24th Birthday

my Birthday juz passed.. flew by more like it.. haha.. had a blast of a time @ St James Last night..

Thank you all for those who smsed/msn/called me~! Really appreciate it that you guys remembered~! Love you all.. muckZ

Also wanna thank everyone who was there @ St James.. Cherie, Max, Sherie, Raymond (Bday Boy), Wei Tang, Wei Tang's Female Fren (forgot her name), Esi, Chandran.. and especially Kimmy and Hui Xian who came down after work... thanks babes.. and the ever funnie guy Kelvin aka KC..

Cherie Darling.. thank you for the erm.. bath robe... i dunno y u buy me that.. but ya.. thanks.. hahhaa...

Max.. thank you for the drinks and chicken wings.. hahaha.. and the Flaming Lumbo (dunno who else shared though)

Chandran... thank you for the waterfall (NOT).. hahaha..

A BIG BIG BIG thank you to Kimmy for saving my life.. hahaha.. sharing the waterfall with me.. thank u so much.. and also thank you for the apple shot.. haha..

KC.. thanks for the 'blowjobs' haha.. and showing your ASS CRACK to us.. hahaha..

Thank you Sherie so much for staying @ powerhouse even though u were so bored... i hope u had a bit of fun still..

Esi and Hui Xian.. thank you for being there~!

RAYMOND~!!!!! BDAY BOY~!!! hugs hugs.. hope u feel better... haha.. next time slow down.. dun drink too much.. Don't hai yourself leh.. hahaha..

Thank you Koh koh.. for the Jacket.. nice nice.. will keep me warm warm.. thank you for all the food also.. muhahaha.. the Sashimi... Mos Burger.. and Pasta... bleahZ.. hahaha... when u come back from yr Trip.. i treat u drink your 'kopi o'...

Lastly.. i wanna thank my Parents.. without them.. i won't be around... thank you for all the things you hav done for me... and thank you for the Chiffon CAKE!!

Aston... thank you for the poem..

NIGHT HAS END ANOTHER DAY,

MORNING HAS COME IN A SPECIAL WAY,

MAY YOU SMILE LIKE THE SUNNY RAYS,

AND LEAVE YOUR WORRIES AT THE BLUE, BLUE BAY

If i missed anyone out.. SORRY HOR... brain lag of sleep.. and too much alcohol~! hahah..

ANDREW.... I STILL WAITING FOR YOU TO COOK FOR ME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bleahZ

Wet Dream

i had a dream.. kind of a 'wet' dream..

dreamt that i was locked up in a small room.. kinda like a jail cell.. and that i was suppose to get tattooed.. by this 'woman' only thing is.. she's not a woman... but a guy.. a cutie too.. dun ask me why was he a cross dresser cos i hav no idea..

was 'tortured' by him.. teasing me relentlessly.. i resisted against it.. but my temptation gave in.. he led me to the bed.. which he shared with 2 other girls.. 1 of them glared at me.. den she pulled the covers over her head.. she looked thai..

den he pulled me close to him n started kissin me.. and the next thing i know i was awake.. and i was feeling wet down there.. and yup.. my menses came.. muhahahhaa..

Malay Engagement Party

it was an interesting day..

it was my 1st time @ a Malay Engagement Party.. hav been to Weddings b4.. but this was a 1st to me.. =)

Was invited by Nordiana.. She's my pri and sec school fren.. hee.. she's so pretty.. it was like a mini SPF reunion of my malay girl frens.. hahaha.. gosh.. ages since i last met them.. and thank god i still can remember some of their names.. esp my own classmates.. hehe.. and luckly Shanez was there too.. hahaha..

Ani was there.. so was Aisha.. Nordi (of cos la).. Naf.. Faraliza.. den i dunno who else liao.. i was the only Chinese there.. totally like stuck out like a sore thumb.. hahaha... but it was great to see them again.. =)

Totally interesting.. =D

Happy Happy Happy Labour Day~!

i'm happy happy happy... bought 3 pairs of shorts from Topshop @ $47 something.. went to do pedicure with nailart cost me $37? not sure.. dun care.. happy happy happy..

and i finally get to see him again.. hehe... super duper happy~!!!

Distraction

he was a nice distraction.. hehe..

i like..

Weekend

mom lost her phone.. during her recent trip to Genting.. dad called me from Malaysia to get me to temp disconnect the line for her.. so early.. omg.. lucky i did not hav to speak to anyone.. juz press numbers..

when they came back.. mom ask me when i'm free to go genting with her for 1 wk.. 1 WEEK hor.. OMFG... wat the hell am i going to do there for 1 WEEK?? Sheesh... if go Macao i dun mind la.. haha.. at least there's JOey there.. and then can hop over to HKG.. =D

anyways.. Sun night/Mon morning.. went to Yishun to pick dearest Adrian up and we zoomed off to Holland V.. =D

That uncle is the same.. forever the same de.. haha.. only now getting older.. haha.. it was a pleasant surprise for Cherie.. haha.. cos i told her i bringing a surprise guest.. hehe.. send him home after a while.. cos he had to work..

It was nice little meet up.. hehe

3rd Road Block

went out for supper with Dav.. and on my way there.. i kenna road block again.. and heng heng the mata wave me though.. i think back.. and hav concluded that Bern did not bathe that night.. therefore.. kenna take down particulars.. he suay.. i should have been the one driving... zhen TMD..

over eat again.. this time Dav's treat.. muhahahahhahaha... we spent $40+ again.. =P

i'm still waiting for the meal to be digested..

A**hole

Sheesh... you're such a bad liar man.. u don't use yr friendster account anymore.. wat a joke.. such a a**hole.. well.. i'll seen though u.. and i'm done with ya..

Ciao..

Strange

i'm wondering.. why did Bern buy me over at Human pets... it's Strange.. nvm.. hope someone buys me again.. haha..

..I miss him..

Tired OuT

i'm tired.. i'm going to bed..

NiteZ all.. =P

Crazy Nite

Fri.. after class went drinking with Cherie, Jen and Kate @ Blue Jazz, it's near Arab St.. it's a nice chill out place.. without those Ang Mors creating a din..

Ordered a Beer.. which i didn't finish.. haha.. Had Stella..

Ger cmae home with me.. den i took the car out and we went for Dim Sum.. after which i send her home.. we talk n talk n talk n talk.. pretty much girls stuff..

den Sat came.. it was time to get ready for St James~! Whoo Hoo.. my final serious clubbing b4 my exams.. Met Lynn Mei Mei 1st @ Carls Jr., den Cherie and HP.. while they were eating... i went ahead to meet with Jo and pals..

Cos it was Yao Zhong (Bryan)'s Bday.. long time never see him le.. kinda miss those days i was hanging with those guys.. =) Miss miss

den Lynn came.. such a surprise that She knew Venson.. haha.. Venson kept telling me that he was waiting for me to perm moi hair.. omg.. no money sia.. haha.. maybe i shall trim 1st lah.. save more money den perm.. =D

after a while Ger, Lynn n Hp came to DF to look for moi.. den we hopped over to Power House.. Wished the other bday boy a happy birthday.. not very close to him.. juz an acquaintance.. only met him so far twice..

went to platform and dance again.. haha.. heck wat ppl think.. juz go up and Dance the night away again.. Ger's Cal came den she dissappear to the table leaving me n lynn... we dance dance dance.. thirsy den go down n drink.. i think i more shou with Calvin cos he like friendlier a bit la.. dunno y also.. haha..

after that i hopped back to DF.. PRing.. talkined to Yao Zhong again.. den went to find Lynn.. den Sherie n Kim was there too.. so went to look for them also.. den bumbed into Venson too.. omg.. was introduced to sooo many ppl.. until i dissy also..

was with Sherie went.. Cherie called and said she was leaving.. i went back to PH to look for Esi.. whom was also leaving.. so we left together after i found Mei Mei..

Esi came bcak to my place.. we went for Dim Sum again.. b4 i drove her home.. so tired... but shoike.. hehe..

I'm Back~!!!

i'm back form phuket.. and i'm currently HUNGRY....

Road Block Wor

Went to Mustafa with bern bern.. miss his hugs.. hehe.. went there to get his earphones.. the way he choose his earphones was so cute.. haha..

was craving for ice cream.. so he took me to Mac for a Cone.. went to AMK's Mac.. quite nice.. got water de... a bit the romantic.. saw a lot of ppl using lappies and watching You Tube.. haha.. Bern was asking.. why do ppl come to mac to watch You Tube? I told him was the WiFi was free and that the electricity also free lo.. so that's why ppl come over... plus.. Mac has air con~! =D

went we turned round the corner... there was a road block.. WTF man.. Bern super worried.. cos he juz converted his licence in Nov.. so he still need to put the P Plate.. haha.. they took our particlars.. den let us off.. omg.. scary.. haha.. cos the officer asked Bern.. 'How fast were u going? Do u know how fast you were going?' Omg.. like i think he was going 60 or 70 tops.. but i doubt is leh.. cos juz turn out wor... haha..

I'll miss bern bern's hugs n kisses when i fly to phuket~!

Tired...

i'm so stoned... i've not slept yet... omg... tired..

LEAVE ME ALONE

LEAVE ME ALONE.. DON'T CALL ME ANYMORE.. DON'T MSN ME ANYMORE.. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YOUR CONSTANT ANNOYANCE..

I TRIED TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU.. BUT YOU'RE TESTING MY PATIENCE WITH YOU.. PUSHING ME TO THE LIMIT.... I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOU... I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR YOUR VOICE ANY LONGER.. IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO LISTEN TO MY WARNING.. DEN YOU LEAVE ME NO CHOICE.. I WILL CALL THE POLICE IF I HAVE TO.

SO

FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Emo-ing

Why are you emo-ing? Suddenly emo-ing?

Why is it that i feel that you are trying to hold me tighter? Why aren't you letting go of me?

I've loosen my grip on you.. i've let u go.. bit by bit.. It took me some time..

Will you do the same for me and let me go? Can i have your blessings?

You've been part of my life for 1 year + and counting.. i've grown fond of u.. Can we remain as friends? Close friends? I don't want you to be an enemy...

Had a scare..

Had a scare recently.. felt a lump in moi breast.. so told mom abt it.. she say better go to the doc for a check up..

so i went on monday.. with mom.. cos she had rashes.. so i shun pian ask the doctor too.. he referred me to a senior consultant @ SGH.. so i went there today..

reached there abt 9+ almost 10.. queued up to get my number which was like a far far far away number.. went to eat breakfast 1st.. b4 heading back down to the clinic..

there was 2 doctors in the room.. 1 young one.. and 1 old one.. the young one explained to me that mine might not be cancerous.. but juz to be sure.. he'll do an ultrascan for me.. when his shi fu (the old one) finished examined another patient.. i was brought to the next room to let the 2 Docs view my breast.. wahaha...

like kenna molest the kan jue leh.. haha.. the young doc examined both sides.. den the old one examined the breast with the lump.. and the best part of it was.. he used a pen to circle where the lump was.. omg.. den the old one did the ultra scan for me. while the young one watch.. den the old one told me.. there's nothing.. so i dun need to see him again.. until there's really something.. HENG AR... whahaha

den i went to the next room.. and the young one explained to me.. what's the lump etc.. scary leh.. cos my grandmother had breast cancer.. so i scared scared.. now a bit relived le.. =)

went out to make payment... $80+ omg.. faint.. snaky was there to accompany me.. den i told him something on the way out of the clinic.. which make him luff.. i told him that.. i think i made the young doctor's day.. cos i guess i'm the youngest patient with the biggest breast which he has seen n touched for the day... wahaha.. =X

Wu Liao Entry

Due to my 'sexy' pic.. guys have been msging me on WLNY.. once i forgot to log off.. and there was like 15 msgs.. like so many to reply sia.. haha..

i juz came home from supper? i dun think it's really called supper lah.. but i went downstairs for a cuppa milo.. met a guy called Eric.. not too bad looking.. looks like Xiao Mei (mike He) in person.. but on web cam... his eyes looks like edison's.. hehe.. kinda cute..

this is a senseless blog entry.. i is bored... i cannot sleep.. so i is typing away..

oh ya.. the previous night i went out for supper with Darren.. my BCom2 classmate.. went to pick him up and he took me to the kopitiam which was near Sgt's place @ Serangoon North.. haha.. called Sgt to invite him down to eat with us.. but too bad.. Sgt was cooking maggie mee.. and i almost caused him to burn his noodles.. hehe.. =X

I had wanton mee.. not too bad.. malaysia style.. black black de... but nice.. long time never eat le.. next time can bring koh there and eat... After noodles we went to chomp chomp for drinks.. sit there chat chat.. den it was home.. he showed me a short cut back to AMK Ave 3.. like fast loh.. was so amazed.. lolx... =P

Sexy Dress...

managed to take a pic in my dress... nice ma? hehe.. too bad it's only the top half.. i wanna take a full length pic.. but have to wait until my cousin Aidan and wife goes out.. if not it's very inconvenient to take pics in that dress.. have received a lot of comments abt my this pic..

Cousin Aud says that i trying to make ppl nose bleed.. some others commented that it was low cut... den others WAH U NOT WEARING A BRA AR?? like WTF.. is it a crime not to wear a bra? Sheesh... GROW UP GUYS... AND STOP YOUR DROOLING..

RANDOM again..

okie.. koh was reading my blog.. and he told me that i don't want him anymore.. i dun think that comment was fair.. why? cos he already has a gf.. that's like soooo unfair to me.. anyway.. my feelings are neutral already.. there's nothing much more i can say to that.. have given him a chance but he didn't treasure it.. so he can go be with his gf.. i dun wanna think abt it anymore.. have caused myself so much pain each time i try to break things off..

have stopped my dreaming already... it's time to wake up... will only continue dreaming of him when i see him online.. hehe.. =X

went supper with David @ Xin Wang again.. over eat AGAIN.. haha.. drank 2 ice HKG Milk Tea.. totally regret.. cos i'm still awake.. helped Dav with his reseach..

was invited over to Drew's place yesterday morning.. but i declined.. too early.. 10am sia.. eh.. anyways.. have been going out with Bern.. it's nice to hang out with him.. cos if i'm tired.. he can drive.. haha.. =P

i miss talking to Sgt on the phone.. told him i missed him ytd.. haha..

i'm a bit on the flirting war path.. dunno what's up with me..

bought a dress.. nice nice.. i like.. halter dress.. not too short.. but it's low cut.. i LIKE... hehe.. now i have to find an occasion to wear it.. was thinking of Marc's wedding.. but den it's like 2 mths away still.. am prepared to wear the white dress (which i wore @ Jac's wedding) for the church part.. den @ night wear this black one.. shall see.. cos i'm still on my diet.. dunno if i still can wear the dress by den not.. hehe..

so maybe offically i'll wear this black dress on Moses 21st? hmm.. depends if got go clubbing not.. haha.. if i wear out for dinner.. my cousins will ask where i going later or whom i going out with later...

I WANNA DRESS TO KILL AGAIN~!

Fa Hua Chi-ing (part 1? haha)

Last night i went to St james after class with Yan n Sherie.. @ abt 1.25am i went home.. rushed home in fact.. y? to log online to see if he's online.. was dissapointed that he was not online..

So went to play facebook.. and was chatting with Dal and some pals online.. den suddenly... *pong* He logged on... wah... i was super happy~!

He asked me who was the guy i wanted to dream of.. cos my Nick was : ~GiLLiaN~ Hope To Dream Of Him Again..... hehe... i told him.. that it was him.. but he didn't believe.. he went ya right.. as if it's him.. so i told him dun believe dun believe loh.. he juz luffed..

have no idea how he feels abt me though.. maybe i'm in my own world having my own crush.. while he only treats me like an old fren.. Sgt was telling me to go n tell him how i feel... but i dun want to... i shy... dare not want to burst my bubble.. but as what he said.. if i dun try how i know... maybe i juz want to have this feeling bah.. want to live in this fa hua chi-ing world of mine.. this feeling was so much stronger den the urge to know Ben's fren.. haha..

should i tell him? should i not? i dunno.. but i damn happy when he went bye sweetie on monday night.. den last night he wanted to tell me something b4 logging off..

he told me: "but before i go.. wanted to say to u that you look really pretty in your MSN pictures"

den we chatted a bit more b4... he had to go.. i have this habbit of going *hugZ* to him b4 he logs off..

and his reply to me was: hugz too... sweet dreams my dear

whooo... cannot sleep sia.. was grining away... was telling Dalton.. haha.. he told me quick go n sleep.. go n dream abt him... hehe.. but i could not.. how to sleep???? was so happy wor... was jumping in my room... hehe.. lucky Daniel not online.. if not hor.. haha.. he'll be damn irritated by me.. wahaha..

i guess.. if 'he' reads this post.. he'll know that i was not lying.. *grining away again*

Super Random Post..

I think i'm going bonkers.. i'm having a crush again.. a very long time crush.. this time the feeling is like stronger... stronger den b4.. i think it's no longer a crush.. but an infatuation.. haha... yanZ tak boleh tahan me.. hehe.. keep looking at the picture and going all soft n mushy.. wahaha... Dunno what the hell is wrong with me too.. haha.. hormones i think.. hehe

Da ladies was over @ my place finishing up da presentation for IM.. more of a touching up and adding stuff... and gossiping.. haha.. luffing too~! Damn funnie lah.. haha.. next time maybe can ask them to stay over liao.. since Sherie works @ Stamford House.. and Yanz work @ Kallang.. so both nearby.. they can sleep a little bit more.. haha..

After working so hard.. 3 of us got hungry.. so we went to have Dim Sum.. yummy... hehe.. den drove down to Sin Ming to go pick Luke up.. unfortunatedly got a bit lost and ended up @ RI/RJC there.. so his frens had to drive him over.. wahaha... Sended Yanz back 1st.. den Sherie den Luke.. realised that he he stay very near my Ah Ma.. haha..

On another note.. earlier in the day... Met up with Serene.. went to do my brows.. get it shaped.. hehe.. den lunched @ Soup Spoon.. tried their Clam Chowder.. soso.. i think the mushroom taste nicer.... den went over to ALDO and got 2 sunglasses @ $9 each... wahaha... if not it's $35/25 each wor.. den we both headed to Ben & Jerry's for ice cream~! Yummy yummy... den chit chat until Xiao Fu and Sherie called.. Met them to go over to Kallang to meet up with Yan and also to have dinner.. was still full.. so only had teh.. i think that's y i'm still typing this.. hehe.. can't sleep.. yawning but can't sleep... *grinZ*

I can't wait to go phuket~! it's gonna be super fun~! Going with Fu, Yanz, Kim and Sherie~! Yeah.. hehe... i CAN'T FREAKING WAIT~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shopping

okie... i've dissappeared for kinda long while... haha... actually i'm juz lazy to update lah.. haha...
went to Bugis to shop for some new clothes.. and yes... i spend a lot of money... haha...
i bought 1 berms... 1 like berms kinda pants... 2 t-shirts.... 2 camisoles... & 2 pairs of heels (1 high n 1 low)

(Low heels)

(High Heels)

I think i'll fall down.. haha... the colour of this heels super match my toe nails colour now.. heehee.. ^_^...

CHEE BYE NEIGHBOUR

I really think that people are getting more irritating and selfish each day. Super pissed with one of my neighbours here. Keep on horning at my dad's car without even knowing the reason why he stopped in the first place. Bloody asshole totally has no brains...

The gate to my apartment is in a side lane which has only 1 road to enter and another 2 exit. Sometimes there are inconsiderate people parking in that small lane.. causing it to become only 1 land instead of 2.. the figure below is something how the lane look like... the thick red line is where the gate is... of cos the diagram is not drawn to scale...

Anyway, after my dad turned into the lane.. he wanted to turn into the gate which was opening however there was another car which was going to exit and the car was in the middle of the road... from the diagram below... you tell me lah... how can my dad turn into the carpark when that car is in the middle of the road....

The car who was exiting had to reverse and try to manuvour to the lane which is to exit. However, the taxi also had to reverse cos both cars were close to each other.... So it takes time to reverse right? And what will your common sense tell you to do?

It tells u to wait right?

Well.. the BLOOD CHEEBYE ASSHOLE does not have any common sense and he kept horning... making me, my mom and dad super irritated! really FUCKED UP..

I was so super irritated with that ASSHOLE. That i turned around and glared at him and his passengers and mouthed the words WAIT LAH! I was ready winding down the window to shout at him. KAN NI NAH.. So what if he has stayed in this apartment earlier? It does not mean that he can bully my dad loh.. If he thinks that he is so rich what for he stay in this apartment. MOVE OUT LAH. also WHAT FOR HE GET A WEEKEND CAR... BLOODY FUCKER. I HOPE HE GETS INTO AN ACCIDENT.

Also so what if my dad took the space he always use to park in. there is no sign which says that THAT is HIS parking space. Later i'm going down to check if he keyed my dad's car not... if my dad's car is keyed i'm going to call the police and report it as vandalisim. Spoil my whole night.. BLOODY ASSHOLE..

yawnZ

OKie.. i'm going into hibernation again.... i'll TRY to do the iPod for MRA...

has having dinner when i heard someone say...:

"Remember to buy Soup powder ar"

den she went on to say:

"Buy the cheapest one... wash clothes one..."

den i realised that she meant.... SOAP Powder....

OMG.... FaintZ

Super Random post..

i'm not been blogging for a long time.. super bz... and lazy... haha

i think my insomnia is back again... cos i've not slept the whole night.. later going to meet Jac n Cherie... to go over jac's wedding plans and the dresses we going to wear...

*Big yawnZ*

Last Wed.. i think... had class for Tourism Management (TM) after class... Me, Kit and Xue Ni went to have a drink... 1st we went to Ice Cold Beer... but unfortunately... due to age problems.. we had to leave... so we headed to Alleybar....

I didn't have dinner.. so didn't take anything with alcohol in it... drank Shirley Temple... yummy... i like sweet drinks.. heehee...

Was luffing and talking about some stuff.... from the Ice Cold Beer incident to school.... to holidays.. to more personal matters... haha

Hmmm... wat other things happen ar? oh... let's see.... hmmm... oh ya... last night something very interesting happen... not to me.. but to my classmates who were taking Strategic Management... Their lecturer forgot there was class.. can you freaking imagine it?? I think she's going to be super super marked down for the evulation... my classmates already cannot stand her.. so it's going to be worst now... most of them waste their money n time to go to school.. only to find out that class is cancelled at the last min...

going to orchard is no joke ar... still have to pay ERP.. plus carpark is $2.65 + Petrol.. not cheap hor... + they still have to go home... which is like another ERP charge... totally pity them wor... lucky for me.. i had Services Marketing Class... i always enjoy that class... Samuel Lee is 1 person who really grabs your attention...

Well after class went to have supper with Wyatt and Yan Yan... went to the S11 there to eat... had BBQ Stingray, BBQ Sotong with Ladies Finger, Prawn Paste Chicken and Baby Kai Lan... i like the vege... it's very nice... cannot get that sort of taste at home.. cos the stove fire is not strong enough... sad...

3 of us talked until about 11+, 12 i think... b4 we headed home...

and until now... i've not slept... i cannot wait until i reach home later... muhahhaa

A very Bad day...

Today is one of my worst day for the year 2007.... i bonged the side of my head against the kitchen cupboard... while i was going to throw rubbish down the chute... i didn't noticed the cupboard door was in my path which i was going to take (eg.. the angle) thought that i will missed it... but too bad for me.. i banged the edge... now i still have a red mark on my head... TMD

when i was coming back from school... the MRT was packed... and 4 inconsiderate China people was standing near the exit talking LOUDLY... when i reached my stop... i wanted to get out... but they were in the way... i said excuse me... ppl who heard me.. shifted so that i can get out... but these 4 ppl... did not move... most prob i think they do not understand lah... btw... i really think that people who DO NOT UNDERSTAND the word 'EXCUSE ME' in english be allowed to be on any transpot... so i raised my voice and said EXCUSE ME!!!! think louder den their voices lah... i was si beh du lan liao... cos my bag was heavy... my lap top was also heavy... and i wanted to get home as fast as i could...

den nvm... on the way back... while i was crossing the road... via a perdestrian crossing... cannot J-walk... traffic too heavy... i checked that all the cars stopped... b4 i crossed the road... while i was crossing halfway... a BLOODY LORRY ran the red light... i was super lucky loh.... if i had walked any faster... i'll be knocked down by that BLOODY LORRY loh...

NVM... when i was going to cross a lane... a stupid car turned into the lane which i was about to cross without signalling... lucky i stopped ar... it really made me very pissed...

Some MALE DRIVERS do not know the basic of driving... they ought to go back and retake their licence AGAIN!!! Some MALE DRIVERS SUCK AT DRIVING TOO... they ought not to drive anymore... for the safty for perdestians and other drivers!!!!

Irritating Molly

I should have locked my bedroom door last night... especially when i knew that my uncle was coming over to help bring my mom's chest of drawer's in... and that his irritating wife would come along also...

DAMN HER.... people sleeping can open the door and look at me some more... TMD... i opened my eyes n stared at her from my bed... after she closed my door... i smsed my dad.... "I DO NOT APPREACIATE PEOPLE COMING INTO MY ROOM WHEN I AM SLEEPING"

I mean it's basic courtesy to not open someone's bedroom door when u know there is someone sleeping inside right... Oh ya... i forgot... she don't have any manners one.. and not forgetting courtesy...

If it's my parents i wouldn't mind.... If it's someone close to me i also wouldn't mind... BUT NOT someone WHOM I DISLIKE... TO THE CORE... and HAS already ONCE DISRESPECTED me...

I'm going to ignore her again when i see her..

Random Thoughts2

My last post i was saying that i could collect my cam hor... heehee... but until today me still have not gone down to collect it lah.. 1 reason y i didn't go down earlier was b'cos it was too out of the way lah... 2nd reason i had no time to do so...

it's been like 2 weeks since i moved into the new aprtment... have not unpacked A LOT of things... the boxes in the hall are mainly mine... i dunno where to keep all those things... cos now i have less funiture... most of my stuff toys which i had hidden in my cupboard.. i'm going to give it away (or rather my mom will give it to her colleagues cos most of them have young children)... except for some.. which i will keep...

i dunno what else to unpack... maybe i'll start with my bags.... Hmmm... okie.. i'm to do it...

Ramdom thoughts 1

Whoo hoo... i can go collect my Cam back already... so fast hor? heehee... and it's only $80+... compared to the time which the lens was jam... heehee..

I a bit scared to sleep... cos when i sleep... for an example... last night... i slept at about 1am... and i woke up at 5+ almost 6pm! Dunno next time if i sleep will i wake up again not....

Went to class today... TM... i like that class.. SM too... i dun like MRA... but still have to go... so far.. i've missed 2 MRA classes... not feeling bad about it though.. haha..

I have to clear the things in my cupboard... i shall do it later... when i cannot sleep.. Still have a very bad phlegmy (if there's such a word) nose/throat... I cannot cough it out.. but rather i have to blow it out! Such a waste of tissue paper...

Went to have dinner/Supper with Xue Ni, Lynn, Jerlyn and Kit... Kit's lappy was drenched with Green Tea... hope that nothing is wrong with it..

Going to pack my things now... hope to update again... =D

View from the New Aprtment

I'm sitting in my hall.. on the floor... listening to music... at the same time cutting the paper to prevent roaches from going into the cupboards...

As i look up and straight out of the window.. i can see Concourse... and the DHL Balloon... hee... so nice.. i also can see the sky... as compared to when i was staying on the ground floor... it's really windy here.. as there's not must obstructions.. but i do think that in a year or a few years time... i won't be able to see Concourse or the Balloon anymore... =(

Cos there are buildings coming up.. so sad... how i wished i stayed on the 8th Floor... the view will be much nicer.......

Going out with Theresa later... i'm hungry... have not eaten since last night's dinner... i'm too lazy to go downstairs to buy Chicken wing..

See once i get my cam back... i might take a pic of the view... =)

Moving moving..

I'm currently in my new house... heehee.. came here early in the morning to do some stuff... gonna get ready to move in soon...

went to Haw Par Villa yesterday... i think the place has shrunk... nothing much there... STB is not doing anything to promote it.. i think they are ashamed of HPV... but i do think that it's a place which is interesting but it needs some life to the place.. there is not a single brochure there to explain how the park came about etc... so sad... so unlike last time...


after that i went to service my Camera at Canon again... going to cause me another $100+... walked to Vivo.. went to walk around for a while.. den took a cab home.. packed some more stuff with mom before heading over here to unpack...

will update more if i have the time... yawnZ

FUCKING PISSED

For the first time in my life some asshole pissed me off greatly even more then when I’m in a shouting match with my mother.

WAS supposed to go KL last night. But I didn't go. Cos I WAS pissed with the ASSHOLE. I simply do NOT understand. IS it that HARD to ASK what TIME we should MEET.

I FUCKING waited the whole evening for the BLOODY answer. I called the ASSHOLE at about 6+pm.

Guess what was the ASSHOLE doing?

The ASSHOLE was eating a watermelon.... 'how nice'... I asked again what time we are meeting. ASSHOLE reply was I DON'T KNOW COS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TIME WE ARE GOING TO FINISH WORK. (Oh. BTW, ASSHOLE's english is not so proper. I changed the english cos I can't stand the broken english which ASSHOLE uses)

So Fine after i heard the answer... I told ASSHOLE to let me know early. As I thought we were going to have dinner before going up the bus. But i was wrong. I waited 7pm went by.... and waited... 8pm.. I called again.

And the BLOODY ASSHOLE PUT ME ON SPEAKER TO SAY HI TO EVERYBODY. GOD DAMN IT! I AM NOT IN THE MOOD TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE. I AM NOT LIKE BEL. I DO NOT TORLERATE THIS BLOODY NONSENSE. I TOLD THE ASSHOLE TO DISCUSS THE TIME TO MEET N REPLY ME. I hung up after that..

Guess what time ASSHOLE told me to meet them for dinner? ASSHOLE told me to meet them at 9.15PM.

FUCKING HELL. WHAT THERE TO EAT AT LEVENDER MRT STATION THERE? 9.15PM MOST OF THE COFFEESHOPS ARE WASHING UP. THERE'S NOTHING TO EAT AT 9.15PM! AND THE BUS LEAVES AT 10PM. I DOUBT THE ASSHOLE THOUGHT THAT EVERYONE COULD FINISH EATING BY 9.50PM.

I HAD NO DINNER. NO LUNCH. NO BREAKFAST.

I WAS HUNGRY N PISSED. IF HE HAS SOME BRAINS N SOME COMMON SENSE HE WOULD CALL ME N ASK ME TO HAVE MY OWN DINNER FIRST INSTEAD OF MAKING ME WAIT.

I HAVE MY LIMITS ON WAITING FOR PEOPLE. AND I HATE LAME EXCUSES MORE.

THE FUCKING EXCUSES THE ASSHOLE GAVE ME:

1) I DON'T KNOW WHAT TIME WE CAN FINISH WORK.

2) THERE IS BINGO TONIGHT, I DON'T KNOW THAT TIME IT ENDS.

3) EVERYONE IS BUSY

4) WE HAD TO CLEAR SOME THINGS

5) WE WERE DOING AAR (AFTER ACTION REVIEW/REPORT)

FUCKING HELL. I WORKED AT THE AGM BEFORE LAST YEAR. I DID BINGO SESSIONS TOO. I KNOW EVERYONE WAS BUSY AND HAD TO CLEAR SOME STUFF. I DON'T THINK 100% OF THE TIME YOU GUYS WERE TALKING ABOUT AAR. BUT I DON'T THINK ASSHOLE USED HIS FUCKING BRAINS. HE DOES NOT HAVE ANY COMMON SENSE.

IF YOU HAVE COMMON SENSE YOU WILL AT LEAST:

1) SMS YOUR FRIENDS TO ASK WHAT TIME SHOULD YOU MEET ME. ESPECIALLY DURING THE BINGO SESSION. WHY? SOME OF YOU MIGHT ASK? REASON GIVEN IS THAT..

1.1. During Bingo Session. There is only 1 Cashier, 1 caller (not a staff), 2 - 3 Checkers (someone who verifies the winning ticket), and 1 person doing the maths on the payout.

1.2. Beginning of each round. ONLY the cashier and the person doing the maths will be BUSY.

1.3. The checkers will do NOTHING after verifying the winning ticket(s).

1.4. During the round, the cashier will have NOTHING to do.

1.5. The person doing the maths will need 2-4 mins to do the calculations on the excel sheet. After that HE has NOTHING to do.

THEREFORE I DO NOT SEE ANY FUCKING PROBLEM TO ASK A SIMPLE QUESTION LIKE: WHAT TIME DO WE MEET HER? - BUSY DURING A BINGO SESSION MY ASS.

2) CHECK IF THERE IS ENOUGH TIME FOR DINNER AND TIME TO GET TO THE BUS STATION.

3) THINK THAT SOMEONE WAS WAITING FOR AN ANSWER AND FEEL BAD TO LET THE PERSON WAIT FOR SO LONG.

I SIMPLY WAS TOO ANGRY TO BE SEEING THE ASSHOLE FOR A 5 - 6 HOUR BUS RIDE. THE SIGHT AND SOUND OF THE ASSHOLE JUST PISSES ME OFF. SO I DECIDED NOT TO GO. SIMPLE AS THAT. I WAS AFRAID THAT I WILL BURST A BLOOD VESSEL FROM SCREAMING AT THE ASSHOLE THROUGHOUT THE JOURNEY.

AND NOW THE ASSHOLE WANTS ME TO PAY HIM THE BUS FARE AND HOTEL. THE ASSHOLE WAS MORE WORRIED ABOUT THE MONEY THEN ME BEING ANGRY. HE'S NOT JUST AN ASSHOLE. HE'S A MOTHER FUCKING PEICE OF JUNK SHIT ASSHOLE!!!!!

I DO NOT WANT TO SEE OR HEAR FROM THIS ASSHOLE EVER AGAIN.

Cravings.... Part II

I've craving for Tuna Puff... Chicken Pie... Sausage Egg Muffin... Hotcakes.... Hash browns.... BK Breakfast... Chicken Mayo Sandwich... Tuna Mayo Sandwich... You Tiao.... Beef Noodles..... Mi Tai Mak with Tomato Ketchup (Bak Chor Mee Style).... Mee Soto... Mee Siam... Mee Rebus.... Roti John.... Tissue Prata... Normal Plain Prata... Cheese Prata... popiah.... Kweh Pie Tee.... Hokkien Mee.. Hokkien Prawn Mee... Prawn Mee... Hongkong Fried Noodles... Salt n Pepper Sotong..

Fuck.... i making myself so hungry so early in the morning!!!!

=(

Cravings....

I've got some major cravings...

i wish i could eat........ Mac n Cheese...... Mash Potatoes....... Corn Muffins.... Chocolate Cookies... Ipoh Hor Fan....... Ben n Jerry's Chocolate Fudge Brownie..... Chocolate Brownies and Cheese Apple Pie from Secret Reciept....... Wan Ton Mee..... Laska..... Fish and Chips.... Chicken Cutlet.... Tempura..... Sushi...... Japanese Curry Rice or Noodles..... Baked Potato with Sour Cream n Bacon Bits..... The Bread Coutons on my Salad...... and lots more....

=(

I miss good food!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HIBERNATING

It's almost a week after the exams... i still have another week of holiday before the whole routine starts again...

i'm hibernating at home... to date... it's also about 1 mth since i started out on my new diet... which i kinda follow strictly... i went back to the doc and he told me i lost 7.1kg.. not too bad... i told Aud... she was like SIAO AR... lol... i didn't know i lost that much though... couldn't do the maths in the Doc's office... cos i was kinda stoned...

B4 i left the office... i told the Doc i cannot sleep... until about 5+.. 6am in the morning... he told me that it's just the side effects... all i need to do is to bear with it and get used to it... -_____-"

Not too good news for me though... cos if i still cannot sleep the next time i see him... i'm either going to tell him to cut down on my dosage of my pill or gimme sleeping pills.... =(

Ratty ratty RAT

my dad caught a rat in his rat trap that he bought yesterday... it's not a huge one... but rather it's a small one... kinda like the movie Ratatouille..... i feel kinda sorry for it... cos it's going to die... a lot of people actually think that Singapore is really clean... but the actual fact is... we are not that clean at all... we do have rats... round amok in our drains... houses... offices... and kopitiam... and not forgetting our sewage pipes!

i've finally finished my law assignment... dunno if i'll pass though... will have to work harder n copy faster from my textbook/ppt slides text/notes/Sub readings... once i print it out.. den it's time to fully concentrate on Carnival... which is due on Wed... -_-"

i tried cooking salmon today... but i think i failed... i need some salmon recipes.. i guess my tummy couldn't take it.. so it's been causing me some runs... i dunno wat to have for lunch and dinner tomorrow...

it's a task to think what i can or cannot eat... cos almost everything i see is all carbo... Mom has been snacking on my Chocolates... my Jelly... my sweets... my biskuts... only thing she has not touched is my ice cream... haha...

The Doc was saying that i could only drink water & Coke Lite... mom was kind enough to buy me 6 cans of Coke Lite... normally i dun drink coke at all... cos it's too gasy.. but now i drink it very slowly... the last time i bought a small bottle of coke lite was like on last Wed... but i juz finished drinking it today (29 July)... power hor? haha... anyway... i treated myself to a ice tea @ coffee bean... not too much sugar syrup... like i'm known for... =)

I think i need to crash already... i need to wake up early later... time to crash... NiteZ!

1st day of diet

Living in my apartment is so interesting... Firstly someone wanted to commit suicide.. be trying to jump off the roof... of cos she was not successful lah.... Secondly... i heard someone crying outside my front door... and some girl talking about getting pregnant.. while a guy was comforting? not too sure... cannot hear clearly.... and tonight/this morning... as i went to pee... i heard a guy n girl (my neighbour) talking.. about the girl's job (sounds like a Filipino) the guy i think was standing outside the window... the girl was crying... den the guy said that he will go home n call her... and she replied that if he didn't she won't sleep and will kill herself... Hmmm... so interesting... haha...

all i had for lunch was 4 tiny taiwan sausages... dinner was steak without fries... with an sunny side up egg and some salad... washed down with a diet coke... and I'm currently hungry after eating an apple....

it's just the 1st day of my diet.... =(

Dieting... Random...

I'm joining Aud in her diet... next sunday.. hopefully Jerlyn will join me... =D unless she want to see the effect 1st lah.. haha... We shall go on diet together.... =D keep each other company.. hand in hand.. *GrinZ* I am determine to stick to my diet.... and i WILL bite/wack ANYONE (including Family Members) who DARES to put me off track... YOU ARE WARNED!

it's the 1st time in weeks that i woke up at 9.55am... and not gone back to sleep... it also shows that i'm serious in going dieting... i juz finished my last carbo loaded meal... and it does not taste nice.... Mom paid for the medical... Dad paid for dinner @ Geylang Lorong 37... Had crab Beehoon... not that nice... think Ang Mo Kio one nicer... it will be some time again before i eat/touch any carbo loaded food...

We went to Ikea @ Tampines today... super duper huge.... walked n walked n walked... walked aroung to get some ideas for the new house... i don't mind having/using induction stove... i think it saves alot of space... but my old fashion father... want to use either the piped in government gas(which there is no pipe for the gas at the moment) or those old fashion stoves will the tank below (which the tentant was using)...

My Harry Potter book is sended to the office... and Koh is in HKG... waiting for him to come back so that i can collect it from him.. good thing too... at least i'm not tempted to read it until after my projects... think i'll tell him to pass it to me after my exams... thou shall not go into temptation....

Currently doing my assignments way way way into the night... why? Cos... :

1) i Can't SLEEP

2) My Dateline is coming

3) No books to read

4) i need to be more hardworking

i'm up to 600 words for my law... i still have 1900 words to go... dunno wat to write liao... a bit jammed up by all the sub sections... oh well... hope i'm not out of point... my dateline is on next Monday.... Marketing Case Study for Carnival is on next Wed... i need to jia you... still have to do powerpoint slides!!!

I hate my internet connection here at my house... hopefully went i move the connection is better and there is no disconnection... i'm a broken recorder... i know... cos i'm repeating this plenty of times already... think i'll bring my lappy to school tomorrow... use the electricity n the internet connection there... =D

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Backtrack to the last few days...

Fri (20 July)... after class... Me, Jerlyn, Lynn, Xue Ni, Xiao Fu & Kit went to Geylang to have Dao Hui (salty & Sweet), You Tiao, Soya Bean Milk, Mee Sua & Xiao Long Bao...

Have never tried Salty Dao Hui... it taste like steam egg... without the eggy taste... weird... normally... normal people won't finish something which is weird.. and finish something which is normal... for us... we finished the salty dao hui and did not finish the Sweet one.. haha...

after that, we went to have durian... long time never eat durian juz like that.. it's normally Daisy mama's durian puff... but it's nice.... $40 worth of durian for the 6 of us... we could not finished though.. too much... then after that.. we went to Mustafa... by the time i reached home was close to 3? or 3.30am... haha.. it was nice... and fun... next time i can only drink water n watch them eat... unless it's not carbo le... =P

Sat (21 July)... Jolene smsed me... asking me out... she came down to kebangan which i picked her up from n we went to Bark Cafe for some snacks for her... breakfast/lunch/dinner for me... we had Chix wings.. carlamari... and Mussels... nice nice nice... after that went back to Kebangan to drop her off...

*Side note: i think my fart smells like durian... and it stinks to high heavens.. muhaha....

CAn't sleep

i'm so bloodly full... went to Tampines to meet theresa n Aud to watch transformers... but too bad the show is like FULL... so in the end we went to Bark Cafe at Changi... the place is not too bad.. the ambeience too... quite nice.. waiters n waiteress are polite.. and their service was efficent.. think i'll be going back for somemore dinners ba... BUT only IF i HAVE the CAR...

after dinner send Aud back who was dead tired... den drove to Jurong... back to chevrons to play Bingo.. haha.. finally i can play liao... haha.. played the last 2 rounds... won nothing though... haha.. i finally got my birthday card n voucher from Dal.. haha.. after so long..

Koh rode his bike to office.. and he was meeting his brother.. so didn't give him a lift back home... wanted to go n catch some other movie.. but checked online.. all the seating sucks.. so in end the went back to Tampines... and shared a tissue prata with Theresa...

oh ya.. i went to see my new place today... the rooms are smaller and my mom is dissapointed with the apartment... but i think if it's done up nicely... the apartment won't be too bad... plus... it's windy... compared to my place now.. it's so hot... and you can't even feel the breeze... i'm actually quite excited to move.. cos i will get my own bathroom... and i have my own bath tub!!! but i need to clean it up... cos it has not be cleaned recently...

i'm going to watch Harry Potter tomorrow.. okie.. make them later in the afternoon.. since it's like 2am now... recently.. i can't sleep.. i dunno y... when i try to sleep.. all i can do is toss n turn... i think i'm worried about school... haiz... do i need to take sleeping pills? how??.... haiz...

Transformers!

i caught Transformers with Theresa on Tuesday.. and boy is that show good.... i've decided that i wanna get the Die Hard 4 and Transformers DVD!

I can't wait to move too! cos my broadband connection SUCKS big time... i've complained countless of times already.. ya i know... i'm like a broken tape recorder or an old grandmother... haha.. but ya... if i dun complain i think i will explode!

2molo i dunno if we can get the keys to the new house... it all depends on the lawyers... so exciting.... hee...

i'm struggling with my ST essay... it's not ez to redo... and i'm worried about the subject too... haiz... i don't understand the subject... and that's a very bad thing.. i will have to suck thumb n get on with it though.. cannot quit halfway... i must JIA YOU!

Tan line again..

I went to the botanic gardens today to do my filed report.. went to the library to try to get some resources.. but nothing much.. Fu, marian n me walked all the way from Tanglin Gate right up to the other entrance.. it was like a 15 min walk... nice... but HOT HOT HOT... i got another tan line again... that's how hot the sun was okie...

i have class again tomorrow... it's law... it's not too bad... i think it's way way much interesting than ST... at least there are cases to read and it's not as boring as ST...

need to read up on ST again and redo my essay... haiz...

i think i'm becoming a bit cranky liao... i my temper juz flared up the night before... haiz... i'm beginning to sound like Jolene.. haha... (Girl, if you reading this, No offence k..)

So random... bored to death...

My day today

I went to watch Die Hard 4 today with Snakey at PS... the show was not bad.. full of action and some comedy... i like.. haha... weird right? that i like this type of movie... =D wanted to go to cathay and watch one.. cos i wanted to go thread my eyebrows... it's like wild bushes.. haha.. no lah.. i'm kiddin... but i thought of Serene.. cos we always go together.. so i thought that i'll wait for her... =D maybe her next Monday off.. go do with her.. heehee...

Actually i wanted to catch Transformers... but it was selling fast and the seats were like 6 rows from the screen... so it was off to the 2nd choice... it was not such a bad choice though.. heehee.. and it's also the 1st show which i watched with Snakey.. just the 2 of us... =D

There were alot of people there... i did not know that it was Youth day though... =( so many students!!! so irritating... and it seems that they are getting ruder and more vulgar with each generation which goes by... Playing games also scold bad words... OMG... kids nowadays... think they should clean their mouths with Harpic... omg.. of cos... we young adults also play a part lah.. we also scold... so we have no excuses..

Youth Day brought back some memories.. that it's the day which i got my chicken pox.. how can i forget.. lol... which i passed to my mom later on.. haha..

Well after watching the movie... while making our way back to the main shopping area... we both did something unexpected together... Snakey was on the phone talking to someone.. and i was trying to tie my hair up.. we then came to a door which was like the swinging ones.. and we both kicked the door together... haha... we were like wow... haha..

I went to meet Jerlyn and Lynn for dinner while Snakey went back home... Snakey walked part of the journey with me.. before i met up with the 2 ladies.. i went to Cold Storage to buy some water for class and some soup for my lunch for the next few days... =D mom asked me to stop stocking up the fridge... but i can't... cos there's like nothing for me to eat!!! so i had too... Hmmm... but she didn't say anything about the tins and cans right.. heehee... *grinZ*
it was Law lesson again... and this time Mr David let us off early... thank god... haha.. half of us were like sleeping in class already.. this time round the classroom they gave us was like small... got only 1 door.. want to escape the lesson also cannot.. cos got to walk pass the lectuerer...

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I'm still trying to connect to the internet... haiz... i'm currently typing my entries via WordPad... KT bring the Words software on Fri!!!!!! PLEASE.... i BEG YOU!!!!!

Moi Birthday

My internet is down again... it's really borthersome.. especially when i want to blog and can't.. i wish the connection over at the new house is better...

my birthday was spent doing my ST presentation as well as doing my summary for the presentation... it was so stressful... I got birthday wishes from Joe Sweetie.. my 1 and only Daddy.. Snakey (who was the 1st one to call me to wish me at night =D).. Cousin Theresa called me 2nd and sang me a very very very fast 'Happy Birthday' to me.. she was with JR and he too wished me Happy Birthday.. didn't know it was him at first cos i never spoke to him on the phone before.. haha.. Vanessa smsed me happy birthday too... so sweet of her to sms me.. Kevin too sms me.. he finally got the right date.. haha.. i think he was trying his luck.. cos he was smsing me throughout June.. Happy Birthday.. and den i'll reply.. it's too early... thanks a lot pal.. too bad.. i missed yrs.. Sorry about it.. was rushing and worrying about my event.. which was on the 16 of June.. =(

Jerlyn msn me Happy birthday.. heehee.. i wonder how she knoes it's my birthday... Hmmm... i have a hunch..it's Friendster.. haha.. she wished me again after class.. with Xue Ni and Mervyn too.. Class was boring.. the Aussie/Canadian was a guest lecturer... Jerlyn told May.. next time don't invite him.. cos we can't understand what he was saying.. haha.. i think we couldn't catch his words.. too chim i think.. also there were parts when he was mumbling to himself.. to which... i cheeky asked... Yi Gong Si Mi? which means... what's he saying? some of my classmates who heard... laughed.. heard someone said So rude.. hey but it's true.. i dunno wat the hell he was trying to say.. but he was talking to himself ain't he?

after class i rushed back home to submit my report again to Ms June.. cos the Uni's instruction was confusing and it was not clear.. so i resubmit it via my local lecturer... My Cousins Theresa, Audrey, Clement and Wilson came to my place with a cake and they sang Happy Birthday to me at my doorstep.. haha.. So sweet... Pics will come later.. cos i didn't take any... must ask Theresa or Audrey or Wilson.. not sure if Clement took any...

after waiting for me to finish my report.. we went to HKG cafe for supper... heehee.. by the time we got back was about 1am.. thanks guys.. thanks for coming over to wish me happy birthday... =D

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! *MuckS*

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to Me... Happy Birthday to Me... Happy Birthday to Mmmmeeeeeeeeeeeee... Happy Birthday to me.....

*GrinZ*

I still have to do my ST presentation later... haiz... oh well.. time to sleep...

Last day of work..

Today is my last day of work... unofficially.. haha.. my official last day is on the 29th of June.. and i did not wish to say good bye to all my colleagues and start crying on my birthday... so thank goodness i'm on Sat Duty...

Koh has helped me pack my things in the office.. got a shock of my life when i walked in... cos my desk is so empty... *sobZ*

i will miss my desk area... cos it's so cozy and warm and it's my area.... *sobZ* bye bye cozy area *waves*... Hope Serene will take care of you....

my farewell present is a Anna Sui purfume... Secret Wish... a Lip Gloss and Mascara... I'm thinking.. y purfume? I smelly ma?? hahaha... no la.. kidding... i like it... i can't dun like it can't i? Cos buy already ma...

Anyway... i'm waiting for Serene to call me so that i can i make my way to Clementi to meet her...

New Toy...

i got a new toy... heehee... Nintendo DS Lite... =D

It's nice.... and white... got 2 games... 1 is the Nintendogs and the other is Pokemon~!!

big grinZ...

Lazy Bum Me

Have been too busy to blog... too lazy too...

But 1 super mega update is... I've resigned from my JOB~!!!

Gonna concentrate on my studies... =D

Hong Kong

between Working and Studying i've have been doing some travelling (at long last!!!)... Recently went to Hong Kong with 3 other classmates from APMI for some R&R... but in the end it's not R&R more like torturing myself... A quick summary of my trip...

1st day woke up damn early at 4am to catch my flight... had breakfast on board the place... caught the transfer to the hotel... us girls manage to get our room b4 the guys... went walk walk with ML for a while.. tried the Smelly Toufu... which = to really like eating SHIT... needs a lot of getting used to... KG & JL went to exchange some currency nearby the hotel... Met them back at the hotel... the guys finally got their room... den we went to catch some Zzzz... woke up took shower and off to dinner and went to watch the lights show... lucky for us there was also fireworks~!! NICE~!!! heard from KG that it's only on Special Occations den they ahve fireworks.. if not juz only the lights...

den went on a journey to the PEAK~! KG almost caused us to take the wrong transport... lucky for me... i spotted the tram up... Peak is nice nice... very romantic at night... but spoiler for the night was... i DROPPED MY FARKING CAM after repairing it... I is SUPER DU LAN with myself...

2nd day... went for the free 1 day tour... had dim sum for breakfast... den we went to some of the places of interest like Repluse Bay.. Niong Peng and the shops... i like the cable car ride up... cos it's like 25 mins.. and the sceanary is like nice... the guys walked up to the Buddah while we girls went down for some shopping at the factory outlets... we went to Hard Rock cafe for Dinner~! den we walked to Temple Street and took the MTR back to our hotel..

3rd Day... I skipped Disneyland cos i was thinking of going back with a certian someone... but now i think my hopes are dashed... and i can forget about going back with him... woke up late... heehee.. cos the other 3 had to wake up like 7am to go to Disneyland.. went for a walk all the way to Mong Kok... went to the Ladies Street... the Digital Street as well as to the Sporting Goods Street.. walked until i damn tired... went back to the hotel to rest.. bathe and wait for them to call/sms... met them for dinner went to eat streamboat... soup was yummy... heehee... after that went to Ladies market with JL to buy some stuff...

4th Day we went to Ocean Park... we went for Brunch near by... den we took the MTR to Central and we tried to take the Xiao Ba to the Ocean Park... not too bad... sat some of the rides... and went to their Atoll Reef.. wah... the fish all damn huge.. until damn scary... also went to see the jelly fish and the shark and sea lions... also went to watch the Dolphines and sea lions show... nice nice...

after that me n JL went to Lan Kwai Fong and we had KFC... heehee... we went their by ourselves without the guys and by Bus hor... never take Taxi!!!! i'm so proud of us!!!! oc swe never get lost.. heehee... after that we went back to our hotel to rest...

last day we woke up late... me n JL went for Brunch again... this time juz round the corner from our hotel... i think it's the BEST meal i had in HKG!!!!

After that it was time to take the transfer back to the airport.. where we did a little shopping.. =)

Bad Bad Bad..

Had a very bad weekend.. and a very bad start of the week too..

Was so pissed off with APMI's MS Levina. The new Program Manager for my course... I have never met anyone who is in APMI who is as Ridiculous AS HER!!! Expecting me to inform her 1 week in advance when i am sick....

den later on in the evening, i was at Theresa's place.. Grace called and inform that her dad was admited to the hospital and he was going for a operation later in the night.. her dad was bleeding in the brain..

Things are really not looking to good

I HATE HER MORE

i think my life has just gotten worst.. i walked out of the house.. not wanted to continue the argument.. i wanted to study... but when i came back.. i found the door latched..

my MOM... YES MY MOM... latched the door.. i'm now sitting outside the main door... lucky i still can access the Internet from here... i do not know what sort of mother she is.. but from wat i can see... she's nothing good.. i'm starting to HATE her all over again...

it took me years to try to forget what she did to me when i was younger... accusing me of causing her miscarriage... making me the main source to vent her anger on.. whacking me for every little thing i did wrong... bashing my head against the wall.. throwing almost everything she can get her hands on... at one point she threw a knife at me.. whacking me with clothe hangers... and almost a belt.. unfortunately i didn't forget.. how on earth am i suppose to forget what she has did to me? i only can thank god that i did not have 2 other sisters to suffer the same fate..

it took alot of self control not to hit her back... i really wanted too.. but i held and suppress the anger inside of me.. so many a time i wanted to scream back... now i'm older... and when i scream back... it becomes a shouting match... whatever i say... it's going to hit her 2X more... Y?? cos the words which comes out of my mouth is all the truth... and she knows that it is the truth... but she refuse to admit her mistakes...

I HATE HER EVEN MORE NOW..

Exhausted..

i'm sick n tired of her screaming at me all the time.. i'm down with a sore throat... and fever.. i'm feeling very heaty at the moment.. i'm also very tired...

i did not ask her to come back with dad.. i did not ask her to stop gambling... i did not ask her to do anything..

all i did was to tell her not to cook.. does asking her not to cook mean that i do not want to have dinner? i do not think so.. life is not too good at the moment for me.. life is going to the dumps..

i do not feel like doing anything... i walked out of the house with my books and laptop.. walked out of everything.. i do not have the intention of sitting for my exam tomorrow.. i feel like jumping off a building.. but will that solve everything? anything? i do not think so..

i'm sitting all alone at Mac... typing this down.. but i do not feel like studying... i want to cry... but i can't... i trying to put up a very strong front... but i dun think i can hold on forever.. it's very exhausting.. i want to lie down to rest.. but i can't.. i have nowhere to go too.. no one to run too..

why is this happening to me? i'm sick n tired of living anymore..

Lushful Lashes...

my HR exam is on monday... and i have no mood to study... have been really tired out recently... i wonder why... might because of work... so many events during March.. until i'm abit drained out..

Have to juggle with work, school work and of cos the Dinner & Dance stuff... have no time to even practice for our performance.. opps... we dun even have any performance to perform... that is how busy we are.. any plus.. koh was on overseas leave... oh well.. i think we juzt have to come out with something by thursday!

Oh ya... i went to perm my eye lashes... quite happy with the results... and it's not as painful as how Eva has decribe it would be... there's some discomfort when the lady put some kind gel substance on my lashes... and when she was cleaning the substance off... if not tat's it!! now i do not need to use the curler anymore!!! anyway i seldom use also lah... heehee... maybe next time i shall try the lash extention!! Cos mom say my lashes are not enough... o_O"

2nd Childhood

I'm going back to my 2nd childhood.. have been buying VCDs/DVDs of Disney's Classics...

Recently have bought... Cinderlla... Little Mermaid... Peter Pan...

I'm going to start collecting them... quite nice to watch them again... but hor... it's not cheap leh....

New Apartment!!

Yeah... on the last entry i was talking about the apartment which i viewed? Well... on that night my parents made the deposit... and it seems that the Owner of that apartment has signed the agreement!!

WooHooo~!!!! okie.. as promised... I'll tell more about the apartment!!

The Apartment has 3 Bedrooms... actually 4... but one of the bedroom wall was knocked out to make the master bedroom bigger... and the apartment also has 4 toilets... and out of the 4 toilets... 2 are attached to the bedrooms!!!!

One of it is in the Master bedroom... and the other... is in my future bedroom.. so no more fighting over the toilet with my dad in the morning!!! But u know.. i rather not have a bathroom to myself... cos... it means i have to clean it lah... me laZY... heehee... my bathroom has a bathtub in it.. and so it means i can soak myself there... heehee... the other 2 toilets are common toilets... 1 near the dining area and the other one is in the kitchen...

the space of the apartment is much bigger den the one i'm staying in now.. the floors are marble and the bedroom floors are parquet... it's quite in good condition... except that the kitchen needs to be done up nicely.. i hope my mom will get an oven.. den i can start baking cakes... heehee... long time never make brownies le... hoo... brownie ala mode... nice... heehee...

my dad is happy also.. cos there is a storeroom which is quite big... he can store his barang barang there...

the living room is like 3 steps down from the main door... the housing agent says that it is called Hong Kong style... well... to my dearest cousins.. it's like Daniel's place at Sheradon Court... if you can remember how 'Sa Yi' old house looks like before she moved to Mangis Road.....

There is also a back door but i think it's a bit redundant... cos it's like facing the main door... -____-"...... but the common area outside the apartment is HUGE!!! so HUGE that i and my parents cannot believe it!!! can put 2 buffet lines in the centre and there is still space to walk around!!!

There's only 4 apartments to 1 floor... and there is 2 lifts in the block... and 2 emergency exit staircase on each floor too... downstairs there is a gym... a not so used pool table... 2 Foosball machine... 1 climbing wall in the next block... 1 ping pong table... 1 bbq pit and a nice sit down area... not too bad... quite cozy...

the apartment has a security guard... and has it's own car park.. thank goodness.. and the lift landings can only be excess by a security pass... there is also 1 gate going towards paya lebar MRT station... the gate also needs a security pass to enter... so there is no access for any tom, dick or harry!!!

So excited!!! but we won't be moving in until next year... i think...

Apartment Viewing

i juz came back from viewing another apartment near Geylang there... it's way way much better den other other one in the next lane...

there's so much more space.... and the apartment area is bigger den the one which i'm currently staying in now... i dun mind moving there though... but a bit scared cos... geylang there leh... even though the red light district is further down the road... it's still a bit scary...

well.. if the deal goes though.. den i'm moving to the 5th floor~!!!!! finally... no more ground floor le... heehee... i will keep you in suspense now... until the deal is finallized... den i'll open up more about the apartment... and also if i have the time to blog and most importantly... if i remember lah...

Travel Plans!!!!

i'm going to Hong Kong and Phuket~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH............................................. but it also means that i'm skipping classes... =(

oh well... i'm going with my classmates.. so we shall 'talk' about school work on holiday.. heehee...

Can't wait till MAY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZiP It

There's a certian someone who has been spreading rumors... all i would like to say is... if that someone dun keep their gap shut... and if i open my mouth... and let everything out... including all the juicy stuff... there will not be any bright future for the person and the friendship will be gone.. so think hard and think smart...

bored.... yawnZ

i'm so freaking bored that i was painting my nails in the office... i painted my left hand nails and Serene painted my Right hand for me... i went to JE for lunch today... while Koh went to buy bubble tea.. i went to those cheapo shop to look around.. den i saw the nail varnish colour... a silver and gold gliter varnish... so i went to buy it.. cos i wanted to try the effect which Pat did for me some time back..

i also went to buy some nail art stickers... juz for fun lah... and a clear top coat.. in total i spend $10... muhahahah...

so far.. i can say the effect is nice.... =)

FUCK OFF

have been in a very foul mood these days... i guess every time i'm in a bad mood makes me just wanna blog...

why does he always have to irritate me? he always brush it off by saying it's a joke wat. his jokes is not always funny. it's lame. it's childish. sometimes it even hurts people. have told him so many bloody fucking times but it does not get into this brain of his.

he never learns. so i finally put a stop to all of it. and he still is IRRITATING ME!!! must i report to him that i want to sleep? must i take down the timing before i go to bed so that i can tell him that i am sleeping? must i tell him so sweetly that i am already sleeping and i do not wish to talk? NO FUCKING WAY. There is no way i am able to talk to someone sweetly who disturbs my SLEEP after irritating me!! what bloody right have you got to tell me off by telling me to tell u nicely? this is my life, i live it the way i want to live it and not by what you want me to do.

If you want someone to live their live the way you want them too. Go find your GF and screw her with your fucking thoughts. i had enough of you.

Sometimes there are things which you can never have.

.FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE.

working Weekend

my weekend was burned working... but i had some fun too... friday i drove down to work... which incidentally caused an argument with my mom early in the morning.. whom i'm not spoken to since Friday morning..

Drove down n picked Serene up... reached Clementi slightly early... so went to pick her up... den we went to Mac at IMM to buy breakfast.. in the end was late for 1 Min... oh well..

at 10.30am.. drove down to Sembawang Country Club with Koh to get ready for the golf Cohesion.. it was hot hot hot... until i was about to leave den it was raining.. Cat 1... i think which means.. thunder n lighting n loads of rain... not sure lah...

drove back alone to the club to help out getting things done for the Prosperity Nite the next day... also brought back the Trohpies for the bowling.. left work at 5pm.. to drive down to Orchard to go to class.. met up with Jerlyn for dinner..

after class... me, Mel and Jou went down to MS to meet Jou's frens for a movie.. KG & Jade came later.. cos they had a project group disscusion.. we watched I'm a Cybrog but it's ok... kinda lame show... Mel fell asleep.. haha.. the show made no sense to me... and to KG.. haha.. after the show drove Jade and Mel home.. b4 finally reaching home at 3am...

3rd March..

woke up at 12+... took my bathe n got ready to go to work... took a cab down n picked Koh up... he brought lunch for me.. reached there and had lunch with the team in the pantry 1st b4 we went up to the ballroom to pack the Oranges.. 'prepare' the VIP tables... the final touches..

halfway through the dinner/programme... Dal asked if it was possible to get a cake... it was possible.. i wanted to take the shuttle bus to IMM but the uncle was a bit too fast.. so in the end i had to walk there... bought a blackforest cake from Crystal Jade.. and i walked back to the club.. cos the Taxi queue was Si Beh long ar...

was perspering when i got back to the ballroom with the cake.. the programe was still going on... can say that it was a better event den the one during the Countdown... by the time i got home was 2am.. tired..

4th March..

woke up at 7.20am... why so early? cos i had to go back to work... got Bowling... Koh woke up late... by the time he came over to my place was about 8.30am.. and i had to drive fast... exceeding the speed limit.. lucky was still early when we reach the club...

finally finished work at 1+... took down all the past event posters... i cannot stand F&E... they have no respect for other ppl's posters... they give pin their own poster over ours or their own posters... didn't even borther to take down their old posters... so ugly.. if Corp Com see that.. we are the 1st one who will be reminded to maintain Corprate Image.. sick and tired.. i understand that there is no more space.. but can't they have the common sense to at least overlap their posters nicely.. i dun think they have lah.. since the end result is that... they also never think that it's very ma fan for other people to take down the posters too.. anyway.. they never ever take down their posters one.. cos it's US who will take it down for them... i was very kind to assist them this time.. but for those overlap posters.. i can't be borthered to take it down on 1 notice board... cos it's not my baby..

went to have the shanghai dian xin with koh.. saw Warrant Sim nearby there.. after that send Koh back home b4 coming home n dropping into deep sleep...

have to work again tomorrow... opps i meant today... time to go back to sleep~!!!

My Chinese New Year (1st 3 days)

Eve of CNY

This CNY was not the same.. juz did not feel the same lah.. my mom went abit crazy.. came home in a temper after marketing... started screaming n shouting at me... den went back to her room slamming the door... after a while she came out crying and screaming... saying that she's not the bloody maid in the house.. i did not say that she is.. neither did my dad... i juz /ignore her... walked into my room.. on my lappie and started to watch James Bond.. while she went around throwing things from the fridge onto the floor... against my door.. dunno for wat also.. at the same time shouting something which i did not really pay attention... James Bond more exciting lah...

den suddenly she started hammering on my door.. screaming where's her beef... cos we were suppose to have beef steamboat for dinner that night...so i paused my show and walked out of my room... and started searching for the beef... actually forgot where i threw the beef... haha... i only remembered that i did not throw it into the freezer... finally found it... it was kinda hilarious... thinking back... mom screaming WHERE'S MY BEEF..... muhahahhaa...

of cos i did not laugh lah... cos got a bad tempered mother behind me... after finding the beef.. i helped her cut some of the vegetables for the Lo Hei.. and for the dumplings.. which my mom is contributing for the family cohesion the next day...

dinner was usual... the small chit chat.. this and that... received quite a bit of Chinese new Year greetings from my friends... and family... finally fell asleep at about 2 in the morning..

CNY

next day woke up at 11+.. my mom calls that late.. kept grumbling that we had to go to 2 places and that i still can sleep until so late... of cos lah~!!!! PH leh... can sleep why not sleep?? so long never sleep in so late le.. so happy to sleep leh... after washing up... went to change and off we went to my grandmother's house.. or can say my cousin's hse.. cos my grandmother lives with her..

we reach there about 12+.. my cousin was still sleeping... not yet wake up... her husband was awake and was going to work... i saw my bloody ass of a relative (the one whom came into my house with the house key) there already... could not really be bothered to talk to her.. den she went and insulted me.. telling me to go and slim down and that i was fat... i told her rather rudely that i loved to be fat... and walked off into the kitchen to help my Grandmother dish out the soup and rice.. i wanted to say.. why don't you look into the mirror and slim down yourself 1st.. i think you are FAT TOO!!! i tell u.. if i have said that... all hell will break loose loh... i simply refused to spoil my day... went to have lunch cooked by my grandmother... rice.. the neoh hiang, soup, slices of abalone.. simple but nice.. but hor.. i think the standard of my grandmother's neoh hiang has dropped a lot ar... cos this type round got yam in there de... Eeeeee..... went i left the house i also did not say bye to her... waste of my breathe only...

went home n help mom fry the dumplings... i half fry half watch tv... den mom got du lan again... anyway... wat's new? muhahaha... after that changed and got ready to go to Cousin's Theresa and Audrey's house... all the families were there already... we were the last to arrive... as in my mom's Generation lah.. not my Generation...

the weather was hot hot hot... lucky my uncle got some fans... saw Mabel... and her bf... Theresa was saying that alot of people thought that he was her bf... muhahaha.. Marc was wondering when the blackjack table will come out... haha.. he's feeling restless.... fingers all itching to have a go...

Edwin or rather Winky (Sounds like wat we call him lah!) was the bartender.. while his wifey Christina was the waitress... Winky was making drinks for all whom request... muhahah.. after a while he also went to play blackjack...

Theresa's fren from Qatar came to pass her something... suddenly there was a kind of tension in the house... den i was told that Gracie had a relationship with him... and that it was now over... Mabel, Aud and Theresa were worried that Gracie will do something stupid... but thank god she never lah.. the guy also a bit worried... but he's gentleman enough to go say hi to her.. and also before he left to say bye...

that's when Gracie started drinking... A LOT... until she became tipsy... and a bit drunk.. okie.. not a bit.. but very drunk... until she dunno what she's doing... all i can say is.. that's not the way to do things lah... not very right to throw her face in front of the uncles and aunties.. in front of the cousins still okie.. but not in front of your elders lah.. very tiu lian leh...

another thing is that... after the guy has left... i think Gracie started calling him.. and smsing him.. and i don't think that he was replying to her smses and picking up her calls... Theresa's hp was left on the blackjack table while she was in her room on the computer (which i did not know, until much later.. cos she was behind the door), Gracie picked up Theresa's hp when it rang (SMS lah) and started to read the msg... den she used theresa's hp to call that guy (i think so lah, who else can she call?) Me and Mabel was looked at each other... den i went to look for theresa and Audrey...

when i finally found theresa... and told her wat Gracie has done.. she was like.. OMG... and she asked me to try to take back her hp... so i waited until Gracie finished with the hp before i took it away from her... Gracie i think went into a state of depression after the breakup.. den at 11pm.. Gracie wanted to go home... actually she was suppose to stay over at Theresa and Aud's hse... but she kept disappearing... until the 2 of them very worried... in the end... i gave up playing my blackjack and send her home... drove all the way to hougang.. while on the way to Gracie's place.. Aud who was with me call Jac and asked her to come down to pick her up...

2nd day of CNY
Slacked the whole day at home... so shiok~!!!

went to do research for my assignment...

3rd day of CNY

was invited to go to Madza Chew's house... waited for my dad to come back with the car b4 driving over to Snakey's hse to pick him up.. den Went over to Mazda Chew's house over in AMK... past by JW's house... reminded me of the past.. haha..

thank god, i found Mazda's block without much trouble.. Snakey did not want to go up... think he dun want to see Nest ba.. lucky he did not go up also lah... hahah... cos Nest was already there... stayed there and saw my ex classmates... den we started to play blackjack.. den it started to rain.. soon after... i had to leave.. cannot leave poor snakey downstairs for too long.. so poor thing...

After meeting up with Snakey again... we went to Upper Pierce Reservoir to walk for a while... never been there before... but the road so winding... den only 1 lane de... stress to drive there... also saw a lot of moneys there... a lot of cars stop to feed the monkeys even though there are signs saying DO NOT FEED THE MONKEYS... had to over take those idiots...

did not stay there too long.. cos can feel the evaporation from the ground.. so hot... den Snakey brought me to have Shanghai Dumplings... not too bad... had the Hot and Sour Soup... Fried Dumplings, Xiao Long Pao and Chili dumpling.. nice nice..

after that we went to see flowers... den went to Bishan CC the Dome for coffee... den it was time to go home... send Snakey home 1st... before i headed home...

Invasion!!!!

i forgot to write this down last night.. was too tired to remember until now...

my dearest Uncle and Aunt has got my BLOODY house KEYS!!!! Why on earth did my father ever do that???? OMG...

they wanted to bring some Chinese New Year goodies over to my place which my grandmother has given to us.. My dearest Aunty smsed me saying that she got the house keys and that they are coming over.. like WTF... they invited themselves over??

Can't they give me the respect of coming when i am at least at home??? Noooooo... They had to come when no one is around... and she had to me so kay poh to close the backdoor for me n latch it... I dun think my mom even knows that they have the house keys!!!!

My father is sooooo gonna get it from me when he comes back!!!

Sunday matters..

Mom and dad went to genting on sat again... leaving me alone for the next 3 days..

went to class today... MHR... kinda boring though... lecturer talks too much... somehow i wished that it was stephen chong who was teaching us... after class went to have a drink (not liquor) with Gilian, Kelvin Goh, Jou, Josephine and Mervyn... went to Starbucks... talked about school...

den about 5.30pm... me, KG, Mervyn and Jou walked to Taka... Jou to meet her frens.. while Mervyn wants to see jeans from Levis... but den there was too many ppl so in the end he did not go in to look and buy the things he needed... after that the 2 guys accompanied me down to Cold Storage to buy some grocearies for dinner and for lunch the next day...

on the way to Taka.. i met Theresa who has come back from Doha to celebrate Chinese New Year with us... den in Taka itself... i met Imah (I think it's her)... so surprised to see 2 people i know i Orchard.. normally i never meet anyone de.. heehee..

Koh has gone to bali with his brother on Sat as well... today he sms me saying that he has gotten more tan.. haha... hope he does not get sun burn... i think he is having a wonderful time there..

KG and Mervyn has asked if i wanted to go to TPE with them.. i'm very tempted.. should i?? they going during the 1st week of May... when there's no class and it's just after exaM.. i shall check the calendar to see if there's any major events coming up... i might take the chance to let my hair down and go for a break with my classmates... of cos... i got to find another partner lah... cannot 2 guys and a girl ma.. haha... twin sharing is cheaper den single... Mmmm... must go and ask if anyone else wants to go...

Mazda smsed me today too... inviting me over to his place on the 3rd day of Chinese New Year... saying got door gifts.. haha... oh well... need to sms Ernest and sheryl to see if they going.. if not i'll feel very awkward going there alone...

i juz finished watch the show The Prince & me... not a very very good movie.. but okie la.. feeling very sleepy now.. shall head to bed... niteZ

...Fishy Fishy go Bye Bye...

The kois in the Club has once died... this time round about 40 of them... juz because someone changed the water again... this time round... he changed almost all the water... muhahahha... seems to me that he still has not learn from his mistake.. but den again... heard that this time round is because PUB has put lots more chemical in the water... therefore the fishes cannot take it... so they died.. it also seems that every year the poor fishy must die... very expensive wor...

i'm now at my desk downloading pictures of our past events to Multiply... so far i've only uploaded a couple of events... the pics take a lonnnnnggggg time to upload... cos it's quite a big file... i've been doing this for the past 3 days already.. every since we (the events team) sat though a meeting with James from the website company who is revemping our website... he was telling us the changes and the updates for the new website which he has done... so far it's not too bad.. we also gave him some ideas on how to improve on it..

There was a photo galllery for our events... but James only had 4 pictures in there.. and the members have to click on a link if they wanted to see more pictures... so we told him.. why not link it to a Multiply Account.. where we can upload all the pics there... at no extra charge.. den James said that it was a better idea (Of cos lah.. less for him to do ma..)... den it was decided that we will take care of the Photo Gallery...

also as i am uploading the pictures... i was also folding some paper bags.. for the door gift for the Family Day at Wild Wild Wet on the 24th of March.. fold until my fingers all a bit cramp up le...

Because i failed my MDP... i cannot take My IM and IMC until i pass my MDP... so i can only take MHR.. a bit lame but at least i can get some slack n concentrate on my MHR... i will not be seeing yan yan.. cos she failed her OD... therefore she cannot take MHR... but she passed her MDP so she can take the other 2... confusing hor? Oh well... won't be seeing her for the next 3 mths.. but of cos can meet up lah.. hahhaa.. Mel is waiting to see if he can take MHR... cos he got 49 Marks for his OD so they are reviewing his case... if not he will not be having any classes this term..

I went to APMI to talk to Adeline last night.. she and Elyn has worked out a timetable for me.. on how i'm going to catch up with my classmates in BCom 1.. there was 1 marketing Segment which replaces my Tourism.. so i requested tat i wanted to take my Tourism with BCom1.. at least with Xiao Fu, yan yan and Kel.. well if i dun fail any more subjects... i hope everything can go smoothly... =D

Irritable Mood

Snakey has been irritating me recently.. maybe it's juz me.. i shall ignore him for a few days... and when i feel better i'll start being nice to him again... i dunno if it's PMS... but recently i'm in a very BiTcHy mood... Theresa's in a Grouchy Mood... and i'm in a BitChy Mood.. so she calls me Ms Bitchy.. while i call her Ms Grouchy... Muahhahahhaa... =D waiting for her to come back from Doha... den we shall have a Vday dinner together.. muhahahah... ; )

Mom n dad going away on Sat.. but too bad for me.. they're taking the car.. SIANZ ar... This Sat i'm on duty... got to take public transport... so sad... so SianZ...

HAIZ...

Finally the proposal for the D&D can be signed... hope there's no more other request.. i got classes coming up soon... hopefully i cleared all my bridging classes already... and i hope i can go thru this round of core modules... out of 3 classes... 2 are Marketing... and Marketing is not my strongest subject... I got Management of Human Resources, International Marketing and Integrated Marketing Communications.... i think Daddy would love this 2 subjects... oh well... just have to bite my books.. pull my hair and get through it...

Lighter Note

on a lighter note... on Sat i went to do my facial at Mask... long time never go pamper myself... i also spend another $100+ on a mask.... anyway.. it's all paid for.. minus out from my credits... also went to do my eye brows.. think it's looks nicer now.. den the last time i went to do it.. got a bit more arch... heehee.. i like...

after that was about 2.30pm le.. went to meet Snakey... brought me to Rendezvous Hotel for high tea... not bad.. i had a lot of Kueh Pie Tee... heehee.. i cannot resist it~!!! the laska also not bad.. there was no sashimi but there was prawns... yummy... was so full after the high tea...

the day ended on quite a sour note.. went back home n slept until 8+ almost 9pm.. den i was up and was playing my gameboy until about 5+ almost 6am.. heehee.. b4 i fell asleep again... and woke up at 1pm...

slacked the whole day at home... b4 getting ready for dinner... has steamboat... yummy... i like steamboat at home.. cos it's hassle free and soup is super duper yummy~!!!! *slup* i wonder when can have another one again.... must hint hint to mommy... *grinZ*

today i'm the only one in the office... it's quiet but i still can take it.. cos it's even more quiet back home... heehee

Bad mood continues....

OKie.. so today i'm not tendering... but this does not mean that i'm all calm and am not Angry anymore... nope.. i'm still pissed off with the ass kisser... okie.. from now on.. that person shall be known as ass kisser...

ass kisser today asked me to extend the rest of the payment from 7 days to 21 days.. reason being that

1) when we buy things we are given 21 days credit term... HELLO.... Wake Up your IDEA...this is an event... it's not buying things... omg... wat a loser...

2) What happens if ass kisser loses the cheque?? take out your own money and pay lah... what a dumb ass... in the 1st place who ask you to be so careless.....

3)What happens if GM or CP is not around the sign the cheque?? 1st time you requsit something ar? Opps.. i forget.. you not from the Events side... you dunno how to requsit all these payments... all these cheques are prepared weeks or even months in advance.. there's no reason why GM won't sign or can't sign... anyway.. Finance side will have the Finance VP's sechedule... therefore.. THE BLOODY FUCKING CHEQUE WILL BE SIGNED~!!!!!!

ass kisser claims that his ang mor not powderful enough.. so the rest of us must talk terms on his behalf... next time i shall say... my Chee na not powderful too... and the company only speaks chinese... so he have to go settle...

what a loser... ass kisser also acted very bossy today... just b4 he went for lunch... there was a stranger at the door.. he walked in n never asked us for the person he was looking for... den ass kisser said.. didn't you see that person walking in the door? who is he looking for? In the 1st place.. he did not say.. so i dunno.. why not you ask him yourself?

i'm not the only one who noticed that ass kisser has changed... my 1st perception of him was that he was a nice fellow... now he is power mad... but he dunno how to make use of the power he has.. anyway.. the power is also for a short time only... also not much to use also... but ass kisser still useless...

Ass kisser has over took TMS as the most irritatable person already... Congrats to him... which means i'm gonna ignore him as much as i can.... muhahahhaa... =D

FUCKING BAD MOOD WITH SOME PEOPLE

I am SICK AND TIRED OF DOING THE BLOODY FUCKING DINNER AND DANCE FOR MY COMPANY. IT HAS BEEN THE MOST FUCKING WASTE OF MY BLOODY TIME. I HAVE DECIDED TO RESIGN TODAY. I'VE ALREADY TYPED OUT THE LETTER AND AM PLANNING TO HAND IT IN ON MONDAY WHEN I GO BACK. I AM NOT IN THE BEST OF ALL MOODS RIGHT NOW. HAVE JUST CALLED MY DAD AND IMFORMED HIM THAT I WANT TO QUIT. I THINK IT'S FOR THE BEST ALSO DEN I DO NOT NEED TO WORRY ABOUT THE LACK OF PEOPLE JOINING OUR EVENTS.

HE TOLD ME TO CLAM DOWN FIRST AND THAT HE WILL TALK TO ME TONIGHT. I DO NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE. MY MIND IS MADE UP. I'M NOT GOING TO HER 'BBQ SESSION' TOMORROW NIGHT. WHAT'S THE POINT? SHE IN THE 1ST PLACE DID NOT INTEND TO INVITE ME, ONLY YESTERDAY AFTERNOON SHE ASKED SERENE AND ME. I ONLY AGREED TO GO TO GIVE HER FACE. BUT NOW I DON'T WANT TO GO. WHAT'S THE POINT IN GOING? IT'S ONLY WASTING MY MONEY TAKING BUS/CAB/TRAIN THERE. ALSO WASTING MY MONEY IN BUYING GIFTS FOR HER. WASTING MY ENERGY ALSO.

I'M GOING TO WASH MY HANDS OFF THIS BLOODY DINNER AND DANCE. IT HAS ALREADY BEEN VERY PEK CHEK WORKING WITH SOME PEOPLE IN THE COMMITTEE. IT'S TIME TO GO. I RATHER BE PAID NUTTING DEN SITTING IN THE OFFICE GETTING ALL THE BULLSHIT FROM THEM. SEEING PEOPLE KISS THE ASSES OF SOME OTHER PEOPLE IS MAKING ME SICK. FOLLOWING EVERY WORD AND AGREEING WITH EVERYTHING SHE SAYS. OMG.. HE HAS NO FUCKING SPINE AND BRAINS TO THINK OF HIS OWN.. I'M NOT MOVING ANYWHERE ALSO.. DO I REALLY NEED THIS JOB?? THE ANSWER IS NO...

Random Post

It's Michelle's last day today.. wished her all the best and asked her to stay in touch with us.. didn't know her that well within these 3 months... maybe i'm not too friendly enough... not enough energy to be friendly lah... muhahahha... i'm full of excuses... lol...

i have been feeling very tired after work... it's like my energy has been zapped up... by wat?? i dunno?? School?? Exams?? Mental Stress??

i need to go away for a holiday... a darn well deserved break... but i can't... my leave is all reserved for my exams... which half the time now is on a weekday... damn fucking lame...but what to do... i'm the one who choose this path... rather i'm the one whom follow this path... so got to stick with my decision...

i know i'm the lowest paid person in the team... but i'm not making any noise... cos currently i'm studying... and if i don't perform up to standard.. i'm the one at fault...

there's so many places where i want to go.. i want to go to Hong Kong, Taiwan, Europe, Koh Samui, Phuket, Sydney, go back n visit Turkey, New Zealand, US.... so many places... so little time... and money...

anyone wants to sponsor me after my studies to go travelling?? Contact me hor?? =P