My Chinese New Year (1st 3 days)

Eve of CNY

This CNY was not the same.. juz did not feel the same lah.. my mom went abit crazy.. came home in a temper after marketing... started screaming n shouting at me... den went back to her room slamming the door... after a while she came out crying and screaming... saying that she's not the bloody maid in the house.. i did not say that she is.. neither did my dad... i juz /ignore her... walked into my room.. on my lappie and started to watch James Bond.. while she went around throwing things from the fridge onto the floor... against my door.. dunno for wat also.. at the same time shouting something which i did not really pay attention... James Bond more exciting lah...

den suddenly she started hammering on my door.. screaming where's her beef... cos we were suppose to have beef steamboat for dinner that night...so i paused my show and walked out of my room... and started searching for the beef... actually forgot where i threw the beef... haha... i only remembered that i did not throw it into the freezer... finally found it... it was kinda hilarious... thinking back... mom screaming WHERE'S MY BEEF..... muhahahhaa...

of cos i did not laugh lah... cos got a bad tempered mother behind me... after finding the beef.. i helped her cut some of the vegetables for the Lo Hei.. and for the dumplings.. which my mom is contributing for the family cohesion the next day...

dinner was usual... the small chit chat.. this and that... received quite a bit of Chinese new Year greetings from my friends... and family... finally fell asleep at about 2 in the morning..

CNY

next day woke up at 11+.. my mom calls that late.. kept grumbling that we had to go to 2 places and that i still can sleep until so late... of cos lah~!!!! PH leh... can sleep why not sleep?? so long never sleep in so late le.. so happy to sleep leh... after washing up... went to change and off we went to my grandmother's house.. or can say my cousin's hse.. cos my grandmother lives with her..

we reach there about 12+.. my cousin was still sleeping... not yet wake up... her husband was awake and was going to work... i saw my bloody ass of a relative (the one whom came into my house with the house key) there already... could not really be bothered to talk to her.. den she went and insulted me.. telling me to go and slim down and that i was fat... i told her rather rudely that i loved to be fat... and walked off into the kitchen to help my Grandmother dish out the soup and rice.. i wanted to say.. why don't you look into the mirror and slim down yourself 1st.. i think you are FAT TOO!!! i tell u.. if i have said that... all hell will break loose loh... i simply refused to spoil my day... went to have lunch cooked by my grandmother... rice.. the neoh hiang, soup, slices of abalone.. simple but nice.. but hor.. i think the standard of my grandmother's neoh hiang has dropped a lot ar... cos this type round got yam in there de... Eeeeee..... went i left the house i also did not say bye to her... waste of my breathe only...

went home n help mom fry the dumplings... i half fry half watch tv... den mom got du lan again... anyway... wat's new? muhahaha... after that changed and got ready to go to Cousin's Theresa and Audrey's house... all the families were there already... we were the last to arrive... as in my mom's Generation lah.. not my Generation...

the weather was hot hot hot... lucky my uncle got some fans... saw Mabel... and her bf... Theresa was saying that alot of people thought that he was her bf... muhahaha.. Marc was wondering when the blackjack table will come out... haha.. he's feeling restless.... fingers all itching to have a go...

Edwin or rather Winky (Sounds like wat we call him lah!) was the bartender.. while his wifey Christina was the waitress... Winky was making drinks for all whom request... muhahah.. after a while he also went to play blackjack...

Theresa's fren from Qatar came to pass her something... suddenly there was a kind of tension in the house... den i was told that Gracie had a relationship with him... and that it was now over... Mabel, Aud and Theresa were worried that Gracie will do something stupid... but thank god she never lah.. the guy also a bit worried... but he's gentleman enough to go say hi to her.. and also before he left to say bye...

that's when Gracie started drinking... A LOT... until she became tipsy... and a bit drunk.. okie.. not a bit.. but very drunk... until she dunno what she's doing... all i can say is.. that's not the way to do things lah... not very right to throw her face in front of the uncles and aunties.. in front of the cousins still okie.. but not in front of your elders lah.. very tiu lian leh...

another thing is that... after the guy has left... i think Gracie started calling him.. and smsing him.. and i don't think that he was replying to her smses and picking up her calls... Theresa's hp was left on the blackjack table while she was in her room on the computer (which i did not know, until much later.. cos she was behind the door), Gracie picked up Theresa's hp when it rang (SMS lah) and started to read the msg... den she used theresa's hp to call that guy (i think so lah, who else can she call?) Me and Mabel was looked at each other... den i went to look for theresa and Audrey...

when i finally found theresa... and told her wat Gracie has done.. she was like.. OMG... and she asked me to try to take back her hp... so i waited until Gracie finished with the hp before i took it away from her... Gracie i think went into a state of depression after the breakup.. den at 11pm.. Gracie wanted to go home... actually she was suppose to stay over at Theresa and Aud's hse... but she kept disappearing... until the 2 of them very worried... in the end... i gave up playing my blackjack and send her home... drove all the way to hougang.. while on the way to Gracie's place.. Aud who was with me call Jac and asked her to come down to pick her up...

2nd day of CNY
Slacked the whole day at home... so shiok~!!!

went to do research for my assignment...

3rd day of CNY

was invited to go to Madza Chew's house... waited for my dad to come back with the car b4 driving over to Snakey's hse to pick him up.. den Went over to Mazda Chew's house over in AMK... past by JW's house... reminded me of the past.. haha..

thank god, i found Mazda's block without much trouble.. Snakey did not want to go up... think he dun want to see Nest ba.. lucky he did not go up also lah... hahah... cos Nest was already there... stayed there and saw my ex classmates... den we started to play blackjack.. den it started to rain.. soon after... i had to leave.. cannot leave poor snakey downstairs for too long.. so poor thing...

After meeting up with Snakey again... we went to Upper Pierce Reservoir to walk for a while... never been there before... but the road so winding... den only 1 lane de... stress to drive there... also saw a lot of moneys there... a lot of cars stop to feed the monkeys even though there are signs saying DO NOT FEED THE MONKEYS... had to over take those idiots...

did not stay there too long.. cos can feel the evaporation from the ground.. so hot... den Snakey brought me to have Shanghai Dumplings... not too bad... had the Hot and Sour Soup... Fried Dumplings, Xiao Long Pao and Chili dumpling.. nice nice..

after that we went to see flowers... den went to Bishan CC the Dome for coffee... den it was time to go home... send Snakey home 1st... before i headed home...

Invasion!!!!

i forgot to write this down last night.. was too tired to remember until now...

my dearest Uncle and Aunt has got my BLOODY house KEYS!!!! Why on earth did my father ever do that???? OMG...

they wanted to bring some Chinese New Year goodies over to my place which my grandmother has given to us.. My dearest Aunty smsed me saying that she got the house keys and that they are coming over.. like WTF... they invited themselves over??

Can't they give me the respect of coming when i am at least at home??? Noooooo... They had to come when no one is around... and she had to me so kay poh to close the backdoor for me n latch it... I dun think my mom even knows that they have the house keys!!!!

My father is sooooo gonna get it from me when he comes back!!!

Sunday matters..

Mom and dad went to genting on sat again... leaving me alone for the next 3 days..

went to class today... MHR... kinda boring though... lecturer talks too much... somehow i wished that it was stephen chong who was teaching us... after class went to have a drink (not liquor) with Gilian, Kelvin Goh, Jou, Josephine and Mervyn... went to Starbucks... talked about school...

den about 5.30pm... me, KG, Mervyn and Jou walked to Taka... Jou to meet her frens.. while Mervyn wants to see jeans from Levis... but den there was too many ppl so in the end he did not go in to look and buy the things he needed... after that the 2 guys accompanied me down to Cold Storage to buy some grocearies for dinner and for lunch the next day...

on the way to Taka.. i met Theresa who has come back from Doha to celebrate Chinese New Year with us... den in Taka itself... i met Imah (I think it's her)... so surprised to see 2 people i know i Orchard.. normally i never meet anyone de.. heehee..

Koh has gone to bali with his brother on Sat as well... today he sms me saying that he has gotten more tan.. haha... hope he does not get sun burn... i think he is having a wonderful time there..

KG and Mervyn has asked if i wanted to go to TPE with them.. i'm very tempted.. should i?? they going during the 1st week of May... when there's no class and it's just after exaM.. i shall check the calendar to see if there's any major events coming up... i might take the chance to let my hair down and go for a break with my classmates... of cos... i got to find another partner lah... cannot 2 guys and a girl ma.. haha... twin sharing is cheaper den single... Mmmm... must go and ask if anyone else wants to go...

Mazda smsed me today too... inviting me over to his place on the 3rd day of Chinese New Year... saying got door gifts.. haha... oh well... need to sms Ernest and sheryl to see if they going.. if not i'll feel very awkward going there alone...

i juz finished watch the show The Prince & me... not a very very good movie.. but okie la.. feeling very sleepy now.. shall head to bed... niteZ

...Fishy Fishy go Bye Bye...

The kois in the Club has once died... this time round about 40 of them... juz because someone changed the water again... this time round... he changed almost all the water... muhahahha... seems to me that he still has not learn from his mistake.. but den again... heard that this time round is because PUB has put lots more chemical in the water... therefore the fishes cannot take it... so they died.. it also seems that every year the poor fishy must die... very expensive wor...

i'm now at my desk downloading pictures of our past events to Multiply... so far i've only uploaded a couple of events... the pics take a lonnnnnggggg time to upload... cos it's quite a big file... i've been doing this for the past 3 days already.. every since we (the events team) sat though a meeting with James from the website company who is revemping our website... he was telling us the changes and the updates for the new website which he has done... so far it's not too bad.. we also gave him some ideas on how to improve on it..

There was a photo galllery for our events... but James only had 4 pictures in there.. and the members have to click on a link if they wanted to see more pictures... so we told him.. why not link it to a Multiply Account.. where we can upload all the pics there... at no extra charge.. den James said that it was a better idea (Of cos lah.. less for him to do ma..)... den it was decided that we will take care of the Photo Gallery...

also as i am uploading the pictures... i was also folding some paper bags.. for the door gift for the Family Day at Wild Wild Wet on the 24th of March.. fold until my fingers all a bit cramp up le...

Because i failed my MDP... i cannot take My IM and IMC until i pass my MDP... so i can only take MHR.. a bit lame but at least i can get some slack n concentrate on my MHR... i will not be seeing yan yan.. cos she failed her OD... therefore she cannot take MHR... but she passed her MDP so she can take the other 2... confusing hor? Oh well... won't be seeing her for the next 3 mths.. but of cos can meet up lah.. hahhaa.. Mel is waiting to see if he can take MHR... cos he got 49 Marks for his OD so they are reviewing his case... if not he will not be having any classes this term..

I went to APMI to talk to Adeline last night.. she and Elyn has worked out a timetable for me.. on how i'm going to catch up with my classmates in BCom 1.. there was 1 marketing Segment which replaces my Tourism.. so i requested tat i wanted to take my Tourism with BCom1.. at least with Xiao Fu, yan yan and Kel.. well if i dun fail any more subjects... i hope everything can go smoothly... =D

Irritable Mood

Snakey has been irritating me recently.. maybe it's juz me.. i shall ignore him for a few days... and when i feel better i'll start being nice to him again... i dunno if it's PMS... but recently i'm in a very BiTcHy mood... Theresa's in a Grouchy Mood... and i'm in a BitChy Mood.. so she calls me Ms Bitchy.. while i call her Ms Grouchy... Muahhahahhaa... =D waiting for her to come back from Doha... den we shall have a Vday dinner together.. muhahahah... ; )

Mom n dad going away on Sat.. but too bad for me.. they're taking the car.. SIANZ ar... This Sat i'm on duty... got to take public transport... so sad... so SianZ...

HAIZ...

Finally the proposal for the D&D can be signed... hope there's no more other request.. i got classes coming up soon... hopefully i cleared all my bridging classes already... and i hope i can go thru this round of core modules... out of 3 classes... 2 are Marketing... and Marketing is not my strongest subject... I got Management of Human Resources, International Marketing and Integrated Marketing Communications.... i think Daddy would love this 2 subjects... oh well... just have to bite my books.. pull my hair and get through it...

Lighter Note

on a lighter note... on Sat i went to do my facial at Mask... long time never go pamper myself... i also spend another $100+ on a mask.... anyway.. it's all paid for.. minus out from my credits... also went to do my eye brows.. think it's looks nicer now.. den the last time i went to do it.. got a bit more arch... heehee.. i like...

after that was about 2.30pm le.. went to meet Snakey... brought me to Rendezvous Hotel for high tea... not bad.. i had a lot of Kueh Pie Tee... heehee.. i cannot resist it~!!! the laska also not bad.. there was no sashimi but there was prawns... yummy... was so full after the high tea...

the day ended on quite a sour note.. went back home n slept until 8+ almost 9pm.. den i was up and was playing my gameboy until about 5+ almost 6am.. heehee.. b4 i fell asleep again... and woke up at 1pm...

slacked the whole day at home... b4 getting ready for dinner... has steamboat... yummy... i like steamboat at home.. cos it's hassle free and soup is super duper yummy~!!!! *slup* i wonder when can have another one again.... must hint hint to mommy... *grinZ*

today i'm the only one in the office... it's quiet but i still can take it.. cos it's even more quiet back home... heehee

Bad mood continues....

OKie.. so today i'm not tendering... but this does not mean that i'm all calm and am not Angry anymore... nope.. i'm still pissed off with the ass kisser... okie.. from now on.. that person shall be known as ass kisser...

ass kisser today asked me to extend the rest of the payment from 7 days to 21 days.. reason being that

1) when we buy things we are given 21 days credit term... HELLO.... Wake Up your IDEA...this is an event... it's not buying things... omg... wat a loser...

2) What happens if ass kisser loses the cheque?? take out your own money and pay lah... what a dumb ass... in the 1st place who ask you to be so careless.....

3)What happens if GM or CP is not around the sign the cheque?? 1st time you requsit something ar? Opps.. i forget.. you not from the Events side... you dunno how to requsit all these payments... all these cheques are prepared weeks or even months in advance.. there's no reason why GM won't sign or can't sign... anyway.. Finance side will have the Finance VP's sechedule... therefore.. THE BLOODY FUCKING CHEQUE WILL BE SIGNED~!!!!!!

ass kisser claims that his ang mor not powderful enough.. so the rest of us must talk terms on his behalf... next time i shall say... my Chee na not powderful too... and the company only speaks chinese... so he have to go settle...

what a loser... ass kisser also acted very bossy today... just b4 he went for lunch... there was a stranger at the door.. he walked in n never asked us for the person he was looking for... den ass kisser said.. didn't you see that person walking in the door? who is he looking for? In the 1st place.. he did not say.. so i dunno.. why not you ask him yourself?

i'm not the only one who noticed that ass kisser has changed... my 1st perception of him was that he was a nice fellow... now he is power mad... but he dunno how to make use of the power he has.. anyway.. the power is also for a short time only... also not much to use also... but ass kisser still useless...

Ass kisser has over took TMS as the most irritatable person already... Congrats to him... which means i'm gonna ignore him as much as i can.... muhahahhaa... =D

FUCKING BAD MOOD WITH SOME PEOPLE

I am SICK AND TIRED OF DOING THE BLOODY FUCKING DINNER AND DANCE FOR MY COMPANY. IT HAS BEEN THE MOST FUCKING WASTE OF MY BLOODY TIME. I HAVE DECIDED TO RESIGN TODAY. I'VE ALREADY TYPED OUT THE LETTER AND AM PLANNING TO HAND IT IN ON MONDAY WHEN I GO BACK. I AM NOT IN THE BEST OF ALL MOODS RIGHT NOW. HAVE JUST CALLED MY DAD AND IMFORMED HIM THAT I WANT TO QUIT. I THINK IT'S FOR THE BEST ALSO DEN I DO NOT NEED TO WORRY ABOUT THE LACK OF PEOPLE JOINING OUR EVENTS.

HE TOLD ME TO CLAM DOWN FIRST AND THAT HE WILL TALK TO ME TONIGHT. I DO NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE. MY MIND IS MADE UP. I'M NOT GOING TO HER 'BBQ SESSION' TOMORROW NIGHT. WHAT'S THE POINT? SHE IN THE 1ST PLACE DID NOT INTEND TO INVITE ME, ONLY YESTERDAY AFTERNOON SHE ASKED SERENE AND ME. I ONLY AGREED TO GO TO GIVE HER FACE. BUT NOW I DON'T WANT TO GO. WHAT'S THE POINT IN GOING? IT'S ONLY WASTING MY MONEY TAKING BUS/CAB/TRAIN THERE. ALSO WASTING MY MONEY IN BUYING GIFTS FOR HER. WASTING MY ENERGY ALSO.

I'M GOING TO WASH MY HANDS OFF THIS BLOODY DINNER AND DANCE. IT HAS ALREADY BEEN VERY PEK CHEK WORKING WITH SOME PEOPLE IN THE COMMITTEE. IT'S TIME TO GO. I RATHER BE PAID NUTTING DEN SITTING IN THE OFFICE GETTING ALL THE BULLSHIT FROM THEM. SEEING PEOPLE KISS THE ASSES OF SOME OTHER PEOPLE IS MAKING ME SICK. FOLLOWING EVERY WORD AND AGREEING WITH EVERYTHING SHE SAYS. OMG.. HE HAS NO FUCKING SPINE AND BRAINS TO THINK OF HIS OWN.. I'M NOT MOVING ANYWHERE ALSO.. DO I REALLY NEED THIS JOB?? THE ANSWER IS NO...

Random Post

It's Michelle's last day today.. wished her all the best and asked her to stay in touch with us.. didn't know her that well within these 3 months... maybe i'm not too friendly enough... not enough energy to be friendly lah... muhahahha... i'm full of excuses... lol...

i have been feeling very tired after work... it's like my energy has been zapped up... by wat?? i dunno?? School?? Exams?? Mental Stress??

i need to go away for a holiday... a darn well deserved break... but i can't... my leave is all reserved for my exams... which half the time now is on a weekday... damn fucking lame...but what to do... i'm the one who choose this path... rather i'm the one whom follow this path... so got to stick with my decision...

i know i'm the lowest paid person in the team... but i'm not making any noise... cos currently i'm studying... and if i don't perform up to standard.. i'm the one at fault...

there's so many places where i want to go.. i want to go to Hong Kong, Taiwan, Europe, Koh Samui, Phuket, Sydney, go back n visit Turkey, New Zealand, US.... so many places... so little time... and money...

anyone wants to sponsor me after my studies to go travelling?? Contact me hor?? =P

Crab Bee Hoon...

Last night was too tired to blog... went out for dinner with Jacqueline, Cherie, Serene and Mother.. Dinner was yummy yummy... went to a Zhi Cha place in AMK... damn packed... alot of people eating crabs... seems very yummy...

We ordered 1 butter crab... 1 crab bee hoon, 1 yam ring and 1 sambal kangkong + extra bee hoon and soup for the crab bee hoon + 5 fried man tous.. total bill came up to $100+... 5 of us split... which equals to $20/person... very resonable...

even if i could not eat crabs... okie.. it's not that i can't eat crabs... rather i cannot touch the shell of the crab... if i do.. den if i use my fingers to touch my lips to eat the crab.. or pick the crab up n eat it like that... my lips will swell.. and i'll have Angelina Jolie's famous lips... not that i want to anyway..

the creamy butter crab is nice... the sauce is very unique... it's also not overpowering.. the butter taste is not too strong until you get sick of eating it.. it has a hint of curry favour.. due to the curry leaves which they have thrown in... not bad.. it's a must try... very different from the chili crabs...

The Crab Bee Hoon also not bad.. the soup is very tasty... the crab is also very big.. nice nice.. also another must try... the Yam ring is so so.. the kang kong not bad.. chili nice nice... *slurp* heehee...

just thinking and typing this out really makes my mouth water...

so dead bored now.. am in the office typing this post... finished counting the Handphone Pouches in the storeroom... now it looks so empty n clean... muhahahaa... cos Koh and me was packing it yesterday morning and afternoon..

now i'm waiting for 6.30pm to come before i go home... Daddy's picking me up... and i'm gonna sleep in the car... *yawnZ* so Sleepy....

2 Wakes today

today was almost late for work... but i reached there on time.. was the 1st one there even!! received my new silver name tag... magnet de.. must wear it everyday in the office... but sometimes forget to take it off... a bit ma fan.. but HR want it to be this way.. so no choice...

before lunch went to Jennifer's father's wake.. it's somewhere in Bukit Panjang... the flats there not bad leh... landscaping also quite nice.. okie back to the wake.. when Jennifer was talking about how her dad passed away.. i was trying not to be too emotional... it was very sad.. she was saying that her father died og liver cancer.. it's a very painful way to die.. as you cannot take any pills.. cos everything you take will have to go through the liver... she was also saying that her dad converted to Christianity not too long ago...

after the wake, we went to eat Fish Head Curry at Kuru's Curry.. not bad... the rice was served on a banana leaf... with 2 vege side dishes.. and 2 papadam... not too bad.. after lunch we went back for the fire safety talk... the next drill is going to be on the 31 Dec... hope the shutters dun come down again...

after the meeting.. surprisingly... i had not 1 but 2 phone calls from Event Companies who wanted to quote us for our D&D... i wonder where they heard the news from... anyway.. 2molo Brandon is coming down to give a presentation.. the last and final company to do so. as we need to give the answer to the Event Company fast...

Dad came to pick me up from work... together with mom... we went to the E Blackboard to have Western Food over at Bedok South i think... the portion is not too bad... for the main dish.. you can choose 2 sides to go along... my fish n chips was so so... dad's chicken wasn't too bad... mom's steak was a bit tough... it's like their standard is dropping.. or maybe there's too many orders already therefore the cook is too tired...

anyway.. mom was saying that Dua Kim's (Mom's elder brother's wife) brother just passed away.. and she was thinking of going to the wake... but dad said that he was meeting uncle joseph to talk about something with regards to the apartments... so he cannot go...

den i casually mentioned that i can drive him home and den drive mom to the wake over in hougang... muahhaha... surprisingly he allowed me to take the car... hahaha... so after dinner, we went home to change 1st.. den i took the car over to hougang... my parents was worried that i dunno where's the place.. but i know.. cos i've always observed which direction my dad is taking.. =D so i not that lu chi lah... muhahahahaa... only problem is i dunno how to park lah.. took some tries but managed too in the end... heehee...

when we reached there.. we went to pay out last respects to Dua Kim's brother... she den told my mom how he spend his last moments... so sad... from wat she and Jennifer said.. it got me thinking... maybe when you were about the die.. God or the Angel of Death will give you one last wish... like to die after seeing someone whom you've not seen in a long time.. it seems that it always happen.. that the person after seeing.. will just let go... and go in peace... it seems that way to me lah...

when my aunties and uncles asked where's my dad... my mom told them that he's at home.. he could not come as he had to do something.. den they asked her.. how you come here? my mom den told them i drove here... it's like a shock to them... hahaha... they were surprised that i could drive and that i already had my license... my dua kim said... i thought that you were still 18... all of you have growned up so fast...

after a while later i drove back home again.. during the drive, mommy den commented that i'm the only girl among the cousins which can drive.. and i said yes i am... muahhaha... which also means that after a night out.. if i have the car.. it means that i have to send everyone home...

Now i'm in my room blogging and going to sleep soon.. 2molo is another day for me.. well at least i can sleep longer on Sat and Sun... as there's no class... =D

dinner full full

bloody hell.. juz came back from dinner at Xian De Lai Steamboat, wanted to blog but the Internet connection was done.. have complained to Singnet already.. but still the same leh.. no difference...

in my last post, i was talking about my USB port got problem... seems to me that the problem automatically resolved by itself.. but there's still the sound.. whereby when u stick the USB into the com/laptop u will hear a 'ding tong' sound... still have that leh.. dunno wat to say leh...

juz got news that Michelle is resigning.. maybe she found a better job.. the news was told during Dinner.. therefore this dinner is sort of her farewell dinner.. hope Dal dun feel to sad.. cos he's the one who pulled her into the team.. i wonder if boss will hire another person ma... mmm...

also this morning had the presentation with Des D Mel.. i'm in charge of finding the Event Company for my company's D&D (Dinner & Dance).. total i got 4 companies... out of the 4.. the committee likes 2 of them... me personally think that.. out of 4 only 2 has given a better deal..

and the winners are : Des D Mel & ECS

ECS has done 1 of our D&D before.. i've also worked with them on serveral occations and they are very professtional.. plus the Emcee is not bad... if it's Ferris lah.. lol... Ferris is funnie and entertaining.. he also knows how to encourage the participants... the most important aspect of an event is the Emcee... if he/she is not entertaining or does not know how to get the crowed to warm up to him/her... the event will becoming totally boring... and it will be a wash out!!

Des D Mel.. i can say that the presentation is very good. The Best of the best.. think if Desmond sees this.. he's sure to be very happy... he's very professional.. and he can give you ideas of how to go about doing the event.. and he knows what he is doing.. can also can do magic tricks ala David Blane style.. not bad..

For me, i will choose Des D Mel.. as i have already worked with ECS therefore i know where is their standard.. whereas for Des D Mel, i have not worked with them.. if they can perform will doing out D&D.. they are sure to have a couple of jobs lined up for them!! I can take our D&D to test out new Event Companies without having to worry about how the members feel.. also dun need to hear too many negative comments...

well that's only from my point of view... dunno how the rest of the committee feels.. i feel kinda bad for squeezing the Event Companies until they cannot breathe le.. but sometimes that's how you do business.. like wat Desmond says.. You strach my back i'll strach yours... but sometimes cannot take full advantage of people... if that's the limit of what they can offer dun keep stressing them.. if not it'll be very hard for my department to call and ask them for quotations le... the event company also dun want to take our business ar... cos they earn like very marginal...

had a small discussion with some colleagues.. reached a conclusion of 'someone'... dun wanna say anymore.. juz in case 'someone' stumbles onto my blog and reads.. den everyone will get into trouble and will be very hasd to work with one another... think i need to come out with some code names where the people i trust will know who is it.. i shall go think of some names to give my friends.. muahhahaa... =)

Dinner was a yummy affair... there was a total of 6 of us... Me, Serene, Michelle, Koh, Dal n Boss.. it was a bit too much le... the mala soup was super duper hot.. cannot take it.. nose start to leak again... had loads and loads of food.. nice nice...

after dinner went to Bugis to play some Archard games.. played the Mario Brother's Go Kart... muhahahaha... so fun.... so cute~!!!! heehee.. i like the mushroom headed guy... everytime i use him i seem to be winning.. muhahaha...

took a bus home from Bugis.. dun want to take MRT back cos so late le.. i know that Daddy is sleeping le.. even though he says he's not... cannot always make him come n fetch me from the MRT Station de... must let him rest...

tomorrow going to Mdm Jennifer's mother? father's? wake... not very sure which is it.. 2 weeks ago head that he/she was in the ICU... sometimes i think of death as the better alternative.. rather den lying in the bed suffering.. i would rather die... easier for me and my family members.. cos the hospital bill is not going to be cheap... 2nd thing it's less painful...

Okie.. i think i shall stop here.. willl try to update more since now i have no excuse that the computer is not in my room... of cos.. heehee.. i always can say that the internet connection is not working.. muahhahaha.. tired tired le.. time to go sleep.....

nitey niteZ...

Depressing Mood

i'm still coughing like nobody's business.. i currently feeling kinda depressed.. juz finshed my marketing exam... didn't do well for my core module marketing exam, might have to go through the boring lectrer's lesson again.. on the brighter side. at least i have mel there... one thing which i'm worrying about is how much is the sub paper... if it's a thousand plus.. den i have problems.. but i dun wan dad to pay for me. dun want him to worry about money... have to start saving money for my module already... think i'm going to get into depression soon...

my lappie is giving me problems.. not really problems but more like irritating me.. something about the USB malfunction.. damn irritating.. might have to call Dell... think i'll bring my lappie down to office tomorrow... also thinking of configuring my lappy's outlook express to my office email... den at least i dun have to borther serene to help me check...

was thinking of quiting my job again.. but no job how to get money.. haiz.. sometimes i wonder why do i put myself though all this. is this worth it? worth all the suffering? i've come to the stage in life whereby i'm sick n tired of everything i do...

at least he has her.. i'm nutting to him.. i dun have any status with him.. i'm juz something whereby he can make use of.. she can run to him but can i? i can't... i'm not accepted... i'm juz an extra.. a 3rd party.. i've even thought of giving him up.. but i always fail to do so.. i know i'll hurt myself more with each passing day.. but i can't help it.. i'm falling deeper.. i want to stop.. but it's so hard...

sicky sicky Me

I'm super sick... down with a very very very bad flu n cough... i also made a lot of 'wan tons'... can last for 1 whole week for breakfast, lunch n dinner... muhahahaha...

i also think that i'm infecting alot of people... especially my classmates... you guys are darlings to tolerate my constant sneezing, coughing n blowing of my nose...

I could feel that i was beginning to be sick on Thursday nite after my Tourism & Hospitality exam.. when i was about to sleep.. i could already feel the bacteria fighting in my throat...

On Friday, when i went to work.. i was already sneezing and blowing my nose... i also could feel that i was having loads n loads of phlegm's in my throat n nose... the feeling was terrible... OMG.. also had meetings with the Event Companies for our D&D... brought in 1 box of tissue to use.. that was how bad my nose was..

after work... i left at about almost 5.30pm.. was suppose to leave at 5pm.. but i was waiting for Michelle to come for the meeting.. she's another personal from another event company which i called to give us a quotation as well as a proposal... total i asked for 4 Event Companies to gimme their proposal... which also reminds me that i have to inform them that the date has changed from the 23/24 May to somewhere in April... will have to inform them on Wed. Cos i will be taking an MC tomorrow to rest b4 my last and final bridging exam!!!

okok.. continue from where i left from work.. i took 502 down to Orchard... was feeling dizzy... feeling not very good already... once i got off the bus at Orchard... i called my mom to tell her that i'm going home n not going for class... had fever by the time i reached home.. once i reached back i fell asleep under my blanket..

next day i reached class at 10am... too tired.. too lazy to wake up so early... super shacked out after school... nose was leaking... throat was hurting.. can't taste anything... everything i eat is blend... finish class early... went shopping with KG and Mel... Went to Poh Kim and bought a VCD.. Gigolo Wannbe... Not that Funnie... Not that nice.. SoSo only.. den after that pei Mel to G2000 to get a jacket.. not bad.. quite a good deal.. from $100+ he only paid $59.90.. when he was trying out the jacket.. there was a guy there who dunno bought wat 2 months ago and now wanted to change the size.. he was like quite rude to the sales girl loh... i overheard (surprisingly with my stuffed ears) heard him tell the sales girl that it's your shop problem.. and that he bought that shirt/pants 2 months ago when it's not on sale... But from my point of view, i do not think that it's the shop's problem liao.. cos common sense.. on the receipt it clearly states that for Exchange of items it'sm within 7 days loh... 2 months = to 7 days meh?? Of cos No right? den somemore.. he never bring the receipt.. i see the guys face liao i wanna slap him le.. he got that type of face whereby you juz wanna slap him de... that guy is either trying to pull a fast one on the store or making life difficult for the sales girl.. somemore.. the sales girl already told him that they don't have that stock in the store le... and the guy kept insisting that she check for him if there are in the other outlets.. think the sales girl also LL got to help him check... some people are so full of shit... that's the ugly side of Singaporeans.... sad to say...

took bus after school instead of taking mrt... cos dad went climbing in Mt. Ophir again.. he did not bring back the car...he left it in the office... by the time i got home i was totally shacked out again... nose was sore... sore from blowing with all the tissues...

Today it's the same thing again... only difference was that Mel's dad gave me a lift home... so kind of him... was trying not to cough in the car.. cos i know once i start i can't stop... den my cough is not those light and gentle cough.. it's those monstrous type of cough de.. very terrible de.. can cough until my sides all pain...

came home n rest somemore... daddy came back from his climbing... bought me fish noodle soup.. still cannot taste anything... daddy told me not to go to work tomorrow.. he wants me to see the doctor and stay at home to rest.. get well and go for my exam on Tues... he told me to call My boss or Dal and when i talk to them cough like mad... muhahaha... =D my daddy so funnie...

think i'll heed his advice... gotta go rest now... *sniff sniff*

as Busy as a Bumble Bee

It has been a while since my last post...

have been too bz and too tired to do any postings...

have not recovered since new year's eve...

have started school again... and complained big time.. cos my school changed the timing of my class from 7pm to 6.30pm... WTF man.. i finished work at 6.30pm leh... after writing in to feedback.. they told me that they intended to make all classes at 6.30pm.. for consistancy... it's like the lamest reason that i'm heard so far...

at the end of my Business Law module, from wat i heard.. my classmates all want the timing back to 7pm.. which is more fair to us. not everyone finishes at 5.30pm... in the end.. the School also LAn Lan.. changed back the timing.. muhahahaha...

classes are like crash courses.. very intensive... worst still.. the bloody school is not very sure if we start our core modules in March or May.. omg...

anyway... on the brighter side, i recieved my new 'toy'.. heehee.. so happy.. finally can watch movies in my own room le.. but i encountered an error... think if it happen again.. i'll call Dell...

Attitude?? Yup... Loads of it

Do i have an attitude problem?

Maybe... sometimes... yah.. i do admit.. i DO have an attitude problem...

can't i help my colleague wrap a present? i dun like the tone of your voice. it's like i want to help my colleague...can't i? you say my face like not happy? maybe cos i'm concentrating on wrapping..

i can't take some of your jokes. it's not funnie. i dun find it funnie.

you are right. i'm not fit to be with you.

i don't really care for my the other half. i need someone who i can be dependent on, who knows how to take care of himself, who does not need me to talk to him every other night (maybe cos i see you everyday)... i'm a person who gets bored of things easily... and a person who is selfish...

think it's enough reasons that we are not together.

Long Absence

it's a bloody long time since my last post.. my last post was rather angry... now... my mood is better... my parents left for NZ for 10 days and are now back...

during that time.. it was pure joy... no nagging... no constant talking... and i drove everyday to work... it was such a bliss.. the feeling was like as if.. i've moved out into my own apartment.. and have my own car... i have grown more confident on the roads.. especially peak period...

i finished up my OD assignments... so stressful... handed up on the 17 Nov.. and went to do manicure.. on that day i was also panicking cos i *ahem* damaged the car the day before.. went to source for a workshop to repair the car with Miker.. wat can i do without him!!! hahah... total damaged spent to repair.. $150.... heart pain.. cos money fly... but no choice as my parents was coming back on the 21 Nov...

on the 18.. went down to dbl O... no not to have fun but to work.. had a Cupid's nite.. this time it was better den momo.. like more people.. but it was confirm more guys den girls.. hahaha... went home after the event... it was like 10pm... had to go home cos i was driving.. + i had a group meeting the next day...

19th Nov... woke up... watched tv... packed my bag.. and went to liang court mac for my group meeting... meeting didn't last that long.. so me, yan yan, xiao fu n jerlyn went to Marina Sq... i drove there... walked about... saw my neighbour Calvin with his gf... didn't say hi.. haha... i didn't buy anything.. nothing to buy.. at about 6... we all went back... jerlyn left earlier... actually it was right after we got to MS and went to the ladies.. haha.. went home n slacked the whole day...

on the 20th i drove to the airport... and waited for them.. took a very slow drive... thought i was slow.. but the car in front of me was slower... and i got irritated... once i reached the airport.. was feeling hungry.. cos didn't eat anything for dinner yet.. so after i confirmed their flight timing again.. i went to try the popeye chicken... n mash potato... didn't try their chicken.. but tried their chicken fillet burger... i like the mash potato... the burger not too bad la.. brought a book to read... read and eat at the same time.. after that went down to the arrival hall and waited for them...

took them a long time to come out... my mother lost her hand held poker machine on the plane so she went to make a report.. they didn't see me until i walked up to them... didn't want to talk to my mother yet... still kinda pissed with her.. but she talked to me.. so had to answer her.. dad drove home.. didn't notice anything about the car... of cos i didn't tell him.. i'm not STUPID... was too tired to drive.. reached home about 2.30... fell asleep once my head touched the pillow...

was on MC on wed.. was not feeling too good... den on thurs went to Costa Sands for some team building workshop... we have to do something for the KTV and bistro... a bit dumb... i'm not interested.. i have a lot of things on hand to do... my studies i pushed aside to attend the course and now i have to endure all the stuff for KTV and bistro... haiz... boh eng ar...

very tired on wed.. took my bathe.. den went to sleep at 8.30pm.. all the way until the next morning when i had to wake up for work... so shioke... 1st time for so long i had such a wonderful sleep.. was mentally tired...

on fri.. went to my new campus at cuppage... dun really like the place.. not as convenient as IP... still got to walk from the MRT station.. and have to pay ERP... so ex leh... it was my last presentation for this term... marketing... now the final leap is my exams... which is next month...

this is all for now... i'm tired of typing already..

BAD MOOD

it's a very bad start of the day for me...

1st.. i forgot to bring my hp until i reach the bus stop. didn't want to go back and take it cos if i did, she will blow her top. and will most proberly get pissed with me for being late and slow and how i should wake up earlier and sleep earlier too.. have heard all of her bloody naggins to actually know which ones she is going to use..

2nd... got told off of by her by not asking nicely when i wanted to borrow her hp.. mind you... i did ask nicely.. in a very nice way.. May i borrow your hp? and surpise surpise she jumped to conclusion and started attacking me verbly. telling me:" NO. I WILL NOT LEND IT TO YOU SO THAT YOU CAN ASK YOUR FATHER TO GO BACK HOME N COLELACT YOUR HP FOR YOU. HE HAS A VISTOR AND HE WILL NOT GO BACK N COLLECT YOUR HP FOR YOU"..

oh by the way... i did not have any FUCKING intention of asking my dad to go home and collect my HP for me.. All i wanted to do was to sms him to tell him i forgot to bring my HP.

So pissed off with her.. worst thing was she can tell me that i did not ask her in a nice manner. and when i talk to my frens i can talk to them nicly.. well excuse me. i did ask u nicely and she attacked me... who would blame me for changing my tone.. i was already in a bad mood after she told me that she thought that i was going to ask my father to get my phone for me. Thought is a very kind word to use for the way how she spoke to me was very harsh.

i told her off. if i could have PUNCHED her i would have. i told her DO NOT ASSUME THAT I WAS GOING TO CALL MY FATHER TO ASK ME TO HELP ME TAKE MY PHONE. DO NOT ASSUME THAT HE CAME ALL THE WAY HOME TO TAKE MY HP THE LAST TIME JUST BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT THAT HE DID NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO. DO NOT ASSUME!!!!!! LASTLY I DID ASK YOU NICELY BUT YOU ASSUMED THAT I WAS GOING TO CALL HIM, GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START TO ACCUSE ME!!!!!

so pissed with her. took the same bus but did not seat with her. took my own cab. caould not be borthered with her.

fucking jam at AYE costed me $20.. was fucking late for 20 mins.. i'm still pissed..

DO NOT PROVOKE ME. I"M NOT IN A GOOD MOOD.

Dumb thing

i juz remembered something stupid which i did on Tues... Had a group meeting at Liang Court Mac to go our case study... Jerlyn n Kel was there too.. Can't seem to log on to the net.. 3 of us was wondering how to log on.. den i called Mr Calvin Low..

*Ring Ring*

Me thinking: Ring tone like funnie leh...

Calvin Low (CL): harlow?

Me: You overseas ar?

CL: Ya, in BKK. What's up?

Me: Oh, nutting much lah.. juz wanted to ask you how to log on to the internet at Mac..

CL: ..... =_=" like tat loh.. wireless loh..

Me: okie.. it's on.. but does not seem to work.. nvm.. i go ask the Mac guy.. BYEeee

CL: Okie... Bye..

asked him a dumb question when he's in BKK.. hahahha... Jerlyn was laughing... Cal's so nice.. he still can talk to me and answer my dumb question.. hahaha... *hugZ*

~Foul MOOD~

i dunno why.. but some ASSHOLES really pisses me off... they dun think that they are irritating but THEY ARE TO ME!!!

OMFG... dun reply their msn also still can ask me later on in the night.. y this afternoon u never reply me? like how am i?? can't he see my nick?? Semi-flu <--- THIS IS HOW I AM... damn it.. no brains no eyes.. i wonder how he function... ARGH....

i'm in a foul mood again... stressed.. i got datelines.. many datelines... i got Mid-term exams.. i got quizzes... i got presentations... i got case studies to do... i got events to run... *short temper* i have no life anymore.. it's work... study... projects... assignments... hardly got time to blog too.. so sad... no time for movies again...

Drove to Sembawang again.. hate it when you become a backseat driver... i know it's not funnie.. i laugh at things not because it's FUNNIE.. but rather because i want to destress.. i hope you can understand that it's very frustrating when you have someone (NOT yr driving instructor) sitting beside you and starts to tell you what you have to do. Giving directions is fine with me. But telling me how to drive... pls SHUT UP ALREADY!!!!! i'm controlling myself from SCREAMing YELLing or SHOUTing to show you how frustrated i am. you dun feel my frustrations you dun understand. You won't understand until you get yr own driving licence and DRIVE with someone telling you wat to do.

Also another point. You like people to do things your way. Please remember that you can't force people to do things the way u like. It's going to be the situation like during the Golf Tournament with the Calculations on the excel sheet. I have my way of doing things, you have yours. Give your opinions, if i or anyone else wants to follow, we will follow. Do not force.

i'm in a rather short temper mood and i've got LOADS of attitude to show. If you dun like it, THAT YOUR PROBLEM. Dun talk to me, it's fine with me.