watched was The Banquet... Maybe i'll catch the show D.O.A.. seems interesting..
i'm taking things a day at a time.. my brain can only process things for only 2 days.. today and the next day... the day after that i won't know whats going on.. so need my frends to remind me... hahah.. i'm getting forgetful...
there's a lot of things to say... but so little time.. when i remember wat i want to say i'll pen it down here.. i'm too lazy for now.. =)
i really need a good break... tons of things have happened... both good and bad.. made new frens... frens getting married/ROM...
my brain is like processing things slower though.. strange.. it should be faster... think it's time for me to stay at home n hide... sleep... i need sleep...
pampered myself yesterday after class.. was to meet Uncle Miker.. but the uncle overslept and i went home instead... but before that i bought myself a book.. have not bought books to read leisurely for a long time already.. i bought "The Devil Wears Prada"... i know the movie came out sometime ago... but i didn't catch it.. cos was too tired and busy to watch movies.. have not watch a movie for sometime now.. the last i watched was The Banquet... Maybe i'll catch the show D.O.A.. seems interesting..
i'm taking things a day at a time.. my brain can only process things for only 2 days.. today and the next day... the day after that i won't know whats going on.. so need my frends to remind me... hahah.. i'm getting forgetful...
there's a lot of things to say... but so little time.. when i remember wat i want to say i'll pen it down here.. i'm too lazy for now.. =)
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Preparing for Annual Golf
i'm here in the office at 11:28pm.. didn't go to class today.. as i was in SCC (Sembawang Country Club) preparing for our Annual Golf Tournament tomorrow.. i was there from this after noon about 12+ till almost 10pm?
Was packing up the goodie bags.. it's like wat MWO Micheal Tan says... Mini NDP.. haha.. after packing.. den we went for lunch.. den the golf t-shirts and the lucky draw prizes came...
after lunch it was packing the t-shirts.. the sizes big big big problem... the shirts sizes like a bit tat too small... it's like ladies cutting... for me no problem... haha.. but for the guys.. some problem.. anyway.. can't be bothered too much..
i'm getting sick... nose starts to run liao.. the haze was bad.. gives me a very eerie feeling.. especially when on the way from from SCC to the club.. road cannot see very far...
i dunno how i going to wake up... feel like sleeping in the office... dun wanna go home... i could juz sleep here... damn tired le.. if i go home.. i confirm will drop n koonZ...
think i going to have my bathe in the club after this...
Ciao..
Was packing up the goodie bags.. it's like wat MWO Micheal Tan says... Mini NDP.. haha.. after packing.. den we went for lunch.. den the golf t-shirts and the lucky draw prizes came...
after lunch it was packing the t-shirts.. the sizes big big big problem... the shirts sizes like a bit tat too small... it's like ladies cutting... for me no problem... haha.. but for the guys.. some problem.. anyway.. can't be bothered too much..
i'm getting sick... nose starts to run liao.. the haze was bad.. gives me a very eerie feeling.. especially when on the way from from SCC to the club.. road cannot see very far...
i dunno how i going to wake up... feel like sleeping in the office... dun wanna go home... i could juz sleep here... damn tired le.. if i go home.. i confirm will drop n koonZ...
think i going to have my bathe in the club after this...
Ciao..
Moi Another BitCh...
i'm suppose to do this like on sun or mon... but i was a little tad LAZY... muhahahahahhaha...
and he admits it too.... Cool huh... hahhaa... *winkZ*
ERNEST IS DA BITCH~!!!!!
and he admits it too.... Cool huh... hahhaa... *winkZ*
typo error lah..
okok.. typo... it's not Xi Gou but Xi Yi...
Brain not working lah... pai seh ar... muhahahaha
Brain not working lah... pai seh ar... muhahahaha
Friday, October 13, 2006
IdiotS
my mom is not too happy with my cousin... he asked her a stupid thing... which pissed her off... she's not attending his wedding.. and she doesn't care...
my cousin asked my mom if she wanted him to call her 'Si Gou' which means 4th aunty in teochew or Aunty Helen... DUMBEST QUESTION of the Century~! Hello...u have been calling my mother 'Si Gou' since the day he was able to speak loh... why the change?? it's just dumb loh...
my mom says he wants to be Ang More Pai (Be like a White Man)... like come on... i know your sister married an American... but it doesn't make you a white guy loh.. be true to your roots can not.. OMG... nono.. i should say OMFG... such idiots.....
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Sunday
i juz recieved a complain that my last post was like on 19 of Sept... okok... must do service recovery... lol... i blog i blog...
wat have i been up too since my last entry?? Well... i was working n working n working... den studying and studying and studying... + for the past 2 weekends (Sat) i was attending Wedding dinners.. 30th Sept was Jennifer 妈妈's daughter's wedding.. den 1 week after that.. on the 7th of Oct was Vanessa's wedding.. as in Vanessa my colleague not my Sec sch classmate...
ya... i think i really need to go exercise le.. go do some laps in the pool... or go play badminton.. needa sweat it out.. all i do is eat n eat.. omg omg omg.. need to go bladding.. not NEED... it's MUST go... fat fat fat fat fat..... haiz......
i went to 3 different types of cafe today... 1st cafe.. Book Cafe near Gallery Hotel.. it's a nice quiet cafe.. good place to chill out.. they have books, newspapers, magZ for ya to read as well as travel guides.. hence the name Book cafe.. it's kinda pricy though.. but the chinken wings are not bad.. i like the ice honey lemon tea.. nice... heehee.. went there today to do assignements.. not much done though.. think everyone was like not in the mood to think... lol...
wat have i been up too since my last entry?? Well... i was working n working n working... den studying and studying and studying... + for the past 2 weekends (Sat) i was attending Wedding dinners.. 30th Sept was Jennifer 妈妈's daughter's wedding.. den 1 week after that.. on the 7th of Oct was Vanessa's wedding.. as in Vanessa my colleague not my Sec sch classmate...
ya... i think i really need to go exercise le.. go do some laps in the pool... or go play badminton.. needa sweat it out.. all i do is eat n eat.. omg omg omg.. need to go bladding.. not NEED... it's MUST go... fat fat fat fat fat..... haiz......
i went to 3 different types of cafe today... 1st cafe.. Book Cafe near Gallery Hotel.. it's a nice quiet cafe.. good place to chill out.. they have books, newspapers, magZ for ya to read as well as travel guides.. hence the name Book cafe.. it's kinda pricy though.. but the chinken wings are not bad.. i like the ice honey lemon tea.. nice... heehee.. went there today to do assignements.. not much done though.. think everyone was like not in the mood to think... lol...
Me, 小 fu & Jerlyn @ Book Cafe
after trying to do the assignments.. me, Fu n Yan went down to clark Quay to take pics.. snapping pics along MS... hahah.. trying to take pics with the MS road sign.. saw Warrant Eddie with wifey.. haha.. thought the car looked familar.. including the car driving it.. haha.. they recgonised me as well though.. haha.. waved at me.. *grinZ* Eddie's wifey was like kinda shock to see me like tat.. hahaha... took pics of O bar in the morning..
MS Sign
Very seldom u see O Bar n DBL O so bright.. heehee
MOS
Crazy Horse
PUMA @ Clark Quay
after that 3 of us went to Minds Cafe in Boat Quay... met Alleyboy at boat quay.. he was having an assignement meeting also.. jo played board games n luffing like mad.. played crazy games.. hahha.. den Miker came n joined us.. intro Miker to Xiao Fu.. after playing games to relax ourselves.. we went to Minds Cafe... not bad.. went there with Marco, Aud, Jac... i dun remember who else lah.. cos so long ago.. ya.. so we played all sorts of game... and to my SURPRISE... of all the people i did not expect to see Yao Zhong there... Yao Zhong is Jolene's Cuzzie.. he didn't see me n i did not see him... until he went to pee.. den as he was coming back.. i was like hey... hahah..
after the Minds Cafe, Miker drove us to Adelphi to get Kit's car.. i accompanied Kit den we followed Miker to the HKG cafe over at Tiong Bahru... not as good as my house here de.. the service like cock up lo... things which we ordered never come.. if not missing something.. eg. my French toast with ice cream.. it was missing my ice cream.. or they give something which we never order... it's like CMI... also they dun have like lite bites... which my place here the HKG cafe have...
after that Miker send me home b4 going to the temple at loyang there.. talk to him.. like a big brother.. lol... good talk with him la.. =) okie.. i think it's time to stop... tired liao.. *yawnZ*
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
outlook on life...
I'm tired.. really tired... i want to go on a LONG LONG LONG break... i dun feel like waking up anymore.. my outlook on life is... not as good as before...
i'm not 100% me yet... maybe abt 65%... i might be kidding my own self.. it's unbelievable that i've recovered more den 50%... my heart's been shattered and slowly glued back with the love of my friends.. the encouragement they gave... the naggings... the brain washing... lol.. i really appreciate all of it.. i know sometimes i cannot express how i feel.. especially when face to face... i can't say the words which i want to say out.. i dun know why it's so hard... maybe it's because.. once you've said something you can't take it back..
i might be in denial... i'm trying hard to distance myself from him... i know it's over.. over between us... i can see the pain in his eyes on fri when he send me back.. It's time to stop any more feelings...
I know you have been reading my blog.. i juz want to tell you to go back to her.. treat her well.. pamper her.. love her... and forget about me.. it's impossible between us..
i've been showing alot of attitude recently.. might be because i hate it when u compare me and her.. like can i cook wat she can cook.. or can i tolerate you as well as she can? I can tell you... I can do all that... maybe not as good as she can.. why should i prove myself to you? it's not necessary for me to show you.. why should I? I'm not your GF.. you're not my BF... i'm not yours anymore.. it's harsh to say this.. but it's the fact.. you taught me alot of things.. and i'll treasure all of the memories that you've given me... but i have to wake up and face the reality..
treat me as a fren... not as a lover..
i'm not 100% me yet... maybe abt 65%... i might be kidding my own self.. it's unbelievable that i've recovered more den 50%... my heart's been shattered and slowly glued back with the love of my friends.. the encouragement they gave... the naggings... the brain washing... lol.. i really appreciate all of it.. i know sometimes i cannot express how i feel.. especially when face to face... i can't say the words which i want to say out.. i dun know why it's so hard... maybe it's because.. once you've said something you can't take it back..
i might be in denial... i'm trying hard to distance myself from him... i know it's over.. over between us... i can see the pain in his eyes on fri when he send me back.. It's time to stop any more feelings...
I know you have been reading my blog.. i juz want to tell you to go back to her.. treat her well.. pamper her.. love her... and forget about me.. it's impossible between us..
i've been showing alot of attitude recently.. might be because i hate it when u compare me and her.. like can i cook wat she can cook.. or can i tolerate you as well as she can? I can tell you... I can do all that... maybe not as good as she can.. why should i prove myself to you? it's not necessary for me to show you.. why should I? I'm not your GF.. you're not my BF... i'm not yours anymore.. it's harsh to say this.. but it's the fact.. you taught me alot of things.. and i'll treasure all of the memories that you've given me... but i have to wake up and face the reality..
treat me as a fren... not as a lover..
I shattered my Own Heart
liking him was not wrong... falling in love with him was.. i've made the ultimate choice.. to give up the person i like.. i hurt myself again n again.. i dun wan him to choose... it's a selfish decision.. i made his mind up for him.. i rather the person to be hurt is me den the other party who was with him for the past 6 years.. Who can understand him... know what he wants... know what he's thinking.. wat he deserves... can i? i dun think i can.. i can never be a person like that..
i wished i was a stronger person... someone whose emotions will not show.. but i can't.. i know ppl around me can feel what i'm feeling.. i wish i can luff happily when i'm down... but i can't... it's not me.. i can smile.. but i can't luff... not just yet.. i'm very true to my stars... hard on the outside... soft on the inside.. once my heart breaks.. i dunno how long will it take to heal...
i wanna thank him for bringing the attention of my rosary which was hanging on my cupboard... i held on to it last night.. when i tried to sleep.. gasp it tightly in my hand.. it gave me a sense of calm.. no bad dreams..
i wished i could be more like him.. show no emotions.. no pain... put on a brave front... but i'll be lying to myself... it's not me...
i want to thank you for all the little things you did for me.. it means a lot.. no matter how small the gesture was... i'm sorry for all the things i did which upsets you.. i'm sorry for crying when you told me to stop.. i'm sorry fot not having the courage to continue loving you..
i wished i was a stronger person... someone whose emotions will not show.. but i can't.. i know ppl around me can feel what i'm feeling.. i wish i can luff happily when i'm down... but i can't... it's not me.. i can smile.. but i can't luff... not just yet.. i'm very true to my stars... hard on the outside... soft on the inside.. once my heart breaks.. i dunno how long will it take to heal...
i wanna thank him for bringing the attention of my rosary which was hanging on my cupboard... i held on to it last night.. when i tried to sleep.. gasp it tightly in my hand.. it gave me a sense of calm.. no bad dreams..
i wished i could be more like him.. show no emotions.. no pain... put on a brave front... but i'll be lying to myself... it's not me...
i want to thank you for all the little things you did for me.. it means a lot.. no matter how small the gesture was... i'm sorry for all the things i did which upsets you.. i'm sorry for crying when you told me to stop.. i'm sorry fot not having the courage to continue loving you..
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Sch... work... play... = Life
okie.. i think the last time i updated my blog was like a week ago... i've been very bz... due to the fact that my Company's AGM was on Sat.. and getting ready for the event... + my sch has finally started...
All i can say is.. i'm HAPPY... Happy studying... Happier den when i was at ACPE.. even though my classes is like almost every day of the week... i'm still happy... i'm happy at this pace of learning.. i'm still adepting to all my class and working at the same time..
so far.. i've no complains about the lecturers... My Consumer Behaviour (CB) & Organisation Management & Development (OMD) classes are interesting... OMD classes is like doing activities.. and the Lecturer is kinda suaning but also kinda funnie la.. he cannot stand Kit.. haha.. whom the lecturer calls BS king.. muhaha... CB classes is fun.. cos the lecturer knows how to grab the attention of our tired minds.. and even if u feel like peeing.. u won't wanna go n pee.. cos it's juz that interesting~!!!!
I'm taking accounting.. cos it's one of the core modules which i have to pass in this course.. i can understand better now den it Shatec.. at least i can now balance the balance sheet.. heehee... even if the final figure is wrong.. heehee.. but sometimes damn confusing on where u wanna put the figures and if u should - or +... Accounts class is big.... 60 pax in 1 room... omg.. terrible.. Kel has complained to Adeline Bong abt it.. DTM bad habits.. muhahaha.. complaining... heehee..
my life is now filled up with sch... work... not much time for playing anymore as well as blogging.. unless blog at work.. which is like very seldom lah.. i'm surprised at myself though.. cos this whole weekend.. fri to sun (evening) i didn't log on to MSN at all.. i'm juz too tired.. wanted to log on juz now after i got home after class... but the calling of my bed was stronger... heehee... took a cab home today... i wanted to be a good girl but den the rain got heavier while i was at the bus stop waiting for my bus... so i called for a cab... my excuse was i never bring any umbrella... but also i was tired... didn't expect it to POUR like that~!!! terrible...
okie.. enough of my excuses... it's time to hit my bed.. and SLEEP... 2molo or rather today.. need to work again... i've got no weekend.... *sobZ* but i enjoyed my short short weekend... it's been rather sweet and enjoyable... =)
All i can say is.. i'm HAPPY... Happy studying... Happier den when i was at ACPE.. even though my classes is like almost every day of the week... i'm still happy... i'm happy at this pace of learning.. i'm still adepting to all my class and working at the same time..
so far.. i've no complains about the lecturers... My Consumer Behaviour (CB) & Organisation Management & Development (OMD) classes are interesting... OMD classes is like doing activities.. and the Lecturer is kinda suaning but also kinda funnie la.. he cannot stand Kit.. haha.. whom the lecturer calls BS king.. muhaha... CB classes is fun.. cos the lecturer knows how to grab the attention of our tired minds.. and even if u feel like peeing.. u won't wanna go n pee.. cos it's juz that interesting~!!!!
I'm taking accounting.. cos it's one of the core modules which i have to pass in this course.. i can understand better now den it Shatec.. at least i can now balance the balance sheet.. heehee... even if the final figure is wrong.. heehee.. but sometimes damn confusing on where u wanna put the figures and if u should - or +... Accounts class is big.... 60 pax in 1 room... omg.. terrible.. Kel has complained to Adeline Bong abt it.. DTM bad habits.. muhahaha.. complaining... heehee..
my life is now filled up with sch... work... not much time for playing anymore as well as blogging.. unless blog at work.. which is like very seldom lah.. i'm surprised at myself though.. cos this whole weekend.. fri to sun (evening) i didn't log on to MSN at all.. i'm juz too tired.. wanted to log on juz now after i got home after class... but the calling of my bed was stronger... heehee... took a cab home today... i wanted to be a good girl but den the rain got heavier while i was at the bus stop waiting for my bus... so i called for a cab... my excuse was i never bring any umbrella... but also i was tired... didn't expect it to POUR like that~!!! terrible...
okie.. enough of my excuses... it's time to hit my bed.. and SLEEP... 2molo or rather today.. need to work again... i've got no weekend.... *sobZ* but i enjoyed my short short weekend... it's been rather sweet and enjoyable... =)
Monday, September 04, 2006
02/09/06 Pics
Some pics taken by my hp... cos i dun have my digi cam... didn't know it looks so clear.. muhahaha..
Found this on my desk when i got back to work on sat.. =)
@ DHL Balloon b4 flying up
Up up and Away~!!!
Stunning view..
Sunday, September 03, 2006
fabulous Weekend
it's been a mighty interesting weekend.. haha... i went to stay in Marina Mandarin.. 14 floor... no sea view though... *sobZ* so sad.. but it was nice.. can see Shenton way in the nite... the city view is nice... the moon was nice too.. it was half moon.. orange... and clouds was covering it.. too bad.. my cAm is with Daisy mama in China.. so no pics... my hp cam not so powerful to take the view.. i tried too u know.. =)
checked in after work at about 3pm.. was waiting for Cherie to wake up and get ready.. once we checked in.. we dumped our bags.. boiled water in the flask.. den it was time for lunch n some window shopping..
we had lunch at KFC at Marina Square... den we walked to suntec... den we stopped over at the DHL balloon to see Mel as well as to ride the balloon... so nice... it's very windy and the view is nice.. think it's nicer at night.. heehee..
after the ride.. we went to Bugis to walk somemore.. took 3 sets of Neo prints.. muhaha.. tat's like $30+... they really know how to make money leh... hahaha.. after taking the prints.. me n Cherie went to buy some food back to the hotel to eat.. once buying our food.. we walked back and i told her.. it's been a long time since juz the 2 of us went out together... and Cherie also agreed... she said that every time we go out.. there will be someone else... example: Aaron, Raymond...
we had our food in the room... and after that i went home to do some things and as well as to bring my hp charger... if not sure confirm low batt... went to disturb moi bitch Jacqueline at the reception.. talked to her for a while... den went up to the room.. Serena and Collin was in the room when i reach back.. after a while Cherie left with them to go clubbing..
went to take my bath after they left.. and managed to soak in the tub for a while b4 Koh called to say that they (Him, Dal, Serene n Weiwen) was on the way... went down to pick them up and lead them to the room... all of them did not have their bathe yet.. so they 1 by 1 went to bathe.. haha.. Weiwen went down to find his fren.. did not come back up after a very long while..
once everyone had their bathe.. we played some dai ti b4 Dal and Serene started to feel drowsy... did not feel sleepy.. so me n koh went to the balcony to talk so that we do not disturb the sleeping pair.. after a while Weiwen came n joined us.. and soon... Cherie the monkey came jumping into the room... scaring and waking everyone who was asleep...
her twin was outside... she said he was very irritating... insisted to follow her back... she finally got rid of him.. but he called her.. she said that he was superglue.. told her to pass me the phone.. i told him that she was bathing and he was disturbing us... cos we were sleeping... and i hung up on him.. can't be bothered.. muhahaha.. talked to cherie when she was bathing and washing up.. talked abt collin getting jealous abt her twin and her twin getting jealous of collin and marcus (she saw marcus there)...
den we went out to talk to the rest... finally rested for awhile.. doze in and out of sleep.. dunno wat was wrong with the air-con... so hot.. but serene said that she was cold.. strange.. den in the wee hours of the morning... Serene said that she was hungry.. den after that i was also feeling hungry.. muhaha... soon i think Cherie also.. hahhaa.. very infectious de.. hahaha..
Dalton, Serene, Weiwen and koh said that their stomachs all feel very weird... but they dunno if it's the lunch or the tea which they had in Mt Ophir.. that is very bad news.. if people complain den it's service recovery time..
i think i'm very satified with my weekend.. as 2molo (monday) i'm off.. heehee... will update again.. soon i hope if i'm not too lazy... *grinZ*
checked in after work at about 3pm.. was waiting for Cherie to wake up and get ready.. once we checked in.. we dumped our bags.. boiled water in the flask.. den it was time for lunch n some window shopping..
we had lunch at KFC at Marina Square... den we walked to suntec... den we stopped over at the DHL balloon to see Mel as well as to ride the balloon... so nice... it's very windy and the view is nice.. think it's nicer at night.. heehee..
after the ride.. we went to Bugis to walk somemore.. took 3 sets of Neo prints.. muhaha.. tat's like $30+... they really know how to make money leh... hahaha.. after taking the prints.. me n Cherie went to buy some food back to the hotel to eat.. once buying our food.. we walked back and i told her.. it's been a long time since juz the 2 of us went out together... and Cherie also agreed... she said that every time we go out.. there will be someone else... example: Aaron, Raymond...
we had our food in the room... and after that i went home to do some things and as well as to bring my hp charger... if not sure confirm low batt... went to disturb moi bitch Jacqueline at the reception.. talked to her for a while... den went up to the room.. Serena and Collin was in the room when i reach back.. after a while Cherie left with them to go clubbing..
went to take my bath after they left.. and managed to soak in the tub for a while b4 Koh called to say that they (Him, Dal, Serene n Weiwen) was on the way... went down to pick them up and lead them to the room... all of them did not have their bathe yet.. so they 1 by 1 went to bathe.. haha.. Weiwen went down to find his fren.. did not come back up after a very long while..
once everyone had their bathe.. we played some dai ti b4 Dal and Serene started to feel drowsy... did not feel sleepy.. so me n koh went to the balcony to talk so that we do not disturb the sleeping pair.. after a while Weiwen came n joined us.. and soon... Cherie the monkey came jumping into the room... scaring and waking everyone who was asleep...
her twin was outside... she said he was very irritating... insisted to follow her back... she finally got rid of him.. but he called her.. she said that he was superglue.. told her to pass me the phone.. i told him that she was bathing and he was disturbing us... cos we were sleeping... and i hung up on him.. can't be bothered.. muhahaha.. talked to cherie when she was bathing and washing up.. talked abt collin getting jealous abt her twin and her twin getting jealous of collin and marcus (she saw marcus there)...
den we went out to talk to the rest... finally rested for awhile.. doze in and out of sleep.. dunno wat was wrong with the air-con... so hot.. but serene said that she was cold.. strange.. den in the wee hours of the morning... Serene said that she was hungry.. den after that i was also feeling hungry.. muhaha... soon i think Cherie also.. hahhaa.. very infectious de.. hahaha..
Dalton, Serene, Weiwen and koh said that their stomachs all feel very weird... but they dunno if it's the lunch or the tea which they had in Mt Ophir.. that is very bad news.. if people complain den it's service recovery time..
i think i'm very satified with my weekend.. as 2molo (monday) i'm off.. heehee... will update again.. soon i hope if i'm not too lazy... *grinZ*
Saturday, September 02, 2006
class...
last night i went to the orientation for my course.. met kel 1st for dinner.. was not very hungry cos i had a very full n satisfied brunch.. heehee.. it was nice to see marian again.. and xiao fu too...
dunno why the hell we are like the first group loh.. haha.. group 1... somemore sit right in front... there's also another girl by the name of Jerlyn(i think that's how it's spelt)... hope she does not feel too outcast by us 4...
there are other Shatec people in the class as well.. people from all sorts of jobs.. from event companies to selling Mercs (Cycle and Carriage) to selling Cigars (She's a sha senior + also a clubber.. cos she was like wearing clubbing wear last night.. but dunno if she's a DHMer or a DTMer).. muhaha..
okie.. the last guy who made his presentation is like... totally not funnie and boring.. he luffs at his own jokes.. which is like not funnie at all... everyone in the class was like stoning away liao.. muhaha... not many cute guys in class.. class also kinda big compared to ACPE... almost 30 pax.. Ernest was luffing at me.. cos i told him i will take a look at the guys in class... it's only natural to look leh.. haha..
wanted to take either bus or train de last night.. but den hor.. the books so freaking heavy... in the end got to call papa to come n fetch me... =( Shenton way sucks big time at night.. cos there's no freaking cab around~!!!
So far the class seems okie la.. will know more when the 1st lesson starts... =)
gonna check into MM soon.. heehee.. bag super heavy...
dunno why the hell we are like the first group loh.. haha.. group 1... somemore sit right in front... there's also another girl by the name of Jerlyn(i think that's how it's spelt)... hope she does not feel too outcast by us 4...
there are other Shatec people in the class as well.. people from all sorts of jobs.. from event companies to selling Mercs (Cycle and Carriage) to selling Cigars (She's a sha senior + also a clubber.. cos she was like wearing clubbing wear last night.. but dunno if she's a DHMer or a DTMer).. muhaha..
okie.. the last guy who made his presentation is like... totally not funnie and boring.. he luffs at his own jokes.. which is like not funnie at all... everyone in the class was like stoning away liao.. muhaha... not many cute guys in class.. class also kinda big compared to ACPE... almost 30 pax.. Ernest was luffing at me.. cos i told him i will take a look at the guys in class... it's only natural to look leh.. haha..
wanted to take either bus or train de last night.. but den hor.. the books so freaking heavy... in the end got to call papa to come n fetch me... =( Shenton way sucks big time at night.. cos there's no freaking cab around~!!!
So far the class seems okie la.. will know more when the 1st lesson starts... =)
gonna check into MM soon.. heehee.. bag super heavy...
Friday, September 01, 2006
A post dedicated to Kenny Ang
As spoken on the phone in the wee hours of this morning... i'm dedicating this entry to Kenny Ang... DHM July 02 C class... and I"M KEEPING MY PROMISE HOR....
Brother.. thanks for suaning me.. and calling me a posh slut... thanks so much hor.. u idiotic moronic asshole... muhahhaa..
u still owe me my testi on FRIENDSTER... cos i did not recieve it~!!!! went to check le... dun have.. u bluff me... u always bluff me de... i call MA TA come catch u............. oh wait... u are a policeman... can u catch yrself?? muhahahhaa...
okok.. i've being childish here and tryin to act cute.. it's like so not workin... muhahhaa...
All i wanna say is... thanks for being there for me.. i really appreciate it~!! Thanks for all the advise which sometimes i dun follow... i'm juz head strong... but i always will remember yr advise at the bottom of my heart~!!
Cos that's when my conscious tells me... THINK B4 U DO ANY THING... wat will the outcome be like.. the pros n cons... the angel and devil... which side i wanna be on...
PS: YOU STILL OWE ME MY TESTI~!!!! *bleahZ*
Thursday, August 31, 2006
setting the record straight~!
mmm... i think there was a slight misunderstanding with my last entry... this is to set the record straight...
Koh.. i'm not refering to u... hahaha.. cherie knows me better... and i also know better too... =) so no worries.. ;)
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Wheezing wheezing...
i've been sick since sat... i'm still wheezing when i suck in air to breathe.. got alot of phlegm... can't seem to cough it out.. went back to chinatown last night with koh n serene to drink the herbal tea with medicine... getting better... but i cough like siao at about 5+ - 6+... dunno y also.. juz keep coughing n coughing in bed..
i'm in a jealous mood now.. i know i should not be.. i dun have the right to be.. will not think about it... will try to ignore it.. i'll suppress my feelings for my own good... i'll try... will MOVE on..
i'll keep myself busy with work... friends and coming up soon.. school...
i pray to god that he keeps me safe and keep my brains sane... =D
i'll try to be an angel...
i'm in a jealous mood now.. i know i should not be.. i dun have the right to be.. will not think about it... will try to ignore it.. i'll suppress my feelings for my own good... i'll try... will MOVE on..
i'll keep myself busy with work... friends and coming up soon.. school...
i pray to god that he keeps me safe and keep my brains sane... =D
i'll try to be an angel...
i'm looking forward to me hotel stay in Marina Mandarin this sat with Cherie... if not i'll stay there by myself and maybe get some friends over for a drinking session... =D
PS: Cherie.. dun think so much.. dun drink to forget him.. dun harm yr own body.. yr frens are there to support u..
PS: Cherie.. dun think so much.. dun drink to forget him.. dun harm yr own body.. yr frens are there to support u..
Monday, August 28, 2006
a good weekend
when was the last time i blogged?? mmm.. can't remember... hahaha
now i'm sitting in the office hugging the pillow which Koh gave me n serene... sniffing and blowing my nose off...
i'm sick yet i came to work.. kinda regret.. hahaha.. i've got the common sickness.. cough, flu n sore throat... sore throat not too bad liao...
my weekend is fun.. yet very tiring and sick... friday went out for dinner with Dalton, Koh n serene...
and it's all thanks to Dalton.. that i actually changed a new Hp... so now i got to eat grasss again... for the next few mths~!!!
now i'm sitting in the office hugging the pillow which Koh gave me n serene... sniffing and blowing my nose off...
i'm sick yet i came to work.. kinda regret.. hahaha.. i've got the common sickness.. cough, flu n sore throat... sore throat not too bad liao...
my weekend is fun.. yet very tiring and sick... friday went out for dinner with Dalton, Koh n serene...
and it's all thanks to Dalton.. that i actually changed a new Hp... so now i got to eat grasss again... for the next few mths~!!!
my new Darling~!
yupZ.. i changed my phone to a E900... not too bad.. still getting used to the functions.. Dalton also bought E900 and he's like complaining about the phone.. heehee.. he actually was like trying to make me regret buying the phone... hahaha.. but too bad.. i never regret YET.. =P
got a bit of a sunbrurn.. funnie thing is.. only my chest area got it.. the rest of my body never... my arms my legs... never... was wearing a razor back top.. sleeveless with burms... i put the sun block on my arms only.. forgot to apply on my chest area... hahaha.. only realised it when i got home.. so funnie.. i showed serene n she burst up luffing... heehee
was already sick on sat when i went for the pond fishing competition.. was coughing n sneezing with my deep deep voice... that's where i got the sunburn from.. heehee..
saw a couple of cute guys.... tan n tall.. heehee..
Koh n i actually planned to go bladding on sat nite... den he asid.. let's call sing joo and ask him if he wants to go fishing at bedok jetty... n surprse surprise.. he said okie... heehee.. so called up serene and she also said okie... heeehe
so we 4 went to bedok jetty n fished the whole nite... belive?? heehee... i knocked out at 11.30pm.. serene also.. Koh pitch up the tent for us to sleep in.. and he came crawling in at 3.30am.. cos it was cold outside to sleep..
it was nice... could be nicer if i was not sick.. =) next morning.. went home at 10am.. took my bathe n crashed until 3pm.. heehee..
overall.. it was quite a good weekend.. i love my department colleagues... wat can i do without em?? heehee.. *grinZ* =D
got a bit of a sunbrurn.. funnie thing is.. only my chest area got it.. the rest of my body never... my arms my legs... never... was wearing a razor back top.. sleeveless with burms... i put the sun block on my arms only.. forgot to apply on my chest area... hahaha.. only realised it when i got home.. so funnie.. i showed serene n she burst up luffing... heehee
was already sick on sat when i went for the pond fishing competition.. was coughing n sneezing with my deep deep voice... that's where i got the sunburn from.. heehee..
saw a couple of cute guys.... tan n tall.. heehee..
Koh n i actually planned to go bladding on sat nite... den he asid.. let's call sing joo and ask him if he wants to go fishing at bedok jetty... n surprse surprise.. he said okie... heehee.. so called up serene and she also said okie... heeehe
so we 4 went to bedok jetty n fished the whole nite... belive?? heehee... i knocked out at 11.30pm.. serene also.. Koh pitch up the tent for us to sleep in.. and he came crawling in at 3.30am.. cos it was cold outside to sleep..
it was nice... could be nicer if i was not sick.. =) next morning.. went home at 10am.. took my bathe n crashed until 3pm.. heehee..
overall.. it was quite a good weekend.. i love my department colleagues... wat can i do without em?? heehee.. *grinZ* =D
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Bz Weekend...
the last time i blogged i was feeling angry with the a**hole.. shan't let him ruin my day... my weekend was filled with activities...
On sat, was working half day.. after work.. went down to Suntec with Weiwen (he's also on Sat duty) to attend the movie treats event.. which is like cheap.. haha.. $30/couple inclusive of 1 large popcorn and 2 drinks for the couples.. and single tickets is priced at $16/person and inclusive of 1 regular popcorn and 1 drink.. and it's not 1 BUT 2 MOVIES... heehee... watched The Fast The Furious: Tokyo Drift and My Super Ex-Girlfriend... we (Me, Serene, Dalton, Koh, Meow Meow and Weiwen)sat in a row.. so funnie.. the Events Team 1st time watched movie together... heehee.. too bad Cherie did not joined us.. cos she watched the Tokyo Drift 3 times le..
I still prefer to watch Paul Walker on Screen.. he's like so much better den the guy in the Tokyo Drift.. and he can make me DROOL.. *grinZ* but the cars are lovely.. heart so pain when the bloody guy crashed the car... haiz..
after the show it was like about 7+pm le... we(Koh, Meow Meow, Serene and me)went to BK @ Raffles City to have dinner.. Weiwen went home to change cos he was going to meet his frens for a drinking cum birthday session.. While Dalton went to meet his 'ahem' fren.. heehee..
after that, Koh wanted to go for coffee.. but Meow Meow had to go home cos she was very tired... we went to the Toast & Coffee? at City Link Mall.. where.. i saw Jolene with her guy.. hahhaa.. wah liao.. i called out her name.. den she saw me.. she came over and wacked me wor.. Pain.... *sobZ* hahaha.. but i called her a BiTcH lah.. haha.. so fair.. hahahha... =P
after she left a while later.. Jo called me again.. told me that she saw Cherie.. also in Citylink Mall.. hahaha.. after she put down the phone with me.. i spotted Cherie also.. haha.. She was with Felica and Derrick(think he's a part-timer, working @ Adventures).. didn't stay long to talk.. cos she got KTV session.. so she left.. after laing our coffee.... we went to go play some games.. heehee.. Koh wanted to drift.. hahaa.. but too bad.. the shop close le.. so Boh Pian got to go home..
took MRT back and asked dad to pick me up from the station.. it was also den that me and Koh decided to meet at ECP to go blading(me) and cycling(Koh)... heehee.. i warned Koh that i did not know how to blade.. so he had to be very patient with me.. haha..
on a Sat there was like so many people.. Blading..Cycling... camping.. Fishing.. La Kopi... Drinking... so so so many people.. in the end. walked further down to the big big toilet there to put on my blades.. den tired to blade to the Chalets there.. haha.. where there was a straight road with no people.. so there is was trying not to fall.. heehee.. was joking with Koh.. cos he keep telling me not to lean too forward... told me that not that i want too.. but it's too heavy in front.. hahaha.. once i started laughing i'll start to "flap my wings" again.. heehee.. and i only fell once on my butt.. that was like nearly the end of my lesson.. heehee.. it's hard work wor.. not ez at all.. heehee.. but i'm glad that i've achieved something at least.. heehee..
On sun, after i woke up.. saw Koh online on MSN.. he asked me if i wanted to go n see ppl drift... haha.. was feeling so lazy... but den it's only going to be like once in a long while that i get to see people drift their cars in real life.. hahaha..
so we plan to meet at 1.30pm at Kallang... went i got off the bus.. Koh was there waiting for me.. 1st we saw cars rallying... actually.. we heard the motors of the bikes 1st.. after watching the cars do their rounds in the car park.. we den heard something more interesting.. the screeching of tires... heehee.. so went to the other carpark.. and we saw DRIFTING~!!!! OMG.. it's like WAH.. heehee.. called Cherie to see where she was.. but she was on her way home from a drinking session.. she heard the tires... she was like WAH... never tell her earlier.. cos she was at Pasir Ris... den she was on her way home le.. heehee.. took some pics n MMS her... heehee...
den walked around... i left at about 3.30pm.. very hot.. went to parkway to NUA... went home at 7pm.. took my bath and realised that i got a TAN~!!! Haiz.. no wonder i feel like i'm burning up.. hahaha.. was feeling damn tired.. think cos of the sun also.. opened a bottle of Breezer and finished half of it only... haha... fell asleep after that...
MOnday.. woke up to my dad's SMS.. he forgot i did not need to work.. wanted to buy lunch for Cherie but she said that everyone was in the office so.. next time.. haha.. mom called me.. asked me to meet her in Orchard.. so took my shower and headed down to Orchard.. went to have Tea at the tea Lounge at Copenhagen.. den we walked about n shopped also.. love to go shopping with mom cos she pay... or rather dad pay... cos heehee.. mom signed card.. heehee...
den it was time to meet cherie to get the tickets for the movie at Cathay.. walked about again.. den we went to Meridian to meet the 3 guys (Koh, Dal and Weiwen)to have dinner... den we walked back to Cathay... it was nice to hang out n luff and joke... and make fun of one another.. hee..
went to watch Click.. it was funnie... and at the end it was kinda touching.. kept crying during the last part... and when i think of the last part.. also can still cry... hahhaa... but it was good... =)
On sat, was working half day.. after work.. went down to Suntec with Weiwen (he's also on Sat duty) to attend the movie treats event.. which is like cheap.. haha.. $30/couple inclusive of 1 large popcorn and 2 drinks for the couples.. and single tickets is priced at $16/person and inclusive of 1 regular popcorn and 1 drink.. and it's not 1 BUT 2 MOVIES... heehee... watched The Fast The Furious: Tokyo Drift and My Super Ex-Girlfriend... we (Me, Serene, Dalton, Koh, Meow Meow and Weiwen)sat in a row.. so funnie.. the Events Team 1st time watched movie together... heehee.. too bad Cherie did not joined us.. cos she watched the Tokyo Drift 3 times le..
I still prefer to watch Paul Walker on Screen.. he's like so much better den the guy in the Tokyo Drift.. and he can make me DROOL.. *grinZ* but the cars are lovely.. heart so pain when the bloody guy crashed the car... haiz..
after the show it was like about 7+pm le... we(Koh, Meow Meow, Serene and me)went to BK @ Raffles City to have dinner.. Weiwen went home to change cos he was going to meet his frens for a drinking cum birthday session.. While Dalton went to meet his 'ahem' fren.. heehee..
after that, Koh wanted to go for coffee.. but Meow Meow had to go home cos she was very tired... we went to the Toast & Coffee? at City Link Mall.. where.. i saw Jolene with her guy.. hahhaa.. wah liao.. i called out her name.. den she saw me.. she came over and wacked me wor.. Pain.... *sobZ* hahaha.. but i called her a BiTcH lah.. haha.. so fair.. hahahha... =P
after she left a while later.. Jo called me again.. told me that she saw Cherie.. also in Citylink Mall.. hahaha.. after she put down the phone with me.. i spotted Cherie also.. haha.. She was with Felica and Derrick(think he's a part-timer, working @ Adventures).. didn't stay long to talk.. cos she got KTV session.. so she left.. after laing our coffee.... we went to go play some games.. heehee.. Koh wanted to drift.. hahaa.. but too bad.. the shop close le.. so Boh Pian got to go home..
took MRT back and asked dad to pick me up from the station.. it was also den that me and Koh decided to meet at ECP to go blading(me) and cycling(Koh)... heehee.. i warned Koh that i did not know how to blade.. so he had to be very patient with me.. haha..
on a Sat there was like so many people.. Blading..Cycling... camping.. Fishing.. La Kopi... Drinking... so so so many people.. in the end. walked further down to the big big toilet there to put on my blades.. den tired to blade to the Chalets there.. haha.. where there was a straight road with no people.. so there is was trying not to fall.. heehee.. was joking with Koh.. cos he keep telling me not to lean too forward... told me that not that i want too.. but it's too heavy in front.. hahaha.. once i started laughing i'll start to "flap my wings" again.. heehee.. and i only fell once on my butt.. that was like nearly the end of my lesson.. heehee.. it's hard work wor.. not ez at all.. heehee.. but i'm glad that i've achieved something at least.. heehee..
On sun, after i woke up.. saw Koh online on MSN.. he asked me if i wanted to go n see ppl drift... haha.. was feeling so lazy... but den it's only going to be like once in a long while that i get to see people drift their cars in real life.. hahaha..
so we plan to meet at 1.30pm at Kallang... went i got off the bus.. Koh was there waiting for me.. 1st we saw cars rallying... actually.. we heard the motors of the bikes 1st.. after watching the cars do their rounds in the car park.. we den heard something more interesting.. the screeching of tires... heehee.. so went to the other carpark.. and we saw DRIFTING~!!!! OMG.. it's like WAH.. heehee.. called Cherie to see where she was.. but she was on her way home from a drinking session.. she heard the tires... she was like WAH... never tell her earlier.. cos she was at Pasir Ris... den she was on her way home le.. heehee.. took some pics n MMS her... heehee...
den walked around... i left at about 3.30pm.. very hot.. went to parkway to NUA... went home at 7pm.. took my bath and realised that i got a TAN~!!! Haiz.. no wonder i feel like i'm burning up.. hahaha.. was feeling damn tired.. think cos of the sun also.. opened a bottle of Breezer and finished half of it only... haha... fell asleep after that...
MOnday.. woke up to my dad's SMS.. he forgot i did not need to work.. wanted to buy lunch for Cherie but she said that everyone was in the office so.. next time.. haha.. mom called me.. asked me to meet her in Orchard.. so took my shower and headed down to Orchard.. went to have Tea at the tea Lounge at Copenhagen.. den we walked about n shopped also.. love to go shopping with mom cos she pay... or rather dad pay... cos heehee.. mom signed card.. heehee...
den it was time to meet cherie to get the tickets for the movie at Cathay.. walked about again.. den we went to Meridian to meet the 3 guys (Koh, Dal and Weiwen)to have dinner... den we walked back to Cathay... it was nice to hang out n luff and joke... and make fun of one another.. hee..
went to watch Click.. it was funnie... and at the end it was kinda touching.. kept crying during the last part... and when i think of the last part.. also can still cry... hahhaa... but it was good... =)
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Pissed again with the asshole
i'm again pissed off with the same manager... i really cannot take it anymore.. i've decided to tell my HR manager that he is really out of line...
yes.. i may sometimes crack dirty jokes with Koh, Dalton, Serene and Cherie.. but it is jokes.. i DO NOT joke around with managers..
it's really WTF loh.. as a manager he is really stepping over the line le..
this is wat happen:
me at my workstation.. getting some stuff ready for Dalton...
he was standing at the counter near Cherie's old desk.. he was asking Koh if the Atrium lights needed to be turned on.. So after he finished talking to Koh.. he spoke to me..
HIm (in Chinese): Ni Hao Xiang Shou Le (U slim down ar?)
Me (also in Chinese): Mei you ar... Fei le (No ar.. i put on weight)
Him: Shou Le.. Ni Yi zian pi jiao fong man...
Me: ... -__________________________-"
after that i took my stuff and walked out.. ignored him...
mind you... Koh and Jac can be my witness.. cos they were there and they hear every word he said... it's like WTF.... TMD... KNN... CCB... KNN... i've kept it long enough.. i will go to my HR manager to tell her!!!! Things need to be done.. Why should the ladies in the company suffer because of him!
yes.. i may sometimes crack dirty jokes with Koh, Dalton, Serene and Cherie.. but it is jokes.. i DO NOT joke around with managers..
it's really WTF loh.. as a manager he is really stepping over the line le..
this is wat happen:
me at my workstation.. getting some stuff ready for Dalton...
he was standing at the counter near Cherie's old desk.. he was asking Koh if the Atrium lights needed to be turned on.. So after he finished talking to Koh.. he spoke to me..
HIm (in Chinese): Ni Hao Xiang Shou Le (U slim down ar?)
Me (also in Chinese): Mei you ar... Fei le (No ar.. i put on weight)
Him: Shou Le.. Ni Yi zian pi jiao fong man...
Me: ... -__________________________-"
after that i took my stuff and walked out.. ignored him...
mind you... Koh and Jac can be my witness.. cos they were there and they hear every word he said... it's like WTF.... TMD... KNN... CCB... KNN... i've kept it long enough.. i will go to my HR manager to tell her!!!! Things need to be done.. Why should the ladies in the company suffer because of him!
Friday, August 11, 2006
~bz day~
Ash told me that he saw my blog online.. i wonder how did he managed to find my blog.. muhahaha.. Ash is the Fitness Instructor over at my working place... which also reminds me that i better not write/type any nasty things abt my workplace.. muhahaha...
i'll be very bz this weekend... actually starting tonight i'll be busy le.. tonight there's Bingo nite... gonna stay at work until 10+pm... den tomorrow gotta be back for the Ladies Wellness Fair/Weekend Bazaar... gosh... so tired.. i can imagine myself totally tired out..
i'm thinking of the strawberries in the fridge in the pantry.. heehee... frozen strawberries and sugar... yummy.. heehee... too bad no champange.. if not will be heaven... heehee..
called to make my appointment with Mask.. need to pamper myself.. going to browhouse(dunno how to spell lah) to do treading... shape my eyebrows.. den going for facial + massage... whoo... a total of $125 worth... heehee... but it's gonna be in the late afternoon at abt 4.30pm.. hope i remember to go down wor.. heehee...
i'm getting very irritated by someone.. who is asking me the same farking question everytime in the morning.. ARGH.... can't he bloody hell change his MO!!!!! God... i really felt like screaming at him.. ask me this ask me that.. + somemore today i was like bz... preparing my stuff for tomorrow's event.. and he still can ask me if i'm free to go out.. OMG... can't he take the freaking HINT??? i'm trying to be nice... but my limit is almost up... especially when i've told him i'm busy and my status is busy... Y DUN HE JUZ FUCK OFF?? *bad mood* i SHALL... BLOCK HIM~!!!!!!!!!!!! *pissed*
thinking about him juz pisses me off.. hope i dun be too irritated by him until i can't work .. i also hope that i won't be too tired by den... should i take my leave?? or should i clear my OIL?? or should i tahan and keep both my leave and OIL for my studies?? Hmmmm.. shall think abt it.. I NEED SOME PAMPERING~!!!!
i'll be very bz this weekend... actually starting tonight i'll be busy le.. tonight there's Bingo nite... gonna stay at work until 10+pm... den tomorrow gotta be back for the Ladies Wellness Fair/Weekend Bazaar... gosh... so tired.. i can imagine myself totally tired out..
i'm thinking of the strawberries in the fridge in the pantry.. heehee... frozen strawberries and sugar... yummy.. heehee... too bad no champange.. if not will be heaven... heehee..
called to make my appointment with Mask.. need to pamper myself.. going to browhouse(dunno how to spell lah) to do treading... shape my eyebrows.. den going for facial + massage... whoo... a total of $125 worth... heehee... but it's gonna be in the late afternoon at abt 4.30pm.. hope i remember to go down wor.. heehee...
i'm getting very irritated by someone.. who is asking me the same farking question everytime in the morning.. ARGH.... can't he bloody hell change his MO!!!!! God... i really felt like screaming at him.. ask me this ask me that.. + somemore today i was like bz... preparing my stuff for tomorrow's event.. and he still can ask me if i'm free to go out.. OMG... can't he take the freaking HINT??? i'm trying to be nice... but my limit is almost up... especially when i've told him i'm busy and my status is busy... Y DUN HE JUZ FUCK OFF?? *bad mood* i SHALL... BLOCK HIM~!!!!!!!!!!!! *pissed*
thinking about him juz pisses me off.. hope i dun be too irritated by him until i can't work .. i also hope that i won't be too tired by den... should i take my leave?? or should i clear my OIL?? or should i tahan and keep both my leave and OIL for my studies?? Hmmmm.. shall think abt it.. I NEED SOME PAMPERING~!!!!
Monday, August 07, 2006
My Weekend..
on friday i had dinner with Grace and Theresa.. they were waiting for me at Wheelock's coffeebean... once Theresa saw me and my new hairstyle.. she exclaimed that i look like my mother... muhahahha.. it's true i look like my mother... therefore she cannot say she picked me up from the rubbish bin.. haha.. alot of people actually thinks me and my mom are sisters... haiz... i chao lao le lah.. cannot take it... haha..
anyway.. we went to Big O.. NYDC's sister restaurant.. had the Calamari, and the mushrooms with spices.. not bad.. for main course.. Theresa had Cod fish.. Grace had ravioli and i had fish n chips... hahaha.. classic... not bad.. the portion seems small but it's actually very feeling.. last but not least.. we 3 shared a dessert... chocolate cheesecake with ice-cream.. i forgot it's name though.. haha...
after that heavy dinner, Theresa went off to meet her fren... while me n Grace walked all the way to herren shops to take a cab home.. dropped her off at her place 1st b4 going back to mine.. was telling the 2 of them some personal stuff.. haha.. damn funnie their reaction to something which i was sharing with them.. lol.. damn funnie...
On Sat.. didn't sleep until that late.. dunno y my body clock is like waking up earlier.. and refuse to let me go back and sleep... i think it's also partly because my dad barged into my room telling me that the Singnet guy is here... of cos.. if you know me.. i won't get up so early on a Sat or Sun... unless it's work related.. totally irritating my dad... haiz.. but he's my dad and of course i REFUSED to wake up.. mauhahahaha...
Cherie called me to check if i had gotten up in the afternoon.. asked me to go down to downtown east to Fel's chalet.. I went down after dinner at Changi Village.. dinner was soso.. the usual western stall which i used to eat at.. the standard DROPPED already... haiz.. sad man.. was damn tempted by the Changi Village Hotel.. heehee.. should i ?? Rendezvous with who ar?? heehee...
stayed at the chalet until about 1+am.. was playing dai ti with Xiao Xin(Fel's bf), Peter (Cherie's part-timer)... Ernest came to pick me up and send me home.. so sweet of him.. *hugZ* got home.. took my shower and KoonZ~!!!!
Sunday was the same.. irritating Dad.. asked the plumbler guy to come at 10am~!!! HELLO i'm still sleeping in bed.. again i refused to get up.. heehee.. took my blankie and covered myself.. hiding under the blanket.. =P
got up after the guy left.. washed up and went out for breakfast at Ahmoy St.. wanted to go Maxwell de.. but Dad took the wrong turn so ended up in Ahmoy.. he wanted to turn out to go Maxwell.. but i was like.. dun need lah.. eat at Ahmoh can le lah.. not so picky that day lah.. haha..
k la.. will update when i have the time.. now got to go to suntec to buy something Dalton's cos it's his birthday tomorrow..
anyway.. we went to Big O.. NYDC's sister restaurant.. had the Calamari, and the mushrooms with spices.. not bad.. for main course.. Theresa had Cod fish.. Grace had ravioli and i had fish n chips... hahaha.. classic... not bad.. the portion seems small but it's actually very feeling.. last but not least.. we 3 shared a dessert... chocolate cheesecake with ice-cream.. i forgot it's name though.. haha...
after that heavy dinner, Theresa went off to meet her fren... while me n Grace walked all the way to herren shops to take a cab home.. dropped her off at her place 1st b4 going back to mine.. was telling the 2 of them some personal stuff.. haha.. damn funnie their reaction to something which i was sharing with them.. lol.. damn funnie...
On Sat.. didn't sleep until that late.. dunno y my body clock is like waking up earlier.. and refuse to let me go back and sleep... i think it's also partly because my dad barged into my room telling me that the Singnet guy is here... of cos.. if you know me.. i won't get up so early on a Sat or Sun... unless it's work related.. totally irritating my dad... haiz.. but he's my dad and of course i REFUSED to wake up.. mauhahahaha...
Cherie called me to check if i had gotten up in the afternoon.. asked me to go down to downtown east to Fel's chalet.. I went down after dinner at Changi Village.. dinner was soso.. the usual western stall which i used to eat at.. the standard DROPPED already... haiz.. sad man.. was damn tempted by the Changi Village Hotel.. heehee.. should i ?? Rendezvous with who ar?? heehee...
stayed at the chalet until about 1+am.. was playing dai ti with Xiao Xin(Fel's bf), Peter (Cherie's part-timer)... Ernest came to pick me up and send me home.. so sweet of him.. *hugZ* got home.. took my shower and KoonZ~!!!!
Sunday was the same.. irritating Dad.. asked the plumbler guy to come at 10am~!!! HELLO i'm still sleeping in bed.. again i refused to get up.. heehee.. took my blankie and covered myself.. hiding under the blanket.. =P
got up after the guy left.. washed up and went out for breakfast at Ahmoy St.. wanted to go Maxwell de.. but Dad took the wrong turn so ended up in Ahmoy.. he wanted to turn out to go Maxwell.. but i was like.. dun need lah.. eat at Ahmoh can le lah.. not so picky that day lah.. haha..
k la.. will update when i have the time.. now got to go to suntec to buy something Dalton's cos it's his birthday tomorrow..
Friday, August 04, 2006
A summay of my Week..
i've not updated my blog for like 1 week already.. haha.. i was too lazy... okie.. a summary of my week at work..
last sat i CUT my freaking LONG hair.. hahaha.. think i cut 20cm off it~!!!! and i also did treatment.. spend a total of $70+ on my hair... it felt so much lighter.. i also juz realised today that my cousin Marie Ann also cutted her hair.. so Qiao... well.. people say i look younger and prettier... hahaha...
on Sun... my both parents especially my mom got a shock that i cut my hair.. cos i did not say anything about cutting it to her.. was only telling Jolene and Ernest that i wanna cut it.. my mom did not expect me to cut it so short too.. heehee.. my dad forced me to wake up so early in the morning to go to Mt Vernent? to pay my respects to my Grandfather, Charlie... dunno y my dad suddenly wanna go see him also.. after that went to Koh's recommendation of his wanton mee stall there to eat breakfast..
den my dad forced me to drive to Sengkang to St Anne's.. unfortunatedly it was their feast day and mass was still going on.. there was alot of traffic congestions... SO PEK CHEK man.. in the end dad took over the wheel while me n mom went to see my dearest grandfather... and grandmother.. everytime i go there to see him.. i'll hold back my tears... i miss him dearly... but i know he's in a better place.. he'll be with me where ever i go... after that went home n slacked the whole day..
on monday.. a lot of people said that i look different.. hahaha.. den went they realised that i cut my hair.. they asked me.. if everything okie?? why did i cut it so short... lol.. it's funnie.. juz told them i want a change... *grinZ*
on tueday.. my new boss Gunga came in.. tied my hair up in pig tails.. haha.. 1st thing koh said when he saw he was... KAWAII(cute in jap, dunno how to spell la)... haha.. he called me a Sha Gua Mei... haha.. went home in pig tails too.. haha..
wed was bored as hell... hahha... nutting much to update..
thurs had a staff cohesion with GM.. got BBQ dinner, games and lucky draw + celebration for the birthday babies...i was in the same group as GM.. and we won a game.. drinking same.. had to TA a WHOLE bottle of FREAKING BARCADI... so gassy man.. buai tahan.. drink some wine... after that in the office continue drinking coke.. was a bit high le.. took my bathe in the office.. den about 11.15pm?? shared a cab back with Koh.. and super tired.. was half asleep when i was replying Ernest's smses..
fri... today... meeting Theresa and Grace for dinner.. and it's time to go home n SLEEP~!!!!!! hee..
last sat i CUT my freaking LONG hair.. hahaha.. think i cut 20cm off it~!!!! and i also did treatment.. spend a total of $70+ on my hair... it felt so much lighter.. i also juz realised today that my cousin Marie Ann also cutted her hair.. so Qiao... well.. people say i look younger and prettier... hahaha...
on Sun... my both parents especially my mom got a shock that i cut my hair.. cos i did not say anything about cutting it to her.. was only telling Jolene and Ernest that i wanna cut it.. my mom did not expect me to cut it so short too.. heehee.. my dad forced me to wake up so early in the morning to go to Mt Vernent? to pay my respects to my Grandfather, Charlie... dunno y my dad suddenly wanna go see him also.. after that went to Koh's recommendation of his wanton mee stall there to eat breakfast..
den my dad forced me to drive to Sengkang to St Anne's.. unfortunatedly it was their feast day and mass was still going on.. there was alot of traffic congestions... SO PEK CHEK man.. in the end dad took over the wheel while me n mom went to see my dearest grandfather... and grandmother.. everytime i go there to see him.. i'll hold back my tears... i miss him dearly... but i know he's in a better place.. he'll be with me where ever i go... after that went home n slacked the whole day..
on monday.. a lot of people said that i look different.. hahaha.. den went they realised that i cut my hair.. they asked me.. if everything okie?? why did i cut it so short... lol.. it's funnie.. juz told them i want a change... *grinZ*
on tueday.. my new boss Gunga came in.. tied my hair up in pig tails.. haha.. 1st thing koh said when he saw he was... KAWAII(cute in jap, dunno how to spell la)... haha.. he called me a Sha Gua Mei... haha.. went home in pig tails too.. haha..
wed was bored as hell... hahha... nutting much to update..
thurs had a staff cohesion with GM.. got BBQ dinner, games and lucky draw + celebration for the birthday babies...i was in the same group as GM.. and we won a game.. drinking same.. had to TA a WHOLE bottle of FREAKING BARCADI... so gassy man.. buai tahan.. drink some wine... after that in the office continue drinking coke.. was a bit high le.. took my bathe in the office.. den about 11.15pm?? shared a cab back with Koh.. and super tired.. was half asleep when i was replying Ernest's smses..
fri... today... meeting Theresa and Grace for dinner.. and it's time to go home n SLEEP~!!!!!! hee..
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Bimbos & Taxi Queues
Okie.. the above titles have nutting to do anthing with each other..
i met the bimbos when i was at Parkmall.. i went to watch Ballet under The Stars with Chew Lian, Serene and her elder sis and Grace (ex Chevrons colleague, whose working in Safe2Travel).. we were waiting for Serene's sis who was on the way.. when we saw James Lye and his wife Diana Ser.. Yes we all know he's cute, tall and handsome... but you dun need to go.. OHHHHHHH.... JAMES LYE... HE"S SO TALL... SO HANDSOME.... hello... everyone can hear u... can see you... omg... have some respect for him and his wife lah... He's also a normal human being u know... yes.. i did goggle at him and his pretty pregnant wife... but of course... i dun need to tell the whole world that he's cute, tall and handsome lah.. the world got eyes to see lah...
and that's the bimbos.... as for the taxi queues...
it was after the show that i decided to take a cab home.. nutting unusal about it.. cos i almost always take cab home if i'm in Orchard... and last night was no different... only now i should have taken a bus home.. i was at PS waiting in the taxi queue.. the queue was as slow as a snail... half the cabs who goes are either BUSY or ON CALL... wat is wrong with all the cab companies... they increase all the taxi fares and their service is still the same.. fucking no change.. i waited 30mins.. YES i did.. b4 i finally got a cab home...
i think i shall take a bus home if i'm ever at PS...
Friday, July 28, 2006
Temptation paRt 2
okie.. i gave in to the temptation... i actually dun really regret... i guess.. my tail is longer now.. *grinZ*
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Temptation paRt 1~!!
sorry for the lack of updates.. have been busy... on course for 2 days.. customer service course...
okie.. all i have to say is.. i was fighting temptation this few days.. especially during the weekend.. some of my frens know wat i'm talking about.. well.. it's totally like the devil and angel whispering into my ear...
Devil: Juz do it lah.. i know you want to..
Angel: Cannot... it's against wat u have learn~!!! CANNOT ~!!!! Do it and you'll end up hurt and hurting others too~!!!!
well.. the angel won the battle.. but the war is not over.. i'm still farking tempted~!!!! haiz... i know i should not..
okie.. all i have to say is.. i was fighting temptation this few days.. especially during the weekend.. some of my frens know wat i'm talking about.. well.. it's totally like the devil and angel whispering into my ear...
Devil: Juz do it lah.. i know you want to..
Angel: Cannot... it's against wat u have learn~!!! CANNOT ~!!!! Do it and you'll end up hurt and hurting others too~!!!!
well.. the angel won the battle.. but the war is not over.. i'm still farking tempted~!!!! haiz... i know i should not..
God save me from temptation~!!!!!
Friday, July 21, 2006
TGIF!!!
I'm So bored in the office now.. Cherie left us already.. we managed to make her cry on her last day.. haha.. cos we gave her a card... and also serene did a mmm.. forgot the word for the thing which serene did... anyway.. Serene used all the posters which Cherie had done here.. den added our pics into it... lol.. Cherie was touched until she cried.. haha.. total i think she cried abt 3 times??
Today Serene is off at a meeting.. and Dalton too.. while poor little me have to take care of the calls coming in.. muahhaha.. something which i'm so used to le.. i think my designation should be... Events Officer cum store requisitionor cum Receptionist cum refreshment buyer... muhahaha.. so many cum.. later on when the new van gets in.. and with the new direction given by GM.. there will be another Cum.. Cum driver... *faintZ*
Ah Koh is enjoying his Bangkok trip with Meow Meow... will only be back on Tues.. so sian.. no one to disturb me and for me to disturb.. muhahaha..
Oh so bored..... TGIF!!!!! 2molo can sleep in le!!!! *grinZ* 10 mins to lunch time..
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Yan Dao eh..
ARGH.... i wanted to hit myself today.. especially in the bus.... i was thinking when i left the house, wether i could get to get the yan dao who boards the bus at Homly Family there.. cos i was early today...
so when my bus came.. i saw my older eye candy in the bus.. haha.. both of these guys are tall.. slim.. nice built... nice shoes with black socks... and in business attire.. *starts drooling* but den hor... haiZ... the younger one more stylo one.. did not get up the bus... juz saw him crossing the road... but he did not run after the bus.. so haiz... there goes my yan dao kia... muhahahahha...
today went to collect my make over photos... heehee... brought the extra CD.. but den CD it's b4 they photoshop away my eye bags le.. muhahahha.. so i think i'll go back this weekend to do it.. *grinZ*
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
bored.. oh so bored...
i thought that i didn't finish typing an entry ytd.. and put it under draft.. haha.. but i was wrong.. so ya..
ytd was boring.. and it goes without saying how will work be today.. i dunno if Dal wants me to go the Salarang Camp with him for the Golf meeting (I HOPE NOT!! weather so hot.. and i'm wearing black.. again..)
Koh's on leave.. until next week.. so no one to disturb me and for me to disturb.. haha... Mmmm... Serene is okie to disturb but she got work to do today.. and Dal.. after 2 days of leave.. haha.. tons of work for him to do.. Cherie is leaving.. going to HAM productions.. so no more kakki to go walk walk with liao and crap alot too..
last night went to Boss fren's restaurant for dinner... Jap food... well.. it's much quieter den Mirama hotel's restaurant.. cos not many people lah.. haha.. but got a couple of tables.. but we were the better group and of cos the noiseyees also.. muhahah... 4 of us(Koh, Cherie, Serene n me) took a cab down 1st.. Boss came with his wife later... Dalton was stuck somewhere in Malaysia on his way back from Genting.. haha.. he didn't join us though.. haha.. we started eating 1st without waiting for boss... by the time boss came down we were abit drunk and freaking full... haha.. Boss fren Ah Chua had a promo going on.. for the all-you-can-eat buffet, every 4 in a group will get a bottle of Sake... this was cold Saka.. taste nicer when it's ICE COLD... but when it's room temp it's like the hot Sake.. Eeee... dun like.. haha..
Boss brought 1 bottle of wine and 1 ice wine... the Ice Wine is delicious!!! it's so sweet.. i like.. it's like honey... I LIKE... heehee.. and heard that it's also Expensive wor.. heehee.. but it's GOOD... Cherie's face was as red as a lobster.. muhahahaha... there was a lot of crapy talk with lots of laughter... and surprisingly we left at about 9.30pm..
took the train back with Koh.. and got Dad to pick me up.. =P reach home to find my mom using the com.. after my bathe and bickering with my dad for the remote control.. i went to sleep... nice nice sleep... and woke up this morning with a sore butt.. dunno y too... hahaha..
Monday, July 17, 2006
fishing
Mmm... on friday after work at about 10.30pm.. Me, Serene and Koh went down to the Marina Fishing Pond.. all 3 of us took our bathes in the office.. haha.. was kinda tired cos the night b4 was up chatting with Zhi Wei until about 1+am..
anyways.. we 3 took a cab there... met Sing Joo there and Xiao Koh... 3 of the guys started to fish.. which we girls lighted up the mosquitoes coils... well.. Ah Koh tried to teach us how to cast.. Serene managed to do it.. haha.. i failed... she got more experience den me though.. haha..
anyways.. we 3 took a cab there... met Sing Joo there and Xiao Koh... 3 of the guys started to fish.. which we girls lighted up the mosquitoes coils... well.. Ah Koh tried to teach us how to cast.. Serene managed to do it.. haha.. i failed... she got more experience den me though.. haha..
at abt 2+am in the morning.. Koh went to tie the hammocks up for us girls.. haha.. he also taught us how to get into the hammocks and how to get out.. haha.. at about 4+am me n serene me went to lala land.. slept until 7am.. haha.. den finally totally got up when Sing Joo said.. Qi Lai La... haha.. i really think that sleepin in a hammock is like a cocoon... haha.. too bad didn't take any pics.. of us sleeping in the hammock.. the cam in my bag lah.. so fa man to get out of the hammock to take it.. haha.. in other words i was too lazy... muhahaha
in total the guys caught 4 or 5 fishes lah.. dunno wat red fishy thingy... den got some promfets and a Kim Bak Loh (sea bass i think).. i was still stoning away when we walked out to grab a cab... 4 of us shared 1 cab (forgot to mention that xiao koh went home at abt 5+, he cycled home, Yes HE DID).. dropped serene off at shenton way there.. den i went back with to Koh's place there to have wan ton mee after that asked dad to pick me up to go home.. where i took my bathe n DROPPED into bed... slept all the way until 5pm when dad woke me up to go to Melvin's 21st birthday celebration..
my ass of a cousin is in the army.. omg.. and he never go BMT... go straight to the jurong camp and become clerk... all because when he bleeds.. the blood cannot stop... even SAF also dun wanna take the responsibility to look after him.. muhahhaa... they dun wan him to stay in camp.. they send him home everyday... hahaha...
anyway.. the kopitiam there the zhu chao not bad... heehee... and i managed to nibble on some crab meat.. thank chek chek!!! Y i only can nibble on crab meat... cos i'll alligic to the crab shell... the meat i can eat... heehee.. so lucky hor me?? NOT REALLY ar... since den.. my parents REFUSED to order crab le... *sobZ* so sad... cos they refused to crack the shell and get the meat out for me... sob sob.. haiz... anyways.. heehee.. i missed the crab meat taste...
after that dinner, went back to his house to cut the cake.. and take some pics.. after that went home.. but 1st send my auntie kim, my ah ma and my cousin home 1st.. wanted to drive home la.. but den again was feeling kinda lazy...
oh ya... in my cousin's hse.. he smsed me.. asked me how i was and wat i was doing.. so i replied.. normally i'll put this --> =) smiley after the sentence.. but i could not be borthered anymore.. MOVE ON TIME~!!!! okie.. i'm juz being mean lah.. well.. it's a crush... so ya.. can still be frens lah.. hey i'm still friendly... okie.. not really anymore.. =D
Sunday went to town to watch the Pirates of the Caribbean.. but sold out... OMG.. go Cathay also Sold out.. in the end go PS the auto ticketing machine and bought my tickets at tiong bahru plaza... muhahha.. after that hopped into the cab and rushed over...
after the show.. went to walk walk for a while den bought a bag.. ya.. another bag again..
will contiune again.. koh juz asked me to copy all his number for him.. cos he hp dided again.. muahhhaa
Friday, July 14, 2006
wat a spoiler...
i was talking to Zhi Wei last night when i was on the way home from Bt Batok (BB).. went there to have dinner with Jac, Jeniffer and Cherie.. Went to Sakae Sushi for dinner den after that to Swansens for Ice cream..
on the way home in the cab.. smsed Zhi Wei.. who called me at abt 10.15pm.. talked to him all the way until 1+am in the morning.. so tired sia.. haha.. by the time i hit the sack was like 2+am.. could hardly get up this morning...
was telling Zhi Wei a bit about my childhood... the things my mom used to do.. and how we would argue.. well... we aruged in the cab today.. early in the morning.. everything was fine until we got into the cab...
and it all started bcos i had dinner outside with my colleagues and that my dad called me cos uncle alex, came over to do my insurance stuff.. she started off with you jolly well know that Uncle Alex is coming over to do your insurance.. WHY must you go out and have dinner? and i told her that.. i DID NOT know that he is coming over.. as my father did not tell me.. if he is coming over i won't go out for dinner, i would i fact go home. But since my father did not tell me about him coming over. So i juz went out for dinner. then she starts on y must i always go out for dinner.. it's like WTF.. can't i go out?? why is she making such a fuss? it's not my farking problem that her office colleagues excludes her from all this gatherings.... Pissed man...
spoil my whole day sia... thank god later i'm going fishing... hrumph...
on the way home in the cab.. smsed Zhi Wei.. who called me at abt 10.15pm.. talked to him all the way until 1+am in the morning.. so tired sia.. haha.. by the time i hit the sack was like 2+am.. could hardly get up this morning...
was telling Zhi Wei a bit about my childhood... the things my mom used to do.. and how we would argue.. well... we aruged in the cab today.. early in the morning.. everything was fine until we got into the cab...
and it all started bcos i had dinner outside with my colleagues and that my dad called me cos uncle alex, came over to do my insurance stuff.. she started off with you jolly well know that Uncle Alex is coming over to do your insurance.. WHY must you go out and have dinner? and i told her that.. i DID NOT know that he is coming over.. as my father did not tell me.. if he is coming over i won't go out for dinner, i would i fact go home. But since my father did not tell me about him coming over. So i juz went out for dinner. then she starts on y must i always go out for dinner.. it's like WTF.. can't i go out?? why is she making such a fuss? it's not my farking problem that her office colleagues excludes her from all this gatherings.... Pissed man...
spoil my whole day sia... thank god later i'm going fishing... hrumph...
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Be Nice to me today.. or else...
currently... i'm still in a foul mood... i'm not going to take any nonsense from anyone.. and i mean anyone...
Cherie juz asked me to feed paper into the printer.. i'm not going to do it.. cos she didn't say the word PLEASE... i told her.. if she wants me to do something.. she got to say the word PLEASE... if not i'm not moving.. i'm not her maid.. i have NO obligations to DO things for her. i dun give a fuck i she's leaving for a better job better pay.. and she dun Shh me.. that's not going to help.. cos it juz irritates me MORE...
after i told her.. she told me.. den ask yr boss to tell you please.. u know wat i told her?? den he can wait.. cos i'm not doing it.. i'm not being selfish or anything.. in normal cases.. i'll juz do it.. but i'm not doing it today.. i'm in a FOUL MOOD...
so basically.. she's now sitting in front of the printer feeding it with paper... *smirk*
Time to move on..
Surprisingly.. i didn't drink... scream... and best of all... i didn't cry... although i needed to juz burst out... nearly did in the office though... but i blinked the tears away...
thanks to Serene Jie for being so concern.. i'm okie.. juz need some time to think...
and my heart tells me that it's stronger... stronger den b4.. there's a tiny crack now.. but it'll heal... heal with as time goes.. somehow or rather i need to find a plaster or super glue to mend the pieces together..
i THINK it's time to MOVE On............
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
I'm ULTRA PISSED...
i know tat i'm stupid.. native... juz plain old stupid... WHY DID I LIKE HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE... haiz...
After flying in the clouds for like 2 days.. why must this happen??
I NEED A DRINK... I NEED TO SCREAM... I NEED TO PUNCH SOMETHING... most importantly i NEED a SHOULDER to Cry on now... haiz...
i dun wanna go home.. feel like going to the beach n SCREAM... hopefully i can scare people into getting heart attacks while at it...
After flying in the clouds for like 2 days.. why must this happen??
I NEED A DRINK... I NEED TO SCREAM... I NEED TO PUNCH SOMETHING... most importantly i NEED a SHOULDER to Cry on now... haiz...
i dun wanna go home.. feel like going to the beach n SCREAM... hopefully i can scare people into getting heart attacks while at it...
Monday, July 10, 2006
Tests and more test!!!
Was so freking bored @ work.. so did all these tests...
| You are 80% Cancer |
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| You Are a Coy Flirt |
 You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing. You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing. Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal. A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession. |
| Your Hair Should Be Pink |
 Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun. You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow. |
| You Are 68% Happy |
 You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up. |
| What Your Face Says |
 At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced. Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody. |
| You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra |
 You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry. And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road! |
| Caffe Vanilla Frappuccino |
 Smooth and sweet, you fit in to almost any crowd. No one would suspect you of being a coffee tweaker! |
| You Should Learn Spanish |
 For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication. Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro! |
| You Are Corona |
 You don't drink for the love of beer. You drink to get drunk. You prefer a very light, very smooth beer. A beer that's hardly a beer at all. And while you make not like the taste of beer, you like the feeling of being drunk. You drink early and often. Sometimes with friends. Sometimes alone. All the party needs is you! |
| Your Ideal Pet is a Cat |
 You're both aloof, introverted, and moody. And your friends secretly wish that you were declawed! |
| You're an Passionate Kisser |
 For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble |
| Your Love Style is Agape |
 You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
| Your Eyes Should Be Brown |
 Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart |
| You Should Visit Mexico |
 You can be as comfortable as you want, eating fast food and partying with English speakers in resort town. But if you're feeling brave, venture out to Mexico City - or explore the tropical Yucatan. |
| You Belong in Milan |
 Stylish and sophisticated, you want to enjoy a truly European life - away from tourists! Milan fits you perfectly. Great shopping, high quality food, lots of culture... with very little hype. |
| You Are a Learning Cook |
 You've got the makings of an excellent cook, and the desire to be one. But right now, you're just lacking the experience. You couldn't be a top chef yet, but you could be an apprentice. |
| Your Heart Is Blue |
 Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty |
| You Are a Cadbury Creme Egg |
 You're the type that stole little brother's easter basket so that you could have MORE CANDY! |
| You Are 44% Lady |
 You're part lady, part modern woman. Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly. |
| You Should Be A Leo |
 What's good about you: you always speak your mind and aren't scared of anything What's bad about you: you have to be the boss, and you love to control others In love: you enjoy being admired and pampered, but don't always reciprocate In friendship, you're: easy to get along with and the center of attention Your ideal job: member of royalty, TV anchor, or investment banker Your sense of fashion: classic well fitting clothes that last forever You like to pig out on: Greek or Italian food |
| Erotic Thriller |
 You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you. Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you. Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush |
You Are The Hanging Man |
 You represent the seeking of enlightenment and spiritual clarity. You tend to confuse others, but your oddities seem deeply satisfying. Self sacrifice is easy for you, especially if it makes you a better person in the end. You are the type of person who is very in touch with your soul and inner spirit. Your fortune: Right now is a good time for reflection and meditation. You should stop resisting the problems in your life, and let yourself be vulnerable to them. You may need to sacrifice something important to you to move ahead in your life. Accept your destiny with courage, and learn to let go of what you think you need. |
| Your Birth Month is June |
 Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty Your gemstone: Pearl Your flower: Rose Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream |
| You Are Sunrise |
 You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. |
| You Should Spend Your Summer at the Beach |
 You're a free spirit who is always thinking of new ways to have fun. And you don't just love summer... you live for it. So, you really should blow off your responsibilities and head to the beach! |
| Your Ideal Relationship is Polyamory |
 You want to have your cake... and everyone else's. Which isn't a bad thing, if everyone else gets to eat too! You're too much of a free spirit to be tied down by a traditional relationship. You think relationships should be open and free, with few restrictions. |
| Your Driving Is is: 48% Male, 52% Female |
 According to studies, you drive both like a guy and a girl. This means you're a pretty average driver, with typical quirks. Occasionally you're frustrated and or a little reckless, but that's the exception - not the norm. |
| Who Should Paint You: Alfred Gockel |
 All American yet funky, you inspire an artist's imagination And while not everyone will understand your portrait, you will! |
| Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" |
 You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive |
Tests and more test!!!
Was so freking bored @ work.. so did all these tests...
| You are 80% Cancer |
|
| You Are a Coy Flirt |
You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing. You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing. Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal. A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession. |
| Your Hair Should Be Pink |
Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun. You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow. |
| You Are 68% Happy |
You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up. |
| What Your Face Says |
At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced. Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody. |
| You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra |
You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry. And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road! |
| Caffe Vanilla Frappuccino |
Smooth and sweet, you fit in to almost any crowd. No one would suspect you of being a coffee tweaker! |
| You Should Learn Spanish |
For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication. Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro! |
| You Are Corona |
You don't drink for the love of beer. You drink to get drunk. You prefer a very light, very smooth beer. A beer that's hardly a beer at all. And while you make not like the taste of beer, you like the feeling of being drunk. You drink early and often. Sometimes with friends. Sometimes alone. All the party needs is you! |
| Your Ideal Pet is a Cat |
You're both aloof, introverted, and moody. And your friends secretly wish that you were declawed! |
| You're an Passionate Kisser |
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble |
| Your Love Style is Agape |
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
| Your Eyes Should Be Brown |
Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart |
| You Should Visit Mexico |
You can be as comfortable as you want, eating fast food and partying with English speakers in resort town. But if you're feeling brave, venture out to Mexico City - or explore the tropical Yucatan. |
| You Belong in Milan |
Stylish and sophisticated, you want to enjoy a truly European life - away from tourists! Milan fits you perfectly. Great shopping, high quality food, lots of culture... with very little hype. |
| You Are a Learning Cook |
You've got the makings of an excellent cook, and the desire to be one. But right now, you're just lacking the experience. You couldn't be a top chef yet, but you could be an apprentice. |
| Your Heart Is Blue |
Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty |
| You Are a Cadbury Creme Egg |
You're the type that stole little brother's easter basket so that you could have MORE CANDY! |
| You Are 44% Lady |
You're part lady, part modern woman. Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly. |
| You Should Be A Leo |
What's good about you: you always speak your mind and aren't scared of anything What's bad about you: you have to be the boss, and you love to control others In love: you enjoy being admired and pampered, but don't always reciprocate In friendship, you're: easy to get along with and the center of attention Your ideal job: member of royalty, TV anchor, or investment banker Your sense of fashion: classic well fitting clothes that last forever You like to pig out on: Greek or Italian food |
| Erotic Thriller |
You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you. Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you. Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush |
You Are The Hanging Man |
You represent the seeking of enlightenment and spiritual clarity. You tend to confuse others, but your oddities seem deeply satisfying. Self sacrifice is easy for you, especially if it makes you a better person in the end. You are the type of person who is very in touch with your soul and inner spirit. Your fortune: Right now is a good time for reflection and meditation. You should stop resisting the problems in your life, and let yourself be vulnerable to them. You may need to sacrifice something important to you to move ahead in your life. Accept your destiny with courage, and learn to let go of what you think you need. |
| Your Birth Month is June |
Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty Your gemstone: Pearl Your flower: Rose Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream |
| You Are Sunrise |
You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. |
| You Should Spend Your Summer at the Beach |
You're a free spirit who is always thinking of new ways to have fun. And you don't just love summer... you live for it. So, you really should blow off your responsibilities and head to the beach! |
| Your Ideal Relationship is Polyamory |
You want to have your cake... and everyone else's. Which isn't a bad thing, if everyone else gets to eat too! You're too much of a free spirit to be tied down by a traditional relationship. You think relationships should be open and free, with few restrictions. |
| Your Driving Is is: 48% Male, 52% Female |
According to studies, you drive both like a guy and a girl. This means you're a pretty average driver, with typical quirks. Occasionally you're frustrated and or a little reckless, but that's the exception - not the norm. |
| Who Should Paint You: Alfred Gockel |
All American yet funky, you inspire an artist's imagination And while not everyone will understand your portrait, you will! |
| Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" |
You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive |
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