Friday, February 02, 2007

FUCKING BAD MOOD WITH SOME PEOPLE

I am SICK AND TIRED OF DOING THE BLOODY FUCKING DINNER AND DANCE FOR MY COMPANY. IT HAS BEEN THE MOST FUCKING WASTE OF MY BLOODY TIME. I HAVE DECIDED TO RESIGN TODAY. I'VE ALREADY TYPED OUT THE LETTER AND AM PLANNING TO HAND IT IN ON MONDAY WHEN I GO BACK. I AM NOT IN THE BEST OF ALL MOODS RIGHT NOW. HAVE JUST CALLED MY DAD AND IMFORMED HIM THAT I WANT TO QUIT. I THINK IT'S FOR THE BEST ALSO DEN I DO NOT NEED TO WORRY ABOUT THE LACK OF PEOPLE JOINING OUR EVENTS.

HE TOLD ME TO CLAM DOWN FIRST AND THAT HE WILL TALK TO ME TONIGHT. I DO NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE. MY MIND IS MADE UP. I'M NOT GOING TO HER 'BBQ SESSION' TOMORROW NIGHT. WHAT'S THE POINT? SHE IN THE 1ST PLACE DID NOT INTEND TO INVITE ME, ONLY YESTERDAY AFTERNOON SHE ASKED SERENE AND ME. I ONLY AGREED TO GO TO GIVE HER FACE. BUT NOW I DON'T WANT TO GO. WHAT'S THE POINT IN GOING? IT'S ONLY WASTING MY MONEY TAKING BUS/CAB/TRAIN THERE. ALSO WASTING MY MONEY IN BUYING GIFTS FOR HER. WASTING MY ENERGY ALSO.

I'M GOING TO WASH MY HANDS OFF THIS BLOODY DINNER AND DANCE. IT HAS ALREADY BEEN VERY PEK CHEK WORKING WITH SOME PEOPLE IN THE COMMITTEE. IT'S TIME TO GO. I RATHER BE PAID NUTTING DEN SITTING IN THE OFFICE GETTING ALL THE BULLSHIT FROM THEM. SEEING PEOPLE KISS THE ASSES OF SOME OTHER PEOPLE IS MAKING ME SICK. FOLLOWING EVERY WORD AND AGREEING WITH EVERYTHING SHE SAYS. OMG.. HE HAS NO FUCKING SPINE AND BRAINS TO THINK OF HIS OWN.. I'M NOT MOVING ANYWHERE ALSO.. DO I REALLY NEED THIS JOB?? THE ANSWER IS NO...

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