Attitude?? Yup... Loads of it

Do i have an attitude problem?

Maybe... sometimes... yah.. i do admit.. i DO have an attitude problem...

can't i help my colleague wrap a present? i dun like the tone of your voice. it's like i want to help my colleague...can't i? you say my face like not happy? maybe cos i'm concentrating on wrapping..

i can't take some of your jokes. it's not funnie. i dun find it funnie.

you are right. i'm not fit to be with you.

i don't really care for my the other half. i need someone who i can be dependent on, who knows how to take care of himself, who does not need me to talk to him every other night (maybe cos i see you everyday)... i'm a person who gets bored of things easily... and a person who is selfish...

think it's enough reasons that we are not together.

Long Absence

it's a bloody long time since my last post.. my last post was rather angry... now... my mood is better... my parents left for NZ for 10 days and are now back...

during that time.. it was pure joy... no nagging... no constant talking... and i drove everyday to work... it was such a bliss.. the feeling was like as if.. i've moved out into my own apartment.. and have my own car... i have grown more confident on the roads.. especially peak period...

i finished up my OD assignments... so stressful... handed up on the 17 Nov.. and went to do manicure.. on that day i was also panicking cos i *ahem* damaged the car the day before.. went to source for a workshop to repair the car with Miker.. wat can i do without him!!! hahah... total damaged spent to repair.. $150.... heart pain.. cos money fly... but no choice as my parents was coming back on the 21 Nov...

on the 18.. went down to dbl O... no not to have fun but to work.. had a Cupid's nite.. this time it was better den momo.. like more people.. but it was confirm more guys den girls.. hahaha... went home after the event... it was like 10pm... had to go home cos i was driving.. + i had a group meeting the next day...

19th Nov... woke up... watched tv... packed my bag.. and went to liang court mac for my group meeting... meeting didn't last that long.. so me, yan yan, xiao fu n jerlyn went to Marina Sq... i drove there... walked about... saw my neighbour Calvin with his gf... didn't say hi.. haha... i didn't buy anything.. nothing to buy.. at about 6... we all went back... jerlyn left earlier... actually it was right after we got to MS and went to the ladies.. haha.. went home n slacked the whole day...

on the 20th i drove to the airport... and waited for them.. took a very slow drive... thought i was slow.. but the car in front of me was slower... and i got irritated... once i reached the airport.. was feeling hungry.. cos didn't eat anything for dinner yet.. so after i confirmed their flight timing again.. i went to try the popeye chicken... n mash potato... didn't try their chicken.. but tried their chicken fillet burger... i like the mash potato... the burger not too bad la.. brought a book to read... read and eat at the same time.. after that went down to the arrival hall and waited for them...

took them a long time to come out... my mother lost her hand held poker machine on the plane so she went to make a report.. they didn't see me until i walked up to them... didn't want to talk to my mother yet... still kinda pissed with her.. but she talked to me.. so had to answer her.. dad drove home.. didn't notice anything about the car... of cos i didn't tell him.. i'm not STUPID... was too tired to drive.. reached home about 2.30... fell asleep once my head touched the pillow...

was on MC on wed.. was not feeling too good... den on thurs went to Costa Sands for some team building workshop... we have to do something for the KTV and bistro... a bit dumb... i'm not interested.. i have a lot of things on hand to do... my studies i pushed aside to attend the course and now i have to endure all the stuff for KTV and bistro... haiz... boh eng ar...

very tired on wed.. took my bathe.. den went to sleep at 8.30pm.. all the way until the next morning when i had to wake up for work... so shioke... 1st time for so long i had such a wonderful sleep.. was mentally tired...

on fri.. went to my new campus at cuppage... dun really like the place.. not as convenient as IP... still got to walk from the MRT station.. and have to pay ERP... so ex leh... it was my last presentation for this term... marketing... now the final leap is my exams... which is next month...

this is all for now... i'm tired of typing already..

BAD MOOD

it's a very bad start of the day for me...

1st.. i forgot to bring my hp until i reach the bus stop. didn't want to go back and take it cos if i did, she will blow her top. and will most proberly get pissed with me for being late and slow and how i should wake up earlier and sleep earlier too.. have heard all of her bloody naggins to actually know which ones she is going to use..

2nd... got told off of by her by not asking nicely when i wanted to borrow her hp.. mind you... i did ask nicely.. in a very nice way.. May i borrow your hp? and surpise surpise she jumped to conclusion and started attacking me verbly. telling me:" NO. I WILL NOT LEND IT TO YOU SO THAT YOU CAN ASK YOUR FATHER TO GO BACK HOME N COLELACT YOUR HP FOR YOU. HE HAS A VISTOR AND HE WILL NOT GO BACK N COLLECT YOUR HP FOR YOU"..

oh by the way... i did not have any FUCKING intention of asking my dad to go home and collect my HP for me.. All i wanted to do was to sms him to tell him i forgot to bring my HP.

So pissed off with her.. worst thing was she can tell me that i did not ask her in a nice manner. and when i talk to my frens i can talk to them nicly.. well excuse me. i did ask u nicely and she attacked me... who would blame me for changing my tone.. i was already in a bad mood after she told me that she thought that i was going to ask my father to get my phone for me. Thought is a very kind word to use for the way how she spoke to me was very harsh.

i told her off. if i could have PUNCHED her i would have. i told her DO NOT ASSUME THAT I WAS GOING TO CALL MY FATHER TO ASK ME TO HELP ME TAKE MY PHONE. DO NOT ASSUME THAT HE CAME ALL THE WAY HOME TO TAKE MY HP THE LAST TIME JUST BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT THAT HE DID NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO. DO NOT ASSUME!!!!!! LASTLY I DID ASK YOU NICELY BUT YOU ASSUMED THAT I WAS GOING TO CALL HIM, GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START TO ACCUSE ME!!!!!

so pissed with her. took the same bus but did not seat with her. took my own cab. caould not be borthered with her.

fucking jam at AYE costed me $20.. was fucking late for 20 mins.. i'm still pissed..

DO NOT PROVOKE ME. I"M NOT IN A GOOD MOOD.

Dumb thing

i juz remembered something stupid which i did on Tues... Had a group meeting at Liang Court Mac to go our case study... Jerlyn n Kel was there too.. Can't seem to log on to the net.. 3 of us was wondering how to log on.. den i called Mr Calvin Low..

*Ring Ring*

Me thinking: Ring tone like funnie leh...

Calvin Low (CL): harlow?

Me: You overseas ar?

CL: Ya, in BKK. What's up?

Me: Oh, nutting much lah.. juz wanted to ask you how to log on to the internet at Mac..

CL: ..... =_=" like tat loh.. wireless loh..

Me: okie.. it's on.. but does not seem to work.. nvm.. i go ask the Mac guy.. BYEeee

CL: Okie... Bye..

asked him a dumb question when he's in BKK.. hahahha... Jerlyn was laughing... Cal's so nice.. he still can talk to me and answer my dumb question.. hahaha... *hugZ*

~Foul MOOD~

i dunno why.. but some ASSHOLES really pisses me off... they dun think that they are irritating but THEY ARE TO ME!!!

OMFG... dun reply their msn also still can ask me later on in the night.. y this afternoon u never reply me? like how am i?? can't he see my nick?? Semi-flu <--- THIS IS HOW I AM... damn it.. no brains no eyes.. i wonder how he function... ARGH....

i'm in a foul mood again... stressed.. i got datelines.. many datelines... i got Mid-term exams.. i got quizzes... i got presentations... i got case studies to do... i got events to run... *short temper* i have no life anymore.. it's work... study... projects... assignments... hardly got time to blog too.. so sad... no time for movies again...

Drove to Sembawang again.. hate it when you become a backseat driver... i know it's not funnie.. i laugh at things not because it's FUNNIE.. but rather because i want to destress.. i hope you can understand that it's very frustrating when you have someone (NOT yr driving instructor) sitting beside you and starts to tell you what you have to do. Giving directions is fine with me. But telling me how to drive... pls SHUT UP ALREADY!!!!! i'm controlling myself from SCREAMing YELLing or SHOUTing to show you how frustrated i am. you dun feel my frustrations you dun understand. You won't understand until you get yr own driving licence and DRIVE with someone telling you wat to do.

Also another point. You like people to do things your way. Please remember that you can't force people to do things the way u like. It's going to be the situation like during the Golf Tournament with the Calculations on the excel sheet. I have my way of doing things, you have yours. Give your opinions, if i or anyone else wants to follow, we will follow. Do not force.

i'm in a rather short temper mood and i've got LOADS of attitude to show. If you dun like it, THAT YOUR PROBLEM. Dun talk to me, it's fine with me.

Jumble of words

life to me now feels very stressed up... i think i got white hair... going to have more white hair soon... classes are mentally demanding... i'm tired.. very tired.. mentally tired.. i want to quit my job and work part time somewhere else.. but won't do it now.. cos it's like unfair to the others... maybe i'll tender in July when things are not so bz... due to NDP...

i really need a good break... tons of things have happened... both good and bad.. made new frens... frens getting married/ROM...

my brain is like processing things slower though.. strange.. it should be faster... think it's time for me to stay at home n hide... sleep... i need sleep...

pampered myself yesterday after class.. was to meet Uncle Miker.. but the uncle overslept and i went home instead... but before that i bought myself a book.. have not bought books to read leisurely for a long time already.. i bought "The Devil Wears Prada"... i know the movie came out sometime ago... but i didn't catch it.. cos was too tired and busy to watch movies.. have not watch a movie for sometime now.. the last i watched was The Banquet... Maybe i'll catch the show D.O.A.. seems interesting..

i'm taking things a day at a time.. my brain can only process things for only 2 days.. today and the next day... the day after that i won't know whats going on.. so need my frends to remind me... hahah.. i'm getting forgetful...

there's a lot of things to say... but so little time.. when i remember wat i want to say i'll pen it down here.. i'm too lazy for now.. =)

Preparing for Annual Golf

i'm here in the office at 11:28pm.. didn't go to class today.. as i was in SCC (Sembawang Country Club) preparing for our Annual Golf Tournament tomorrow.. i was there from this after noon about 12+ till almost 10pm?

Was packing up the goodie bags.. it's like wat MWO Micheal Tan says... Mini NDP.. haha.. after packing.. den we went for lunch.. den the golf t-shirts and the lucky draw prizes came...

after lunch it was packing the t-shirts.. the sizes big big big problem... the shirts sizes like a bit tat too small... it's like ladies cutting... for me no problem... haha.. but for the guys.. some problem.. anyway.. can't be bothered too much..

i'm getting sick... nose starts to run liao.. the haze was bad.. gives me a very eerie feeling.. especially when on the way from from SCC to the club.. road cannot see very far...

i dunno how i going to wake up... feel like sleeping in the office... dun wanna go home... i could juz sleep here... damn tired le.. if i go home.. i confirm will drop n koonZ...

think i going to have my bathe in the club after this...

Ciao..

Moi Another BitCh...

i'm suppose to do this like on sun or mon... but i was a little tad LAZY... muhahahahahhaha...

ERNEST IS DA BITCH~!!!!!

and he admits it too.... Cool huh... hahhaa... *winkZ*

typo error lah..

okok.. typo... it's not Xi Gou but Xi Yi...

Brain not working lah... pai seh ar... muhahahaha

IdiotS

my mom is not too happy with my cousin... he asked her a stupid thing... which pissed her off... she's not attending his wedding.. and she doesn't care...

my cousin asked my mom if she wanted him to call her 'Si Gou' which means 4th aunty in teochew or Aunty Helen... DUMBEST QUESTION of the Century~! Hello...u have been calling my mother 'Si Gou' since the day he was able to speak loh... why the change?? it's just dumb loh...

my mom says he wants to be Ang More Pai (Be like a White Man)... like come on... i know your sister married an American... but it doesn't make you a white guy loh.. be true to your roots can not.. OMG... nono.. i should say OMFG... such idiots.....

Sunday

i juz recieved a complain that my last post was like on 19 of Sept... okok... must do service recovery... lol... i blog i blog...

wat have i been up too since my last entry?? Well... i was working n working n working... den studying and studying and studying... + for the past 2 weekends (Sat) i was attending Wedding dinners.. 30th Sept was Jennifer 妈妈's daughter's wedding.. den 1 week after that.. on the 7th of Oct was Vanessa's wedding.. as in Vanessa my colleague not my Sec sch classmate...

ya... i think i really need to go exercise le.. go do some laps in the pool... or go play badminton.. needa sweat it out.. all i do is eat n eat.. omg omg omg.. need to go bladding.. not NEED... it's MUST go... fat fat fat fat fat..... haiz......

i went to 3 different types of cafe today... 1st cafe.. Book Cafe near Gallery Hotel.. it's a nice quiet cafe.. good place to chill out.. they have books, newspapers, magZ for ya to read as well as travel guides.. hence the name Book cafe.. it's kinda pricy though.. but the chinken wings are not bad.. i like the ice honey lemon tea.. nice... heehee.. went there today to do assignements.. not much done though.. think everyone was like not in the mood to think... lol...

Me, 小 fu & Jerlyn @ Book Cafe

after trying to do the assignments.. me, Fu n Yan went down to clark Quay to take pics.. snapping pics along MS... hahah.. trying to take pics with the MS road sign.. saw Warrant Eddie with wifey.. haha.. thought the car looked familar.. including the car driving it.. haha.. they recgonised me as well though.. haha.. waved at me.. *grinZ* Eddie's wifey was like kinda shock to see me like tat.. hahaha... took pics of O bar in the morning..

MS Sign

Very seldom u see O Bar n DBL O so bright.. heehee

MOS

Crazy Horse

PUMA @ Clark Quay

after that 3 of us went to Minds Cafe in Boat Quay... met Alleyboy at boat quay.. he was having an assignement meeting also.. jo played board games n luffing like mad.. played crazy games.. hahha.. den Miker came n joined us.. intro Miker to Xiao Fu.. after playing games to relax ourselves.. we went to Minds Cafe... not bad.. went there with Marco, Aud, Jac... i dun remember who else lah.. cos so long ago.. ya.. so we played all sorts of game... and to my SURPRISE... of all the people i did not expect to see Yao Zhong there... Yao Zhong is Jolene's Cuzzie.. he didn't see me n i did not see him... until he went to pee.. den as he was coming back.. i was like hey... hahah..

after the Minds Cafe, Miker drove us to Adelphi to get Kit's car.. i accompanied Kit den we followed Miker to the HKG cafe over at Tiong Bahru... not as good as my house here de.. the service like cock up lo... things which we ordered never come.. if not missing something.. eg. my French toast with ice cream.. it was missing my ice cream.. or they give something which we never order... it's like CMI... also they dun have like lite bites... which my place here the HKG cafe have...

after that Miker send me home b4 going to the temple at loyang there.. talk to him.. like a big brother.. lol... good talk with him la.. =) okie.. i think it's time to stop... tired liao.. *yawnZ*

outlook on life...

I'm tired.. really tired... i want to go on a LONG LONG LONG break... i dun feel like waking up anymore.. my outlook on life is... not as good as before...

i'm not 100% me yet... maybe abt 65%... i might be kidding my own self.. it's unbelievable that i've recovered more den 50%... my heart's been shattered and slowly glued back with the love of my friends.. the encouragement they gave... the naggings... the brain washing... lol.. i really appreciate all of it.. i know sometimes i cannot express how i feel.. especially when face to face... i can't say the words which i want to say out.. i dun know why it's so hard... maybe it's because.. once you've said something you can't take it back..

i might be in denial... i'm trying hard to distance myself from him... i know it's over.. over between us... i can see the pain in his eyes on fri when he send me back.. It's time to stop any more feelings...

I know you have been reading my blog.. i juz want to tell you to go back to her.. treat her well.. pamper her.. love her... and forget about me.. it's impossible between us..

i've been showing alot of attitude recently.. might be because i hate it when u compare me and her.. like can i cook wat she can cook.. or can i tolerate you as well as she can? I can tell you... I can do all that... maybe not as good as she can.. why should i prove myself to you? it's not necessary for me to show you.. why should I? I'm not your GF.. you're not my BF... i'm not yours anymore.. it's harsh to say this.. but it's the fact.. you taught me alot of things.. and i'll treasure all of the memories that you've given me... but i have to wake up and face the reality..

treat me as a fren... not as a lover..

I shattered my Own Heart

liking him was not wrong... falling in love with him was.. i've made the ultimate choice.. to give up the person i like.. i hurt myself again n again.. i dun wan him to choose... it's a selfish decision.. i made his mind up for him.. i rather the person to be hurt is me den the other party who was with him for the past 6 years.. Who can understand him... know what he wants... know what he's thinking.. wat he deserves... can i? i dun think i can.. i can never be a person like that..

i wished i was a stronger person... someone whose emotions will not show.. but i can't.. i know ppl around me can feel what i'm feeling.. i wish i can luff happily when i'm down... but i can't... it's not me.. i can smile.. but i can't luff... not just yet.. i'm very true to my stars... hard on the outside... soft on the inside.. once my heart breaks.. i dunno how long will it take to heal...

i wanna thank him for bringing the attention of my rosary which was hanging on my cupboard... i held on to it last night.. when i tried to sleep.. gasp it tightly in my hand.. it gave me a sense of calm.. no bad dreams..

i wished i could be more like him.. show no emotions.. no pain... put on a brave front... but i'll be lying to myself... it's not me...

i want to thank you for all the little things you did for me.. it means a lot.. no matter how small the gesture was... i'm sorry for all the things i did which upsets you.. i'm sorry for crying when you told me to stop.. i'm sorry fot not having the courage to continue loving you..

Sch... work... play... = Life

okie.. i think the last time i updated my blog was like a week ago... i've been very bz... due to the fact that my Company's AGM was on Sat.. and getting ready for the event... + my sch has finally started...

All i can say is.. i'm HAPPY... Happy studying... Happier den when i was at ACPE.. even though my classes is like almost every day of the week... i'm still happy... i'm happy at this pace of learning.. i'm still adepting to all my class and working at the same time..

so far.. i've no complains about the lecturers... My Consumer Behaviour (CB) & Organisation Management & Development (OMD) classes are interesting... OMD classes is like doing activities.. and the Lecturer is kinda suaning but also kinda funnie la.. he cannot stand Kit.. haha.. whom the lecturer calls BS king.. muhaha... CB classes is fun.. cos the lecturer knows how to grab the attention of our tired minds.. and even if u feel like peeing.. u won't wanna go n pee.. cos it's juz that interesting~!!!!

I'm taking accounting.. cos it's one of the core modules which i have to pass in this course.. i can understand better now den it Shatec.. at least i can now balance the balance sheet.. heehee... even if the final figure is wrong.. heehee.. but sometimes damn confusing on where u wanna put the figures and if u should - or +... Accounts class is big.... 60 pax in 1 room... omg.. terrible.. Kel has complained to Adeline Bong abt it.. DTM bad habits.. muhahaha.. complaining... heehee..

my life is now filled up with sch... work... not much time for playing anymore as well as blogging.. unless blog at work.. which is like very seldom lah.. i'm surprised at myself though.. cos this whole weekend.. fri to sun (evening) i didn't log on to MSN at all.. i'm juz too tired.. wanted to log on juz now after i got home after class... but the calling of my bed was stronger... heehee... took a cab home today... i wanted to be a good girl but den the rain got heavier while i was at the bus stop waiting for my bus... so i called for a cab... my excuse was i never bring any umbrella... but also i was tired... didn't expect it to POUR like that~!!! terrible...

okie.. enough of my excuses... it's time to hit my bed.. and SLEEP... 2molo or rather today.. need to work again... i've got no weekend.... *sobZ* but i enjoyed my short short weekend... it's been rather sweet and enjoyable... =)

02/09/06 Pics

Some pics taken by my hp... cos i dun have my digi cam... didn't know it looks so clear.. muhahaha..

Found this on my desk when i got back to work on sat.. =)

@ DHL Balloon b4 flying up

Up up and Away~!!!

Stunning view..

fabulous Weekend

it's been a mighty interesting weekend.. haha... i went to stay in Marina Mandarin.. 14 floor... no sea view though... *sobZ* so sad.. but it was nice.. can see Shenton way in the nite... the city view is nice... the moon was nice too.. it was half moon.. orange... and clouds was covering it.. too bad.. my cAm is with Daisy mama in China.. so no pics... my hp cam not so powerful to take the view.. i tried too u know.. =)

checked in after work at about 3pm.. was waiting for Cherie to wake up and get ready.. once we checked in.. we dumped our bags.. boiled water in the flask.. den it was time for lunch n some window shopping..

we had lunch at KFC at Marina Square... den we walked to suntec... den we stopped over at the DHL balloon to see Mel as well as to ride the balloon... so nice... it's very windy and the view is nice.. think it's nicer at night.. heehee..

after the ride.. we went to Bugis to walk somemore.. took 3 sets of Neo prints.. muhaha.. tat's like $30+... they really know how to make money leh... hahaha.. after taking the prints.. me n Cherie went to buy some food back to the hotel to eat.. once buying our food.. we walked back and i told her.. it's been a long time since juz the 2 of us went out together... and Cherie also agreed... she said that every time we go out.. there will be someone else... example: Aaron, Raymond...

we had our food in the room... and after that i went home to do some things and as well as to bring my hp charger... if not sure confirm low batt... went to disturb moi bitch Jacqueline at the reception.. talked to her for a while... den went up to the room.. Serena and Collin was in the room when i reach back.. after a while Cherie left with them to go clubbing..

went to take my bath after they left.. and managed to soak in the tub for a while b4 Koh called to say that they (Him, Dal, Serene n Weiwen) was on the way... went down to pick them up and lead them to the room... all of them did not have their bathe yet.. so they 1 by 1 went to bathe.. haha.. Weiwen went down to find his fren.. did not come back up after a very long while..

once everyone had their bathe.. we played some dai ti b4 Dal and Serene started to feel drowsy... did not feel sleepy.. so me n koh went to the balcony to talk so that we do not disturb the sleeping pair.. after a while Weiwen came n joined us.. and soon... Cherie the monkey came jumping into the room... scaring and waking everyone who was asleep...

her twin was outside... she said he was very irritating... insisted to follow her back... she finally got rid of him.. but he called her.. she said that he was superglue.. told her to pass me the phone.. i told him that she was bathing and he was disturbing us... cos we were sleeping... and i hung up on him.. can't be bothered.. muhahaha.. talked to cherie when she was bathing and washing up.. talked abt collin getting jealous abt her twin and her twin getting jealous of collin and marcus (she saw marcus there)...

den we went out to talk to the rest... finally rested for awhile.. doze in and out of sleep.. dunno wat was wrong with the air-con... so hot.. but serene said that she was cold.. strange.. den in the wee hours of the morning... Serene said that she was hungry.. den after that i was also feeling hungry.. muhaha... soon i think Cherie also.. hahhaa.. very infectious de.. hahaha..

Dalton, Serene, Weiwen and koh said that their stomachs all feel very weird... but they dunno if it's the lunch or the tea which they had in Mt Ophir.. that is very bad news.. if people complain den it's service recovery time..

i think i'm very satified with my weekend.. as 2molo (monday) i'm off.. heehee... will update again.. soon i hope if i'm not too lazy... *grinZ*

class...

last night i went to the orientation for my course.. met kel 1st for dinner.. was not very hungry cos i had a very full n satisfied brunch.. heehee.. it was nice to see marian again.. and xiao fu too...

dunno why the hell we are like the first group loh.. haha.. group 1... somemore sit right in front... there's also another girl by the name of Jerlyn(i think that's how it's spelt)... hope she does not feel too outcast by us 4...

there are other Shatec people in the class as well.. people from all sorts of jobs.. from event companies to selling Mercs (Cycle and Carriage) to selling Cigars (She's a sha senior + also a clubber.. cos she was like wearing clubbing wear last night.. but dunno if she's a DHMer or a DTMer).. muhaha..

okie.. the last guy who made his presentation is like... totally not funnie and boring.. he luffs at his own jokes.. which is like not funnie at all... everyone in the class was like stoning away liao.. muhaha... not many cute guys in class.. class also kinda big compared to ACPE... almost 30 pax.. Ernest was luffing at me.. cos i told him i will take a look at the guys in class... it's only natural to look leh.. haha..

wanted to take either bus or train de last night.. but den hor.. the books so freaking heavy... in the end got to call papa to come n fetch me... =( Shenton way sucks big time at night.. cos there's no freaking cab around~!!!

So far the class seems okie la.. will know more when the 1st lesson starts... =)

gonna check into MM soon.. heehee.. bag super heavy...

A post dedicated to Kenny Ang

As spoken on the phone in the wee hours of this morning... i'm dedicating this entry to Kenny Ang... DHM July 02 C class... and I"M KEEPING MY PROMISE HOR....

Brother.. thanks for suaning me.. and calling me a posh slut... thanks so much hor.. u idiotic moronic asshole... muhahhaa..

u still owe me my testi on FRIENDSTER... cos i did not recieve it~!!!! went to check le... dun have.. u bluff me... u always bluff me de... i call MA TA come catch u............. oh wait... u are a policeman... can u catch yrself?? muhahahhaa...

okok.. i've being childish here and tryin to act cute.. it's like so not workin... muhahhaa...

All i wanna say is... thanks for being there for me.. i really appreciate it~!! Thanks for all the advise which sometimes i dun follow... i'm juz head strong... but i always will remember yr advise at the bottom of my heart~!!

Cos that's when my conscious tells me... THINK B4 U DO ANY THING... wat will the outcome be like.. the pros n cons... the angel and devil... which side i wanna be on...

PS: YOU STILL OWE ME MY TESTI~!!!! *bleahZ*

setting the record straight~!

mmm... i think there was a slight misunderstanding with my last entry... this is to set the record straight...

Koh.. i'm not refering to u... hahaha.. cherie knows me better... and i also know better too... =) so no worries.. ;)

Wheezing wheezing...

i've been sick since sat... i'm still wheezing when i suck in air to breathe.. got alot of phlegm... can't seem to cough it out.. went back to chinatown last night with koh n serene to drink the herbal tea with medicine... getting better... but i cough like siao at about 5+ - 6+... dunno y also.. juz keep coughing n coughing in bed..

i'm in a jealous mood now.. i know i should not be.. i dun have the right to be.. will not think about it... will try to ignore it.. i'll suppress my feelings for my own good... i'll try... will MOVE on..

i'll keep myself busy with work... friends and coming up soon.. school...

i pray to god that he keeps me safe and keep my brains sane... =D

i'll try to be an angel...

i'm looking forward to me hotel stay in Marina Mandarin this sat with Cherie... if not i'll stay there by myself and maybe get some friends over for a drinking session... =D

PS: Cherie.. dun think so much.. dun drink to forget him.. dun harm yr own body.. yr frens are there to support u..