Snapping + Ice Cream

Did something stupid today.. was not in the best of moods... blasted out at Smelly which eventulally i regreted.. but sometimes once you're said something u can't take it back... said some really mean things which made sense to me.. i've been suppressing it inside of me.. i guess when the pressure is too much i juz snapped..

Sigh... Smelly said i was damn fierce this morning.. i told him too much stress + PMS coming + lack of sleep makes me a walking time bomb...

To make up for being so mean i gave him 2 pints of ice cream... Strawberry and Mac Nut Brittle.. Felt really mean to say those things to him.. nearly burst into tears when he gave me pinch my cheeks and gave me a kiss on the forehead.. *sigh*

This pint is mine~!! Love Love this... super yummlicious~!! *slurp*

Weekend of Spooks n Fun

This weekend was fun~!

Fri we (Lynn, Xiao Fu, Kim, Kit, Xue ni, her fren Sharon and I) we went for a twlight tour which was organised by Safra Mount Faber.. there was about 33 pax.. 1 bus load full of ppl.. 2 staff from Safra and 4 staff from the company called API..

Our 1st stop was at Haw Par Villa.. the 10 courts of Hell.. seriously.. if they ever have a holloween party there.. i'll definately go~!!! okie.. back to the trip...

The 10 courts of hell was... well.. the same as i went this year... or was it last year for my tourism management project? the place really need a boost of life...

Next was the most interesting part.. and my personal fav of the whole trip.. The Bukit Brown Cemetry.. it's somewhere erm.. central of Singapore? not sure leh.. very ulu ulu de.. we had to walk into like the jungle.. =D

it's like a night walk expidition.. i like.. haha.. but it's through the cemetry.. it was dark.. the ground was wet n slippery... and it was humid man.. really can sweat in there.. anywhoos... we visited Mr Harry's grandfather's grave.. =D we were also told that this cemetry might not be around soon.. as the governement will take it back for redevelopment.. =(

den next was the WW2 Underground Bomb Shelter near King's road.. somewhere in Sambawang.. nothing special though.. juz go down the shelter.. look look see see.. that's it..

and den it was the last stop.. Kampong Lorong Buangkok. the last Kampong in Singapore.. i guess it would be more interesting if we were to see it in the morning/afternoon when there is light.. cos it's so dark.. and there's like nothing to see.. also cannot make must noise as the people living there are sleeping...

we could not go to Pasir Ris Swamp due to time constraints.. so after taking the group picture.. we went back to Mount Faber..

Tiring trip.. but interesting.. i was thinking should i go to the Night Safari the following night.. and boy.. i'm glad i did.. cos it was FUN~!!!! i'm glad that i did not back out...

There was 5 of us big kids and 1 small one.. The big ones are: Kit, Fu, Xue Ni, Lynn and myself.. and the small one was called Elise who was Lynn's cousin.. we had dinner at Ulu Ulu.. it was nice.. thank goodness for Kit who was working in the Zoo.. if not hor.. wah liao.. damn expensive sia.. we had fried rice... Chili Crab.. sambal stingray and dunno what chicken.. and with 4 drinks.. slipt between thee 5 of us.. we each paid $16~! whoohoo~!

After dinner we went to sit the tram.. we sat on the Holloween Tram.. sheesh... the 1st part n last part was the same as the normal tram ride.. but the middle.. OMFG... *SCREAMS* it's not for the faint hearted or for any very very young kids... Kit was sitting beside me.. and i gave him some scars.. =X

after the ride.. we took a walk in the trail of the forest giants? not sure like.. but i think it's called something like that... God.. can hear people screaming loh.. and i also scream at 1 point.. cos of 1 idiot actor who was dressed in costume.. i already kenna fighten by him.. and i went Omg OMg Omg.. hahaha.. den when i walk past him.. he lifted his hand like wanted to grab me.. and i let go a blood chilling scream.. muhahahahhahah... and i started luffing after that.. whahahha...

The people in costumes are great~! really Kudos to them all~! it's hard work but they did a fantasitc job.. i'll go back again next yr if they hav another holloween night theme~!

Missing Koh

I kinda miss Koh...

~Pig's 27th Birthday~

Juz came back from the pig's place... it's his birthday today...

bought him a little cake.. he was surprised to see it.. =)

Happy eating while watching his Grey Anatomy.. hope he liked the cake.. didn't know if he like chocolate or strawberry.. so bought him a Mango cake..

hoped he like his birthday present too... =D

Summary of the Week

okie.. lack of updates... will do a very fast summary...

Let's see... i had a long week... during the weekend was Cherie Baby's 23rd Birthday celebration.. a 3D2N Chalet @ down town east... also Gracie was leaving for UEA.. she'll only come back like once a year... =(

the Chalet was tiring.. omg.. couldn't believe how tiring it can be man... Sat went home after seeing Gracie off at the Airport.. Sun bucked in with Gene.. didn't want to stay at the Chalet.. if not sure drunk.. Alan smsed me at 3.30am telling me that he juz reached there and why did i go home?? -.-

Monday morning.. had a hard time waking the pig up.. i think i'm easier to wake up den Gene.. omg.. i wonder how he managed to wake up during his NS days.. sheesh... instead of waiting for him to send me home.. i took a bus home.. and that pig was bloody surprised that i managed to find my way home from HG... -.- the best thing abt that pig was that.. he was suppose to be in the office at 10am.. he bloody hell reached office at 12+.. omg~!!!! PIG~!!!!

Today (Wed) is Hari Raya a PH.. won't see Smelly online until 2molo.. miss him... miss his smell (perfume smell not his shit smell or BO (which he does not hav)) miss his hugs.. miss his kisses.. haiz..

Merv came over to do IMC.. and we're damn proud to complete it in like 2 hours? hehe.. it's relatively easier den Kevin & Sherie's part.. but den still need to tink hor... emailed it to the rest.. to ask them to use ours..

wat else did i miss out?

oh yeah.. juz met that pig.. went over to his place to watch some show.. that Pig was surprised that i could remember how to go to his place.. -.-

Sheesh.. like of cos i can lah.. Dav.. Gracie/Jackie.. Lennard.. Mark/Moses/Jac stays there.. + Kong Kong's in St Annes... so yah.. HG certain areas i'm familiar lah.. and thank goodness he stays in the familiar area... wahhahhaha... =D

Samuel's Wedding

Sun was Samuel's wedding.. met up with Cherie darling.. and we went to the hotel together.. we both changed and make up in the toilet..

She wanted to go there early cos she had a rehersal with Sam.. they were the emcees for the night... wahahhahaa...

Saw Sam, Malim, Andrew and Weijie there... long time never see them le.. me n Cherie was sitting together with Arena ppl... if sit with our Shatec Mates.. end up.. me n Cherie will be the only girls there.. so weird...

it was nice nice.. but dinner was a bit too much.. too full liao... think by the time the chicken came.. we all didn't touch it.. too freaking full...

if i ever get married.. will my hubby die of alcohol posioning? wahahahhahhahaa...

Weekdays i'm happier

i like weekdays more den weekends... cos i can chat with Smelly online... =)

he asked me this question last week... Why do i wake up so early when i sleep so late..

my answer:

Cos

1) i needed to pee... hav been drinking too much water b4 i sleep...

2) cos i want to chat with him.. as he was working morning shift.. i only had the timing from 6.30am - 3pm to chat with him online.. b4 he off work.. cos his lappy is in the shop for servicing... and even he is busy most of the time at work.. and his replies are SLOW... i'm still happy to be able to chat with him..

with my 2nd reason.. he said that he was touched... =)

enough of updates for now.. i wanna crash liao.. i'm even too tired to paint my right hand nails.. only the left hand nails are done...

Fun time with my gangs of frens

hav been too much fun recently to update.. haha.. class has started again...

Charles n Ray hav ganged up on me... they keep on teasing me abt smelly... haiz... both of them ar.. now become good brothers... omg...

Gracie (Cheire's pri sch best mate) has gone to UK 2 study... send her off at the airport on Thurs... Cherie came to fetch me... den after the airport... Cherie, Max & Me went to meet Mei Mei, WB, Ray & Charles @ changi V... after that we went to Loyang Tua Pek Gong.. it was my 1st time there.. and the temple was pretty... i watched all of them pray... and ask wat is this god.. what is that god.. and wat do they protect etc...

Told Smelly that i was there.. and he asked me to pray for his health n mine.. but i cannot pray.. so i told him.. i ask cherie to pray on our behalf lah... =)

After that we went to ECP Mac.. our final stop b4 goin home.. hahaha... Sat there n talk until abt 1+ it was goin to be 2am le... so fun... hee.. Smelly wanted to see me that night.. but i didn't go over.. backside was itching to go over.. but i kept my ass on the chair.. i dun want Charles to say me again... BleahZ..

den last night went out with Fu, Jerlyn, Kit n Xue Ni for dinner.. we had sushi~!! yeah.. my raving is satisfied... hee.. but i had to leave them after dinner.. cos i was heading down to wala wala to meet the other gang... hahaha... i have too many grp of differnt frens liao.. hehe..

Dal, Xue Wen, Koh, Channel, Stephen Yap, Mok and his wifey was there.. =) we talked abt our pervious jobs... etc and wat we doing now... hehe.. omg. the total bill was like $200+... wat on earth did they drink wor.. i only had 1 bottle of Hoegarden.... which i didn't really finish... Cherie came late.. and she miss out on meeting Channel... Max came to join us later too..

den we went to Beauty World to eat supper... Teochew porridge.. den i shared cab back with Koh... =)

GAME OVER

had enough of mind games... it's torturing mentally and physically... please stop saying that u miss me... and that you are thinking of me.. what's the point of saying all that when you have a GF.. you asked me to move on.. but yet u leave me hanging.. Stop toying with my feelings.. i have had enough...

Game Over...

Doc & Ice Creams

went to the doctor's with Sherie.. there's something wrong with my Sony phone.. couldn't receive any calls... and neither could i call out too.. but i could recieve smses and send smses out.. think need to go get it serviced... managed to drive the car out to meet sherie...

after seeing the doc.. we went to the Bedok Corner Food Center.. which was just opp.. as i was waiting for Sherie to get her food.. i saw Yogurt Kor Kor and Sarah Jie Jie.. hehe... they were there for dinner as well.. it was nice to see them again.. introed Sherie to them... =) as well as told her how long i've know Kor Kor.. =)

well... Ms Lim was hard up for Ice Cream.. and she wanted to go to this place called Ice Cream Chef.. it's a Ocean park condo... a very small ice cream place and interesting flavours.. it's cozy... Ms Lim totally over ate the ice cream... hahhaa... She ta paued a pint home..

Sherie and her 2nd Cup of Ice Cream

we went to find kimmy at her work place.. needed the charger for the Shuffle.. muhaha... and i managed to park pararel for the 1st time after i pass my driving test.. and without help... took quite a while.. but i managed to do it~! i'm so happy with myself... Sherie let Kimmy and her fren Sam try the ice cream... Kaya Loti & Milo Peng with Conflakes.. i'm not used to the taste.. so maybe that's y i didn't really like it..

after that i send Sherie home.. and i'm home b4 12 today.. haha.. have to go n sleep now.. Smelly wants to meet for breakfast.. but he didn't give me the time... all he said was he will call me to wake me up... hope it's not too early wor... if not i won't hear the phone.. grrr.. that's the trouble of not setting a time with him.. i don't wanna get my hopes up.. cos if he does not call.. den i won't be too disaapointed... again..

so time to hit the sack... niteZ...

DF on a Wed Night

went to DF yesterday night... went with Kim and Sherie... i always have a blast with them.. but i think we 3 girls hav toned down... we didn't drink so much... we didn't dance that much.. it seems as if... we have grown older... hahaha.. while waiting for Sherie n Kim to reach DF.. i walked around Vivo.. and decided to purchase a book... it cost me $35... it's called Yakuza Moon... not bad...

Mei Mei was goin to Powerhouse.. so i met her outside DF to follow her to PH... stayed there for like 15 - 20 mins or so... b4 heading back to DF... as i was walking back.. i saw Alan.. my classmate from Shatec.. and i told him where we were sitting at in DF... soon after he came to join us... 2gther with some of his frens..

Da Eric came all the way from Malaysia.. juz to see kimmy.. think she was shocked as well as delighted and touched... i know i will be... =)

she left abt 3.30 with Eric.. didn't want to be the light blub.. so i stayed on.. with Sherie, Alan n gang.. stayed until abt 4+... b4 we headed home.. Dad smsed me.. asking me where i was.. told him i was on the way home...

freaking tired...

The Ride

the bike ride was a mixture of feelings.. it was interesting.. and scary... it's been a while since i did something advanturous and exciting...

i trusted Smelly.. that's y i went with him on the ride... and i did enjoy myself on the ride.. it was a mixture of emotions as well... i wanted to hug him tight but i couldn't.. i juz held on.. only tightening my grip as he sped up.. the feeling of being so close to him yet so far is unbearable... but i have to accept it.. bit by bit... day by day...

i didn't want the ride to end... but sometimes you juz need to wake up from the dream... as he dropped me off at my place... he wanted a hug.. and i gave in to him.. when the hug ended.. he gave a me a peck on the cheek... it didn't give me any happiness... instead it kinda made me sad.. but i had to smile and thank him for the ride.. i clearly know where i stand.. i cannot want anything else from him.. i have no right to do so...

i may seem strong... but that's just the surface... in the inside.. i feel empty... lonely... sad... a mixture of emotions in me...

Butterfiles...

Smelly told me to move on.. but it's damn hard when he's telling me that he misses me... that he dreamt of me.. dunno what he's up too...

Anyway.. i meeting him soon to pass him his present.. and also to see his new harley... he goin to gimme a ride on it...

And i've got butterfiles in my tummy... cos it's my virgin experience..

Will blog more about it when i'm back and if i'm not tired..

Moving on

okie... i've decided to follow my friends advice.. i've goin to try to move on.. it's goin to be a long and painful path... but i will try... i've gotten out of this shit hole once... and i will get out once again...

He's no more sweetie... he now smelly... juz smelly.. he says he does not treat me like a 3rd party... but he treats me like someone close...

i did finally ask him... if he likes me.. his reply was... got good feelings for you.. haiZ... He also said that it's only fair for me to move on.. and when he's single again, we can try out again..

he's not helping much... cos he says he misses me.. i miss him too.. but i know i hav to li ta yuan yi dian... he wants cuddles and he want hugs... well.. he can go get it from his gf from now on.. the only thing i'm goin to do with him is to talk, crap, pinch, slap and luff at him...

Gonna pass him his bday pressent... and den it's good bye Sweetie....

3rd Bling Bling & Sweetie's Birthday Gift

i spent too much liao.. omg.... over spent~!!!!!!!! argh....

anyway... i got my 3rd bling bling.. hehe...

Ruby red

my 1st & 3rd Blings..

While i was getting my 3rd bling bling.. i also bought Sweetie's birthday pressent.. not too sure if he will like it not.. hope he does... i'm not showing the present until after he opens it.. juz in case Sweetie is reading this.. =)

Sweetie's Birthday Present.. =D

Hope he will like it...

Miss Miss

Sweetie Pie

Sweetie... i had a great time with you tonight..

I enjoy yr company alot... and nothing can express the bliss i am in when i'm with you..

Thank you for your kisses... thank you for your hugs..

i Miss you lots when we are apart....

and i cannot wait to see you again.. =)

Dalton's Birthday Pics

Dalton's 'Birthday Cake'

Steven Yap, Dalton, Koh

Koh & Dalton (PS Partners foreva)

Xue Wen & Dalton

Cherie & Dal

Dalton & Steven Yap

Raymond & Dalton

Random Pics of me & Cherie & Xue Wen

Dalton's Birthday

Had a wonderful time with my ex colleagues last time.. we went to brewerkz to celebrate Dalton's birthday~!

it was so fun to get together again... almost the full team though... Me, Koh, Dal, Xue Wen, Cherie.. only person missing was Serene... Steven Yap was also there.. and Raymond too~!

Raymond came down after work, together with Cherie.. really miss the times where i worked with them.. =)

at the end of dinner.. me, cherie n wen we went for a little girls talk outside... when we came back.. dal was looking at us.. and he said.. that's the whole team.. haiZ... i guess he missed working with us too.. =)

we watched the opening ceremony of the Olympics.. it was spectacular... the amount of fireworks they used... omg.. think millions of dollars~! it's nothing compared to wat our national day is going to be today...

after dinner, Cherie dropped me home to get the car... den me and koh went down to Terminal 2 ourselves, while Cherie n Raymond when to top up petrol for Jason's car... Max came down too... the 5 of us waited for Jason to come out of the departure hall..

den after saying welcome back.. we said our good byes... and i send Ray home.. den Koh.. and finally drove myself home.. so tired.. wanna sleep..

FAT FAT...

Last night went out to ECP mac with FAT FAT... long time never see him le... yes.. i had MAC again... -.-

Super cold... forgot to bring cardigan or jacket.. -.-"

hahaha..... and he passed me back Kimmy's Shuffle~!! whoo...

Super dulan thing... MONK smsed me.... when i was going out with FAT FAT... BRAWL~!!!!!

Ice Cream Buffet

I've been lazy to update abt my date with Sweetie a.k.a Smelly Smelly (hehe)...

Had the ice cream buffet at Velocity.. Mingles.. but i only had 3 scoops... =(

cos Koh bought me wanton mee earlier... so was still kinda full...

Smelly Smelly had 12 scoops~!!! he tried the 12 diff flavours... omg.. his hard work of running is goin down the drain... muhahaha... he fed me a little og the 12 flavours... =)

No pics though... =( next time... haahhaaha... when i bring mei mei there.. =)

We sat there talking... den we went back.. he went to meet his fren... while i went home to study... =( haiZ... Smelly Smelly accompanied me at the bus stop to wait for the bus... i dun dare sit his bike lah... me no hav courage yet.... muhahhaha...

later on at night.. was feeling so hungry... went to fetch Raymond... den went to look for Charles~!! hehe... went to TPY... Charles was doing a pre test for one of his shoots... and me n ray assisted him.... it was damn fun and funnie... hehe...

den we went to the Mac to eat~!! sit there with the 2 guys talking abt life, love, relationships... and it did got me thinking... maybe it's not meant to be... i'll just go with the flow 1st lah... after my exams will go ponder about it more... and go figure wat i wanna do...