outlook on life...

I'm tired.. really tired... i want to go on a LONG LONG LONG break... i dun feel like waking up anymore.. my outlook on life is... not as good as before...

i'm not 100% me yet... maybe abt 65%... i might be kidding my own self.. it's unbelievable that i've recovered more den 50%... my heart's been shattered and slowly glued back with the love of my friends.. the encouragement they gave... the naggings... the brain washing... lol.. i really appreciate all of it.. i know sometimes i cannot express how i feel.. especially when face to face... i can't say the words which i want to say out.. i dun know why it's so hard... maybe it's because.. once you've said something you can't take it back..

i might be in denial... i'm trying hard to distance myself from him... i know it's over.. over between us... i can see the pain in his eyes on fri when he send me back.. It's time to stop any more feelings...

I know you have been reading my blog.. i juz want to tell you to go back to her.. treat her well.. pamper her.. love her... and forget about me.. it's impossible between us..

i've been showing alot of attitude recently.. might be because i hate it when u compare me and her.. like can i cook wat she can cook.. or can i tolerate you as well as she can? I can tell you... I can do all that... maybe not as good as she can.. why should i prove myself to you? it's not necessary for me to show you.. why should I? I'm not your GF.. you're not my BF... i'm not yours anymore.. it's harsh to say this.. but it's the fact.. you taught me alot of things.. and i'll treasure all of the memories that you've given me... but i have to wake up and face the reality..

treat me as a fren... not as a lover..

I shattered my Own Heart

liking him was not wrong... falling in love with him was.. i've made the ultimate choice.. to give up the person i like.. i hurt myself again n again.. i dun wan him to choose... it's a selfish decision.. i made his mind up for him.. i rather the person to be hurt is me den the other party who was with him for the past 6 years.. Who can understand him... know what he wants... know what he's thinking.. wat he deserves... can i? i dun think i can.. i can never be a person like that..

i wished i was a stronger person... someone whose emotions will not show.. but i can't.. i know ppl around me can feel what i'm feeling.. i wish i can luff happily when i'm down... but i can't... it's not me.. i can smile.. but i can't luff... not just yet.. i'm very true to my stars... hard on the outside... soft on the inside.. once my heart breaks.. i dunno how long will it take to heal...

i wanna thank him for bringing the attention of my rosary which was hanging on my cupboard... i held on to it last night.. when i tried to sleep.. gasp it tightly in my hand.. it gave me a sense of calm.. no bad dreams..

i wished i could be more like him.. show no emotions.. no pain... put on a brave front... but i'll be lying to myself... it's not me...

i want to thank you for all the little things you did for me.. it means a lot.. no matter how small the gesture was... i'm sorry for all the things i did which upsets you.. i'm sorry for crying when you told me to stop.. i'm sorry fot not having the courage to continue loving you..

Sch... work... play... = Life

okie.. i think the last time i updated my blog was like a week ago... i've been very bz... due to the fact that my Company's AGM was on Sat.. and getting ready for the event... + my sch has finally started...

All i can say is.. i'm HAPPY... Happy studying... Happier den when i was at ACPE.. even though my classes is like almost every day of the week... i'm still happy... i'm happy at this pace of learning.. i'm still adepting to all my class and working at the same time..

so far.. i've no complains about the lecturers... My Consumer Behaviour (CB) & Organisation Management & Development (OMD) classes are interesting... OMD classes is like doing activities.. and the Lecturer is kinda suaning but also kinda funnie la.. he cannot stand Kit.. haha.. whom the lecturer calls BS king.. muhaha... CB classes is fun.. cos the lecturer knows how to grab the attention of our tired minds.. and even if u feel like peeing.. u won't wanna go n pee.. cos it's juz that interesting~!!!!

I'm taking accounting.. cos it's one of the core modules which i have to pass in this course.. i can understand better now den it Shatec.. at least i can now balance the balance sheet.. heehee... even if the final figure is wrong.. heehee.. but sometimes damn confusing on where u wanna put the figures and if u should - or +... Accounts class is big.... 60 pax in 1 room... omg.. terrible.. Kel has complained to Adeline Bong abt it.. DTM bad habits.. muhahaha.. complaining... heehee..

my life is now filled up with sch... work... not much time for playing anymore as well as blogging.. unless blog at work.. which is like very seldom lah.. i'm surprised at myself though.. cos this whole weekend.. fri to sun (evening) i didn't log on to MSN at all.. i'm juz too tired.. wanted to log on juz now after i got home after class... but the calling of my bed was stronger... heehee... took a cab home today... i wanted to be a good girl but den the rain got heavier while i was at the bus stop waiting for my bus... so i called for a cab... my excuse was i never bring any umbrella... but also i was tired... didn't expect it to POUR like that~!!! terrible...

okie.. enough of my excuses... it's time to hit my bed.. and SLEEP... 2molo or rather today.. need to work again... i've got no weekend.... *sobZ* but i enjoyed my short short weekend... it's been rather sweet and enjoyable... =)

02/09/06 Pics

Some pics taken by my hp... cos i dun have my digi cam... didn't know it looks so clear.. muhahaha..

Found this on my desk when i got back to work on sat.. =)

@ DHL Balloon b4 flying up

Up up and Away~!!!

Stunning view..

fabulous Weekend

it's been a mighty interesting weekend.. haha... i went to stay in Marina Mandarin.. 14 floor... no sea view though... *sobZ* so sad.. but it was nice.. can see Shenton way in the nite... the city view is nice... the moon was nice too.. it was half moon.. orange... and clouds was covering it.. too bad.. my cAm is with Daisy mama in China.. so no pics... my hp cam not so powerful to take the view.. i tried too u know.. =)

checked in after work at about 3pm.. was waiting for Cherie to wake up and get ready.. once we checked in.. we dumped our bags.. boiled water in the flask.. den it was time for lunch n some window shopping..

we had lunch at KFC at Marina Square... den we walked to suntec... den we stopped over at the DHL balloon to see Mel as well as to ride the balloon... so nice... it's very windy and the view is nice.. think it's nicer at night.. heehee..

after the ride.. we went to Bugis to walk somemore.. took 3 sets of Neo prints.. muhaha.. tat's like $30+... they really know how to make money leh... hahaha.. after taking the prints.. me n Cherie went to buy some food back to the hotel to eat.. once buying our food.. we walked back and i told her.. it's been a long time since juz the 2 of us went out together... and Cherie also agreed... she said that every time we go out.. there will be someone else... example: Aaron, Raymond...

we had our food in the room... and after that i went home to do some things and as well as to bring my hp charger... if not sure confirm low batt... went to disturb moi bitch Jacqueline at the reception.. talked to her for a while... den went up to the room.. Serena and Collin was in the room when i reach back.. after a while Cherie left with them to go clubbing..

went to take my bath after they left.. and managed to soak in the tub for a while b4 Koh called to say that they (Him, Dal, Serene n Weiwen) was on the way... went down to pick them up and lead them to the room... all of them did not have their bathe yet.. so they 1 by 1 went to bathe.. haha.. Weiwen went down to find his fren.. did not come back up after a very long while..

once everyone had their bathe.. we played some dai ti b4 Dal and Serene started to feel drowsy... did not feel sleepy.. so me n koh went to the balcony to talk so that we do not disturb the sleeping pair.. after a while Weiwen came n joined us.. and soon... Cherie the monkey came jumping into the room... scaring and waking everyone who was asleep...

her twin was outside... she said he was very irritating... insisted to follow her back... she finally got rid of him.. but he called her.. she said that he was superglue.. told her to pass me the phone.. i told him that she was bathing and he was disturbing us... cos we were sleeping... and i hung up on him.. can't be bothered.. muhahaha.. talked to cherie when she was bathing and washing up.. talked abt collin getting jealous abt her twin and her twin getting jealous of collin and marcus (she saw marcus there)...

den we went out to talk to the rest... finally rested for awhile.. doze in and out of sleep.. dunno wat was wrong with the air-con... so hot.. but serene said that she was cold.. strange.. den in the wee hours of the morning... Serene said that she was hungry.. den after that i was also feeling hungry.. muhaha... soon i think Cherie also.. hahhaa.. very infectious de.. hahaha..

Dalton, Serene, Weiwen and koh said that their stomachs all feel very weird... but they dunno if it's the lunch or the tea which they had in Mt Ophir.. that is very bad news.. if people complain den it's service recovery time..

i think i'm very satified with my weekend.. as 2molo (monday) i'm off.. heehee... will update again.. soon i hope if i'm not too lazy... *grinZ*

class...

last night i went to the orientation for my course.. met kel 1st for dinner.. was not very hungry cos i had a very full n satisfied brunch.. heehee.. it was nice to see marian again.. and xiao fu too...

dunno why the hell we are like the first group loh.. haha.. group 1... somemore sit right in front... there's also another girl by the name of Jerlyn(i think that's how it's spelt)... hope she does not feel too outcast by us 4...

there are other Shatec people in the class as well.. people from all sorts of jobs.. from event companies to selling Mercs (Cycle and Carriage) to selling Cigars (She's a sha senior + also a clubber.. cos she was like wearing clubbing wear last night.. but dunno if she's a DHMer or a DTMer).. muhaha..

okie.. the last guy who made his presentation is like... totally not funnie and boring.. he luffs at his own jokes.. which is like not funnie at all... everyone in the class was like stoning away liao.. muhaha... not many cute guys in class.. class also kinda big compared to ACPE... almost 30 pax.. Ernest was luffing at me.. cos i told him i will take a look at the guys in class... it's only natural to look leh.. haha..

wanted to take either bus or train de last night.. but den hor.. the books so freaking heavy... in the end got to call papa to come n fetch me... =( Shenton way sucks big time at night.. cos there's no freaking cab around~!!!

So far the class seems okie la.. will know more when the 1st lesson starts... =)

gonna check into MM soon.. heehee.. bag super heavy...

A post dedicated to Kenny Ang

As spoken on the phone in the wee hours of this morning... i'm dedicating this entry to Kenny Ang... DHM July 02 C class... and I"M KEEPING MY PROMISE HOR....

Brother.. thanks for suaning me.. and calling me a posh slut... thanks so much hor.. u idiotic moronic asshole... muhahhaa..

u still owe me my testi on FRIENDSTER... cos i did not recieve it~!!!! went to check le... dun have.. u bluff me... u always bluff me de... i call MA TA come catch u............. oh wait... u are a policeman... can u catch yrself?? muhahahhaa...

okok.. i've being childish here and tryin to act cute.. it's like so not workin... muhahhaa...

All i wanna say is... thanks for being there for me.. i really appreciate it~!! Thanks for all the advise which sometimes i dun follow... i'm juz head strong... but i always will remember yr advise at the bottom of my heart~!!

Cos that's when my conscious tells me... THINK B4 U DO ANY THING... wat will the outcome be like.. the pros n cons... the angel and devil... which side i wanna be on...

PS: YOU STILL OWE ME MY TESTI~!!!! *bleahZ*

setting the record straight~!

mmm... i think there was a slight misunderstanding with my last entry... this is to set the record straight...

Koh.. i'm not refering to u... hahaha.. cherie knows me better... and i also know better too... =) so no worries.. ;)

Wheezing wheezing...

i've been sick since sat... i'm still wheezing when i suck in air to breathe.. got alot of phlegm... can't seem to cough it out.. went back to chinatown last night with koh n serene to drink the herbal tea with medicine... getting better... but i cough like siao at about 5+ - 6+... dunno y also.. juz keep coughing n coughing in bed..

i'm in a jealous mood now.. i know i should not be.. i dun have the right to be.. will not think about it... will try to ignore it.. i'll suppress my feelings for my own good... i'll try... will MOVE on..

i'll keep myself busy with work... friends and coming up soon.. school...

i pray to god that he keeps me safe and keep my brains sane... =D

i'll try to be an angel...

i'm looking forward to me hotel stay in Marina Mandarin this sat with Cherie... if not i'll stay there by myself and maybe get some friends over for a drinking session... =D

PS: Cherie.. dun think so much.. dun drink to forget him.. dun harm yr own body.. yr frens are there to support u..

a good weekend

when was the last time i blogged?? mmm.. can't remember... hahaha

now i'm sitting in the office hugging the pillow which Koh gave me n serene... sniffing and blowing my nose off...

i'm sick yet i came to work.. kinda regret.. hahaha.. i've got the common sickness.. cough, flu n sore throat... sore throat not too bad liao...

my weekend is fun.. yet very tiring and sick... friday went out for dinner with Dalton, Koh n serene...

and it's all thanks to Dalton.. that i actually changed a new Hp... so now i got to eat grasss again... for the next few mths~!!!

my new Darling~!

yupZ.. i changed my phone to a E900... not too bad.. still getting used to the functions.. Dalton also bought E900 and he's like complaining about the phone.. heehee.. he actually was like trying to make me regret buying the phone... hahaha.. but too bad.. i never regret YET.. =P

got a bit of a sunbrurn.. funnie thing is.. only my chest area got it.. the rest of my body never... my arms my legs... never... was wearing a razor back top.. sleeveless with burms... i put the sun block on my arms only.. forgot to apply on my chest area... hahaha.. only realised it when i got home.. so funnie.. i showed serene n she burst up luffing... heehee

was already sick on sat when i went for the pond fishing competition.. was coughing n sneezing with my deep deep voice... that's where i got the sunburn from.. heehee..

saw a couple of cute guys.... tan n tall.. heehee..

Koh n i actually planned to go bladding on sat nite... den he asid.. let's call sing joo and ask him if he wants to go fishing at bedok jetty... n surprse surprise.. he said okie... heehee.. so called up serene and she also said okie... heeehe

so we 4 went to bedok jetty n fished the whole nite... belive?? heehee... i knocked out at 11.30pm.. serene also.. Koh pitch up the tent for us to sleep in.. and he came crawling in at 3.30am.. cos it was cold outside to sleep..

it was nice... could be nicer if i was not sick.. =) next morning.. went home at 10am.. took my bathe n crashed until 3pm.. heehee..

overall.. it was quite a good weekend.. i love my department colleagues... wat can i do without em?? heehee.. *grinZ* =D

Bz Weekend...

the last time i blogged i was feeling angry with the a**hole.. shan't let him ruin my day... my weekend was filled with activities...

On sat, was working half day.. after work.. went down to Suntec with Weiwen (he's also on Sat duty) to attend the movie treats event.. which is like cheap.. haha.. $30/couple inclusive of 1 large popcorn and 2 drinks for the couples.. and single tickets is priced at $16/person and inclusive of 1 regular popcorn and 1 drink.. and it's not 1 BUT 2 MOVIES... heehee... watched The Fast The Furious: Tokyo Drift and My Super Ex-Girlfriend... we (Me, Serene, Dalton, Koh, Meow Meow and Weiwen)sat in a row.. so funnie.. the Events Team 1st time watched movie together... heehee.. too bad Cherie did not joined us.. cos she watched the Tokyo Drift 3 times le..

I still prefer to watch Paul Walker on Screen.. he's like so much better den the guy in the Tokyo Drift.. and he can make me DROOL.. *grinZ* but the cars are lovely.. heart so pain when the bloody guy crashed the car... haiz..

after the show it was like about 7+pm le... we(Koh, Meow Meow, Serene and me)went to BK @ Raffles City to have dinner.. Weiwen went home to change cos he was going to meet his frens for a drinking cum birthday session.. While Dalton went to meet his 'ahem' fren.. heehee..

after that, Koh wanted to go for coffee.. but Meow Meow had to go home cos she was very tired... we went to the Toast & Coffee? at City Link Mall.. where.. i saw Jolene with her guy.. hahhaa.. wah liao.. i called out her name.. den she saw me.. she came over and wacked me wor.. Pain.... *sobZ* hahaha.. but i called her a BiTcH lah.. haha.. so fair.. hahahha... =P

after she left a while later.. Jo called me again.. told me that she saw Cherie.. also in Citylink Mall.. hahaha.. after she put down the phone with me.. i spotted Cherie also.. haha.. She was with Felica and Derrick(think he's a part-timer, working @ Adventures).. didn't stay long to talk.. cos she got KTV session.. so she left.. after laing our coffee.... we went to go play some games.. heehee.. Koh wanted to drift.. hahaa.. but too bad.. the shop close le.. so Boh Pian got to go home..

took MRT back and asked dad to pick me up from the station.. it was also den that me and Koh decided to meet at ECP to go blading(me) and cycling(Koh)... heehee.. i warned Koh that i did not know how to blade.. so he had to be very patient with me.. haha..

on a Sat there was like so many people.. Blading..Cycling... camping.. Fishing.. La Kopi... Drinking... so so so many people.. in the end. walked further down to the big big toilet there to put on my blades.. den tired to blade to the Chalets there.. haha.. where there was a straight road with no people.. so there is was trying not to fall.. heehee.. was joking with Koh.. cos he keep telling me not to lean too forward... told me that not that i want too.. but it's too heavy in front.. hahaha.. once i started laughing i'll start to "flap my wings" again.. heehee.. and i only fell once on my butt.. that was like nearly the end of my lesson.. heehee.. it's hard work wor.. not ez at all.. heehee.. but i'm glad that i've achieved something at least.. heehee..

On sun, after i woke up.. saw Koh online on MSN.. he asked me if i wanted to go n see ppl drift... haha.. was feeling so lazy... but den it's only going to be like once in a long while that i get to see people drift their cars in real life.. hahaha..

so we plan to meet at 1.30pm at Kallang... went i got off the bus.. Koh was there waiting for me.. 1st we saw cars rallying... actually.. we heard the motors of the bikes 1st.. after watching the cars do their rounds in the car park.. we den heard something more interesting.. the screeching of tires... heehee.. so went to the other carpark.. and we saw DRIFTING~!!!! OMG.. it's like WAH.. heehee.. called Cherie to see where she was.. but she was on her way home from a drinking session.. she heard the tires... she was like WAH... never tell her earlier.. cos she was at Pasir Ris... den she was on her way home le.. heehee.. took some pics n MMS her... heehee...

den walked around... i left at about 3.30pm.. very hot.. went to parkway to NUA... went home at 7pm.. took my bath and realised that i got a TAN~!!! Haiz.. no wonder i feel like i'm burning up.. hahaha.. was feeling damn tired.. think cos of the sun also.. opened a bottle of Breezer and finished half of it only... haha... fell asleep after that...

MOnday.. woke up to my dad's SMS.. he forgot i did not need to work.. wanted to buy lunch for Cherie but she said that everyone was in the office so.. next time.. haha.. mom called me.. asked me to meet her in Orchard.. so took my shower and headed down to Orchard.. went to have Tea at the tea Lounge at Copenhagen.. den we walked about n shopped also.. love to go shopping with mom cos she pay... or rather dad pay... cos heehee.. mom signed card.. heehee...

den it was time to meet cherie to get the tickets for the movie at Cathay.. walked about again.. den we went to Meridian to meet the 3 guys (Koh, Dal and Weiwen)to have dinner... den we walked back to Cathay... it was nice to hang out n luff and joke... and make fun of one another.. hee..

went to watch Click.. it was funnie... and at the end it was kinda touching.. kept crying during the last part... and when i think of the last part.. also can still cry... hahhaa... but it was good... =)

Pissed again with the asshole

i'm again pissed off with the same manager... i really cannot take it anymore.. i've decided to tell my HR manager that he is really out of line...

yes.. i may sometimes crack dirty jokes with Koh, Dalton, Serene and Cherie.. but it is jokes.. i DO NOT joke around with managers..

it's really WTF loh.. as a manager he is really stepping over the line le..

this is wat happen:

me at my workstation.. getting some stuff ready for Dalton...

he was standing at the counter near Cherie's old desk.. he was asking Koh if the Atrium lights needed to be turned on.. So after he finished talking to Koh.. he spoke to me..

HIm (in Chinese): Ni Hao Xiang Shou Le (U slim down ar?)

Me (also in Chinese): Mei you ar... Fei le (No ar.. i put on weight)

Him: Shou Le.. Ni Yi zian pi jiao fong man...

Me: ... -__________________________-"
after that i took my stuff and walked out.. ignored him...

mind you... Koh and Jac can be my witness.. cos they were there and they hear every word he said... it's like WTF.... TMD... KNN... CCB... KNN... i've kept it long enough.. i will go to my HR manager to tell her!!!! Things need to be done.. Why should the ladies in the company suffer because of him!

~bz day~

Ash told me that he saw my blog online.. i wonder how did he managed to find my blog.. muhahaha.. Ash is the Fitness Instructor over at my working place... which also reminds me that i better not write/type any nasty things abt my workplace.. muhahaha...

i'll be very bz this weekend... actually starting tonight i'll be busy le.. tonight there's Bingo nite... gonna stay at work until 10+pm... den tomorrow gotta be back for the Ladies Wellness Fair/Weekend Bazaar... gosh... so tired.. i can imagine myself totally tired out..

i'm thinking of the strawberries in the fridge in the pantry.. heehee... frozen strawberries and sugar... yummy.. heehee... too bad no champange.. if not will be heaven... heehee..

called to make my appointment with Mask.. need to pamper myself.. going to browhouse(dunno how to spell lah) to do treading... shape my eyebrows.. den going for facial + massage... whoo... a total of $125 worth... heehee... but it's gonna be in the late afternoon at abt 4.30pm.. hope i remember to go down wor.. heehee...

i'm getting very irritated by someone.. who is asking me the same farking question everytime in the morning.. ARGH.... can't he bloody hell change his MO!!!!! God... i really felt like screaming at him.. ask me this ask me that.. + somemore today i was like bz... preparing my stuff for tomorrow's event.. and he still can ask me if i'm free to go out.. OMG... can't he take the freaking HINT??? i'm trying to be nice... but my limit is almost up... especially when i've told him i'm busy and my status is busy... Y DUN HE JUZ FUCK OFF?? *bad mood* i SHALL... BLOCK HIM~!!!!!!!!!!!! *pissed*

thinking about him juz pisses me off.. hope i dun be too irritated by him until i can't work .. i also hope that i won't be too tired by den... should i take my leave?? or should i clear my OIL?? or should i tahan and keep both my leave and OIL for my studies?? Hmmmm.. shall think abt it.. I NEED SOME PAMPERING~!!!!

My Weekend..

on friday i had dinner with Grace and Theresa.. they were waiting for me at Wheelock's coffeebean... once Theresa saw me and my new hairstyle.. she exclaimed that i look like my mother... muhahahha.. it's true i look like my mother... therefore she cannot say she picked me up from the rubbish bin.. haha.. alot of people actually thinks me and my mom are sisters... haiz... i chao lao le lah.. cannot take it... haha..

anyway.. we went to Big O.. NYDC's sister restaurant.. had the Calamari, and the mushrooms with spices.. not bad.. for main course.. Theresa had Cod fish.. Grace had ravioli and i had fish n chips... hahaha.. classic... not bad.. the portion seems small but it's actually very feeling.. last but not least.. we 3 shared a dessert... chocolate cheesecake with ice-cream.. i forgot it's name though.. haha...

after that heavy dinner, Theresa went off to meet her fren... while me n Grace walked all the way to herren shops to take a cab home.. dropped her off at her place 1st b4 going back to mine.. was telling the 2 of them some personal stuff.. haha.. damn funnie their reaction to something which i was sharing with them.. lol.. damn funnie...

On Sat.. didn't sleep until that late.. dunno y my body clock is like waking up earlier.. and refuse to let me go back and sleep... i think it's also partly because my dad barged into my room telling me that the Singnet guy is here... of cos.. if you know me.. i won't get up so early on a Sat or Sun... unless it's work related.. totally irritating my dad... haiz.. but he's my dad and of course i REFUSED to wake up.. mauhahahaha...

Cherie called me to check if i had gotten up in the afternoon.. asked me to go down to downtown east to Fel's chalet.. I went down after dinner at Changi Village.. dinner was soso.. the usual western stall which i used to eat at.. the standard DROPPED already... haiz.. sad man.. was damn tempted by the Changi Village Hotel.. heehee.. should i ?? Rendezvous with who ar?? heehee...

stayed at the chalet until about 1+am.. was playing dai ti with Xiao Xin(Fel's bf), Peter (Cherie's part-timer)... Ernest came to pick me up and send me home.. so sweet of him.. *hugZ* got home.. took my shower and KoonZ~!!!!

Sunday was the same.. irritating Dad.. asked the plumbler guy to come at 10am~!!! HELLO i'm still sleeping in bed.. again i refused to get up.. heehee.. took my blankie and covered myself.. hiding under the blanket.. =P

got up after the guy left.. washed up and went out for breakfast at Ahmoy St.. wanted to go Maxwell de.. but Dad took the wrong turn so ended up in Ahmoy.. he wanted to turn out to go Maxwell.. but i was like.. dun need lah.. eat at Ahmoh can le lah.. not so picky that day lah.. haha..

k la.. will update when i have the time.. now got to go to suntec to buy something Dalton's cos it's his birthday tomorrow..

A summay of my Week..

i've not updated my blog for like 1 week already.. haha.. i was too lazy... okie.. a summary of my week at work..

last sat i CUT my freaking LONG hair.. hahaha.. think i cut 20cm off it~!!!! and i also did treatment.. spend a total of $70+ on my hair... it felt so much lighter.. i also juz realised today that my cousin Marie Ann also cutted her hair.. so Qiao... well.. people say i look younger and prettier... hahaha...

on Sun... my both parents especially my mom got a shock that i cut my hair.. cos i did not say anything about cutting it to her.. was only telling Jolene and Ernest that i wanna cut it.. my mom did not expect me to cut it so short too.. heehee.. my dad forced me to wake up so early in the morning to go to Mt Vernent? to pay my respects to my Grandfather, Charlie... dunno y my dad suddenly wanna go see him also.. after that went to Koh's recommendation of his wanton mee stall there to eat breakfast..

den my dad forced me to drive to Sengkang to St Anne's.. unfortunatedly it was their feast day and mass was still going on.. there was alot of traffic congestions... SO PEK CHEK man.. in the end dad took over the wheel while me n mom went to see my dearest grandfather... and grandmother.. everytime i go there to see him.. i'll hold back my tears... i miss him dearly... but i know he's in a better place.. he'll be with me where ever i go... after that went home n slacked the whole day..

on monday.. a lot of people said that i look different.. hahaha.. den went they realised that i cut my hair.. they asked me.. if everything okie?? why did i cut it so short... lol.. it's funnie.. juz told them i want a change... *grinZ*

on tueday.. my new boss Gunga came in.. tied my hair up in pig tails.. haha.. 1st thing koh said when he saw he was... KAWAII(cute in jap, dunno how to spell la)... haha.. he called me a Sha Gua Mei... haha.. went home in pig tails too.. haha..

wed was bored as hell... hahha... nutting much to update..

thurs had a staff cohesion with GM.. got BBQ dinner, games and lucky draw + celebration for the birthday babies...i was in the same group as GM.. and we won a game.. drinking same.. had to TA a WHOLE bottle of FREAKING BARCADI... so gassy man.. buai tahan.. drink some wine... after that in the office continue drinking coke.. was a bit high le.. took my bathe in the office.. den about 11.15pm?? shared a cab back with Koh.. and super tired.. was half asleep when i was replying Ernest's smses..

fri... today... meeting Theresa and Grace for dinner.. and it's time to go home n SLEEP~!!!!!! hee..

Bimbos & Taxi Queues

Okie.. the above titles have nutting to do anthing with each other..

i met the bimbos when i was at Parkmall.. i went to watch Ballet under The Stars with Chew Lian, Serene and her elder sis and Grace (ex Chevrons colleague, whose working in Safe2Travel).. we were waiting for Serene's sis who was on the way.. when we saw James Lye and his wife Diana Ser.. Yes we all know he's cute, tall and handsome... but you dun need to go.. OHHHHHHH.... JAMES LYE... HE"S SO TALL... SO HANDSOME.... hello... everyone can hear u... can see you... omg... have some respect for him and his wife lah... He's also a normal human being u know... yes.. i did goggle at him and his pretty pregnant wife... but of course... i dun need to tell the whole world that he's cute, tall and handsome lah.. the world got eyes to see lah...

and that's the bimbos.... as for the taxi queues...

it was after the show that i decided to take a cab home.. nutting unusal about it.. cos i almost always take cab home if i'm in Orchard... and last night was no different... only now i should have taken a bus home.. i was at PS waiting in the taxi queue.. the queue was as slow as a snail... half the cabs who goes are either BUSY or ON CALL... wat is wrong with all the cab companies... they increase all the taxi fares and their service is still the same.. fucking no change.. i waited 30mins.. YES i did.. b4 i finally got a cab home...

i think i shall take a bus home if i'm ever at PS...

Temptation paRt 2

okie.. i gave in to the temptation... i actually dun really regret... i guess.. my tail is longer now.. *grinZ*

Temptation paRt 1~!!

sorry for the lack of updates.. have been busy... on course for 2 days.. customer service course...

okie.. all i have to say is.. i was fighting temptation this few days.. especially during the weekend.. some of my frens know wat i'm talking about.. well.. it's totally like the devil and angel whispering into my ear...

Devil: Juz do it lah.. i know you want to..

Angel: Cannot... it's against wat u have learn~!!! CANNOT ~!!!! Do it and you'll end up hurt and hurting others too~!!!!

well.. the angel won the battle.. but the war is not over.. i'm still farking tempted~!!!! haiz... i know i should not..

God save me from temptation~!!!!!

TGIF!!!

I'm So bored in the office now.. Cherie left us already.. we managed to make her cry on her last day.. haha.. cos we gave her a card... and also serene did a mmm.. forgot the word for the thing which serene did... anyway.. Serene used all the posters which Cherie had done here.. den added our pics into it... lol.. Cherie was touched until she cried.. haha.. total i think she cried abt 3 times??

Today Serene is off at a meeting.. and Dalton too.. while poor little me have to take care of the calls coming in.. muahhaha.. something which i'm so used to le.. i think my designation should be... Events Officer cum store requisitionor cum Receptionist cum refreshment buyer... muhahaha.. so many cum.. later on when the new van gets in.. and with the new direction given by GM.. there will be another Cum.. Cum driver... *faintZ*

Ah Koh is enjoying his Bangkok trip with Meow Meow... will only be back on Tues.. so sian.. no one to disturb me and for me to disturb.. muhahaha..

Oh so bored..... TGIF!!!!! 2molo can sleep in le!!!! *grinZ* 10 mins to lunch time..

Yan Dao eh..

ARGH.... i wanted to hit myself today.. especially in the bus.... i was thinking when i left the house, wether i could get to get the yan dao who boards the bus at Homly Family there.. cos i was early today...

so when my bus came.. i saw my older eye candy in the bus.. haha.. both of these guys are tall.. slim.. nice built... nice shoes with black socks... and in business attire.. *starts drooling* but den hor... haiZ... the younger one more stylo one.. did not get up the bus... juz saw him crossing the road... but he did not run after the bus.. so haiz... there goes my yan dao kia... muhahahahha...

today went to collect my make over photos... heehee... brought the extra CD.. but den CD it's b4 they photoshop away my eye bags le.. muhahahha.. so i think i'll go back this weekend to do it.. *grinZ*