Tan line again..

I went to the botanic gardens today to do my filed report.. went to the library to try to get some resources.. but nothing much.. Fu, marian n me walked all the way from Tanglin Gate right up to the other entrance.. it was like a 15 min walk... nice... but HOT HOT HOT... i got another tan line again... that's how hot the sun was okie...

i have class again tomorrow... it's law... it's not too bad... i think it's way way much interesting than ST... at least there are cases to read and it's not as boring as ST...

need to read up on ST again and redo my essay... haiz...

i think i'm becoming a bit cranky liao... i my temper juz flared up the night before... haiz... i'm beginning to sound like Jolene.. haha... (Girl, if you reading this, No offence k..)

So random... bored to death...

My day today

I went to watch Die Hard 4 today with Snakey at PS... the show was not bad.. full of action and some comedy... i like.. haha... weird right? that i like this type of movie... =D wanted to go to cathay and watch one.. cos i wanted to go thread my eyebrows... it's like wild bushes.. haha.. no lah.. i'm kiddin... but i thought of Serene.. cos we always go together.. so i thought that i'll wait for her... =D maybe her next Monday off.. go do with her.. heehee...

Actually i wanted to catch Transformers... but it was selling fast and the seats were like 6 rows from the screen... so it was off to the 2nd choice... it was not such a bad choice though.. heehee.. and it's also the 1st show which i watched with Snakey.. just the 2 of us... =D

There were alot of people there... i did not know that it was Youth day though... =( so many students!!! so irritating... and it seems that they are getting ruder and more vulgar with each generation which goes by... Playing games also scold bad words... OMG... kids nowadays... think they should clean their mouths with Harpic... omg.. of cos... we young adults also play a part lah.. we also scold... so we have no excuses..

Youth Day brought back some memories.. that it's the day which i got my chicken pox.. how can i forget.. lol... which i passed to my mom later on.. haha..

Well after watching the movie... while making our way back to the main shopping area... we both did something unexpected together... Snakey was on the phone talking to someone.. and i was trying to tie my hair up.. we then came to a door which was like the swinging ones.. and we both kicked the door together... haha... we were like wow... haha..

I went to meet Jerlyn and Lynn for dinner while Snakey went back home... Snakey walked part of the journey with me.. before i met up with the 2 ladies.. i went to Cold Storage to buy some water for class and some soup for my lunch for the next few days... =D mom asked me to stop stocking up the fridge... but i can't... cos there's like nothing for me to eat!!! so i had too... Hmmm... but she didn't say anything about the tins and cans right.. heehee... *grinZ*
it was Law lesson again... and this time Mr David let us off early... thank god... haha.. half of us were like sleeping in class already.. this time round the classroom they gave us was like small... got only 1 door.. want to escape the lesson also cannot.. cos got to walk pass the lectuerer...

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I'm still trying to connect to the internet... haiz... i'm currently typing my entries via WordPad... KT bring the Words software on Fri!!!!!! PLEASE.... i BEG YOU!!!!!

Moi Birthday

My internet is down again... it's really borthersome.. especially when i want to blog and can't.. i wish the connection over at the new house is better...

my birthday was spent doing my ST presentation as well as doing my summary for the presentation... it was so stressful... I got birthday wishes from Joe Sweetie.. my 1 and only Daddy.. Snakey (who was the 1st one to call me to wish me at night =D).. Cousin Theresa called me 2nd and sang me a very very very fast 'Happy Birthday' to me.. she was with JR and he too wished me Happy Birthday.. didn't know it was him at first cos i never spoke to him on the phone before.. haha.. Vanessa smsed me happy birthday too... so sweet of her to sms me.. Kevin too sms me.. he finally got the right date.. haha.. i think he was trying his luck.. cos he was smsing me throughout June.. Happy Birthday.. and den i'll reply.. it's too early... thanks a lot pal.. too bad.. i missed yrs.. Sorry about it.. was rushing and worrying about my event.. which was on the 16 of June.. =(

Jerlyn msn me Happy birthday.. heehee.. i wonder how she knoes it's my birthday... Hmmm... i have a hunch..it's Friendster.. haha.. she wished me again after class.. with Xue Ni and Mervyn too.. Class was boring.. the Aussie/Canadian was a guest lecturer... Jerlyn told May.. next time don't invite him.. cos we can't understand what he was saying.. haha.. i think we couldn't catch his words.. too chim i think.. also there were parts when he was mumbling to himself.. to which... i cheeky asked... Yi Gong Si Mi? which means... what's he saying? some of my classmates who heard... laughed.. heard someone said So rude.. hey but it's true.. i dunno wat the hell he was trying to say.. but he was talking to himself ain't he?

after class i rushed back home to submit my report again to Ms June.. cos the Uni's instruction was confusing and it was not clear.. so i resubmit it via my local lecturer... My Cousins Theresa, Audrey, Clement and Wilson came to my place with a cake and they sang Happy Birthday to me at my doorstep.. haha.. So sweet... Pics will come later.. cos i didn't take any... must ask Theresa or Audrey or Wilson.. not sure if Clement took any...

after waiting for me to finish my report.. we went to HKG cafe for supper... heehee.. by the time we got back was about 1am.. thanks guys.. thanks for coming over to wish me happy birthday... =D

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! *MuckS*

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to Me... Happy Birthday to Me... Happy Birthday to Mmmmeeeeeeeeeeeee... Happy Birthday to me.....

*GrinZ*

I still have to do my ST presentation later... haiz... oh well.. time to sleep...

Last day of work..

Today is my last day of work... unofficially.. haha.. my official last day is on the 29th of June.. and i did not wish to say good bye to all my colleagues and start crying on my birthday... so thank goodness i'm on Sat Duty...

Koh has helped me pack my things in the office.. got a shock of my life when i walked in... cos my desk is so empty... *sobZ*

i will miss my desk area... cos it's so cozy and warm and it's my area.... *sobZ* bye bye cozy area *waves*... Hope Serene will take care of you....

my farewell present is a Anna Sui purfume... Secret Wish... a Lip Gloss and Mascara... I'm thinking.. y purfume? I smelly ma?? hahaha... no la.. kidding... i like it... i can't dun like it can't i? Cos buy already ma...

Anyway... i'm waiting for Serene to call me so that i can i make my way to Clementi to meet her...

New Toy...

i got a new toy... heehee... Nintendo DS Lite... =D

It's nice.... and white... got 2 games... 1 is the Nintendogs and the other is Pokemon~!!

big grinZ...

Lazy Bum Me

Have been too busy to blog... too lazy too...

But 1 super mega update is... I've resigned from my JOB~!!!

Gonna concentrate on my studies... =D

Hong Kong

between Working and Studying i've have been doing some travelling (at long last!!!)... Recently went to Hong Kong with 3 other classmates from APMI for some R&R... but in the end it's not R&R more like torturing myself... A quick summary of my trip...

1st day woke up damn early at 4am to catch my flight... had breakfast on board the place... caught the transfer to the hotel... us girls manage to get our room b4 the guys... went walk walk with ML for a while.. tried the Smelly Toufu... which = to really like eating SHIT... needs a lot of getting used to... KG & JL went to exchange some currency nearby the hotel... Met them back at the hotel... the guys finally got their room... den we went to catch some Zzzz... woke up took shower and off to dinner and went to watch the lights show... lucky for us there was also fireworks~!! NICE~!!! heard from KG that it's only on Special Occations den they ahve fireworks.. if not juz only the lights...

den went on a journey to the PEAK~! KG almost caused us to take the wrong transport... lucky for me... i spotted the tram up... Peak is nice nice... very romantic at night... but spoiler for the night was... i DROPPED MY FARKING CAM after repairing it... I is SUPER DU LAN with myself...

2nd day... went for the free 1 day tour... had dim sum for breakfast... den we went to some of the places of interest like Repluse Bay.. Niong Peng and the shops... i like the cable car ride up... cos it's like 25 mins.. and the sceanary is like nice... the guys walked up to the Buddah while we girls went down for some shopping at the factory outlets... we went to Hard Rock cafe for Dinner~! den we walked to Temple Street and took the MTR back to our hotel..

3rd Day... I skipped Disneyland cos i was thinking of going back with a certian someone... but now i think my hopes are dashed... and i can forget about going back with him... woke up late... heehee.. cos the other 3 had to wake up like 7am to go to Disneyland.. went for a walk all the way to Mong Kok... went to the Ladies Street... the Digital Street as well as to the Sporting Goods Street.. walked until i damn tired... went back to the hotel to rest.. bathe and wait for them to call/sms... met them for dinner went to eat streamboat... soup was yummy... heehee... after that went to Ladies market with JL to buy some stuff...

4th Day we went to Ocean Park... we went for Brunch near by... den we took the MTR to Central and we tried to take the Xiao Ba to the Ocean Park... not too bad... sat some of the rides... and went to their Atoll Reef.. wah... the fish all damn huge.. until damn scary... also went to see the jelly fish and the shark and sea lions... also went to watch the Dolphines and sea lions show... nice nice...

after that me n JL went to Lan Kwai Fong and we had KFC... heehee... we went their by ourselves without the guys and by Bus hor... never take Taxi!!!! i'm so proud of us!!!! oc swe never get lost.. heehee... after that we went back to our hotel to rest...

last day we woke up late... me n JL went for Brunch again... this time juz round the corner from our hotel... i think it's the BEST meal i had in HKG!!!!

After that it was time to take the transfer back to the airport.. where we did a little shopping.. =)

Bad Bad Bad..

Had a very bad weekend.. and a very bad start of the week too..

Was so pissed off with APMI's MS Levina. The new Program Manager for my course... I have never met anyone who is in APMI who is as Ridiculous AS HER!!! Expecting me to inform her 1 week in advance when i am sick....

den later on in the evening, i was at Theresa's place.. Grace called and inform that her dad was admited to the hospital and he was going for a operation later in the night.. her dad was bleeding in the brain..

Things are really not looking to good

I HATE HER MORE

i think my life has just gotten worst.. i walked out of the house.. not wanted to continue the argument.. i wanted to study... but when i came back.. i found the door latched..

my MOM... YES MY MOM... latched the door.. i'm now sitting outside the main door... lucky i still can access the Internet from here... i do not know what sort of mother she is.. but from wat i can see... she's nothing good.. i'm starting to HATE her all over again...

it took me years to try to forget what she did to me when i was younger... accusing me of causing her miscarriage... making me the main source to vent her anger on.. whacking me for every little thing i did wrong... bashing my head against the wall.. throwing almost everything she can get her hands on... at one point she threw a knife at me.. whacking me with clothe hangers... and almost a belt.. unfortunately i didn't forget.. how on earth am i suppose to forget what she has did to me? i only can thank god that i did not have 2 other sisters to suffer the same fate..

it took alot of self control not to hit her back... i really wanted too.. but i held and suppress the anger inside of me.. so many a time i wanted to scream back... now i'm older... and when i scream back... it becomes a shouting match... whatever i say... it's going to hit her 2X more... Y?? cos the words which comes out of my mouth is all the truth... and she knows that it is the truth... but she refuse to admit her mistakes...

I HATE HER EVEN MORE NOW..

Exhausted..

i'm sick n tired of her screaming at me all the time.. i'm down with a sore throat... and fever.. i'm feeling very heaty at the moment.. i'm also very tired...

i did not ask her to come back with dad.. i did not ask her to stop gambling... i did not ask her to do anything..

all i did was to tell her not to cook.. does asking her not to cook mean that i do not want to have dinner? i do not think so.. life is not too good at the moment for me.. life is going to the dumps..

i do not feel like doing anything... i walked out of the house with my books and laptop.. walked out of everything.. i do not have the intention of sitting for my exam tomorrow.. i feel like jumping off a building.. but will that solve everything? anything? i do not think so..

i'm sitting all alone at Mac... typing this down.. but i do not feel like studying... i want to cry... but i can't... i trying to put up a very strong front... but i dun think i can hold on forever.. it's very exhausting.. i want to lie down to rest.. but i can't.. i have nowhere to go too.. no one to run too..

why is this happening to me? i'm sick n tired of living anymore..

Lushful Lashes...

my HR exam is on monday... and i have no mood to study... have been really tired out recently... i wonder why... might because of work... so many events during March.. until i'm abit drained out..

Have to juggle with work, school work and of cos the Dinner & Dance stuff... have no time to even practice for our performance.. opps... we dun even have any performance to perform... that is how busy we are.. any plus.. koh was on overseas leave... oh well.. i think we juzt have to come out with something by thursday!

Oh ya... i went to perm my eye lashes... quite happy with the results... and it's not as painful as how Eva has decribe it would be... there's some discomfort when the lady put some kind gel substance on my lashes... and when she was cleaning the substance off... if not tat's it!! now i do not need to use the curler anymore!!! anyway i seldom use also lah... heehee... maybe next time i shall try the lash extention!! Cos mom say my lashes are not enough... o_O"

2nd Childhood

I'm going back to my 2nd childhood.. have been buying VCDs/DVDs of Disney's Classics...

Recently have bought... Cinderlla... Little Mermaid... Peter Pan...

I'm going to start collecting them... quite nice to watch them again... but hor... it's not cheap leh....

New Apartment!!

Yeah... on the last entry i was talking about the apartment which i viewed? Well... on that night my parents made the deposit... and it seems that the Owner of that apartment has signed the agreement!!

WooHooo~!!!! okie.. as promised... I'll tell more about the apartment!!

The Apartment has 3 Bedrooms... actually 4... but one of the bedroom wall was knocked out to make the master bedroom bigger... and the apartment also has 4 toilets... and out of the 4 toilets... 2 are attached to the bedrooms!!!!

One of it is in the Master bedroom... and the other... is in my future bedroom.. so no more fighting over the toilet with my dad in the morning!!! But u know.. i rather not have a bathroom to myself... cos... it means i have to clean it lah... me laZY... heehee... my bathroom has a bathtub in it.. and so it means i can soak myself there... heehee... the other 2 toilets are common toilets... 1 near the dining area and the other one is in the kitchen...

the space of the apartment is much bigger den the one i'm staying in now.. the floors are marble and the bedroom floors are parquet... it's quite in good condition... except that the kitchen needs to be done up nicely.. i hope my mom will get an oven.. den i can start baking cakes... heehee... long time never make brownies le... hoo... brownie ala mode... nice... heehee...

my dad is happy also.. cos there is a storeroom which is quite big... he can store his barang barang there...

the living room is like 3 steps down from the main door... the housing agent says that it is called Hong Kong style... well... to my dearest cousins.. it's like Daniel's place at Sheradon Court... if you can remember how 'Sa Yi' old house looks like before she moved to Mangis Road.....

There is also a back door but i think it's a bit redundant... cos it's like facing the main door... -____-"...... but the common area outside the apartment is HUGE!!! so HUGE that i and my parents cannot believe it!!! can put 2 buffet lines in the centre and there is still space to walk around!!!

There's only 4 apartments to 1 floor... and there is 2 lifts in the block... and 2 emergency exit staircase on each floor too... downstairs there is a gym... a not so used pool table... 2 Foosball machine... 1 climbing wall in the next block... 1 ping pong table... 1 bbq pit and a nice sit down area... not too bad... quite cozy...

the apartment has a security guard... and has it's own car park.. thank goodness.. and the lift landings can only be excess by a security pass... there is also 1 gate going towards paya lebar MRT station... the gate also needs a security pass to enter... so there is no access for any tom, dick or harry!!!

So excited!!! but we won't be moving in until next year... i think...

Apartment Viewing

i juz came back from viewing another apartment near Geylang there... it's way way much better den other other one in the next lane...

there's so much more space.... and the apartment area is bigger den the one which i'm currently staying in now... i dun mind moving there though... but a bit scared cos... geylang there leh... even though the red light district is further down the road... it's still a bit scary...

well.. if the deal goes though.. den i'm moving to the 5th floor~!!!!! finally... no more ground floor le... heehee... i will keep you in suspense now... until the deal is finallized... den i'll open up more about the apartment... and also if i have the time to blog and most importantly... if i remember lah...

Travel Plans!!!!

i'm going to Hong Kong and Phuket~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH............................................. but it also means that i'm skipping classes... =(

oh well... i'm going with my classmates.. so we shall 'talk' about school work on holiday.. heehee...

Can't wait till MAY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZiP It

There's a certian someone who has been spreading rumors... all i would like to say is... if that someone dun keep their gap shut... and if i open my mouth... and let everything out... including all the juicy stuff... there will not be any bright future for the person and the friendship will be gone.. so think hard and think smart...

bored.... yawnZ

i'm so freaking bored that i was painting my nails in the office... i painted my left hand nails and Serene painted my Right hand for me... i went to JE for lunch today... while Koh went to buy bubble tea.. i went to those cheapo shop to look around.. den i saw the nail varnish colour... a silver and gold gliter varnish... so i went to buy it.. cos i wanted to try the effect which Pat did for me some time back..

i also went to buy some nail art stickers... juz for fun lah... and a clear top coat.. in total i spend $10... muhahahah...

so far.. i can say the effect is nice.... =)

FUCK OFF

have been in a very foul mood these days... i guess every time i'm in a bad mood makes me just wanna blog...

why does he always have to irritate me? he always brush it off by saying it's a joke wat. his jokes is not always funny. it's lame. it's childish. sometimes it even hurts people. have told him so many bloody fucking times but it does not get into this brain of his.

he never learns. so i finally put a stop to all of it. and he still is IRRITATING ME!!! must i report to him that i want to sleep? must i take down the timing before i go to bed so that i can tell him that i am sleeping? must i tell him so sweetly that i am already sleeping and i do not wish to talk? NO FUCKING WAY. There is no way i am able to talk to someone sweetly who disturbs my SLEEP after irritating me!! what bloody right have you got to tell me off by telling me to tell u nicely? this is my life, i live it the way i want to live it and not by what you want me to do.

If you want someone to live their live the way you want them too. Go find your GF and screw her with your fucking thoughts. i had enough of you.

Sometimes there are things which you can never have.

.FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE.

working Weekend

my weekend was burned working... but i had some fun too... friday i drove down to work... which incidentally caused an argument with my mom early in the morning.. whom i'm not spoken to since Friday morning..

Drove down n picked Serene up... reached Clementi slightly early... so went to pick her up... den we went to Mac at IMM to buy breakfast.. in the end was late for 1 Min... oh well..

at 10.30am.. drove down to Sembawang Country Club with Koh to get ready for the golf Cohesion.. it was hot hot hot... until i was about to leave den it was raining.. Cat 1... i think which means.. thunder n lighting n loads of rain... not sure lah...

drove back alone to the club to help out getting things done for the Prosperity Nite the next day... also brought back the Trohpies for the bowling.. left work at 5pm.. to drive down to Orchard to go to class.. met up with Jerlyn for dinner..

after class... me, Mel and Jou went down to MS to meet Jou's frens for a movie.. KG & Jade came later.. cos they had a project group disscusion.. we watched I'm a Cybrog but it's ok... kinda lame show... Mel fell asleep.. haha.. the show made no sense to me... and to KG.. haha.. after the show drove Jade and Mel home.. b4 finally reaching home at 3am...

3rd March..

woke up at 12+... took my bathe n got ready to go to work... took a cab down n picked Koh up... he brought lunch for me.. reached there and had lunch with the team in the pantry 1st b4 we went up to the ballroom to pack the Oranges.. 'prepare' the VIP tables... the final touches..

halfway through the dinner/programme... Dal asked if it was possible to get a cake... it was possible.. i wanted to take the shuttle bus to IMM but the uncle was a bit too fast.. so in the end i had to walk there... bought a blackforest cake from Crystal Jade.. and i walked back to the club.. cos the Taxi queue was Si Beh long ar...

was perspering when i got back to the ballroom with the cake.. the programe was still going on... can say that it was a better event den the one during the Countdown... by the time i got home was 2am.. tired..

4th March..

woke up at 7.20am... why so early? cos i had to go back to work... got Bowling... Koh woke up late... by the time he came over to my place was about 8.30am.. and i had to drive fast... exceeding the speed limit.. lucky was still early when we reach the club...

finally finished work at 1+... took down all the past event posters... i cannot stand F&E... they have no respect for other ppl's posters... they give pin their own poster over ours or their own posters... didn't even borther to take down their old posters... so ugly.. if Corp Com see that.. we are the 1st one who will be reminded to maintain Corprate Image.. sick and tired.. i understand that there is no more space.. but can't they have the common sense to at least overlap their posters nicely.. i dun think they have lah.. since the end result is that... they also never think that it's very ma fan for other people to take down the posters too.. anyway.. they never ever take down their posters one.. cos it's US who will take it down for them... i was very kind to assist them this time.. but for those overlap posters.. i can't be borthered to take it down on 1 notice board... cos it's not my baby..

went to have the shanghai dian xin with koh.. saw Warrant Sim nearby there.. after that send Koh back home b4 coming home n dropping into deep sleep...

have to work again tomorrow... opps i meant today... time to go back to sleep~!!!