Missing him..

I miss chatting with him on MSN... i miss smsing him... I miss hugging him.. i miss kissing him.. i miss him holding my hand... i miss him cuddling me.. i miss him hugging me while he sleeps...

AIYAH... I MISS HIM LAH....

Worried and in Bliss

Went to the doc with Sherie... took my weight again... went down 1kg... haha.. think next mth if i go back n see him... might put it back... cannot cannot.. i have to maintain!!!!!!!!!

Worried abt StM... Final report.. completed my MRA part.. 2molo have to do StM liao.. worried...
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on another note... i like the kisses you give me.. i like yr hugs too... but more den anything else.. i wished that you were mine... bleahZ...

Seductive my ass.. haha

Eye bags getting worst each day.. but i like this pic.. cos got my ring.. love love... heehee..

Super bling... hee.. Comments i got abt this pic.. that it's seductive.. muhahaha.. eyes like kenna box like that.. omg.. haha... was in lazy to go n change after i got home from DF on Sat night.. was also thinking abt him......

Miss miss

...Missing him...

....more n more....

Sweet Sweet..

juz saw him.. outside my gate.. brought down the tub of Ben n Jerry's and he fed me outside.. at 4am... hee... in bliss...

He kissed me Good nite on the lips.. den i hugged him.. den he kissed me again on the lips and on the forehead.. but there was no tounge action lah.. juz sweet kisses... =)

it's juz damn romantic lah.. and sweet...

When he reached home.. he smsed me.. saying whenever he can he will try to give me good nite kisses.. however.. i replied him.. Better not lah.. later i fall harder for him... no response after that though...

HaiZ... part of me wished he could stay longer.. and juz hug me tightly... but whole of me know it's wrong.. plus.. i really dunno if he's playing with me or not... haiZ...

This is the sweetest moment which i had with him... =)

Convoys...

whoot... so fun juz now... went to pick Cherie up from Bishan.. den took her to woodlands.. to meet up with jason to take the car.. den went to CCK for supper to meet Lynn Mei Mei.. after that went back to Woodlands.. to get my car back.. den went to yishun dam... den all 3 cars went to have Chong Pang nasi lemak~!

best of all is.. all 3 cars has female drivers~! whoo.. i love convoys... hahaha... came home.. pump petrol for daddy.. den heng heng.. he juz woke up.. hehe.. now time for me to hit the sack too...

So Numb... So numb... SO DUMB...

gave in to my feelings.. den got a huge rude awakening this afternoon.. i dunno how will i react when i see him again.. i feel so numb... and so dumb... haiZ....

and to think i lowered my expectations.. ha.. wat a luff man... from a heaven... right down to hell... okie.. i'm being mean.. not hell lah.. earth i think.. worlds apart...

i need to clear my head... i need a drink.. hopefully can go drinking 2molo after iPod assignment... Kampai!!

Thank you Sherie for being there for me.. and Kimmy too.. love u 2 ladies...

New Lappy and Ring

i got a new lappy... yeah... thank you daddy...

even though it's 2nd hand.. i dun mind.. cos it's like brand new.. hardly even used.. Now i can msn in bed again... and watch online shows... whoo hoo~!!!! but problem is hor... i dunno how to use VISTA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faintZ*

MICROSOFT GIMME BACK XP~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on another note... i bought myself a new ring~! cost me almost $40 but i love love... but i dunno if my finger shrunk or wat.. cos now the ring like BIG.. TMD... bleahz..

Cravings Again..

i got weird cravings...

i got cravings for Tauhu Teloh... from Bedok Corner... Whoooooooooo... Yummylicious... *DrooL*