Do i have an attitude problem?
Maybe... sometimes... yah.. i do admit.. i DO have an attitude problem...
can't i help my colleague wrap a present? i dun like the tone of your voice. it's like i want to help my colleague...can't i? you say my face like not happy? maybe cos i'm concentrating on wrapping..
i can't take some of your jokes. it's not funnie. i dun find it funnie.
you are right. i'm not fit to be with you.
i don't really care for my the other half. i need someone who i can be dependent on, who knows how to take care of himself, who does not need me to talk to him every other night (maybe cos i see you everyday)... i'm a person who gets bored of things easily... and a person who is selfish...
think it's enough reasons that we are not together.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Long Absence
it's a bloody long time since my last post.. my last post was rather angry... now... my mood is better... my parents left for NZ for 10 days and are now back...
during that time.. it was pure joy... no nagging... no constant talking... and i drove everyday to work... it was such a bliss.. the feeling was like as if.. i've moved out into my own apartment.. and have my own car... i have grown more confident on the roads.. especially peak period...
i finished up my OD assignments... so stressful... handed up on the 17 Nov.. and went to do manicure.. on that day i was also panicking cos i *ahem* damaged the car the day before.. went to source for a workshop to repair the car with Miker.. wat can i do without him!!! hahah... total damaged spent to repair.. $150.... heart pain.. cos money fly... but no choice as my parents was coming back on the 21 Nov...
on the 18.. went down to dbl O... no not to have fun but to work.. had a Cupid's nite.. this time it was better den momo.. like more people.. but it was confirm more guys den girls.. hahaha... went home after the event... it was like 10pm... had to go home cos i was driving.. + i had a group meeting the next day...
19th Nov... woke up... watched tv... packed my bag.. and went to liang court mac for my group meeting... meeting didn't last that long.. so me, yan yan, xiao fu n jerlyn went to Marina Sq... i drove there... walked about... saw my neighbour Calvin with his gf... didn't say hi.. haha... i didn't buy anything.. nothing to buy.. at about 6... we all went back... jerlyn left earlier... actually it was right after we got to MS and went to the ladies.. haha.. went home n slacked the whole day...
on the 20th i drove to the airport... and waited for them.. took a very slow drive... thought i was slow.. but the car in front of me was slower... and i got irritated... once i reached the airport.. was feeling hungry.. cos didn't eat anything for dinner yet.. so after i confirmed their flight timing again.. i went to try the popeye chicken... n mash potato... didn't try their chicken.. but tried their chicken fillet burger... i like the mash potato... the burger not too bad la.. brought a book to read... read and eat at the same time.. after that went down to the arrival hall and waited for them...
took them a long time to come out... my mother lost her hand held poker machine on the plane so she went to make a report.. they didn't see me until i walked up to them... didn't want to talk to my mother yet... still kinda pissed with her.. but she talked to me.. so had to answer her.. dad drove home.. didn't notice anything about the car... of cos i didn't tell him.. i'm not STUPID... was too tired to drive.. reached home about 2.30... fell asleep once my head touched the pillow...
was on MC on wed.. was not feeling too good... den on thurs went to Costa Sands for some team building workshop... we have to do something for the KTV and bistro... a bit dumb... i'm not interested.. i have a lot of things on hand to do... my studies i pushed aside to attend the course and now i have to endure all the stuff for KTV and bistro... haiz... boh eng ar...
very tired on wed.. took my bathe.. den went to sleep at 8.30pm.. all the way until the next morning when i had to wake up for work... so shioke... 1st time for so long i had such a wonderful sleep.. was mentally tired...
on fri.. went to my new campus at cuppage... dun really like the place.. not as convenient as IP... still got to walk from the MRT station.. and have to pay ERP... so ex leh... it was my last presentation for this term... marketing... now the final leap is my exams... which is next month...
this is all for now... i'm tired of typing already..
during that time.. it was pure joy... no nagging... no constant talking... and i drove everyday to work... it was such a bliss.. the feeling was like as if.. i've moved out into my own apartment.. and have my own car... i have grown more confident on the roads.. especially peak period...
i finished up my OD assignments... so stressful... handed up on the 17 Nov.. and went to do manicure.. on that day i was also panicking cos i *ahem* damaged the car the day before.. went to source for a workshop to repair the car with Miker.. wat can i do without him!!! hahah... total damaged spent to repair.. $150.... heart pain.. cos money fly... but no choice as my parents was coming back on the 21 Nov...
on the 18.. went down to dbl O... no not to have fun but to work.. had a Cupid's nite.. this time it was better den momo.. like more people.. but it was confirm more guys den girls.. hahaha... went home after the event... it was like 10pm... had to go home cos i was driving.. + i had a group meeting the next day...
19th Nov... woke up... watched tv... packed my bag.. and went to liang court mac for my group meeting... meeting didn't last that long.. so me, yan yan, xiao fu n jerlyn went to Marina Sq... i drove there... walked about... saw my neighbour Calvin with his gf... didn't say hi.. haha... i didn't buy anything.. nothing to buy.. at about 6... we all went back... jerlyn left earlier... actually it was right after we got to MS and went to the ladies.. haha.. went home n slacked the whole day...
on the 20th i drove to the airport... and waited for them.. took a very slow drive... thought i was slow.. but the car in front of me was slower... and i got irritated... once i reached the airport.. was feeling hungry.. cos didn't eat anything for dinner yet.. so after i confirmed their flight timing again.. i went to try the popeye chicken... n mash potato... didn't try their chicken.. but tried their chicken fillet burger... i like the mash potato... the burger not too bad la.. brought a book to read... read and eat at the same time.. after that went down to the arrival hall and waited for them...
took them a long time to come out... my mother lost her hand held poker machine on the plane so she went to make a report.. they didn't see me until i walked up to them... didn't want to talk to my mother yet... still kinda pissed with her.. but she talked to me.. so had to answer her.. dad drove home.. didn't notice anything about the car... of cos i didn't tell him.. i'm not STUPID... was too tired to drive.. reached home about 2.30... fell asleep once my head touched the pillow...
was on MC on wed.. was not feeling too good... den on thurs went to Costa Sands for some team building workshop... we have to do something for the KTV and bistro... a bit dumb... i'm not interested.. i have a lot of things on hand to do... my studies i pushed aside to attend the course and now i have to endure all the stuff for KTV and bistro... haiz... boh eng ar...
very tired on wed.. took my bathe.. den went to sleep at 8.30pm.. all the way until the next morning when i had to wake up for work... so shioke... 1st time for so long i had such a wonderful sleep.. was mentally tired...
on fri.. went to my new campus at cuppage... dun really like the place.. not as convenient as IP... still got to walk from the MRT station.. and have to pay ERP... so ex leh... it was my last presentation for this term... marketing... now the final leap is my exams... which is next month...
this is all for now... i'm tired of typing already..
Thursday, November 09, 2006
BAD MOOD
it's a very bad start of the day for me...
1st.. i forgot to bring my hp until i reach the bus stop. didn't want to go back and take it cos if i did, she will blow her top. and will most proberly get pissed with me for being late and slow and how i should wake up earlier and sleep earlier too.. have heard all of her bloody naggins to actually know which ones she is going to use..
2nd... got told off of by her by not asking nicely when i wanted to borrow her hp.. mind you... i did ask nicely.. in a very nice way.. May i borrow your hp? and surpise surpise she jumped to conclusion and started attacking me verbly. telling me:" NO. I WILL NOT LEND IT TO YOU SO THAT YOU CAN ASK YOUR FATHER TO GO BACK HOME N COLELACT YOUR HP FOR YOU. HE HAS A VISTOR AND HE WILL NOT GO BACK N COLLECT YOUR HP FOR YOU"..
oh by the way... i did not have any FUCKING intention of asking my dad to go home and collect my HP for me.. All i wanted to do was to sms him to tell him i forgot to bring my HP.
So pissed off with her.. worst thing was she can tell me that i did not ask her in a nice manner. and when i talk to my frens i can talk to them nicly.. well excuse me. i did ask u nicely and she attacked me... who would blame me for changing my tone.. i was already in a bad mood after she told me that she thought that i was going to ask my father to get my phone for me. Thought is a very kind word to use for the way how she spoke to me was very harsh.
i told her off. if i could have PUNCHED her i would have. i told her DO NOT ASSUME THAT I WAS GOING TO CALL MY FATHER TO ASK ME TO HELP ME TAKE MY PHONE. DO NOT ASSUME THAT HE CAME ALL THE WAY HOME TO TAKE MY HP THE LAST TIME JUST BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT THAT HE DID NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO. DO NOT ASSUME!!!!!! LASTLY I DID ASK YOU NICELY BUT YOU ASSUMED THAT I WAS GOING TO CALL HIM, GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START TO ACCUSE ME!!!!!
so pissed with her. took the same bus but did not seat with her. took my own cab. caould not be borthered with her.
fucking jam at AYE costed me $20.. was fucking late for 20 mins.. i'm still pissed..
DO NOT PROVOKE ME. I"M NOT IN A GOOD MOOD.
1st.. i forgot to bring my hp until i reach the bus stop. didn't want to go back and take it cos if i did, she will blow her top. and will most proberly get pissed with me for being late and slow and how i should wake up earlier and sleep earlier too.. have heard all of her bloody naggins to actually know which ones she is going to use..
2nd... got told off of by her by not asking nicely when i wanted to borrow her hp.. mind you... i did ask nicely.. in a very nice way.. May i borrow your hp? and surpise surpise she jumped to conclusion and started attacking me verbly. telling me:" NO. I WILL NOT LEND IT TO YOU SO THAT YOU CAN ASK YOUR FATHER TO GO BACK HOME N COLELACT YOUR HP FOR YOU. HE HAS A VISTOR AND HE WILL NOT GO BACK N COLLECT YOUR HP FOR YOU"..
oh by the way... i did not have any FUCKING intention of asking my dad to go home and collect my HP for me.. All i wanted to do was to sms him to tell him i forgot to bring my HP.
So pissed off with her.. worst thing was she can tell me that i did not ask her in a nice manner. and when i talk to my frens i can talk to them nicly.. well excuse me. i did ask u nicely and she attacked me... who would blame me for changing my tone.. i was already in a bad mood after she told me that she thought that i was going to ask my father to get my phone for me. Thought is a very kind word to use for the way how she spoke to me was very harsh.
i told her off. if i could have PUNCHED her i would have. i told her DO NOT ASSUME THAT I WAS GOING TO CALL MY FATHER TO ASK ME TO HELP ME TAKE MY PHONE. DO NOT ASSUME THAT HE CAME ALL THE WAY HOME TO TAKE MY HP THE LAST TIME JUST BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT THAT HE DID NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO. DO NOT ASSUME!!!!!! LASTLY I DID ASK YOU NICELY BUT YOU ASSUMED THAT I WAS GOING TO CALL HIM, GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START TO ACCUSE ME!!!!!
so pissed with her. took the same bus but did not seat with her. took my own cab. caould not be borthered with her.
fucking jam at AYE costed me $20.. was fucking late for 20 mins.. i'm still pissed..
DO NOT PROVOKE ME. I"M NOT IN A GOOD MOOD.
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