Thursday, June 30, 2005

29th June.. 21 years of my life

Last night when out to celebrate my birthday with Cherie, Xiao Qi, Wei Tang, Jen, Kate, Tracy and Raymond~!! heehee.. meet my darling sweetheart at Wisma.. haha.. was late.. =X met her at coffee express... she bought me a bouquet of flowers.. heehee.. so sweet hor.. heehee.. 12 pink roses.. too bad not from a guy.. haha.. but from my darling i happy le.. heehee..


after that we go do manicure.. heehee.. i like my nail colour.. really stands out.. cos the colour is dark redish purpleish.. while i'm fair.. heehee.. took quite a long time to do.. cos the nail bar has only one staff.. so poor Qi had to walk around alone for quite a while.. Jolene came to meet us.. heehee.. pei wo mei, sit sit talk talk.. haha.. she din join us for dinner cos she meeting her mom.. after our manicure.. we walked her to the mrt station..

Qi scared me.. cos she sms me.. say she meet me some other days.. but lucky.. we finished our manicure le.. can chop chop meet her in front of the Pasta Cafe.. wanted to go to HRC... but fully book.. so too bad.. have to make do with Pasta Cafe.. haha..

Wei Tang juz on time.. we were waiting for the table to be ready while he turned up.. timing super good.. heehee.. poor guy sick.. think now a lot of people sick.. i'm also getting sick.. sore throat.. damn.. birthday den get sick.. haha..

after dinner walked about for a while to digest.. Qi not goin clubbing with us.. cos she got to work today.. so sad.. she keep saying that one day must go clubbing with me.. hahaha... but until now still not yet.. heehee..

It's nice to see Cherie ger and Qi Qi get along so well.. haha.. i think cos due to the fact that they have.. mmm.. 2 things in common.. haha.. 1st is they have me.. heehee.. 2nd is their ex bf.. heehee..

after jalan jalan for a while.. we headed down to central mall.. Wei Tang drove.. he change car.. den never tell ger.. haha.. damn funnie.. ger juz walk past still looking for his old car.. heehee.. he changed to Nissian Cerifo (right spelling? dunno.. haha) nice nice.. big big de..

CentraL mAll is Ger's old play ground.. haha.. go MOMO club.. which was previously was SOS and Shanghai Sally.. inside quite class.. quite nice.. but the drinks a bit the cannot make it.. haha.. like cough med like that.. *yuckZ*

We stayed there for a while.. den headed back to DBL O again.. hahaha.. Wei Tang drive me n ger there b4 he headed home to rest.. poor guy.. better let him rest.. ifnot sat he cannot come.. heehee.. we met Jen juz b4 we when in.. heehee.. the drinks @ DBL O better.. sweeter.. heehee.. but den wed music not as nice as Sat though.. heehee.. fussy fussy me...

think after 5 to 10 mins later Kate jie and Tracy came down.. heehee.. we played 5 10.. loser drinks.. haha.. bei tahan.. was bit high.. okie.. quite high.. start to talk rubbish.. haha.. did not think b4 i say le.. haha.. juz say 1st.. haha...brain was like.. i wanna sleep.. wanna sleep.. haha..

Arron came down... this guy also sick.. haha.. he say my eyes look drunk/sleepy.. haha.. getting smaller.. haha.. when to eat bak gu teh.. heehee.. was drinking soup.. n talking trash.. haha.. ger, raymond n arron cannot tahan me... haha.. everything also say.. haha..

den headed home.. bathe, changed n hop into bed while waiting for my darling francis to call me.. heehee.. super duper flirt with him on the phone.. haha.. =X

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

OnE mORe dAy~!!

Oohh... i finally know how to add music le.. heehee... yeah~!!!!
Mmm... i think the msn spaces was updated last night.. mmm... looks nicer.. hahah... but i wanna add music~!!!! still cannot add in blogger.. computer stupid me.. haha..

mom now wants to go HKG too.. will call dav, joey, hanny and check.. 14 - 17 july.. den 22 - 24 july go BKK... hahah..

Francis is acting weird.. dunno wat is wrong with him.. talk to him last night.. den he say he cannot tok to me everynight.. if not one day i got bf den never tok to him he will be sad??? aiyo.. when i have bf den come n say la.. but den i also will continue talking one la.. my bf cannot stop me from talking to me frens ma.. lala.. i'm sorta head strong type of girl.. haha.. will only listen n obey when i wan too.. heehee...

Jac gave me a game yesterday.. dunno wat maple game ar.. din try.. haha.. too tired.. maybe tonight ba when i have more time.. or maybe tomorrow when i wake up... haha.. cos i'm on leave~!!!! so freaking happy~!!!! heehee.. waited 1 year for this.. my lovely lovely leave... my 8 and a half days leave starting today.. heehee..

later got dinner at seoul garden... heehe.. den tomorrow night also got dinner.. mmm.. maybe at HRC.. maybe somewhere else.. pasta cafe?? heehee... mmm... thursday rest the stomach.. den friday go club, morning go learn driving.. den go check in.. den sat bbq.. heehee.. sunday check out.. den go home n slack.. heehee... okie la.. not slack la.. do my project...

Monday, June 27, 2005

No blOOdy guts~!!!

Yesterday evening when to meet Candice and her fren Zhihui (Michelle).. Candice came to parkway cos she had a fancial appointment.. As Candice was waiting for me.. she said that she walked one round but he was not in either shops.. after dinner with her and Michelle.. we when to Nokia to see if he was working there.. and also to digest a bit..

He was not working at Nokia but the other shop.. Surprise surprise.. he was wearing a shirt.. long sleeve shirt.. me and candice was like.. HUH?? how come he wearing a shirt?? did he get a promotion?? if he did.. i think his boss eyes ta stamp!! if not i thing he is a damn good boot licker.. kiss too many asses liao..

he got totally no guts man.. balls all shrink.. shrink until cannot see.. dunno if he can recognize her not.. cos she juz cut her hair short.. and he has never seen her with short hair.. but i think he can recognize me la.. haha.. i never change at all... once he saw us.. he ran into the store room n hide until we left.. he spying on us.. via the security camera.. wah.. 1st time see a guy act until like this... cannot take it.. next time will ask SC to go with me.. whahah.. den got show to see le.. whoo hoo...

while Candice when to do her facial.. me n Michelle when to pacific coffee to sit down n chit chat.. and of cos bitch around.. haha.. she's a nice person to talk too.. heehee.. we talked n talked n talked until Candice finished her facial.. and we 3 talked somemore.. heehee..

finally at 9.. before his stupid shop close.. we when in again.. this time he cannot run.. y?? haha.. cos he was serving a customer.. wahahah.. pay back time man.. we slowly slowly take our time.. den his female colleague when to close the shutters.. Candice when to ask about the handphone plans.. cos he took back the handphone he gave her.. (wat a guy he is man.. oopps.. forgot... he's not a guy..)

next time shall bring Cherie... Jacqueline.. and last but least SC~!!! super duper power man.. heehee.. cos they more 38 den me.. den brains think faster.. and they have more guts and wits.. haha.. whoo hoo~!!!!

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Raymond's bash... 3 more days..

Last night was Raymond's birthday at DBL O.. bought him a pair of cuff links.. ohh.. forgot to take a pic of it.. heehee..

met him outside the club.. by the time we when in was abt 12+.. he opened a bottle of voldka.. stupid ger keep pouring it into the redbull voldka.. kao.. wan to make me drunk..

danced the night away with ger.. den ger's fren arron beh tahan us.. haha.. see us kiss n hug.. he look away.. haha.. cannot take it..

dance dance dance.. den suddenly one of his frens come n pull me to dance with him.. dance nvm.. OMG.. come n kiss me.. but being the *ahem* bad me.. i bite him.. hahaha... i run after that...

Raymond was puking... dunno wat arron n ger make him drink.. but he was puking.. he puke finish.. stand up n dance.. after that sit down n puke again.. haha.. poor thing.. seems he was enjoying himself... Serena send him home.. heehee.. so tiu lian.. haha.. but den it's his bithday.. as i know ger.. she won't let him walk out of the club sober.. haha..

later on after the club close.. me n ger go kopitiam n sit sit n drink a bit of water 1st.. den arron came with his mates... STUPID man.. that guy go home le.. ask him come back.. say i waiting for me.. WTF~!!!!!!!!! i den dun wan man.. my god...

after that go draw a bit of cash to take cab home.. Arron said that he was also shocked at his fren.. if he s shocked.. den me leh??? STUNED ar.. kao... worst still he said to his fren.. i give u a mission.. send her home.. NO BLOODY WAY MAN.. is the guy goin to send me home.. no WAY..

while i was flagging the cab.. he came n pulled my hand down.. he din wan me to get on.. tickle me.. but i no mood to play.. i also not interested.. cos i was talking to Francis.. he said that most girls was scared of being tickled.. if i was pissed off.. he would be smacked n punched n pinched already... fucking pain man.. he grab my hand.. lucky no blue black.. shit man.. damn aggressive man.. scared ar..

was so happy when i was in the cab.. with the door close n on my way home.. *phew* sms ger when i reached home n told her.. she also was like wah...

think my parents letting me grow up le.. told them i going clubbing.. walked out of the house at 1040pm.. and came back at 5am.. haha.. they never say anything.. only my dad la.. haha.. mom was like cheeky smile.. think she must be thinking in her head.. you cannot control your daughter so much le.. heehee.. good also la.. at least they know i'm home and that there is trust between us..

Saturday, June 25, 2005

4 mOrE dAys..

Today during brunch was talking to mom n dad on wat i'm goin to do after my attachment.. they told me to go try to be a dealer in the IR.. haha.. dun mind though.. den can go all over the world n work..

mom was asking me.. how the bangkok trip?? told her still planing.. den she reminded me that i'm goin to be 21.. and she said that when i was 21 she was goin to bring me to VAGAS~!! hope she does.. told her can.. after the 12 of july.. she wan to go where i will go with her.. but of cos she sponser la.. haha..

told her go LAS can go SFO.. den can go LAX also.. haha.. must plan itin.. asked her go when she wanna go.. told me in sept or aug.. got to go fast.. if not got to go change passport.. as per the US: due to the sept 11 attacks.. blah blah blah.. for greater security reasons.. blah blah blah... haha.. damn she make me so gian... den she came up with another idea.. let's go hongkong 1st.. den we flt down to bangkok to meet ya couins.. mmm... haha.. we shall see if thunder n lightning stikes soon not.. haha..

this afternoon damn funnie.. got one sms:

Sir, reserve cet has got some oil leakage..

dunno wat the hell it means.. sms back:

Sorry, think u got the wrong number...

think the idiot dunno how to read english.. if not my ang more too powerful le.. haha.. he dun understand.. he called back... he hello hello.. asked who he looking for.. he still hello.. think he got to go dig his ears.. haha.. told him he called the wrong number.. haha.. xia suay.. haha..

Oohhh... my darling chris can book out le.. heehee.. wonder now how he look like?? botak n chao ta?? haha.. mmm... hee.. fit?? haha..

tonight later goin to DBL O to celebrate Ray's birthday.. talking about birthday.. have not planned anything yet.. haha.. too lazy to plan.. need to go out soon to buy a present for him.. dunno wat he would like.. mmm.. shall go see..

tomorrow might be meeting candice.. goin to parkway to meet her after her facial... den go to the hongkong cafe.. dunno how the meeting is goin to be... strange?? weird?? haha.. dunno..

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Tuesday NiteZ..

currently listenin to Scarlet.. a instrumental piano piece.. from a Jap anime.. it's sort of a sad song.. but damn nice.. think if someone plays this song for me... think my tears will flow.. haha.. will be touched if someone can play the piano for me.. hee..

Tired out today.. it's mentally tired.. more mental den physcial.. i planning after my attachment to go away on holiday.. planning to go to bangkok with some of my cousins n their families, including mine.. cannot wait.. but will this trip happen?? haha.. still so many loose ends to finish up..

also plan to be more sporty after my attachment.. go swimming.. 'try' to go get a tan.. play some badminton if i can manage to find a kakki.. buy a pair of blades.. n learn how to blade.. try to slim down.. haha.. try only lah.. but think being the lazy me.. i see the sun i won't get out of the shade liao..

So tired le.. yawning all the time.. think i go have my beauty sleep.. will blog again soon..

Monday, June 20, 2005

Cancer.. my HoRoScOpE

A bit on my horoscope.. alot to read.. but some how.. it's true...



Sun in Cancer

Keywords: Moody, Nurturing, Sensitive, Shy, Possessive, Family-oriented

As the fourth sign of the zodiac, Cancer represents the fourth stage in the evolution of man and his place in the universe. In Cancer the need is not one of individual survival as it was in the first three signs. Here, it is eternal survival through perpetuation of the species. It is the sign of fertility and nurture, and Cancerians have strong identification with these matters in one form or another. It doesn't mean all of them are good cooks or efficient housekeepers, but they all want to feel part of a family. They enjoy feeding others as much as they enjoy feeding themselves.

They are also ready to supply emotional nurturing by "mothering" everyone who appears to be in need. When upset, they tend to use food as consolation, which in turn, results in problems with excess weight. As an offshoot of their sense of familial relationships, they often develop an interest in genealogy and history in general.

Cancerians are doers. They set out to accomplish things and, one way or another, they want to obtain their goals. In spite of their emotional sensitivity, they are strong-willed and have no trouble expressing what they want, then finding a way to get it. The Crab is their astrological symbol and there are certain crab-like gestures directly associated with the behavior of Cancerians. Just as the crab walks sideways rather than straight ahead, Cancerians use an indirect approach in accomplishing their goals. Rather than direct confrontation or request, they are more apt to resort to using emotional appeal. For example, they will get others to cooperate by making them feel like part of a family.

At the slightest provocation or threat the crab quickly hides in the sand or retreats into a shell until safer times are at hand. Cancerians who feel threatened or suspect that their attempts may be unsuccessful, often hide their true ambitions until a more comfortable situation occurs.
Cancerians react emotionally to everything they experience in life. That is, before they take physical action, before they sort out the practicality of what they are doing, and before they reason things out intellectually, they must express their feelings. They wear their hearts on their sleeves. Many Cancerians succeed in life because their genuine concern for the welfare of others inspires loyalty as well as cooperation.

The Moon, celestial guardian of human emotions, rules Cancer. The biggest struggle for Cancerians is to avoid becoming prisoners of their own emotions. Though they can be outwardly gregarious, they are shy and secretive about their personal matters. However, once they feel comfortable in a situation or relationship, they relax and completely open up even to the point of dominating the situation. Not usually ones to suffer in silence, they have to make an effort not to inflict their moods and endless recitations of their feelings or emotional troubles on others. Once they learn to keep excess emotions in control, their intuition can be remarkably accurate.

Their emotional insecurity makes them want to hang on to things. They hate to throw anything away, and many end up avid collectors, conservators, and savers of string. It is equally difficult for them to give up on failed relationships, and still harder for them to learn the difference between caring and possessiveness. When they receive criticism, even constructive criticism, they tend to take it as a personal indictment instead of using it to attain personal growth and maturity.

Participation in physical fitness or sports activities becomes an important, often vital way for Cancerians to work out their emotional stress. They are especially adaptable to team sports since they tend to view their team members as part of a family-like group.

Favorite Cancerian sports are swimming, fishing, sailing and other water activities. They also enjoy skiing, ice skating, and mountain climbing. Cancerians are creative. Even those who may not have a particular talent can use some type of involvement with art, music, or writing as another method of emotional release, instead of indulging in eating binges or other destructive habits. Living or spending time near the water is a relaxing, as well as creatively stimulating environment for Cancerians.

Cancer colors are white, silver, and pale yellow. Vulnerable parts of the body are the breasts and stomach. Stomach aches, food allergies, and hysterics are the usual afflictions of Cancerians. Cancer rules silver, and the ruby as well as the pearl are considered Cancerian birthstones. The surroundings of a beautiful piece of silver are reflected in its shiny polished surface. Similarly, the emotionally sensitive nature of Cancerians tends to reflect the people and circumstances surrounding them. The ruby, a variety of corundum, is one of the hardest minerals known, while the pearl is soft and easily scratched. These gems uniquely illustrate the two contrasting sides of the Cancerian personality; hard and determined as well as soft and vulnerable.

Cancerian flowers are the water lily (lotus), iris, poppy (white), carnation (white) and southern magnolia.

Cancer June 22 - July 23

DO'S
Try to adapt yourself with the changing moods of the Cancer. At one moment they may be laughing and enjoying and in another they may sulk. You may have to adjust with the moody and sensitive Cancer. They are like the tides in the ocean, always fluctuating. Cancerians love food, so if you know how to cook and can be poetic and romantic (added Bonus) then you know the way to their heart.

DON'TS
Cancerians are very sensitive people and can get easily hurt. So do not play with their emotions and sentiments. They are like tides that can sweep you along. They form emotional bonds with even inanimate things, so do not ask them to discard old caps or souvenirs. Such things hold special meaning to them. You have to realise that the crabs have a soft heart and are vulnerable. Do not contradict their tested line of thought and action, it would only lead to confusion.

Animalistic Horoscope

KOALA (Cancer June 22 - July 23)

Koalas, with their firm grip on life, always know where they are going by being aware of the opportunities they are presented with. Koalas are very selective in the paths they take, and will foster only those directions that present the most enrichment. They choose their trees very carefully as the choice not only provides their source of food, but also their bed.
Woman
A koala woman is good at saving and likes to build upreserves of food or essentials for rainy days. She is motherly, protective and fond of her children and home. She is very imaginative, highly sensitive and easily hurt. Harsh words or criticism can wound her deeply and she will easily retreat into her tree.

Man
The koala man is wary of strangers and will never confide his secrets to others. He loves his home and garden and has an affectionate and sentimental heart. He is usually very loyal, but even so, he can be fickle.


WaT My NaMe MeAns

Was clearing some stuff in my room and i came upon a keychain which one of my aunts bought for me a couple of years back..

GILLIAN
English form of Juliana, From the Latin Julius, a Roman clan name.
She is a modern felame, dependable and loving. She makes lasting friendships
Always gives more than is asked of her

Is it true?? haha..

Long Day Today.. Monday bLuEs..

talking to one of my seniors last night until abt almost 1am.. DTM 2000 batch.. francis.. dunno his name real or not.. haha.. anyways.. quite tired.. become panda liao..

din really answer much calls today.. think less den 30 ba.. can't be borthered.. cos was calling the agents who did not answer the phone on sat when the system was finally up..

after lunch was surprise that time passed so fast.. ws shocked that it was 5pm... which means i had another 1 and a half hour more b4 goin home time.. heehee..

ohh.. visited the SPCA's webby.. got this virtual pet.. kinda lame.. haha.. but i still try.. taking care of my dog.. haha.. if i can't have a real dog.. i think a virtual dog can liao.. used to have the game catZ and dogZ.. but den it's too much space la.. so uninstalled it..

when to update my blogger.. put some pics.. tidy up some posts.. now the only think i think i'm missing is music.. how to add in some songs?? think i ask zhi wei.. but he doesn't seem to be online... mmm... any help??

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Really Wat a Day~!!

Oh man.. wat a day today man.. today sat suppose to work only 4 hours.. in the end work more den 4 hours~!! so freaking tired.. for the full details.. pls go read my blog on msn.. too lazy to copy n paste... hahaha... can find the link on the right side of this blog~!

today.. go jalan jalan with vidZ.. haha.. after work met up with him @ my work place.. den we both walked over to maxwell to makan~!!! have a great freast~!!!

We shared a plate of raw fish.. 1 popiah each.. den 1 tau kua each and you char kuay... 4 fried dumplings each.. vidZ had Loh mee.. while i had my 'pi dan zhou' (century egg porridge)... den we had desert~!!! OMg.. so full... we spend total i think abt $20 for our lunch + tea + dinner~! haha..

after that we walked to chinatown to digest.. haha.. walk n walk n walk.. walk @ people's park centre n complex... Ohh.. i pulled vidZ to do his 1st manicure~!!! heehee... mine cannot make it~!! cos the nail polish like quite long le.. but okie la.. vidZ choose the colour.. haha.. din put any sticker or do any nail art... did full manicure... $17... vidZ one $20.. my treat~!! hee..

after doin the manicure.. we both walked to pearl centre.. go buy Cds... so CHEAP~!!!! bought david tao's new album @ $5.50 only.. den the Zhang dunno who one.. @ $4.00 only~!!!! OMG~!!! haha.. i bought 2 while vidZ bought 4.. total bill was like $36.00?? or $34.00? dunno.. but still farking cheap.. only the chinese cds though.. next time can go there n buy le...

Ooohh... den we when to watson.. saw a very interesting thing.. a virbrating ring.. for more excietment.. hahaha.. told vidZ.. later kanna shock.. cos got battery one.. haha.. omg~!!! hahaha.. 2 for $13+.. den dunno can reuse ma.. hahaha... mmm.. shall i buy for ger?? haha.. dun think she need la.. haha.. =X

after that from pearl centre.. cos was like only 8.30.. half an hour b4 the $1.00 surcharge finish.. we walked back to the people's park centre?? or izit complex?? dunno la.. i always confused de.. hahha.. den we go to the 'supermarket'.. go buy 'liang teh' recommended by vidZ.. haha..

after that tok cab home.. the uncle damn funnie.. say after this he wanna go find his fren la kopi.. den go home... if he go home too early.. his wife will scold him.. haha... will post some pics soon.. heehee..

VidZ Ice Jelly..

2 fried dumplings left.. *yummy*

half way thru our feast~!

End of our meal @ maxwell..

my dessert~!

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Finally MidWeeK~!

wah... it's only mid week.. Finally... i still got another 2 and a half days to work.. haiZ.. nvm.. it also means that i'm 13 more days closer to my LEAVE~!!!! heehee.. very looking forward to it~!!! cannot wait~!!!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY...
toking abt happy.. i'm suppose to tell Angeline wat i wan for my bday.. cos it's sort of a custom in my department to buy a present for the birthday girl.. dunno wat i wan ar.. haiz.. mmm.. how?? any ideas?? suggestions?? thought of asking for a carefour(correct spelling ma??) voucher.. but angie say very ah soh... *faint* haha.. wanna buy food for my party there ma.. mmm.. was thinking of body shop voucher.. den can go buy some make up from there or buy the body butter...
Mmmm... now thinking of SASA voucher.. thinking of the Kenzo perfume.. think it's called Summer?? mmm... haha.. dunno man... i ching cai... suay pian one lah..
but den hor.. Jay say.. gers cannot suay pian one.. haha.. idiot.. not suay pian to guys can liao.. haha.. =X

Monday, June 13, 2005

Sherlyn's Wedding

Yesterday or actually the sat night i realised that i forgot to bring home my charger.. cos when i wanted to charge my phone.. i'm like.. WTF?? OMG~!!! forgot my charger~!!! *faint* haha..

Woke up @ 9+ to call the stupid resort.. But dun think anyone was working yet.. damn it man.. could have slept a couple more hours.. *bleahZ* didn't dare tell my dad.. that i left my charger there.. haha.. dun wan to inconvience him.. and also not to kanna any scolding from my mom...

met jac at parkway to draw money for Sherlyn's angpao.. when there earlier to scout around for my charger.. so freaking hot man.. lucky i never buy the charger.. cos i finally got thru the line to the resort... and they found it~!!!

when i was walking around at parkway.. saw the bastard.. but i can't be borthered.. so many people.. so bz.. one day shall go down and make him serve me as a customer.. mmm... maybe ask SC to go with me.. haha..

When to charles and keith.. saw a pair of heels.. nice nice.. hee.. walk around while i waited for jac to come.. when she came... we go draw money.. den go charles and keith to buy some heels.. i bought the heels which i like.. but there was no black in my shoe size.. Jac bought 2 pairs.. one of which also dun wan her size in the colour which she wanted.. so i asked the salesgirl if any other branches have the colour and our shoe size.. the salesgirl told us that Wisma have.. so we thought that we can buy it over there.. but den the salesgirl told us..Wisma dun have any sales... that we can do is.. pay for the shoes @ the parkway branch then we can do an exchange over @ wisma.. heehee.. got myself another pair of heels..

after that when to collect my charger from the resport.. lucky they found it.. if not got to waste money to buy another one.. heng ar~!!

den rush home to change.. tie my hair and den put make up... den me and jac when to wisma to do the exchange.. heehee... on the way there.. we took some pics.. the pics.. will come a bit later on.. so watch this space..

after collecting the shoes.. which i changed into my new heels.. heehee.. we walked over to far east to meet Retna.. cos we were a bit the early.. we when to have a drink @ ya kun 1st..
yesterday the whole day only had 2 slices of honeydew.. the ya kun was like heaven... had 2 eggs and teh and kaya toast... HeAvEn~!! after that we when to the ladies over at Hyatt to refresh ourselves...

the ballroom was on the 3rd floor.. 9 course chinese dinner.. i was sitted at table 7 with Yian, olivia, sha, Felica, Retna, Jac, Angie and an ex colleague Carelyn.. later on Sherwin came to sit with us.. he damn bad man.. dun wan to sit with julie... Sha's dinner special one.. heehee.. MOML.. everyone was like wow.. heehee..

Saw a yan dao.. think the banquet operation manager.. hee... Sha say like commando.. hee... his features damn sharp... but too bad.. he's a malay.. haiZ.. if not go Hyatt work banquet le.. heehee.. Ohhh.. Jac and i took pics with him.. heehee... *bleahZ*



Jac & Me @ Hyatt ball room..

Me @ Sherlyn's wedding..

Jackie.. she like wanna cry like that.. haha..

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Birthday Pics~!

Finally know how to add pics into this blog le.. took quite a while to figure out how to use the hello thingy.. quite pek chek liao..



My 21st Birthday Cake!
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Saturday, June 11, 2005

Bloody INSULTING~!!!

Have never been so insulted b4 this.. Lucky my parents, Uncles n aunties all around.. if not my mouth will not SHUT UP.. KNN.. CB.. KNLB... #@!#^&^%$%&*%#@$%

Bloody Fucking hell.. asshole man.. Bloody James.. dun wan to give him the title of uncle anymore.. wan to wish me happy birthday.. juz wish.. DUN BLOODY GIVE ME THE BLOODY PAIL WHICH U WAN TO KEEP THE BONES FOR YOUR BLOODY DOG TO ME.

Fucking hell.. damn pissed off last night.. Face changed colour right on the spot.. i'm not goin to greet him anymore. He does not deserves the respect~!!!!!! From today onwards he is nobody to me. NOT MY UNCLE anymore. WIll walk away when i see him. Will not wish him happy new yeay~!!! will not even SHAKE his BLOODY hand~!!!!

I'm not a begger so dun FUCKING give it to me. I'm not goin to give him anymore face not even for my 3rd aunty anymore.

Marc ask me this :"i came in late n empty handed.. so u gonna hate me??" i told him no.. i dun hate him.. i dun mind if he came in empty handed.. juZ DUN FUCKING INSULT me like that. I'm still pissed.. very pissed.. and will be pissed off whenever i see him~!!!!!!

Stoned out~!

last night slept at 3.45am?? almost 4am.. today wake up to my cousin Theresa.. heehee heehee.. look @ them sleeping?!?!?! !$^%&#%#%$#$$ people sleeping leh.. dun distrub leh.. eh.. wat's so wrong with us sleeping?? we shagged out hor...

Last night had the combination celebration with theresa.. it was a damn long while ago, since we last had a BIG BIG birthday celebration..

My god.. dun think i wanna hold another one soon.. but too bad.. got one more in july.. hope i can sit back n relax... let ger do the decor, planning and everything.. bloody place so hot.. totally melting..

saw my 'key' shaped cake for the 1st time.. cos design cannot choose de.. lucky it was nice.. but it looked more like a christmas cake den a birthday one.. heehee.. bought a Mango Mirror for my godma and my cousin wilson.. cos their birthday also in June.. my mom was like i never got a cake for my birthday.. wat the hell.. u were in genting.. Hello~!!!! how to send to u.. and also.. who ask u come piss me off?? *bleahZ*

the 2 other June babies where presently surprise.. think they did not expect it.. heehee.. well that the whole general idea..

now a bit stone.. think i'm goin to sleep after blogging.. juz now driving.. a bit scared.. cos i'm not 100% awake.. worst still today learn how to do parking.. eh.. stone.. wat's left?? wat's right?? i all upside down... but okie la.. never go hit the poles down.. will try again next week..
*yawnZ* okie.. now off to bed to get my much needed sleep...

Friday, June 10, 2005

Whooo.....

Yeah.... i've finally got myself a tab board... heehee.. den also added in a counter.. hahaha.. slowly slowly will add more things.. haha.. whoo.. happy...

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

LuNcHy

today had lunch with jolene.. together with Jac, Nikki and Sik Tui (Correct spelling ma??).. okie okie.. call him Yap.. hahaha... 1st time have lunch with him.. normally he will have lunch with Sani... but today cos he taking the Abacus Basic Course (ABC) he didn't eat with him.. anyways.. Sani not in.. hee..

nice guy.. always smiling de.. today kanna teased by mag.. she ask me why he always smiling at me?? where got?? he also smile @ other people ma... not juz me ma.. aiyo.. i know she juz teasing.. haha.. maybe i shall ask yap to go smile @ her.. hahaha..

dunno wat's wrong with my tummy.. every morning got to purge my system de.. tummy like washing machine.. churning n churning de.. funnie.. dun dare eat anything with milk.. had beef noodles.. soupy de.. tummy felt better after that.. but den after 1 or 2 hours start again.. *faint* now still churning..

think tonight no dinner.. dad not coming back for dinner cos he have dinner with his customer.. stupid bitch still pissed abt something which me n dad still dunno wat she pissed off with.. crazy one...

think if i really hungry den i go cook.. go cook maggie mee.. if not wait till my papa comes back.. for now strave~!!!

Monday, June 06, 2005

Bonkers MOM

Finally ordered the cake ~!! now is to order the food... n buy the drinks.. hopefully it's enough... if not enough.. den i think fri i got to go buy myself le..

Today go parkway.. didn't wan to walk @ the basement esp go to breadtalk.. too near le.. my heart was like beating faster when i saw guys in blue polo t shirts.. dun wanna see him.. stupid shit.. hope he get a transfer n MOVE to a new location... thank goodness.. did not see him.. *sigh* dunno how will i react... most prob /ignore... I enter him.. won't cry one.. no point of crying over a asshole like him..

Mom went bonkers again.. dunno wat's a big fu*king problem.. wan to get a cake for my godma she like not happy.. complain say she no cake.. who ask her smart alex... make me angry when her bday is near.. *hurmph* serves her right.. not my problem.. Orh Be good...

y can't i have a chalet for me n my own frens?? even after my bday? bday dun always need to have a cake one wat.. ask me y i must have the 2nd chalet.. HELLOoooo... sorry mom.. u not invited.. pls wake up.. did i say u were invited?? HELL NO~!!!! For Your BLOODY information.. the 2nd chalet is for FRENS.. family (except my cousins) are not invited.. that's the freaking main point of this combination celebration.. with me n theresa..

okie.. ya so we were wrong for not setting the budget.. u think i dunno ar.. i already cut here cut there.. saving money for my own chalet.. U dun wan to cook the bee hoon dun COOK la.. no one forcing u to cook also.. BiTCH.. once a bitch always a bitch.. dunno wat the hell u not happy with.. dad did not cut yr line purposely.. anyway dun think u even wan to listen to his explaination.. as usual.. no one can be late.. only u can be late.. people got to serve u from head to toe.. Go to Hell lah.. i'm not serving u.. u wan people to serve u GET A PERSONAL MAID... i'm not ONE..

Sunday, June 05, 2005

learned something new...

Whahahaa... I know how to copy n Paste le.. from my Msn Blog to this one.. whhahaha.. now will be same le.. heehee..

Gained a Fren...

It's been abt 4 days? after i found out somethings about a certain dun deserved to be mentioned person.. this is a bit too soft on the person le.. anyways.. hope he dies a slow and painful death...

anyway... after this lesson in life.. i've gained a fren.. Candice.. took courage for her to come n tok to me.. i truly admire her for that.. Ohh... and her bday is like 1 day b4 mine~!! 28th June~!!! hee.. can celebrate with her too.. funnie that we became frens not enemies..

i'm feeling better already.. thanks to her.. she's been really kind, caring n supporting.. but on the other hand.. i'm also worried about her.. can she pull through this? i'm a happy go lucky person with some bad ass sense of humour... and with frens and cousins to stand by me..

Jo tells me how i know it's completely over? truth is i dunno.. if she wans to continue with him.. i won't be jealous.. will wish her all the best.. time to move on with my life.. difference with me n jo is.. i'm not in love with him anymore.. or even like him anymore.. it's a FULLSTOP already... no more heartaches... for the time being.. enough is enough.. will find someone better..

i'm almost back to my old self.. 80% back.. 20% still not there yet.. gimme 1 more or 2 more days.. i promise..

Friday, June 03, 2005

No mood to work today...

Totally have no mood to work today... totally confused about some things.. need to take time off... dun wanna think abt it.. life sucks at the moment.. toally sucks...

But.. Shit Happens.. Life Still Goes On... learn this in Outward Bound Lumut from Grace.. very good saying.. n it's very true.. haiZ...

anyone out there wanna gimme lots n lots of love, care and affection??

Okie.. my 1st Post On Blogger..


Okie.. this is my 'virgin' post on Blogger... looks more complicated than the one i have on MSN spaces.. will try my best to update the 2 blogs fairly.. too bad cannot copy n paste.. if not haha.. will have the same complains on both..

i think need to learn how to DO up my blog.. need help.. mmm.. shall ask ard.. ask the experts.. keke... heLp Me.... someBody.. pls...