Road Block Wor

Went to Mustafa with bern bern.. miss his hugs.. hehe.. went there to get his earphones.. the way he choose his earphones was so cute.. haha..

was craving for ice cream.. so he took me to Mac for a Cone.. went to AMK's Mac.. quite nice.. got water de... a bit the romantic.. saw a lot of ppl using lappies and watching You Tube.. haha.. Bern was asking.. why do ppl come to mac to watch You Tube? I told him was the WiFi was free and that the electricity also free lo.. so that's why ppl come over... plus.. Mac has air con~! =D

went we turned round the corner... there was a road block.. WTF man.. Bern super worried.. cos he juz converted his licence in Nov.. so he still need to put the P Plate.. haha.. they took our particlars.. den let us off.. omg.. scary.. haha.. cos the officer asked Bern.. 'How fast were u going? Do u know how fast you were going?' Omg.. like i think he was going 60 or 70 tops.. but i doubt is leh.. cos juz turn out wor... haha..

I'll miss bern bern's hugs n kisses when i fly to phuket~!

Tired...

i'm so stoned... i've not slept yet... omg... tired..

LEAVE ME ALONE

LEAVE ME ALONE.. DON'T CALL ME ANYMORE.. DON'T MSN ME ANYMORE.. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YOUR CONSTANT ANNOYANCE..

I TRIED TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU.. BUT YOU'RE TESTING MY PATIENCE WITH YOU.. PUSHING ME TO THE LIMIT.... I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOU... I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR YOUR VOICE ANY LONGER.. IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO LISTEN TO MY WARNING.. DEN YOU LEAVE ME NO CHOICE.. I WILL CALL THE POLICE IF I HAVE TO.

SO

FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Emo-ing

Why are you emo-ing? Suddenly emo-ing?

Why is it that i feel that you are trying to hold me tighter? Why aren't you letting go of me?

I've loosen my grip on you.. i've let u go.. bit by bit.. It took me some time..

Will you do the same for me and let me go? Can i have your blessings?

You've been part of my life for 1 year + and counting.. i've grown fond of u.. Can we remain as friends? Close friends? I don't want you to be an enemy...

Had a scare..

Had a scare recently.. felt a lump in moi breast.. so told mom abt it.. she say better go to the doc for a check up..

so i went on monday.. with mom.. cos she had rashes.. so i shun pian ask the doctor too.. he referred me to a senior consultant @ SGH.. so i went there today..

reached there abt 9+ almost 10.. queued up to get my number which was like a far far far away number.. went to eat breakfast 1st.. b4 heading back down to the clinic..

there was 2 doctors in the room.. 1 young one.. and 1 old one.. the young one explained to me that mine might not be cancerous.. but juz to be sure.. he'll do an ultrascan for me.. when his shi fu (the old one) finished examined another patient.. i was brought to the next room to let the 2 Docs view my breast.. wahaha...

like kenna molest the kan jue leh.. haha.. the young doc examined both sides.. den the old one examined the breast with the lump.. and the best part of it was.. he used a pen to circle where the lump was.. omg.. den the old one did the ultra scan for me. while the young one watch.. den the old one told me.. there's nothing.. so i dun need to see him again.. until there's really something.. HENG AR... whahaha

den i went to the next room.. and the young one explained to me.. what's the lump etc.. scary leh.. cos my grandmother had breast cancer.. so i scared scared.. now a bit relived le.. =)

went out to make payment... $80+ omg.. faint.. snaky was there to accompany me.. den i told him something on the way out of the clinic.. which make him luff.. i told him that.. i think i made the young doctor's day.. cos i guess i'm the youngest patient with the biggest breast which he has seen n touched for the day... wahaha.. =X

Wu Liao Entry

Due to my 'sexy' pic.. guys have been msging me on WLNY.. once i forgot to log off.. and there was like 15 msgs.. like so many to reply sia.. haha..

i juz came home from supper? i dun think it's really called supper lah.. but i went downstairs for a cuppa milo.. met a guy called Eric.. not too bad looking.. looks like Xiao Mei (mike He) in person.. but on web cam... his eyes looks like edison's.. hehe.. kinda cute..

this is a senseless blog entry.. i is bored... i cannot sleep.. so i is typing away..

oh ya.. the previous night i went out for supper with Darren.. my BCom2 classmate.. went to pick him up and he took me to the kopitiam which was near Sgt's place @ Serangoon North.. haha.. called Sgt to invite him down to eat with us.. but too bad.. Sgt was cooking maggie mee.. and i almost caused him to burn his noodles.. hehe.. =X

I had wanton mee.. not too bad.. malaysia style.. black black de... but nice.. long time never eat le.. next time can bring koh there and eat... After noodles we went to chomp chomp for drinks.. sit there chat chat.. den it was home.. he showed me a short cut back to AMK Ave 3.. like fast loh.. was so amazed.. lolx... =P

Sexy Dress...

managed to take a pic in my dress... nice ma? hehe.. too bad it's only the top half.. i wanna take a full length pic.. but have to wait until my cousin Aidan and wife goes out.. if not it's very inconvenient to take pics in that dress.. have received a lot of comments abt my this pic..

Cousin Aud says that i trying to make ppl nose bleed.. some others commented that it was low cut... den others WAH U NOT WEARING A BRA AR?? like WTF.. is it a crime not to wear a bra? Sheesh... GROW UP GUYS... AND STOP YOUR DROOLING..

RANDOM again..

okie.. koh was reading my blog.. and he told me that i don't want him anymore.. i dun think that comment was fair.. why? cos he already has a gf.. that's like soooo unfair to me.. anyway.. my feelings are neutral already.. there's nothing much more i can say to that.. have given him a chance but he didn't treasure it.. so he can go be with his gf.. i dun wanna think abt it anymore.. have caused myself so much pain each time i try to break things off..

have stopped my dreaming already... it's time to wake up... will only continue dreaming of him when i see him online.. hehe.. =X

went supper with David @ Xin Wang again.. over eat AGAIN.. haha.. drank 2 ice HKG Milk Tea.. totally regret.. cos i'm still awake.. helped Dav with his reseach..

was invited over to Drew's place yesterday morning.. but i declined.. too early.. 10am sia.. eh.. anyways.. have been going out with Bern.. it's nice to hang out with him.. cos if i'm tired.. he can drive.. haha.. =P

i miss talking to Sgt on the phone.. told him i missed him ytd.. haha..

i'm a bit on the flirting war path.. dunno what's up with me..

bought a dress.. nice nice.. i like.. halter dress.. not too short.. but it's low cut.. i LIKE... hehe.. now i have to find an occasion to wear it.. was thinking of Marc's wedding.. but den it's like 2 mths away still.. am prepared to wear the white dress (which i wore @ Jac's wedding) for the church part.. den @ night wear this black one.. shall see.. cos i'm still on my diet.. dunno if i still can wear the dress by den not.. hehe..

so maybe offically i'll wear this black dress on Moses 21st? hmm.. depends if got go clubbing not.. haha.. if i wear out for dinner.. my cousins will ask where i going later or whom i going out with later...

I WANNA DRESS TO KILL AGAIN~!

Fa Hua Chi-ing (part 1? haha)

Last night i went to St james after class with Yan n Sherie.. @ abt 1.25am i went home.. rushed home in fact.. y? to log online to see if he's online.. was dissapointed that he was not online..

So went to play facebook.. and was chatting with Dal and some pals online.. den suddenly... *pong* He logged on... wah... i was super happy~!

He asked me who was the guy i wanted to dream of.. cos my Nick was : ~GiLLiaN~ Hope To Dream Of Him Again..... hehe... i told him.. that it was him.. but he didn't believe.. he went ya right.. as if it's him.. so i told him dun believe dun believe loh.. he juz luffed..

have no idea how he feels abt me though.. maybe i'm in my own world having my own crush.. while he only treats me like an old fren.. Sgt was telling me to go n tell him how i feel... but i dun want to... i shy... dare not want to burst my bubble.. but as what he said.. if i dun try how i know... maybe i juz want to have this feeling bah.. want to live in this fa hua chi-ing world of mine.. this feeling was so much stronger den the urge to know Ben's fren.. haha..

should i tell him? should i not? i dunno.. but i damn happy when he went bye sweetie on monday night.. den last night he wanted to tell me something b4 logging off..

he told me: "but before i go.. wanted to say to u that you look really pretty in your MSN pictures"

den we chatted a bit more b4... he had to go.. i have this habbit of going *hugZ* to him b4 he logs off..

and his reply to me was: hugz too... sweet dreams my dear

whooo... cannot sleep sia.. was grining away... was telling Dalton.. haha.. he told me quick go n sleep.. go n dream abt him... hehe.. but i could not.. how to sleep???? was so happy wor... was jumping in my room... hehe.. lucky Daniel not online.. if not hor.. haha.. he'll be damn irritated by me.. wahaha..

i guess.. if 'he' reads this post.. he'll know that i was not lying.. *grining away again*

Super Random Post..

I think i'm going bonkers.. i'm having a crush again.. a very long time crush.. this time the feeling is like stronger... stronger den b4.. i think it's no longer a crush.. but an infatuation.. haha... yanZ tak boleh tahan me.. hehe.. keep looking at the picture and going all soft n mushy.. wahaha... Dunno what the hell is wrong with me too.. haha.. hormones i think.. hehe

Da ladies was over @ my place finishing up da presentation for IM.. more of a touching up and adding stuff... and gossiping.. haha.. luffing too~! Damn funnie lah.. haha.. next time maybe can ask them to stay over liao.. since Sherie works @ Stamford House.. and Yanz work @ Kallang.. so both nearby.. they can sleep a little bit more.. haha..

After working so hard.. 3 of us got hungry.. so we went to have Dim Sum.. yummy... hehe.. den drove down to Sin Ming to go pick Luke up.. unfortunatedly got a bit lost and ended up @ RI/RJC there.. so his frens had to drive him over.. wahaha... Sended Yanz back 1st.. den Sherie den Luke.. realised that he he stay very near my Ah Ma.. haha..

On another note.. earlier in the day... Met up with Serene.. went to do my brows.. get it shaped.. hehe.. den lunched @ Soup Spoon.. tried their Clam Chowder.. soso.. i think the mushroom taste nicer.... den went over to ALDO and got 2 sunglasses @ $9 each... wahaha... if not it's $35/25 each wor.. den we both headed to Ben & Jerry's for ice cream~! Yummy yummy... den chit chat until Xiao Fu and Sherie called.. Met them to go over to Kallang to meet up with Yan and also to have dinner.. was still full.. so only had teh.. i think that's y i'm still typing this.. hehe.. can't sleep.. yawning but can't sleep... *grinZ*

I can't wait to go phuket~! it's gonna be super fun~! Going with Fu, Yanz, Kim and Sherie~! Yeah.. hehe... i CAN'T FREAKING WAIT~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!