Ratty ratty RAT

my dad caught a rat in his rat trap that he bought yesterday... it's not a huge one... but rather it's a small one... kinda like the movie Ratatouille..... i feel kinda sorry for it... cos it's going to die... a lot of people actually think that Singapore is really clean... but the actual fact is... we are not that clean at all... we do have rats... round amok in our drains... houses... offices... and kopitiam... and not forgetting our sewage pipes!

i've finally finished my law assignment... dunno if i'll pass though... will have to work harder n copy faster from my textbook/ppt slides text/notes/Sub readings... once i print it out.. den it's time to fully concentrate on Carnival... which is due on Wed... -_-"

i tried cooking salmon today... but i think i failed... i need some salmon recipes.. i guess my tummy couldn't take it.. so it's been causing me some runs... i dunno wat to have for lunch and dinner tomorrow...

it's a task to think what i can or cannot eat... cos almost everything i see is all carbo... Mom has been snacking on my Chocolates... my Jelly... my sweets... my biskuts... only thing she has not touched is my ice cream... haha...

The Doc was saying that i could only drink water & Coke Lite... mom was kind enough to buy me 6 cans of Coke Lite... normally i dun drink coke at all... cos it's too gasy.. but now i drink it very slowly... the last time i bought a small bottle of coke lite was like on last Wed... but i juz finished drinking it today (29 July)... power hor? haha... anyway... i treated myself to a ice tea @ coffee bean... not too much sugar syrup... like i'm known for... =)

I think i need to crash already... i need to wake up early later... time to crash... NiteZ!

1st day of diet

Living in my apartment is so interesting... Firstly someone wanted to commit suicide.. be trying to jump off the roof... of cos she was not successful lah.... Secondly... i heard someone crying outside my front door... and some girl talking about getting pregnant.. while a guy was comforting? not too sure... cannot hear clearly.... and tonight/this morning... as i went to pee... i heard a guy n girl (my neighbour) talking.. about the girl's job (sounds like a Filipino) the guy i think was standing outside the window... the girl was crying... den the guy said that he will go home n call her... and she replied that if he didn't she won't sleep and will kill herself... Hmmm... so interesting... haha...

all i had for lunch was 4 tiny taiwan sausages... dinner was steak without fries... with an sunny side up egg and some salad... washed down with a diet coke... and I'm currently hungry after eating an apple....

it's just the 1st day of my diet.... =(

Dieting... Random...

I'm joining Aud in her diet... next sunday.. hopefully Jerlyn will join me... =D unless she want to see the effect 1st lah.. haha... We shall go on diet together.... =D keep each other company.. hand in hand.. *GrinZ* I am determine to stick to my diet.... and i WILL bite/wack ANYONE (including Family Members) who DARES to put me off track... YOU ARE WARNED!

it's the 1st time in weeks that i woke up at 9.55am... and not gone back to sleep... it also shows that i'm serious in going dieting... i juz finished my last carbo loaded meal... and it does not taste nice.... Mom paid for the medical... Dad paid for dinner @ Geylang Lorong 37... Had crab Beehoon... not that nice... think Ang Mo Kio one nicer... it will be some time again before i eat/touch any carbo loaded food...

We went to Ikea @ Tampines today... super duper huge.... walked n walked n walked... walked aroung to get some ideas for the new house... i don't mind having/using induction stove... i think it saves alot of space... but my old fashion father... want to use either the piped in government gas(which there is no pipe for the gas at the moment) or those old fashion stoves will the tank below (which the tentant was using)...

My Harry Potter book is sended to the office... and Koh is in HKG... waiting for him to come back so that i can collect it from him.. good thing too... at least i'm not tempted to read it until after my projects... think i'll tell him to pass it to me after my exams... thou shall not go into temptation....

Currently doing my assignments way way way into the night... why? Cos... :

1) i Can't SLEEP

2) My Dateline is coming

3) No books to read

4) i need to be more hardworking

i'm up to 600 words for my law... i still have 1900 words to go... dunno wat to write liao... a bit jammed up by all the sub sections... oh well... hope i'm not out of point... my dateline is on next Monday.... Marketing Case Study for Carnival is on next Wed... i need to jia you... still have to do powerpoint slides!!!

I hate my internet connection here at my house... hopefully went i move the connection is better and there is no disconnection... i'm a broken recorder... i know... cos i'm repeating this plenty of times already... think i'll bring my lappy to school tomorrow... use the electricity n the internet connection there... =D

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Backtrack to the last few days...

Fri (20 July)... after class... Me, Jerlyn, Lynn, Xue Ni, Xiao Fu & Kit went to Geylang to have Dao Hui (salty & Sweet), You Tiao, Soya Bean Milk, Mee Sua & Xiao Long Bao...

Have never tried Salty Dao Hui... it taste like steam egg... without the eggy taste... weird... normally... normal people won't finish something which is weird.. and finish something which is normal... for us... we finished the salty dao hui and did not finish the Sweet one.. haha...

after that, we went to have durian... long time never eat durian juz like that.. it's normally Daisy mama's durian puff... but it's nice.... $40 worth of durian for the 6 of us... we could not finished though.. too much... then after that.. we went to Mustafa... by the time i reached home was close to 3? or 3.30am... haha.. it was nice... and fun... next time i can only drink water n watch them eat... unless it's not carbo le... =P

Sat (21 July)... Jolene smsed me... asking me out... she came down to kebangan which i picked her up from n we went to Bark Cafe for some snacks for her... breakfast/lunch/dinner for me... we had Chix wings.. carlamari... and Mussels... nice nice nice... after that went back to Kebangan to drop her off...

*Side note: i think my fart smells like durian... and it stinks to high heavens.. muhaha....

CAn't sleep

i'm so bloodly full... went to Tampines to meet theresa n Aud to watch transformers... but too bad the show is like FULL... so in the end we went to Bark Cafe at Changi... the place is not too bad.. the ambeience too... quite nice.. waiters n waiteress are polite.. and their service was efficent.. think i'll be going back for somemore dinners ba... BUT only IF i HAVE the CAR...

after dinner send Aud back who was dead tired... den drove to Jurong... back to chevrons to play Bingo.. haha.. finally i can play liao... haha.. played the last 2 rounds... won nothing though... haha.. i finally got my birthday card n voucher from Dal.. haha.. after so long..

Koh rode his bike to office.. and he was meeting his brother.. so didn't give him a lift back home... wanted to go n catch some other movie.. but checked online.. all the seating sucks.. so in end the went back to Tampines... and shared a tissue prata with Theresa...

oh ya.. i went to see my new place today... the rooms are smaller and my mom is dissapointed with the apartment... but i think if it's done up nicely... the apartment won't be too bad... plus... it's windy... compared to my place now.. it's so hot... and you can't even feel the breeze... i'm actually quite excited to move.. cos i will get my own bathroom... and i have my own bath tub!!! but i need to clean it up... cos it has not be cleaned recently...

i'm going to watch Harry Potter tomorrow.. okie.. make them later in the afternoon.. since it's like 2am now... recently.. i can't sleep.. i dunno y... when i try to sleep.. all i can do is toss n turn... i think i'm worried about school... haiz... do i need to take sleeping pills? how??.... haiz...

Transformers!

i caught Transformers with Theresa on Tuesday.. and boy is that show good.... i've decided that i wanna get the Die Hard 4 and Transformers DVD!

I can't wait to move too! cos my broadband connection SUCKS big time... i've complained countless of times already.. ya i know... i'm like a broken tape recorder or an old grandmother... haha.. but ya... if i dun complain i think i will explode!

2molo i dunno if we can get the keys to the new house... it all depends on the lawyers... so exciting.... hee...

i'm struggling with my ST essay... it's not ez to redo... and i'm worried about the subject too... haiz... i don't understand the subject... and that's a very bad thing.. i will have to suck thumb n get on with it though.. cannot quit halfway... i must JIA YOU!

Tan line again..

I went to the botanic gardens today to do my filed report.. went to the library to try to get some resources.. but nothing much.. Fu, marian n me walked all the way from Tanglin Gate right up to the other entrance.. it was like a 15 min walk... nice... but HOT HOT HOT... i got another tan line again... that's how hot the sun was okie...

i have class again tomorrow... it's law... it's not too bad... i think it's way way much interesting than ST... at least there are cases to read and it's not as boring as ST...

need to read up on ST again and redo my essay... haiz...

i think i'm becoming a bit cranky liao... i my temper juz flared up the night before... haiz... i'm beginning to sound like Jolene.. haha... (Girl, if you reading this, No offence k..)

So random... bored to death...

My day today

I went to watch Die Hard 4 today with Snakey at PS... the show was not bad.. full of action and some comedy... i like.. haha... weird right? that i like this type of movie... =D wanted to go to cathay and watch one.. cos i wanted to go thread my eyebrows... it's like wild bushes.. haha.. no lah.. i'm kiddin... but i thought of Serene.. cos we always go together.. so i thought that i'll wait for her... =D maybe her next Monday off.. go do with her.. heehee...

Actually i wanted to catch Transformers... but it was selling fast and the seats were like 6 rows from the screen... so it was off to the 2nd choice... it was not such a bad choice though.. heehee.. and it's also the 1st show which i watched with Snakey.. just the 2 of us... =D

There were alot of people there... i did not know that it was Youth day though... =( so many students!!! so irritating... and it seems that they are getting ruder and more vulgar with each generation which goes by... Playing games also scold bad words... OMG... kids nowadays... think they should clean their mouths with Harpic... omg.. of cos... we young adults also play a part lah.. we also scold... so we have no excuses..

Youth Day brought back some memories.. that it's the day which i got my chicken pox.. how can i forget.. lol... which i passed to my mom later on.. haha..

Well after watching the movie... while making our way back to the main shopping area... we both did something unexpected together... Snakey was on the phone talking to someone.. and i was trying to tie my hair up.. we then came to a door which was like the swinging ones.. and we both kicked the door together... haha... we were like wow... haha..

I went to meet Jerlyn and Lynn for dinner while Snakey went back home... Snakey walked part of the journey with me.. before i met up with the 2 ladies.. i went to Cold Storage to buy some water for class and some soup for my lunch for the next few days... =D mom asked me to stop stocking up the fridge... but i can't... cos there's like nothing for me to eat!!! so i had too... Hmmm... but she didn't say anything about the tins and cans right.. heehee... *grinZ*
it was Law lesson again... and this time Mr David let us off early... thank god... haha.. half of us were like sleeping in class already.. this time round the classroom they gave us was like small... got only 1 door.. want to escape the lesson also cannot.. cos got to walk pass the lectuerer...

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I'm still trying to connect to the internet... haiz... i'm currently typing my entries via WordPad... KT bring the Words software on Fri!!!!!! PLEASE.... i BEG YOU!!!!!

Moi Birthday

My internet is down again... it's really borthersome.. especially when i want to blog and can't.. i wish the connection over at the new house is better...

my birthday was spent doing my ST presentation as well as doing my summary for the presentation... it was so stressful... I got birthday wishes from Joe Sweetie.. my 1 and only Daddy.. Snakey (who was the 1st one to call me to wish me at night =D).. Cousin Theresa called me 2nd and sang me a very very very fast 'Happy Birthday' to me.. she was with JR and he too wished me Happy Birthday.. didn't know it was him at first cos i never spoke to him on the phone before.. haha.. Vanessa smsed me happy birthday too... so sweet of her to sms me.. Kevin too sms me.. he finally got the right date.. haha.. i think he was trying his luck.. cos he was smsing me throughout June.. Happy Birthday.. and den i'll reply.. it's too early... thanks a lot pal.. too bad.. i missed yrs.. Sorry about it.. was rushing and worrying about my event.. which was on the 16 of June.. =(

Jerlyn msn me Happy birthday.. heehee.. i wonder how she knoes it's my birthday... Hmmm... i have a hunch..it's Friendster.. haha.. she wished me again after class.. with Xue Ni and Mervyn too.. Class was boring.. the Aussie/Canadian was a guest lecturer... Jerlyn told May.. next time don't invite him.. cos we can't understand what he was saying.. haha.. i think we couldn't catch his words.. too chim i think.. also there were parts when he was mumbling to himself.. to which... i cheeky asked... Yi Gong Si Mi? which means... what's he saying? some of my classmates who heard... laughed.. heard someone said So rude.. hey but it's true.. i dunno wat the hell he was trying to say.. but he was talking to himself ain't he?

after class i rushed back home to submit my report again to Ms June.. cos the Uni's instruction was confusing and it was not clear.. so i resubmit it via my local lecturer... My Cousins Theresa, Audrey, Clement and Wilson came to my place with a cake and they sang Happy Birthday to me at my doorstep.. haha.. So sweet... Pics will come later.. cos i didn't take any... must ask Theresa or Audrey or Wilson.. not sure if Clement took any...

after waiting for me to finish my report.. we went to HKG cafe for supper... heehee.. by the time we got back was about 1am.. thanks guys.. thanks for coming over to wish me happy birthday... =D

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! *MuckS*

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to Me... Happy Birthday to Me... Happy Birthday to Mmmmeeeeeeeeeeeee... Happy Birthday to me.....

*GrinZ*

I still have to do my ST presentation later... haiz... oh well.. time to sleep...

Last day of work..

Today is my last day of work... unofficially.. haha.. my official last day is on the 29th of June.. and i did not wish to say good bye to all my colleagues and start crying on my birthday... so thank goodness i'm on Sat Duty...

Koh has helped me pack my things in the office.. got a shock of my life when i walked in... cos my desk is so empty... *sobZ*

i will miss my desk area... cos it's so cozy and warm and it's my area.... *sobZ* bye bye cozy area *waves*... Hope Serene will take care of you....

my farewell present is a Anna Sui purfume... Secret Wish... a Lip Gloss and Mascara... I'm thinking.. y purfume? I smelly ma?? hahaha... no la.. kidding... i like it... i can't dun like it can't i? Cos buy already ma...

Anyway... i'm waiting for Serene to call me so that i can i make my way to Clementi to meet her...

New Toy...

i got a new toy... heehee... Nintendo DS Lite... =D

It's nice.... and white... got 2 games... 1 is the Nintendogs and the other is Pokemon~!!

big grinZ...

Lazy Bum Me

Have been too busy to blog... too lazy too...

But 1 super mega update is... I've resigned from my JOB~!!!

Gonna concentrate on my studies... =D

Hong Kong

between Working and Studying i've have been doing some travelling (at long last!!!)... Recently went to Hong Kong with 3 other classmates from APMI for some R&R... but in the end it's not R&R more like torturing myself... A quick summary of my trip...

1st day woke up damn early at 4am to catch my flight... had breakfast on board the place... caught the transfer to the hotel... us girls manage to get our room b4 the guys... went walk walk with ML for a while.. tried the Smelly Toufu... which = to really like eating SHIT... needs a lot of getting used to... KG & JL went to exchange some currency nearby the hotel... Met them back at the hotel... the guys finally got their room... den we went to catch some Zzzz... woke up took shower and off to dinner and went to watch the lights show... lucky for us there was also fireworks~!! NICE~!!! heard from KG that it's only on Special Occations den they ahve fireworks.. if not juz only the lights...

den went on a journey to the PEAK~! KG almost caused us to take the wrong transport... lucky for me... i spotted the tram up... Peak is nice nice... very romantic at night... but spoiler for the night was... i DROPPED MY FARKING CAM after repairing it... I is SUPER DU LAN with myself...

2nd day... went for the free 1 day tour... had dim sum for breakfast... den we went to some of the places of interest like Repluse Bay.. Niong Peng and the shops... i like the cable car ride up... cos it's like 25 mins.. and the sceanary is like nice... the guys walked up to the Buddah while we girls went down for some shopping at the factory outlets... we went to Hard Rock cafe for Dinner~! den we walked to Temple Street and took the MTR back to our hotel..

3rd Day... I skipped Disneyland cos i was thinking of going back with a certian someone... but now i think my hopes are dashed... and i can forget about going back with him... woke up late... heehee.. cos the other 3 had to wake up like 7am to go to Disneyland.. went for a walk all the way to Mong Kok... went to the Ladies Street... the Digital Street as well as to the Sporting Goods Street.. walked until i damn tired... went back to the hotel to rest.. bathe and wait for them to call/sms... met them for dinner went to eat streamboat... soup was yummy... heehee... after that went to Ladies market with JL to buy some stuff...

4th Day we went to Ocean Park... we went for Brunch near by... den we took the MTR to Central and we tried to take the Xiao Ba to the Ocean Park... not too bad... sat some of the rides... and went to their Atoll Reef.. wah... the fish all damn huge.. until damn scary... also went to see the jelly fish and the shark and sea lions... also went to watch the Dolphines and sea lions show... nice nice...

after that me n JL went to Lan Kwai Fong and we had KFC... heehee... we went their by ourselves without the guys and by Bus hor... never take Taxi!!!! i'm so proud of us!!!! oc swe never get lost.. heehee... after that we went back to our hotel to rest...

last day we woke up late... me n JL went for Brunch again... this time juz round the corner from our hotel... i think it's the BEST meal i had in HKG!!!!

After that it was time to take the transfer back to the airport.. where we did a little shopping.. =)

Bad Bad Bad..

Had a very bad weekend.. and a very bad start of the week too..

Was so pissed off with APMI's MS Levina. The new Program Manager for my course... I have never met anyone who is in APMI who is as Ridiculous AS HER!!! Expecting me to inform her 1 week in advance when i am sick....

den later on in the evening, i was at Theresa's place.. Grace called and inform that her dad was admited to the hospital and he was going for a operation later in the night.. her dad was bleeding in the brain..

Things are really not looking to good

I HATE HER MORE

i think my life has just gotten worst.. i walked out of the house.. not wanted to continue the argument.. i wanted to study... but when i came back.. i found the door latched..

my MOM... YES MY MOM... latched the door.. i'm now sitting outside the main door... lucky i still can access the Internet from here... i do not know what sort of mother she is.. but from wat i can see... she's nothing good.. i'm starting to HATE her all over again...

it took me years to try to forget what she did to me when i was younger... accusing me of causing her miscarriage... making me the main source to vent her anger on.. whacking me for every little thing i did wrong... bashing my head against the wall.. throwing almost everything she can get her hands on... at one point she threw a knife at me.. whacking me with clothe hangers... and almost a belt.. unfortunately i didn't forget.. how on earth am i suppose to forget what she has did to me? i only can thank god that i did not have 2 other sisters to suffer the same fate..

it took alot of self control not to hit her back... i really wanted too.. but i held and suppress the anger inside of me.. so many a time i wanted to scream back... now i'm older... and when i scream back... it becomes a shouting match... whatever i say... it's going to hit her 2X more... Y?? cos the words which comes out of my mouth is all the truth... and she knows that it is the truth... but she refuse to admit her mistakes...

I HATE HER EVEN MORE NOW..

Exhausted..

i'm sick n tired of her screaming at me all the time.. i'm down with a sore throat... and fever.. i'm feeling very heaty at the moment.. i'm also very tired...

i did not ask her to come back with dad.. i did not ask her to stop gambling... i did not ask her to do anything..

all i did was to tell her not to cook.. does asking her not to cook mean that i do not want to have dinner? i do not think so.. life is not too good at the moment for me.. life is going to the dumps..

i do not feel like doing anything... i walked out of the house with my books and laptop.. walked out of everything.. i do not have the intention of sitting for my exam tomorrow.. i feel like jumping off a building.. but will that solve everything? anything? i do not think so..

i'm sitting all alone at Mac... typing this down.. but i do not feel like studying... i want to cry... but i can't... i trying to put up a very strong front... but i dun think i can hold on forever.. it's very exhausting.. i want to lie down to rest.. but i can't.. i have nowhere to go too.. no one to run too..

why is this happening to me? i'm sick n tired of living anymore..

Lushful Lashes...

my HR exam is on monday... and i have no mood to study... have been really tired out recently... i wonder why... might because of work... so many events during March.. until i'm abit drained out..

Have to juggle with work, school work and of cos the Dinner & Dance stuff... have no time to even practice for our performance.. opps... we dun even have any performance to perform... that is how busy we are.. any plus.. koh was on overseas leave... oh well.. i think we juzt have to come out with something by thursday!

Oh ya... i went to perm my eye lashes... quite happy with the results... and it's not as painful as how Eva has decribe it would be... there's some discomfort when the lady put some kind gel substance on my lashes... and when she was cleaning the substance off... if not tat's it!! now i do not need to use the curler anymore!!! anyway i seldom use also lah... heehee... maybe next time i shall try the lash extention!! Cos mom say my lashes are not enough... o_O"

2nd Childhood

I'm going back to my 2nd childhood.. have been buying VCDs/DVDs of Disney's Classics...

Recently have bought... Cinderlla... Little Mermaid... Peter Pan...

I'm going to start collecting them... quite nice to watch them again... but hor... it's not cheap leh....

New Apartment!!

Yeah... on the last entry i was talking about the apartment which i viewed? Well... on that night my parents made the deposit... and it seems that the Owner of that apartment has signed the agreement!!

WooHooo~!!!! okie.. as promised... I'll tell more about the apartment!!

The Apartment has 3 Bedrooms... actually 4... but one of the bedroom wall was knocked out to make the master bedroom bigger... and the apartment also has 4 toilets... and out of the 4 toilets... 2 are attached to the bedrooms!!!!

One of it is in the Master bedroom... and the other... is in my future bedroom.. so no more fighting over the toilet with my dad in the morning!!! But u know.. i rather not have a bathroom to myself... cos... it means i have to clean it lah... me laZY... heehee... my bathroom has a bathtub in it.. and so it means i can soak myself there... heehee... the other 2 toilets are common toilets... 1 near the dining area and the other one is in the kitchen...

the space of the apartment is much bigger den the one i'm staying in now.. the floors are marble and the bedroom floors are parquet... it's quite in good condition... except that the kitchen needs to be done up nicely.. i hope my mom will get an oven.. den i can start baking cakes... heehee... long time never make brownies le... hoo... brownie ala mode... nice... heehee...

my dad is happy also.. cos there is a storeroom which is quite big... he can store his barang barang there...

the living room is like 3 steps down from the main door... the housing agent says that it is called Hong Kong style... well... to my dearest cousins.. it's like Daniel's place at Sheradon Court... if you can remember how 'Sa Yi' old house looks like before she moved to Mangis Road.....

There is also a back door but i think it's a bit redundant... cos it's like facing the main door... -____-"...... but the common area outside the apartment is HUGE!!! so HUGE that i and my parents cannot believe it!!! can put 2 buffet lines in the centre and there is still space to walk around!!!

There's only 4 apartments to 1 floor... and there is 2 lifts in the block... and 2 emergency exit staircase on each floor too... downstairs there is a gym... a not so used pool table... 2 Foosball machine... 1 climbing wall in the next block... 1 ping pong table... 1 bbq pit and a nice sit down area... not too bad... quite cozy...

the apartment has a security guard... and has it's own car park.. thank goodness.. and the lift landings can only be excess by a security pass... there is also 1 gate going towards paya lebar MRT station... the gate also needs a security pass to enter... so there is no access for any tom, dick or harry!!!

So excited!!! but we won't be moving in until next year... i think...

Apartment Viewing

i juz came back from viewing another apartment near Geylang there... it's way way much better den other other one in the next lane...

there's so much more space.... and the apartment area is bigger den the one which i'm currently staying in now... i dun mind moving there though... but a bit scared cos... geylang there leh... even though the red light district is further down the road... it's still a bit scary...

well.. if the deal goes though.. den i'm moving to the 5th floor~!!!!! finally... no more ground floor le... heehee... i will keep you in suspense now... until the deal is finallized... den i'll open up more about the apartment... and also if i have the time to blog and most importantly... if i remember lah...