Missing him..

I miss chatting with him on MSN... i miss smsing him... I miss hugging him.. i miss kissing him.. i miss him holding my hand... i miss him cuddling me.. i miss him hugging me while he sleeps...

AIYAH... I MISS HIM LAH....

Worried and in Bliss

Went to the doc with Sherie... took my weight again... went down 1kg... haha.. think next mth if i go back n see him... might put it back... cannot cannot.. i have to maintain!!!!!!!!!

Worried abt StM... Final report.. completed my MRA part.. 2molo have to do StM liao.. worried...
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on another note... i like the kisses you give me.. i like yr hugs too... but more den anything else.. i wished that you were mine... bleahZ...

Seductive my ass.. haha

Eye bags getting worst each day.. but i like this pic.. cos got my ring.. love love... heehee..

Super bling... hee.. Comments i got abt this pic.. that it's seductive.. muhahaha.. eyes like kenna box like that.. omg.. haha... was in lazy to go n change after i got home from DF on Sat night.. was also thinking abt him......

Miss miss

...Missing him...

....more n more....

Sweet Sweet..

juz saw him.. outside my gate.. brought down the tub of Ben n Jerry's and he fed me outside.. at 4am... hee... in bliss...

He kissed me Good nite on the lips.. den i hugged him.. den he kissed me again on the lips and on the forehead.. but there was no tounge action lah.. juz sweet kisses... =)

it's juz damn romantic lah.. and sweet...

When he reached home.. he smsed me.. saying whenever he can he will try to give me good nite kisses.. however.. i replied him.. Better not lah.. later i fall harder for him... no response after that though...

HaiZ... part of me wished he could stay longer.. and juz hug me tightly... but whole of me know it's wrong.. plus.. i really dunno if he's playing with me or not... haiZ...

This is the sweetest moment which i had with him... =)

Convoys...

whoot... so fun juz now... went to pick Cherie up from Bishan.. den took her to woodlands.. to meet up with jason to take the car.. den went to CCK for supper to meet Lynn Mei Mei.. after that went back to Woodlands.. to get my car back.. den went to yishun dam... den all 3 cars went to have Chong Pang nasi lemak~!

best of all is.. all 3 cars has female drivers~! whoo.. i love convoys... hahaha... came home.. pump petrol for daddy.. den heng heng.. he juz woke up.. hehe.. now time for me to hit the sack too...

So Numb... So numb... SO DUMB...

gave in to my feelings.. den got a huge rude awakening this afternoon.. i dunno how will i react when i see him again.. i feel so numb... and so dumb... haiZ....

and to think i lowered my expectations.. ha.. wat a luff man... from a heaven... right down to hell... okie.. i'm being mean.. not hell lah.. earth i think.. worlds apart...

i need to clear my head... i need a drink.. hopefully can go drinking 2molo after iPod assignment... Kampai!!

Thank you Sherie for being there for me.. and Kimmy too.. love u 2 ladies...

New Lappy and Ring

i got a new lappy... yeah... thank you daddy...

even though it's 2nd hand.. i dun mind.. cos it's like brand new.. hardly even used.. Now i can msn in bed again... and watch online shows... whoo hoo~!!!! but problem is hor... i dunno how to use VISTA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faintZ*

MICROSOFT GIMME BACK XP~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on another note... i bought myself a new ring~! cost me almost $40 but i love love... but i dunno if my finger shrunk or wat.. cos now the ring like BIG.. TMD... bleahz..

Cravings Again..

i got weird cravings...

i got cravings for Tauhu Teloh... from Bedok Corner... Whoooooooooo... Yummylicious... *DrooL*

24th Birthday

my Birthday juz passed.. flew by more like it.. haha.. had a blast of a time @ St James Last night..

Thank you all for those who smsed/msn/called me~! Really appreciate it that you guys remembered~! Love you all.. muckZ

Also wanna thank everyone who was there @ St James.. Cherie, Max, Sherie, Raymond (Bday Boy), Wei Tang, Wei Tang's Female Fren (forgot her name), Esi, Chandran.. and especially Kimmy and Hui Xian who came down after work... thanks babes.. and the ever funnie guy Kelvin aka KC..

Cherie Darling.. thank you for the erm.. bath robe... i dunno y u buy me that.. but ya.. thanks.. hahhaa...

Max.. thank you for the drinks and chicken wings.. hahaha.. and the Flaming Lumbo (dunno who else shared though)

Chandran... thank you for the waterfall (NOT).. hahaha..

A BIG BIG BIG thank you to Kimmy for saving my life.. hahaha.. sharing the waterfall with me.. thank u so much.. and also thank you for the apple shot.. haha..

KC.. thanks for the 'blowjobs' haha.. and showing your ASS CRACK to us.. hahaha..

Thank you Sherie so much for staying @ powerhouse even though u were so bored... i hope u had a bit of fun still..

Esi and Hui Xian.. thank you for being there~!

RAYMOND~!!!!! BDAY BOY~!!! hugs hugs.. hope u feel better... haha.. next time slow down.. dun drink too much.. Don't hai yourself leh.. hahaha..

Thank you Koh koh.. for the Jacket.. nice nice.. will keep me warm warm.. thank you for all the food also.. muhahaha.. the Sashimi... Mos Burger.. and Pasta... bleahZ.. hahaha... when u come back from yr Trip.. i treat u drink your 'kopi o'...

Lastly.. i wanna thank my Parents.. without them.. i won't be around... thank you for all the things you hav done for me... and thank you for the Chiffon CAKE!!

Aston... thank you for the poem..

NIGHT HAS END ANOTHER DAY,

MORNING HAS COME IN A SPECIAL WAY,

MAY YOU SMILE LIKE THE SUNNY RAYS,

AND LEAVE YOUR WORRIES AT THE BLUE, BLUE BAY

If i missed anyone out.. SORRY HOR... brain lag of sleep.. and too much alcohol~! hahah..

ANDREW.... I STILL WAITING FOR YOU TO COOK FOR ME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bleahZ

Wet Dream

i had a dream.. kind of a 'wet' dream..

dreamt that i was locked up in a small room.. kinda like a jail cell.. and that i was suppose to get tattooed.. by this 'woman' only thing is.. she's not a woman... but a guy.. a cutie too.. dun ask me why was he a cross dresser cos i hav no idea..

was 'tortured' by him.. teasing me relentlessly.. i resisted against it.. but my temptation gave in.. he led me to the bed.. which he shared with 2 other girls.. 1 of them glared at me.. den she pulled the covers over her head.. she looked thai..

den he pulled me close to him n started kissin me.. and the next thing i know i was awake.. and i was feeling wet down there.. and yup.. my menses came.. muhahahhaa..

Malay Engagement Party

it was an interesting day..

it was my 1st time @ a Malay Engagement Party.. hav been to Weddings b4.. but this was a 1st to me.. =)

Was invited by Nordiana.. She's my pri and sec school fren.. hee.. she's so pretty.. it was like a mini SPF reunion of my malay girl frens.. hahaha.. gosh.. ages since i last met them.. and thank god i still can remember some of their names.. esp my own classmates.. hehe.. and luckly Shanez was there too.. hahaha..

Ani was there.. so was Aisha.. Nordi (of cos la).. Naf.. Faraliza.. den i dunno who else liao.. i was the only Chinese there.. totally like stuck out like a sore thumb.. hahaha... but it was great to see them again.. =)

Totally interesting.. =D

Happy Happy Happy Labour Day~!

i'm happy happy happy... bought 3 pairs of shorts from Topshop @ $47 something.. went to do pedicure with nailart cost me $37? not sure.. dun care.. happy happy happy..

and i finally get to see him again.. hehe... super duper happy~!!!

Distraction

he was a nice distraction.. hehe..

i like..

Weekend

mom lost her phone.. during her recent trip to Genting.. dad called me from Malaysia to get me to temp disconnect the line for her.. so early.. omg.. lucky i did not hav to speak to anyone.. juz press numbers..

when they came back.. mom ask me when i'm free to go genting with her for 1 wk.. 1 WEEK hor.. OMFG... wat the hell am i going to do there for 1 WEEK?? Sheesh... if go Macao i dun mind la.. haha.. at least there's JOey there.. and then can hop over to HKG.. =D

anyways.. Sun night/Mon morning.. went to Yishun to pick dearest Adrian up and we zoomed off to Holland V.. =D

That uncle is the same.. forever the same de.. haha.. only now getting older.. haha.. it was a pleasant surprise for Cherie.. haha.. cos i told her i bringing a surprise guest.. hehe.. send him home after a while.. cos he had to work..

It was nice little meet up.. hehe

3rd Road Block

went out for supper with Dav.. and on my way there.. i kenna road block again.. and heng heng the mata wave me though.. i think back.. and hav concluded that Bern did not bathe that night.. therefore.. kenna take down particulars.. he suay.. i should have been the one driving... zhen TMD..

over eat again.. this time Dav's treat.. muhahahahhahaha... we spent $40+ again.. =P

i'm still waiting for the meal to be digested..

A**hole

Sheesh... you're such a bad liar man.. u don't use yr friendster account anymore.. wat a joke.. such a a**hole.. well.. i'll seen though u.. and i'm done with ya..

Ciao..

Strange

i'm wondering.. why did Bern buy me over at Human pets... it's Strange.. nvm.. hope someone buys me again.. haha..

..I miss him..

Tired OuT

i'm tired.. i'm going to bed..

NiteZ all.. =P

Crazy Nite

Fri.. after class went drinking with Cherie, Jen and Kate @ Blue Jazz, it's near Arab St.. it's a nice chill out place.. without those Ang Mors creating a din..

Ordered a Beer.. which i didn't finish.. haha.. Had Stella..

Ger cmae home with me.. den i took the car out and we went for Dim Sum.. after which i send her home.. we talk n talk n talk n talk.. pretty much girls stuff..

den Sat came.. it was time to get ready for St James~! Whoo Hoo.. my final serious clubbing b4 my exams.. Met Lynn Mei Mei 1st @ Carls Jr., den Cherie and HP.. while they were eating... i went ahead to meet with Jo and pals..

Cos it was Yao Zhong (Bryan)'s Bday.. long time never see him le.. kinda miss those days i was hanging with those guys.. =) Miss miss

den Lynn came.. such a surprise that She knew Venson.. haha.. Venson kept telling me that he was waiting for me to perm moi hair.. omg.. no money sia.. haha.. maybe i shall trim 1st lah.. save more money den perm.. =D

after a while Ger, Lynn n Hp came to DF to look for moi.. den we hopped over to Power House.. Wished the other bday boy a happy birthday.. not very close to him.. juz an acquaintance.. only met him so far twice..

went to platform and dance again.. haha.. heck wat ppl think.. juz go up and Dance the night away again.. Ger's Cal came den she dissappear to the table leaving me n lynn... we dance dance dance.. thirsy den go down n drink.. i think i more shou with Calvin cos he like friendlier a bit la.. dunno y also.. haha..

after that i hopped back to DF.. PRing.. talkined to Yao Zhong again.. den went to find Lynn.. den Sherie n Kim was there too.. so went to look for them also.. den bumbed into Venson too.. omg.. was introduced to sooo many ppl.. until i dissy also..

was with Sherie went.. Cherie called and said she was leaving.. i went back to PH to look for Esi.. whom was also leaving.. so we left together after i found Mei Mei..

Esi came bcak to my place.. we went for Dim Sum again.. b4 i drove her home.. so tired... but shoike.. hehe..