Jerlyn's Bday~!

after reaching home i went back to sleep.. woke up at abt 10am to get ready to go trim moi hair.. went back to Venson there... Sherie was late.. so Venson started on me 1st..

Pei Wen came down to join us for lunch... she waited for a while cos Sherie's hair was almost done.. den we went to eat hot pot... not too bad.. but the soup was kinda salty towards the end..

we went to Pacific Coffee to do our StM.. and it's when Sherie found out that she could not take the exam.. and she was quite pissed abt it... i think anyone would cos it's like after completing the whole module.. 1 week b4 the exams..you're told that you can't take the exam.. omg.. damn screw up.. now poor Sherie has to retake the whole module again.. so wat ever she has done with me (project wise) is not counted...

we left City Hall area to meet Pei Wen after work.. where we took a cab to bugis... was meeting Xiao Fu, Jerlyn, Kit, Lynn and Xue Ni for dinner.. we was celebrating Jerlyn's birthday~! =) and i freaking forgot to bring her present.. -.-

forgetful me.. nvm.. will pass it to her 1 day... after dinner we went for a coffee break and talked abt school etc.. den at 10.30pm.. i rushed home to continue to do my StM work.. -.-

HEADACHE ar... damn tired now.. will continue my StM 2molo..

In Total Bliss

i'm in total bliss... why??

Cos i spend the night over at Sweetie's place... *Super HUGE GrinZ*

i think i'm falling deeply again... worst den monk... omg...

it was juz oh so sweet..... to have someone you like hug u to sleep tightly... with kisses in between... tongue and no tongue.. heehee... in the morning when he woke up to go to work.. he walked me to the bus stop and accompanied me for a while.. but i told him to go to work.. dun want him to be late.. with a kiss good bye he left... =) i really enjoy his company...

feelings for him have grown stronger.. miss him so much when he was in Port Dickson... even though that was just 2 days... but miss him so much... wished i could be with him everyday...

OMG... am i in love? *looks around worried*

the last time i fell... it took me a real long time to get back up on my feet... if i fall again... i dunno how much time i need... i'm glad that Dan will be back... he has promised me that he will be there for me... =)

i'm glad to have friends like him around me..

Bling Bling 2

My 2 Bling blings... =)

YupZ... i bought a new one.. a 3rd might be on the way.. hehe... =)

love love...

i'm hungry at this time.. =(

Juz finished Sherie's Content Page.. Alignment.. and Appendices... super tired... =(

i wanna see Sweetie~! =(

Yearning..

i was distracted by charles.. until i did not type abt sweetie... haiz... he never sms or call or msn me yet...

how my heart yearns for him.. haiz... =(

but i had a good time luffing with the rest juz now... and the dessert stall aunty... she's so cute.. =)

What's your dream?

was juz at Changi V eating dessert with MeiMei, Ah Bang, Raymond, Eileen and MeiMei's 2 other frens..

met a guy called charles there.. he's a local and he's working on a cool project called 'What's your dream?'.. he's goes ard asking people if he can take a picture of them... holding a board which states their Name, Age and what are their dreams... he so far has taken over 1000+ pics.. people from all walks of life.. from china to malaysia to thailand... i asked him when will he stop taking pictures of his personal project.. his reply was... until the day he dies... cool huh... hehe... Do check out his website.. i think it's cool stuff...

http://www.mydreamsboard.com/

RAYMOND CHAN... NEXT TIME NO DURIAN IN MY CAR... STINK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No Club... SobZ

Damn disappointed last night... i already had my 1st blow the night b4.. cos Sweetie was going to ride up to Port Dickson.. and could not go clubbing with me.. sad... den 2ndly i did not go clubbing last night... i did my make up liao... haiZ...

in the end went supper with Ray and Andrew (let's call him Beanie, cos he's working for Mr Bean, and plus i know too many Andrews already)..

Me n Ray went to hav Mee Sua @ Yong He... after that we waited for Beanie to catch up with us.. den the 3 of us walked to the Bak Kut Teh near 126... Beanie went to look for his fren... while me n Ray started eating.. hehe... den the 3 of us walked back to my place.. the 2 guys waited downstairs for me.. while i went up to get the car keys.. send raymond home... den Beanie... Beanie stays super close to me.. at Haig Road.. nearer den Monk wor.. hahhaha... went up to Beanie's place to look at some pictures he wanted to show me.. his skin head time.. haha.. he really got the Zian da kinda look wor.. haha... but Beanie's a nice guy... funnie n crappy... stayed until abt 6+ before i drove home.. super tired........

I miss Sweetie a lot.. cannot wait to see him again... which is i dunno when... =(

Going to go blading with Mei Mei later... dunno if i can make it not.. haha..

Disappointment

Sian... he not clubbing with me 2night... SAD... he has to ride up to port dickson... a convoy of 30 Bikers... omg..... told me not to get myself drunk... hope i won't.... =P

i going to miss him lots... until he comes back...

asked for a good nite kiss.. but i got 1 kiss over the phone.. i want real kisses... not over the phone.. not counted~!!!! BOO...

haiZ...........

STRESS

Freaking shit... damn stress... pimples popping out... omg...

weight like increasing.. omg.. cannot cannot... die... argh...

cannot wait for tonight... it's crystal jade dinner~!

den 2molo nite is clubbing~! whoo hoo~!!

Missing him more... hopefully sat he will join us at PH..

Missing him..

I miss chatting with him on MSN... i miss smsing him... I miss hugging him.. i miss kissing him.. i miss him holding my hand... i miss him cuddling me.. i miss him hugging me while he sleeps...

AIYAH... I MISS HIM LAH....

Worried and in Bliss

Went to the doc with Sherie... took my weight again... went down 1kg... haha.. think next mth if i go back n see him... might put it back... cannot cannot.. i have to maintain!!!!!!!!!

Worried abt StM... Final report.. completed my MRA part.. 2molo have to do StM liao.. worried...
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on another note... i like the kisses you give me.. i like yr hugs too... but more den anything else.. i wished that you were mine... bleahZ...

Seductive my ass.. haha

Eye bags getting worst each day.. but i like this pic.. cos got my ring.. love love... heehee..

Super bling... hee.. Comments i got abt this pic.. that it's seductive.. muhahaha.. eyes like kenna box like that.. omg.. haha... was in lazy to go n change after i got home from DF on Sat night.. was also thinking abt him......

Miss miss

...Missing him...

....more n more....

Sweet Sweet..

juz saw him.. outside my gate.. brought down the tub of Ben n Jerry's and he fed me outside.. at 4am... hee... in bliss...

He kissed me Good nite on the lips.. den i hugged him.. den he kissed me again on the lips and on the forehead.. but there was no tounge action lah.. juz sweet kisses... =)

it's juz damn romantic lah.. and sweet...

When he reached home.. he smsed me.. saying whenever he can he will try to give me good nite kisses.. however.. i replied him.. Better not lah.. later i fall harder for him... no response after that though...

HaiZ... part of me wished he could stay longer.. and juz hug me tightly... but whole of me know it's wrong.. plus.. i really dunno if he's playing with me or not... haiZ...

This is the sweetest moment which i had with him... =)

Convoys...

whoot... so fun juz now... went to pick Cherie up from Bishan.. den took her to woodlands.. to meet up with jason to take the car.. den went to CCK for supper to meet Lynn Mei Mei.. after that went back to Woodlands.. to get my car back.. den went to yishun dam... den all 3 cars went to have Chong Pang nasi lemak~!

best of all is.. all 3 cars has female drivers~! whoo.. i love convoys... hahaha... came home.. pump petrol for daddy.. den heng heng.. he juz woke up.. hehe.. now time for me to hit the sack too...

So Numb... So numb... SO DUMB...

gave in to my feelings.. den got a huge rude awakening this afternoon.. i dunno how will i react when i see him again.. i feel so numb... and so dumb... haiZ....

and to think i lowered my expectations.. ha.. wat a luff man... from a heaven... right down to hell... okie.. i'm being mean.. not hell lah.. earth i think.. worlds apart...

i need to clear my head... i need a drink.. hopefully can go drinking 2molo after iPod assignment... Kampai!!

Thank you Sherie for being there for me.. and Kimmy too.. love u 2 ladies...

New Lappy and Ring

i got a new lappy... yeah... thank you daddy...

even though it's 2nd hand.. i dun mind.. cos it's like brand new.. hardly even used.. Now i can msn in bed again... and watch online shows... whoo hoo~!!!! but problem is hor... i dunno how to use VISTA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faintZ*

MICROSOFT GIMME BACK XP~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on another note... i bought myself a new ring~! cost me almost $40 but i love love... but i dunno if my finger shrunk or wat.. cos now the ring like BIG.. TMD... bleahz..

Cravings Again..

i got weird cravings...

i got cravings for Tauhu Teloh... from Bedok Corner... Whoooooooooo... Yummylicious... *DrooL*

24th Birthday

my Birthday juz passed.. flew by more like it.. haha.. had a blast of a time @ St James Last night..

Thank you all for those who smsed/msn/called me~! Really appreciate it that you guys remembered~! Love you all.. muckZ

Also wanna thank everyone who was there @ St James.. Cherie, Max, Sherie, Raymond (Bday Boy), Wei Tang, Wei Tang's Female Fren (forgot her name), Esi, Chandran.. and especially Kimmy and Hui Xian who came down after work... thanks babes.. and the ever funnie guy Kelvin aka KC..

Cherie Darling.. thank you for the erm.. bath robe... i dunno y u buy me that.. but ya.. thanks.. hahhaa...

Max.. thank you for the drinks and chicken wings.. hahaha.. and the Flaming Lumbo (dunno who else shared though)

Chandran... thank you for the waterfall (NOT).. hahaha..

A BIG BIG BIG thank you to Kimmy for saving my life.. hahaha.. sharing the waterfall with me.. thank u so much.. and also thank you for the apple shot.. haha..

KC.. thanks for the 'blowjobs' haha.. and showing your ASS CRACK to us.. hahaha..

Thank you Sherie so much for staying @ powerhouse even though u were so bored... i hope u had a bit of fun still..

Esi and Hui Xian.. thank you for being there~!

RAYMOND~!!!!! BDAY BOY~!!! hugs hugs.. hope u feel better... haha.. next time slow down.. dun drink too much.. Don't hai yourself leh.. hahaha..

Thank you Koh koh.. for the Jacket.. nice nice.. will keep me warm warm.. thank you for all the food also.. muhahaha.. the Sashimi... Mos Burger.. and Pasta... bleahZ.. hahaha... when u come back from yr Trip.. i treat u drink your 'kopi o'...

Lastly.. i wanna thank my Parents.. without them.. i won't be around... thank you for all the things you hav done for me... and thank you for the Chiffon CAKE!!

Aston... thank you for the poem..

NIGHT HAS END ANOTHER DAY,

MORNING HAS COME IN A SPECIAL WAY,

MAY YOU SMILE LIKE THE SUNNY RAYS,

AND LEAVE YOUR WORRIES AT THE BLUE, BLUE BAY

If i missed anyone out.. SORRY HOR... brain lag of sleep.. and too much alcohol~! hahah..

ANDREW.... I STILL WAITING FOR YOU TO COOK FOR ME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bleahZ

Wet Dream

i had a dream.. kind of a 'wet' dream..

dreamt that i was locked up in a small room.. kinda like a jail cell.. and that i was suppose to get tattooed.. by this 'woman' only thing is.. she's not a woman... but a guy.. a cutie too.. dun ask me why was he a cross dresser cos i hav no idea..

was 'tortured' by him.. teasing me relentlessly.. i resisted against it.. but my temptation gave in.. he led me to the bed.. which he shared with 2 other girls.. 1 of them glared at me.. den she pulled the covers over her head.. she looked thai..

den he pulled me close to him n started kissin me.. and the next thing i know i was awake.. and i was feeling wet down there.. and yup.. my menses came.. muhahahhaa..

Malay Engagement Party

it was an interesting day..

it was my 1st time @ a Malay Engagement Party.. hav been to Weddings b4.. but this was a 1st to me.. =)

Was invited by Nordiana.. She's my pri and sec school fren.. hee.. she's so pretty.. it was like a mini SPF reunion of my malay girl frens.. hahaha.. gosh.. ages since i last met them.. and thank god i still can remember some of their names.. esp my own classmates.. hehe.. and luckly Shanez was there too.. hahaha..

Ani was there.. so was Aisha.. Nordi (of cos la).. Naf.. Faraliza.. den i dunno who else liao.. i was the only Chinese there.. totally like stuck out like a sore thumb.. hahaha... but it was great to see them again.. =)

Totally interesting.. =D