24th Birthday

my Birthday juz passed.. flew by more like it.. haha.. had a blast of a time @ St James Last night..

Thank you all for those who smsed/msn/called me~! Really appreciate it that you guys remembered~! Love you all.. muckZ

Also wanna thank everyone who was there @ St James.. Cherie, Max, Sherie, Raymond (Bday Boy), Wei Tang, Wei Tang's Female Fren (forgot her name), Esi, Chandran.. and especially Kimmy and Hui Xian who came down after work... thanks babes.. and the ever funnie guy Kelvin aka KC..

Cherie Darling.. thank you for the erm.. bath robe... i dunno y u buy me that.. but ya.. thanks.. hahhaa...

Max.. thank you for the drinks and chicken wings.. hahaha.. and the Flaming Lumbo (dunno who else shared though)

Chandran... thank you for the waterfall (NOT).. hahaha..

A BIG BIG BIG thank you to Kimmy for saving my life.. hahaha.. sharing the waterfall with me.. thank u so much.. and also thank you for the apple shot.. haha..

KC.. thanks for the 'blowjobs' haha.. and showing your ASS CRACK to us.. hahaha..

Thank you Sherie so much for staying @ powerhouse even though u were so bored... i hope u had a bit of fun still..

Esi and Hui Xian.. thank you for being there~!

RAYMOND~!!!!! BDAY BOY~!!! hugs hugs.. hope u feel better... haha.. next time slow down.. dun drink too much.. Don't hai yourself leh.. hahaha..

Thank you Koh koh.. for the Jacket.. nice nice.. will keep me warm warm.. thank you for all the food also.. muhahaha.. the Sashimi... Mos Burger.. and Pasta... bleahZ.. hahaha... when u come back from yr Trip.. i treat u drink your 'kopi o'...

Lastly.. i wanna thank my Parents.. without them.. i won't be around... thank you for all the things you hav done for me... and thank you for the Chiffon CAKE!!

Aston... thank you for the poem..

NIGHT HAS END ANOTHER DAY,

MORNING HAS COME IN A SPECIAL WAY,

MAY YOU SMILE LIKE THE SUNNY RAYS,

AND LEAVE YOUR WORRIES AT THE BLUE, BLUE BAY

If i missed anyone out.. SORRY HOR... brain lag of sleep.. and too much alcohol~! hahah..

ANDREW.... I STILL WAITING FOR YOU TO COOK FOR ME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bleahZ

Wet Dream

i had a dream.. kind of a 'wet' dream..

dreamt that i was locked up in a small room.. kinda like a jail cell.. and that i was suppose to get tattooed.. by this 'woman' only thing is.. she's not a woman... but a guy.. a cutie too.. dun ask me why was he a cross dresser cos i hav no idea..

was 'tortured' by him.. teasing me relentlessly.. i resisted against it.. but my temptation gave in.. he led me to the bed.. which he shared with 2 other girls.. 1 of them glared at me.. den she pulled the covers over her head.. she looked thai..

den he pulled me close to him n started kissin me.. and the next thing i know i was awake.. and i was feeling wet down there.. and yup.. my menses came.. muhahahhaa..

Malay Engagement Party

it was an interesting day..

it was my 1st time @ a Malay Engagement Party.. hav been to Weddings b4.. but this was a 1st to me.. =)

Was invited by Nordiana.. She's my pri and sec school fren.. hee.. she's so pretty.. it was like a mini SPF reunion of my malay girl frens.. hahaha.. gosh.. ages since i last met them.. and thank god i still can remember some of their names.. esp my own classmates.. hehe.. and luckly Shanez was there too.. hahaha..

Ani was there.. so was Aisha.. Nordi (of cos la).. Naf.. Faraliza.. den i dunno who else liao.. i was the only Chinese there.. totally like stuck out like a sore thumb.. hahaha... but it was great to see them again.. =)

Totally interesting.. =D

Happy Happy Happy Labour Day~!

i'm happy happy happy... bought 3 pairs of shorts from Topshop @ $47 something.. went to do pedicure with nailart cost me $37? not sure.. dun care.. happy happy happy..

and i finally get to see him again.. hehe... super duper happy~!!!

Distraction

he was a nice distraction.. hehe..

i like..

Weekend

mom lost her phone.. during her recent trip to Genting.. dad called me from Malaysia to get me to temp disconnect the line for her.. so early.. omg.. lucky i did not hav to speak to anyone.. juz press numbers..

when they came back.. mom ask me when i'm free to go genting with her for 1 wk.. 1 WEEK hor.. OMFG... wat the hell am i going to do there for 1 WEEK?? Sheesh... if go Macao i dun mind la.. haha.. at least there's JOey there.. and then can hop over to HKG.. =D

anyways.. Sun night/Mon morning.. went to Yishun to pick dearest Adrian up and we zoomed off to Holland V.. =D

That uncle is the same.. forever the same de.. haha.. only now getting older.. haha.. it was a pleasant surprise for Cherie.. haha.. cos i told her i bringing a surprise guest.. hehe.. send him home after a while.. cos he had to work..

It was nice little meet up.. hehe

3rd Road Block

went out for supper with Dav.. and on my way there.. i kenna road block again.. and heng heng the mata wave me though.. i think back.. and hav concluded that Bern did not bathe that night.. therefore.. kenna take down particulars.. he suay.. i should have been the one driving... zhen TMD..

over eat again.. this time Dav's treat.. muhahahahhahaha... we spent $40+ again.. =P

i'm still waiting for the meal to be digested..

A**hole

Sheesh... you're such a bad liar man.. u don't use yr friendster account anymore.. wat a joke.. such a a**hole.. well.. i'll seen though u.. and i'm done with ya..

Ciao..

Strange

i'm wondering.. why did Bern buy me over at Human pets... it's Strange.. nvm.. hope someone buys me again.. haha..

..I miss him..

Tired OuT

i'm tired.. i'm going to bed..

NiteZ all.. =P

Crazy Nite

Fri.. after class went drinking with Cherie, Jen and Kate @ Blue Jazz, it's near Arab St.. it's a nice chill out place.. without those Ang Mors creating a din..

Ordered a Beer.. which i didn't finish.. haha.. Had Stella..

Ger cmae home with me.. den i took the car out and we went for Dim Sum.. after which i send her home.. we talk n talk n talk n talk.. pretty much girls stuff..

den Sat came.. it was time to get ready for St James~! Whoo Hoo.. my final serious clubbing b4 my exams.. Met Lynn Mei Mei 1st @ Carls Jr., den Cherie and HP.. while they were eating... i went ahead to meet with Jo and pals..

Cos it was Yao Zhong (Bryan)'s Bday.. long time never see him le.. kinda miss those days i was hanging with those guys.. =) Miss miss

den Lynn came.. such a surprise that She knew Venson.. haha.. Venson kept telling me that he was waiting for me to perm moi hair.. omg.. no money sia.. haha.. maybe i shall trim 1st lah.. save more money den perm.. =D

after a while Ger, Lynn n Hp came to DF to look for moi.. den we hopped over to Power House.. Wished the other bday boy a happy birthday.. not very close to him.. juz an acquaintance.. only met him so far twice..

went to platform and dance again.. haha.. heck wat ppl think.. juz go up and Dance the night away again.. Ger's Cal came den she dissappear to the table leaving me n lynn... we dance dance dance.. thirsy den go down n drink.. i think i more shou with Calvin cos he like friendlier a bit la.. dunno y also.. haha..

after that i hopped back to DF.. PRing.. talkined to Yao Zhong again.. den went to find Lynn.. den Sherie n Kim was there too.. so went to look for them also.. den bumbed into Venson too.. omg.. was introduced to sooo many ppl.. until i dissy also..

was with Sherie went.. Cherie called and said she was leaving.. i went back to PH to look for Esi.. whom was also leaving.. so we left together after i found Mei Mei..

Esi came bcak to my place.. we went for Dim Sum again.. b4 i drove her home.. so tired... but shoike.. hehe..

I'm Back~!!!

i'm back form phuket.. and i'm currently HUNGRY....

Road Block Wor

Went to Mustafa with bern bern.. miss his hugs.. hehe.. went there to get his earphones.. the way he choose his earphones was so cute.. haha..

was craving for ice cream.. so he took me to Mac for a Cone.. went to AMK's Mac.. quite nice.. got water de... a bit the romantic.. saw a lot of ppl using lappies and watching You Tube.. haha.. Bern was asking.. why do ppl come to mac to watch You Tube? I told him was the WiFi was free and that the electricity also free lo.. so that's why ppl come over... plus.. Mac has air con~! =D

went we turned round the corner... there was a road block.. WTF man.. Bern super worried.. cos he juz converted his licence in Nov.. so he still need to put the P Plate.. haha.. they took our particlars.. den let us off.. omg.. scary.. haha.. cos the officer asked Bern.. 'How fast were u going? Do u know how fast you were going?' Omg.. like i think he was going 60 or 70 tops.. but i doubt is leh.. cos juz turn out wor... haha..

I'll miss bern bern's hugs n kisses when i fly to phuket~!

Tired...

i'm so stoned... i've not slept yet... omg... tired..

LEAVE ME ALONE

LEAVE ME ALONE.. DON'T CALL ME ANYMORE.. DON'T MSN ME ANYMORE.. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YOUR CONSTANT ANNOYANCE..

I TRIED TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU.. BUT YOU'RE TESTING MY PATIENCE WITH YOU.. PUSHING ME TO THE LIMIT.... I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOU... I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR YOUR VOICE ANY LONGER.. IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO LISTEN TO MY WARNING.. DEN YOU LEAVE ME NO CHOICE.. I WILL CALL THE POLICE IF I HAVE TO.

SO

FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Emo-ing

Why are you emo-ing? Suddenly emo-ing?

Why is it that i feel that you are trying to hold me tighter? Why aren't you letting go of me?

I've loosen my grip on you.. i've let u go.. bit by bit.. It took me some time..

Will you do the same for me and let me go? Can i have your blessings?

You've been part of my life for 1 year + and counting.. i've grown fond of u.. Can we remain as friends? Close friends? I don't want you to be an enemy...

Had a scare..

Had a scare recently.. felt a lump in moi breast.. so told mom abt it.. she say better go to the doc for a check up..

so i went on monday.. with mom.. cos she had rashes.. so i shun pian ask the doctor too.. he referred me to a senior consultant @ SGH.. so i went there today..

reached there abt 9+ almost 10.. queued up to get my number which was like a far far far away number.. went to eat breakfast 1st.. b4 heading back down to the clinic..

there was 2 doctors in the room.. 1 young one.. and 1 old one.. the young one explained to me that mine might not be cancerous.. but juz to be sure.. he'll do an ultrascan for me.. when his shi fu (the old one) finished examined another patient.. i was brought to the next room to let the 2 Docs view my breast.. wahaha...

like kenna molest the kan jue leh.. haha.. the young doc examined both sides.. den the old one examined the breast with the lump.. and the best part of it was.. he used a pen to circle where the lump was.. omg.. den the old one did the ultra scan for me. while the young one watch.. den the old one told me.. there's nothing.. so i dun need to see him again.. until there's really something.. HENG AR... whahaha

den i went to the next room.. and the young one explained to me.. what's the lump etc.. scary leh.. cos my grandmother had breast cancer.. so i scared scared.. now a bit relived le.. =)

went out to make payment... $80+ omg.. faint.. snaky was there to accompany me.. den i told him something on the way out of the clinic.. which make him luff.. i told him that.. i think i made the young doctor's day.. cos i guess i'm the youngest patient with the biggest breast which he has seen n touched for the day... wahaha.. =X

Wu Liao Entry

Due to my 'sexy' pic.. guys have been msging me on WLNY.. once i forgot to log off.. and there was like 15 msgs.. like so many to reply sia.. haha..

i juz came home from supper? i dun think it's really called supper lah.. but i went downstairs for a cuppa milo.. met a guy called Eric.. not too bad looking.. looks like Xiao Mei (mike He) in person.. but on web cam... his eyes looks like edison's.. hehe.. kinda cute..

this is a senseless blog entry.. i is bored... i cannot sleep.. so i is typing away..

oh ya.. the previous night i went out for supper with Darren.. my BCom2 classmate.. went to pick him up and he took me to the kopitiam which was near Sgt's place @ Serangoon North.. haha.. called Sgt to invite him down to eat with us.. but too bad.. Sgt was cooking maggie mee.. and i almost caused him to burn his noodles.. hehe.. =X

I had wanton mee.. not too bad.. malaysia style.. black black de... but nice.. long time never eat le.. next time can bring koh there and eat... After noodles we went to chomp chomp for drinks.. sit there chat chat.. den it was home.. he showed me a short cut back to AMK Ave 3.. like fast loh.. was so amazed.. lolx... =P

Sexy Dress...

managed to take a pic in my dress... nice ma? hehe.. too bad it's only the top half.. i wanna take a full length pic.. but have to wait until my cousin Aidan and wife goes out.. if not it's very inconvenient to take pics in that dress.. have received a lot of comments abt my this pic..

Cousin Aud says that i trying to make ppl nose bleed.. some others commented that it was low cut... den others WAH U NOT WEARING A BRA AR?? like WTF.. is it a crime not to wear a bra? Sheesh... GROW UP GUYS... AND STOP YOUR DROOLING..

RANDOM again..

okie.. koh was reading my blog.. and he told me that i don't want him anymore.. i dun think that comment was fair.. why? cos he already has a gf.. that's like soooo unfair to me.. anyway.. my feelings are neutral already.. there's nothing much more i can say to that.. have given him a chance but he didn't treasure it.. so he can go be with his gf.. i dun wanna think abt it anymore.. have caused myself so much pain each time i try to break things off..

have stopped my dreaming already... it's time to wake up... will only continue dreaming of him when i see him online.. hehe.. =X

went supper with David @ Xin Wang again.. over eat AGAIN.. haha.. drank 2 ice HKG Milk Tea.. totally regret.. cos i'm still awake.. helped Dav with his reseach..

was invited over to Drew's place yesterday morning.. but i declined.. too early.. 10am sia.. eh.. anyways.. have been going out with Bern.. it's nice to hang out with him.. cos if i'm tired.. he can drive.. haha.. =P

i miss talking to Sgt on the phone.. told him i missed him ytd.. haha..

i'm a bit on the flirting war path.. dunno what's up with me..

bought a dress.. nice nice.. i like.. halter dress.. not too short.. but it's low cut.. i LIKE... hehe.. now i have to find an occasion to wear it.. was thinking of Marc's wedding.. but den it's like 2 mths away still.. am prepared to wear the white dress (which i wore @ Jac's wedding) for the church part.. den @ night wear this black one.. shall see.. cos i'm still on my diet.. dunno if i still can wear the dress by den not.. hehe..

so maybe offically i'll wear this black dress on Moses 21st? hmm.. depends if got go clubbing not.. haha.. if i wear out for dinner.. my cousins will ask where i going later or whom i going out with later...

I WANNA DRESS TO KILL AGAIN~!