~Gilly Gilly Gillian~

Ivan's Gathering

2009-03-21T07:36:00.003+08:00

i juz came home abt like 10mins ago from Changi Village... was there since ytd 4+pm..

it was a gathering cum birthday celebration for Han Hua... =D

People who came: Ivan (duh), Me (lagi DUH), VidZ, Wyatt, Sherie, Yan Yan, Ju, Agnes, Adelle & Special GOH: Mdm Jacqueline Lee... =P

Theme: Purple, Those who do not follow the theme will hav to sit in the cupboard... haha

Venue: Changi Village Hotel, Room 448

Checked in with Mr Ng (sounds damn salah), prep room (remove all unwanted things + set up speaker for music), do mask in room..

7+.. Ivan go pom pom, me make up + change.... 7+ish/8pm.. Met Sherie, VidZ & Wyatt for dinner at hawker center, tapaued nasi lemak for Yan & Ju... met the 2 at hotel... went up.. and it's party time...

after the 2 ladies had their dinner.. it was a round of drinks + gossip, watch TV... den Taboo time... and more TV n gossip...

Me n Vidz waited for 6am to come b4 heading home... b4 that we went to hav breakfast at hawker center... =D SHIOK...

oki.. brain dead.. niteZ...

Long Time No Update..

2009-03-11T21:31:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time since i last touched this blog.. have been very lazy...

Charles have been asking who is that guy... like WHAT GUY??? den i realised he was talking abt fairlady... hahaha... which is like.. no more...

i'm still have affection for smelly... but juz recently i've been very tired of what's going on.. and i guess i took the 1st step when i chose to go Supper with Raymond like 3 weeks ago instead of going over to his place...

Recently i declined him again.. cos i had a hangover... and was feeling oozy... he replied me that he was sad that i could not go over.. he's seriously playing with my emotion n thoughts.. but now i think i treat him like a friend.. not as close as before.. the other night he said he was lost.. so i went over to give him a hug.. didn't stay for too long.. watch him sleep for a while before i told him that i wanted to go home n he can have a good rest...

on another note.. have been eating too much.. too much suppers... have to cut down.. haha.. i love my besties... esp Mr Aw... the sweetest, bitchiest & scarcastic BFF.... =D

i'm now sitting at home alone....... again... while the folks head to genting with the car... =(

wish i had my own car.. but den again... i'm not a rich kid.. so i can't have everything i want.. Gambatte... let me finish my course.. find a job.. and get my own car.. =)

Update update

2008-12-16T05:03:00.004+08:00

It's been almost a month since my last post... wow.. time really flies... okie.. there are like LOADS of things to update..

i finished my exams on sat.. and went to Zoukout.. my 1st Zoukout party.. went with Cherie n Brien n Cutlin.. met somemore of Brien's frens there.. it was not too bad... feet was really tired.. 7hrs there.. hahahaha... i outlasted Cherie.. haha..

Saw Pig there.. he was like high.. almost drunk.. haha.. Cherie was a bit scared of him.. dunno y also.. she's like bigger size den him.. haha.. too bad didn't get to meet up with Erik.. he went back abt 3+.. he was a bit drunk.. i wonder wot he drank though.. haha..

Erik's a super nice and funnie guy.. he really can make me luff until my cheeks are like cramped up from luffing.. so far we've gone out like 3 times..

1st time we went to Xin Wang @ Marina Sq.. it was comfortable talking to him.. and he's interesting to talk to as well..

2nd time was when i went to Zouk with Baby.. Baby knows him as well.. so he came down to join us.. he send me home tat night.. gave him a peck on the lips for being so sweet.. =)

3rd time.. oh.. haha.. was last thurs morning.. 11 dec.. was out clubbing with baby.. was smsing with him.. but he fell asleep.. he woke up abt 3 almost 4.. and i asked him if he wanted to go for breakfast? haha.. i was joking with him.. but i was surprised that he didn't mind.. =D

i drove that day.. so i went to pick him up.. and we went for Mac breakfast... and i was luffing again.. especially when he took a bite n kinda had an orgasm face.. hahha... interesting breakfast... =) after that took him home.. and went to peek at his van.. had to buy papers cos Dad n Mom went to genting again.. he took me for a ride in the van.. which was like wasting petrol.. cos i could walk out n buy the papers from his place.. which was like a 5mins or less away..

when we were back at my car.. he opened the door for me.. i threw the papers in the car and turned around.. gave him a hug.. and hesitated a bit b4 pecking him on the lips.. =) nice n slow...

i like to go out with him.. it's funnie and he's nice to be around with.. and he's a gentleman.. baby says go slow... he's a good catch... well.. i am going slow.. but i dunno if he's interested or not... hmm.. how ar? hahahaha

Happy Birthday Daddy~!

2008-11-17T14:19:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to moi Daddy~!!!

i love you~!!!

Dear Smelly,

2008-11-01T20:05:00.001+08:00

Snapping + Ice Cream

2008-10-30T00:15:00.003+08:00

Did something stupid today.. was not in the best of moods... blasted out at Smelly which eventulally i regreted.. but sometimes once you're said something u can't take it back... said some really mean things which made sense to me.. i've been suppressing it inside of me.. i guess when the pressure is too much i juz snapped..

Sigh... Smelly said i was damn fierce this morning.. i told him too much stress + PMS coming + lack of sleep makes me a walking time bomb...

To make up for being so mean i gave him 2 pints of ice cream... Strawberry and Mac Nut Brittle.. Felt really mean to say those things to him.. nearly burst into tears when he gave me pinch my cheeks and gave me a kiss on the forehead.. *sigh*

This pint is mine~!! Love Love this... super yummlicious~!! *slurp*

Weekend of Spooks n Fun

2008-10-19T22:36:00.002+08:00

This weekend was fun~!

Fri we (Lynn, Xiao Fu, Kim, Kit, Xue ni, her fren Sharon and I) we went for a twlight tour which was organised by Safra Mount Faber.. there was about 33 pax.. 1 bus load full of ppl.. 2 staff from Safra and 4 staff from the company called API..

Our 1st stop was at Haw Par Villa.. the 10 courts of Hell.. seriously.. if they ever have a holloween party there.. i'll definately go~!!! okie.. back to the trip...

The 10 courts of hell was... well.. the same as i went this year... or was it last year for my tourism management project? the place really need a boost of life...

Next was the most interesting part.. and my personal fav of the whole trip.. The Bukit Brown Cemetry.. it's somewhere erm.. central of Singapore? not sure leh.. very ulu ulu de.. we had to walk into like the jungle.. =D

it's like a night walk expidition.. i like.. haha.. but it's through the cemetry.. it was dark.. the ground was wet n slippery... and it was humid man.. really can sweat in there.. anywhoos... we visited Mr Harry's grandfather's grave.. =D we were also told that this cemetry might not be around soon.. as the governement will take it back for redevelopment.. =(

den next was the WW2 Underground Bomb Shelter near King's road.. somewhere in Sambawang.. nothing special though.. juz go down the shelter.. look look see see.. that's it..

and den it was the last stop.. Kampong Lorong Buangkok. the last Kampong in Singapore.. i guess it would be more interesting if we were to see it in the morning/afternoon when there is light.. cos it's so dark.. and there's like nothing to see.. also cannot make must noise as the people living there are sleeping...

we could not go to Pasir Ris Swamp due to time constraints.. so after taking the group picture.. we went back to Mount Faber..

Tiring trip.. but interesting.. i was thinking should i go to the Night Safari the following night.. and boy.. i'm glad i did.. cos it was FUN~!!!! i'm glad that i did not back out...

There was 5 of us big kids and 1 small one.. The big ones are: Kit, Fu, Xue Ni, Lynn and myself.. and the small one was called Elise who was Lynn's cousin.. we had dinner at Ulu Ulu.. it was nice.. thank goodness for Kit who was working in the Zoo.. if not hor.. wah liao.. damn expensive sia.. we had fried rice... Chili Crab.. sambal stingray and dunno what chicken.. and with 4 drinks.. slipt between thee 5 of us.. we each paid $16~! whoohoo~!

After dinner we went to sit the tram.. we sat on the Holloween Tram.. sheesh... the 1st part n last part was the same as the normal tram ride.. but the middle.. OMFG... *SCREAMS* it's not for the faint hearted or for any very very young kids... Kit was sitting beside me.. and i gave him some scars.. =X

after the ride.. we took a walk in the trail of the forest giants? not sure like.. but i think it's called something like that... God.. can hear people screaming loh.. and i also scream at 1 point.. cos of 1 idiot actor who was dressed in costume.. i already kenna fighten by him.. and i went Omg OMg Omg.. hahaha.. den when i walk past him.. he lifted his hand like wanted to grab me.. and i let go a blood chilling scream.. muhahahahhahah... and i started luffing after that.. whahahha...

The people in costumes are great~! really Kudos to them all~! it's hard work but they did a fantasitc job.. i'll go back again next yr if they hav another holloween night theme~!

Missing Koh

2008-10-15T16:51:00.002+08:00

I kinda miss Koh...

~Pig's 27th Birthday~

2008-10-06T04:01:00.005+08:00

Juz came back from the pig's place... it's his birthday today...

bought him a little cake.. he was surprised to see it.. =)

Happy eating while watching his Grey Anatomy.. hope he liked the cake.. didn't know if he like chocolate or strawberry.. so bought him a Mango cake..

hoped he like his birthday present too... =D

Summary of the Week

2008-10-02T03:29:00.003+08:00

okie.. lack of updates... will do a very fast summary...

Let's see... i had a long week... during the weekend was Cherie Baby's 23rd Birthday celebration.. a 3D2N Chalet @ down town east... also Gracie was leaving for UEA.. she'll only come back like once a year... =(

the Chalet was tiring.. omg.. couldn't believe how tiring it can be man... Sat went home after seeing Gracie off at the Airport.. Sun bucked in with Gene.. didn't want to stay at the Chalet.. if not sure drunk.. Alan smsed me at 3.30am telling me that he juz reached there and why did i go home?? -.-

Monday morning.. had a hard time waking the pig up.. i think i'm easier to wake up den Gene.. omg.. i wonder how he managed to wake up during his NS days.. sheesh... instead of waiting for him to send me home.. i took a bus home.. and that pig was bloody surprised that i managed to find my way home from HG... -.- the best thing abt that pig was that.. he was suppose to be in the office at 10am.. he bloody hell reached office at 12+.. omg~!!!! PIG~!!!!

Today (Wed) is Hari Raya a PH.. won't see Smelly online until 2molo.. miss him... miss his smell (perfume smell not his shit smell or BO (which he does not hav)) miss his hugs.. miss his kisses.. haiz..

Merv came over to do IMC.. and we're damn proud to complete it in like 2 hours? hehe.. it's relatively easier den Kevin & Sherie's part.. but den still need to tink hor... emailed it to the rest.. to ask them to use ours..

wat else did i miss out?

oh yeah.. juz met that pig.. went over to his place to watch some show.. that Pig was surprised that i could remember how to go to his place.. -.-

Sheesh.. like of cos i can lah.. Dav.. Gracie/Jackie.. Lennard.. Mark/Moses/Jac stays there.. + Kong Kong's in St Annes... so yah.. HG certain areas i'm familiar lah.. and thank goodness he stays in the familiar area... wahhahhaha... =D

Samuel's Wedding

2008-09-16T14:07:00.002+08:00

Sun was Samuel's wedding.. met up with Cherie darling.. and we went to the hotel together.. we both changed and make up in the toilet..

She wanted to go there early cos she had a rehersal with Sam.. they were the emcees for the night... wahahhahaa...

Saw Sam, Malim, Andrew and Weijie there... long time never see them le.. me n Cherie was sitting together with Arena ppl... if sit with our Shatec Mates.. end up.. me n Cherie will be the only girls there.. so weird...

it was nice nice.. but dinner was a bit too much.. too full liao... think by the time the chicken came.. we all didn't touch it.. too freaking full...

if i ever get married.. will my hubby die of alcohol posioning? wahahahhahhahaa...

Weekdays i'm happier

2008-09-07T21:26:00.003+08:00

i like weekdays more den weekends... cos i can chat with Smelly online... =)

he asked me this question last week... Why do i wake up so early when i sleep so late..

my answer:

Cos

1) i needed to pee... hav been drinking too much water b4 i sleep...

2) cos i want to chat with him.. as he was working morning shift.. i only had the timing from 6.30am - 3pm to chat with him online.. b4 he off work.. cos his lappy is in the shop for servicing... and even he is busy most of the time at work.. and his replies are SLOW... i'm still happy to be able to chat with him..

with my 2nd reason.. he said that he was touched... =)

enough of updates for now.. i wanna crash liao.. i'm even too tired to paint my right hand nails.. only the left hand nails are done...

Fun time with my gangs of frens

2008-09-06T17:06:00.003+08:00

hav been too much fun recently to update.. haha.. class has started again...

Charles n Ray hav ganged up on me... they keep on teasing me abt smelly... haiz... both of them ar.. now become good brothers... omg...

Gracie (Cheire's pri sch best mate) has gone to UK 2 study... send her off at the airport on Thurs... Cherie came to fetch me... den after the airport... Cherie, Max & Me went to meet Mei Mei, WB, Ray & Charles @ changi V... after that we went to Loyang Tua Pek Gong.. it was my 1st time there.. and the temple was pretty... i watched all of them pray... and ask wat is this god.. what is that god.. and wat do they protect etc...

Told Smelly that i was there.. and he asked me to pray for his health n mine.. but i cannot pray.. so i told him.. i ask cherie to pray on our behalf lah... =)

After that we went to ECP Mac.. our final stop b4 goin home.. hahaha... Sat there n talk until abt 1+ it was goin to be 2am le... so fun... hee.. Smelly wanted to see me that night.. but i didn't go over.. backside was itching to go over.. but i kept my ass on the chair.. i dun want Charles to say me again... BleahZ..

den last night went out with Fu, Jerlyn, Kit n Xue Ni for dinner.. we had sushi~!! yeah.. my raving is satisfied... hee.. but i had to leave them after dinner.. cos i was heading down to wala wala to meet the other gang... hahaha... i have too many grp of differnt frens liao.. hehe..

Dal, Xue Wen, Koh, Channel, Stephen Yap, Mok and his wifey was there.. =) we talked abt our pervious jobs... etc and wat we doing now... hehe.. omg. the total bill was like $200+... wat on earth did they drink wor.. i only had 1 bottle of Hoegarden.... which i didn't really finish... Cherie came late.. and she miss out on meeting Channel... Max came to join us later too..

den we went to Beauty World to eat supper... Teochew porridge.. den i shared cab back with Koh... =)

GAME OVER

2008-08-23T19:29:00.000+08:00

had enough of mind games... it's torturing mentally and physically... please stop saying that u miss me... and that you are thinking of me.. what's the point of saying all that when you have a GF.. you asked me to move on.. but yet u leave me hanging.. Stop toying with my feelings.. i have had enough...

Game Over...

Doc & Ice Creams

2008-08-22T01:26:00.003+08:00

went to the doctor's with Sherie.. there's something wrong with my Sony phone.. couldn't receive any calls... and neither could i call out too.. but i could recieve smses and send smses out.. think need to go get it serviced... managed to drive the car out to meet sherie...

after seeing the doc.. we went to the Bedok Corner Food Center.. which was just opp.. as i was waiting for Sherie to get her food.. i saw Yogurt Kor Kor and Sarah Jie Jie.. hehe... they were there for dinner as well.. it was nice to see them again.. introed Sherie to them... =) as well as told her how long i've know Kor Kor.. =)

well... Ms Lim was hard up for Ice Cream.. and she wanted to go to this place called Ice Cream Chef.. it's a Ocean park condo... a very small ice cream place and interesting flavours.. it's cozy... Ms Lim totally over ate the ice cream... hahhaa... She ta paued a pint home..

Sherie and her 2nd Cup of Ice Cream

we went to find kimmy at her work place.. needed the charger for the Shuffle.. muhaha... and i managed to park pararel for the 1st time after i pass my driving test.. and without help... took quite a while.. but i managed to do it~! i'm so happy with myself... Sherie let Kimmy and her fren Sam try the ice cream... Kaya Loti & Milo Peng with Conflakes.. i'm not used to the taste.. so maybe that's y i didn't really like it..

after that i send Sherie home.. and i'm home b4 12 today.. haha.. have to go n sleep now.. Smelly wants to meet for breakfast.. but he didn't give me the time... all he said was he will call me to wake me up... hope it's not too early wor... if not i won't hear the phone.. grrr.. that's the trouble of not setting a time with him.. i don't wanna get my hopes up.. cos if he does not call.. den i won't be too disaapointed... again..

so time to hit the sack... niteZ...

DF on a Wed Night

2008-08-22T01:16:00.002+08:00

went to DF yesterday night... went with Kim and Sherie... i always have a blast with them.. but i think we 3 girls hav toned down... we didn't drink so much... we didn't dance that much.. it seems as if... we have grown older... hahaha.. while waiting for Sherie n Kim to reach DF.. i walked around Vivo.. and decided to purchase a book... it cost me $35... it's called Yakuza Moon... not bad...

Mei Mei was goin to Powerhouse.. so i met her outside DF to follow her to PH... stayed there for like 15 - 20 mins or so... b4 heading back to DF... as i was walking back.. i saw Alan.. my classmate from Shatec.. and i told him where we were sitting at in DF... soon after he came to join us... 2gther with some of his frens..

Da Eric came all the way from Malaysia.. juz to see kimmy.. think she was shocked as well as delighted and touched... i know i will be... =)

she left abt 3.30 with Eric.. didn't want to be the light blub.. so i stayed on.. with Sherie, Alan n gang.. stayed until abt 4+... b4 we headed home.. Dad smsed me.. asking me where i was.. told him i was on the way home...

freaking tired...

The Ride

2008-08-21T05:30:00.000+08:00

the bike ride was a mixture of feelings.. it was interesting.. and scary... it's been a while since i did something advanturous and exciting...

i trusted Smelly.. that's y i went with him on the ride... and i did enjoy myself on the ride.. it was a mixture of emotions as well... i wanted to hug him tight but i couldn't.. i juz held on.. only tightening my grip as he sped up.. the feeling of being so close to him yet so far is unbearable... but i have to accept it.. bit by bit... day by day...

i didn't want the ride to end... but sometimes you juz need to wake up from the dream... as he dropped me off at my place... he wanted a hug.. and i gave in to him.. when the hug ended.. he gave a me a peck on the cheek... it didn't give me any happiness... instead it kinda made me sad.. but i had to smile and thank him for the ride.. i clearly know where i stand.. i cannot want anything else from him.. i have no right to do so...

i may seem strong... but that's just the surface... in the inside.. i feel empty... lonely... sad... a mixture of emotions in me...

Butterfiles...

2008-08-20T01:02:00.002+08:00

Smelly told me to move on.. but it's damn hard when he's telling me that he misses me... that he dreamt of me.. dunno what he's up too...

Anyway.. i meeting him soon to pass him his present.. and also to see his new harley... he goin to gimme a ride on it...

And i've got butterfiles in my tummy... cos it's my virgin experience..

Will blog more about it when i'm back and if i'm not tired..

Moving on

2008-08-17T03:14:00.002+08:00

okie... i've decided to follow my friends advice.. i've goin to try to move on.. it's goin to be a long and painful path... but i will try... i've gotten out of this shit hole once... and i will get out once again...

He's no more sweetie... he now smelly... juz smelly.. he says he does not treat me like a 3rd party... but he treats me like someone close...

i did finally ask him... if he likes me.. his reply was... got good feelings for you.. haiZ... He also said that it's only fair for me to move on.. and when he's single again, we can try out again..

he's not helping much... cos he says he misses me.. i miss him too.. but i know i hav to li ta yuan yi dian... he wants cuddles and he want hugs... well.. he can go get it from his gf from now on.. the only thing i'm goin to do with him is to talk, crap, pinch, slap and luff at him...

Gonna pass him his bday pressent... and den it's good bye Sweetie....

3rd Bling Bling & Sweetie's Birthday Gift

2008-08-13T21:02:00.006+08:00

i spent too much liao.. omg.... over spent~!!!!!!!! argh....

anyway... i got my 3rd bling bling.. hehe...

Ruby red

my 1st & 3rd Blings..

While i was getting my 3rd bling bling.. i also bought Sweetie's birthday pressent.. not too sure if he will like it not.. hope he does... i'm not showing the present until after he opens it.. juz in case Sweetie is reading this.. =)

Sweetie's Birthday Present.. =D

Hope he will like it...

Miss Miss

Sweetie Pie

2008-08-12T05:13:00.004+08:00

Sweetie... i had a great time with you tonight..

I enjoy yr company alot... and nothing can express the bliss i am in when i'm with you..

Thank you for your kisses... thank you for your hugs..

i Miss you lots when we are apart....

and i cannot wait to see you again.. =)

Dalton's Birthday Pics

2008-08-09T16:39:00.004+08:00

Dalton's 'Birthday Cake'

Steven Yap, Dalton, Koh

Koh & Dalton (PS Partners foreva)

Xue Wen & Dalton

Cherie & Dal

Dalton & Steven Yap

Raymond & Dalton

Random Pics of me & Cherie & Xue Wen

Dalton's Birthday

2008-08-09T16:27:00.002+08:00

Had a wonderful time with my ex colleagues last time.. we went to brewerkz to celebrate Dalton's birthday~!

it was so fun to get together again... almost the full team though... Me, Koh, Dal, Xue Wen, Cherie.. only person missing was Serene... Steven Yap was also there.. and Raymond too~!

Raymond came down after work, together with Cherie.. really miss the times where i worked with them.. =)

at the end of dinner.. me, cherie n wen we went for a little girls talk outside... when we came back.. dal was looking at us.. and he said.. that's the whole team.. haiZ... i guess he missed working with us too.. =)

we watched the opening ceremony of the Olympics.. it was spectacular... the amount of fireworks they used... omg.. think millions of dollars~! it's nothing compared to wat our national day is going to be today...

after dinner, Cherie dropped me home to get the car... den me and koh went down to Terminal 2 ourselves, while Cherie n Raymond when to top up petrol for Jason's car... Max came down too... the 5 of us waited for Jason to come out of the departure hall..

den after saying welcome back.. we said our good byes... and i send Ray home.. den Koh.. and finally drove myself home.. so tired.. wanna sleep..

FAT FAT...

2008-08-08T13:03:00.002+08:00

Last night went out to ECP mac with FAT FAT... long time never see him le... yes.. i had MAC again... -.-

Super cold... forgot to bring cardigan or jacket.. -.-"

hahaha..... and he passed me back Kimmy's Shuffle~!! whoo...

Super dulan thing... MONK smsed me.... when i was going out with FAT FAT... BRAWL~!!!!!

Ice Cream Buffet

2008-08-08T12:48:00.003+08:00

I've been lazy to update abt my date with Sweetie a.k.a Smelly Smelly (hehe)...

Had the ice cream buffet at Velocity.. Mingles.. but i only had 3 scoops... =(

cos Koh bought me wanton mee earlier... so was still kinda full...

Smelly Smelly had 12 scoops~!!! he tried the 12 diff flavours... omg.. his hard work of running is goin down the drain... muhahaha... he fed me a little og the 12 flavours... =)

No pics though... =( next time... haahhaaha... when i bring mei mei there.. =)

We sat there talking... den we went back.. he went to meet his fren... while i went home to study... =( haiZ... Smelly Smelly accompanied me at the bus stop to wait for the bus... i dun dare sit his bike lah... me no hav courage yet.... muhahhaha...

later on at night.. was feeling so hungry... went to fetch Raymond... den went to look for Charles~!! hehe... went to TPY... Charles was doing a pre test for one of his shoots... and me n ray assisted him.... it was damn fun and funnie... hehe...

den we went to the Mac to eat~!! sit there with the 2 guys talking abt life, love, relationships... and it did got me thinking... maybe it's not meant to be... i'll just go with the flow 1st lah... after my exams will go ponder about it more... and go figure wat i wanna do...

Date wif Sweetie?

2008-08-06T01:11:00.003+08:00

2molo goin out with Sweetie after his work.. hope nothing sudden will happen... den there will not be a change of plans... he will let me know 2molo morning... =)

I pray that there will be no change of plans~!

I wanna go out with my Sweetie~!

Love Love....

Jerlyn's Bday~!

2008-08-06T01:01:00.003+08:00

after reaching home i went back to sleep.. woke up at abt 10am to get ready to go trim moi hair.. went back to Venson there... Sherie was late.. so Venson started on me 1st..

Pei Wen came down to join us for lunch... she waited for a while cos Sherie's hair was almost done.. den we went to eat hot pot... not too bad.. but the soup was kinda salty towards the end..

we went to Pacific Coffee to do our StM.. and it's when Sherie found out that she could not take the exam.. and she was quite pissed abt it... i think anyone would cos it's like after completing the whole module.. 1 week b4 the exams..you're told that you can't take the exam.. omg.. damn screw up.. now poor Sherie has to retake the whole module again.. so wat ever she has done with me (project wise) is not counted...

we left City Hall area to meet Pei Wen after work.. where we took a cab to bugis... was meeting Xiao Fu, Jerlyn, Kit, Lynn and Xue Ni for dinner.. we was celebrating Jerlyn's birthday~! =) and i freaking forgot to bring her present.. -.-

forgetful me.. nvm.. will pass it to her 1 day... after dinner we went for a coffee break and talked abt school etc.. den at 10.30pm.. i rushed home to continue to do my StM work.. -.-

HEADACHE ar... damn tired now.. will continue my StM 2molo..

In Total Bliss

2008-08-06T00:59:00.000+08:00

i'm in total bliss... why??

Cos i spend the night over at Sweetie's place... *Super HUGE GrinZ*

i think i'm falling deeply again... worst den monk... omg...

it was juz oh so sweet..... to have someone you like hug u to sleep tightly... with kisses in between... tongue and no tongue.. heehee... in the morning when he woke up to go to work.. he walked me to the bus stop and accompanied me for a while.. but i told him to go to work.. dun want him to be late.. with a kiss good bye he left... =) i really enjoy his company...

feelings for him have grown stronger.. miss him so much when he was in Port Dickson... even though that was just 2 days... but miss him so much... wished i could be with him everyday...

OMG... am i in love? *looks around worried*

the last time i fell... it took me a real long time to get back up on my feet... if i fall again... i dunno how much time i need... i'm glad that Dan will be back... he has promised me that he will be there for me... =)

i'm glad to have friends like him around me..

Bling Bling 2

2008-08-04T05:50:00.003+08:00

My 2 Bling blings... =)

YupZ... i bought a new one.. a 3rd might be on the way.. hehe... =)

love love...

i'm hungry at this time.. =(

Juz finished Sherie's Content Page.. Alignment.. and Appendices... super tired... =(

i wanna see Sweetie~! =(

Yearning..

2008-08-04T03:30:00.002+08:00

i was distracted by charles.. until i did not type abt sweetie... haiz... he never sms or call or msn me yet...

how my heart yearns for him.. haiz... =(

but i had a good time luffing with the rest juz now... and the dessert stall aunty... she's so cute.. =)

What's your dream?

2008-08-04T03:18:00.003+08:00

was juz at Changi V eating dessert with MeiMei, Ah Bang, Raymond, Eileen and MeiMei's 2 other frens..

met a guy called charles there.. he's a local and he's working on a cool project called 'What's your dream?'.. he's goes ard asking people if he can take a picture of them... holding a board which states their Name, Age and what are their dreams... he so far has taken over 1000+ pics.. people from all walks of life.. from china to malaysia to thailand... i asked him when will he stop taking pictures of his personal project.. his reply was... until the day he dies... cool huh... hehe... Do check out his website.. i think it's cool stuff...

http://www.mydreamsboard.com/

RAYMOND CHAN... NEXT TIME NO DURIAN IN MY CAR... STINK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No Club... SobZ

2008-08-03T17:58:00.002+08:00

Damn disappointed last night... i already had my 1st blow the night b4.. cos Sweetie was going to ride up to Port Dickson.. and could not go clubbing with me.. sad... den 2ndly i did not go clubbing last night... i did my make up liao... haiZ...

in the end went supper with Ray and Andrew (let's call him Beanie, cos he's working for Mr Bean, and plus i know too many Andrews already)..

Me n Ray went to hav Mee Sua @ Yong He... after that we waited for Beanie to catch up with us.. den the 3 of us walked to the Bak Kut Teh near 126... Beanie went to look for his fren... while me n Ray started eating.. hehe... den the 3 of us walked back to my place.. the 2 guys waited downstairs for me.. while i went up to get the car keys.. send raymond home... den Beanie... Beanie stays super close to me.. at Haig Road.. nearer den Monk wor.. hahhaha... went up to Beanie's place to look at some pictures he wanted to show me.. his skin head time.. haha.. he really got the Zian da kinda look wor.. haha... but Beanie's a nice guy... funnie n crappy... stayed until abt 6+ before i drove home.. super tired........

I miss Sweetie a lot.. cannot wait to see him again... which is i dunno when... =(

Going to go blading with Mei Mei later... dunno if i can make it not.. haha..

Disappointment

2008-08-02T03:54:00.003+08:00

Sian... he not clubbing with me 2night... SAD... he has to ride up to port dickson... a convoy of 30 Bikers... omg..... told me not to get myself drunk... hope i won't.... =P

i going to miss him lots... until he comes back...

asked for a good nite kiss.. but i got 1 kiss over the phone.. i want real kisses... not over the phone.. not counted~!!!! BOO...

haiZ...........

STRESS

2008-08-01T11:03:00.002+08:00

Freaking shit... damn stress... pimples popping out... omg...

weight like increasing.. omg.. cannot cannot... die... argh...

cannot wait for tonight... it's crystal jade dinner~!

den 2molo nite is clubbing~! whoo hoo~!!

Missing him more... hopefully sat he will join us at PH..

Missing him..

2008-07-29T23:06:00.003+08:00

I miss chatting with him on MSN... i miss smsing him... I miss hugging him.. i miss kissing him.. i miss him holding my hand... i miss him cuddling me.. i miss him hugging me while he sleeps...

AIYAH... I MISS HIM LAH....

Worried and in Bliss

2008-07-28T05:19:00.007+08:00

Went to the doc with Sherie... took my weight again... went down 1kg... haha.. think next mth if i go back n see him... might put it back... cannot cannot.. i have to maintain!!!!!!!!!

Worried abt StM... Final report.. completed my MRA part.. 2molo have to do StM liao.. worried...
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on another note... i like the kisses you give me.. i like yr hugs too... but more den anything else.. i wished that you were mine... bleahZ...

Seductive my ass.. haha

2008-07-27T02:24:00.002+08:00

Eye bags getting worst each day.. but i like this pic.. cos got my ring.. love love... heehee..

Super bling... hee.. Comments i got abt this pic.. that it's seductive.. muhahaha.. eyes like kenna box like that.. omg.. haha... was in lazy to go n change after i got home from DF on Sat night.. was also thinking abt him......

Miss miss

2008-07-27T02:20:00.001+08:00

...Missing him...

....more n more....

Sweet Sweet..

2008-07-26T04:22:00.002+08:00

juz saw him.. outside my gate.. brought down the tub of Ben n Jerry's and he fed me outside.. at 4am... hee... in bliss...

He kissed me Good nite on the lips.. den i hugged him.. den he kissed me again on the lips and on the forehead.. but there was no tounge action lah.. juz sweet kisses... =)

it's juz damn romantic lah.. and sweet...

When he reached home.. he smsed me.. saying whenever he can he will try to give me good nite kisses.. however.. i replied him.. Better not lah.. later i fall harder for him... no response after that though...

HaiZ... part of me wished he could stay longer.. and juz hug me tightly... but whole of me know it's wrong.. plus.. i really dunno if he's playing with me or not... haiZ...

This is the sweetest moment which i had with him... =)

Convoys...

2008-07-22T05:35:00.002+08:00

whoot... so fun juz now... went to pick Cherie up from Bishan.. den took her to woodlands.. to meet up with jason to take the car.. den went to CCK for supper to meet Lynn Mei Mei.. after that went back to Woodlands.. to get my car back.. den went to yishun dam... den all 3 cars went to have Chong Pang nasi lemak~!

best of all is.. all 3 cars has female drivers~! whoo.. i love convoys... hahaha... came home.. pump petrol for daddy.. den heng heng.. he juz woke up.. hehe.. now time for me to hit the sack too...

So Numb... So numb... SO DUMB...

2008-07-17T03:00:00.000+08:00

gave in to my feelings.. den got a huge rude awakening this afternoon.. i dunno how will i react when i see him again.. i feel so numb... and so dumb... haiZ....

and to think i lowered my expectations.. ha.. wat a luff man... from a heaven... right down to hell... okie.. i'm being mean.. not hell lah.. earth i think.. worlds apart...

i need to clear my head... i need a drink.. hopefully can go drinking 2molo after iPod assignment... Kampai!!

Thank you Sherie for being there for me.. and Kimmy too.. love u 2 ladies...

New Lappy and Ring

2008-07-13T17:36:00.004+08:00

i got a new lappy... yeah... thank you daddy...

even though it's 2nd hand.. i dun mind.. cos it's like brand new.. hardly even used.. Now i can msn in bed again... and watch online shows... whoo hoo~!!!! but problem is hor... i dunno how to use VISTA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faintZ*

MICROSOFT GIMME BACK XP~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on another note... i bought myself a new ring~! cost me almost $40 but i love love... but i dunno if my finger shrunk or wat.. cos now the ring like BIG.. TMD... bleahz..

Cravings Again..

2008-07-01T13:40:00.001+08:00

i got weird cravings...

i got cravings for Tauhu Teloh... from Bedok Corner... Whoooooooooo... Yummylicious... *DrooL*

24th Birthday

2008-06-30T01:37:00.004+08:00

my Birthday juz passed.. flew by more like it.. haha.. had a blast of a time @ St James Last night..

Thank you all for those who smsed/msn/called me~! Really appreciate it that you guys remembered~! Love you all.. muckZ

Also wanna thank everyone who was there @ St James.. Cherie, Max, Sherie, Raymond (Bday Boy), Wei Tang, Wei Tang's Female Fren (forgot her name), Esi, Chandran.. and especially Kimmy and Hui Xian who came down after work... thanks babes.. and the ever funnie guy Kelvin aka KC..

Cherie Darling.. thank you for the erm.. bath robe... i dunno y u buy me that.. but ya.. thanks.. hahhaa...

Max.. thank you for the drinks and chicken wings.. hahaha.. and the Flaming Lumbo (dunno who else shared though)

Chandran... thank you for the waterfall (NOT).. hahaha..

A BIG BIG BIG thank you to Kimmy for saving my life.. hahaha.. sharing the waterfall with me.. thank u so much.. and also thank you for the apple shot.. haha..

KC.. thanks for the 'blowjobs' haha.. and showing your ASS CRACK to us.. hahaha..

Thank you Sherie so much for staying @ powerhouse even though u were so bored... i hope u had a bit of fun still..

Esi and Hui Xian.. thank you for being there~!

RAYMOND~!!!!! BDAY BOY~!!! hugs hugs.. hope u feel better... haha.. next time slow down.. dun drink too much.. Don't hai yourself leh.. hahaha..

Thank you Koh koh.. for the Jacket.. nice nice.. will keep me warm warm.. thank you for all the food also.. muhahaha.. the Sashimi... Mos Burger.. and Pasta... bleahZ.. hahaha... when u come back from yr Trip.. i treat u drink your 'kopi o'...

Lastly.. i wanna thank my Parents.. without them.. i won't be around... thank you for all the things you hav done for me... and thank you for the Chiffon CAKE!!

Aston... thank you for the poem..

NIGHT HAS END ANOTHER DAY,

MORNING HAS COME IN A SPECIAL WAY,

MAY YOU SMILE LIKE THE SUNNY RAYS,

AND LEAVE YOUR WORRIES AT THE BLUE, BLUE BAY

If i missed anyone out.. SORRY HOR... brain lag of sleep.. and too much alcohol~! hahah..

ANDREW.... I STILL WAITING FOR YOU TO COOK FOR ME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bleahZ

Wet Dream

2008-06-05T00:50:00.001+08:00

i had a dream.. kind of a 'wet' dream..

dreamt that i was locked up in a small room.. kinda like a jail cell.. and that i was suppose to get tattooed.. by this 'woman' only thing is.. she's not a woman... but a guy.. a cutie too.. dun ask me why was he a cross dresser cos i hav no idea..

was 'tortured' by him.. teasing me relentlessly.. i resisted against it.. but my temptation gave in.. he led me to the bed.. which he shared with 2 other girls.. 1 of them glared at me.. den she pulled the covers over her head.. she looked thai..

den he pulled me close to him n started kissin me.. and the next thing i know i was awake.. and i was feeling wet down there.. and yup.. my menses came.. muhahahhaa..

Malay Engagement Party

2008-06-02T00:28:00.003+08:00

it was an interesting day..

it was my 1st time @ a Malay Engagement Party.. hav been to Weddings b4.. but this was a 1st to me.. =)

Was invited by Nordiana.. She's my pri and sec school fren.. hee.. she's so pretty.. it was like a mini SPF reunion of my malay girl frens.. hahaha.. gosh.. ages since i last met them.. and thank god i still can remember some of their names.. esp my own classmates.. hehe.. and luckly Shanez was there too.. hahaha..

Ani was there.. so was Aisha.. Nordi (of cos la).. Naf.. Faraliza.. den i dunno who else liao.. i was the only Chinese there.. totally like stuck out like a sore thumb.. hahaha... but it was great to see them again.. =)

Totally interesting.. =D

Happy Happy Happy Labour Day~!

2008-05-02T02:59:00.002+08:00

i'm happy happy happy... bought 3 pairs of shorts from Topshop @ $47 something.. went to do pedicure with nailart cost me $37? not sure.. dun care.. happy happy happy..

and i finally get to see him again.. hehe... super duper happy~!!!

Distraction

2008-04-23T03:38:00.001+08:00

he was a nice distraction.. hehe..

i like..

Weekend

2008-04-22T00:49:00.004+08:00

mom lost her phone.. during her recent trip to Genting.. dad called me from Malaysia to get me to temp disconnect the line for her.. so early.. omg.. lucky i did not hav to speak to anyone.. juz press numbers..

when they came back.. mom ask me when i'm free to go genting with her for 1 wk.. 1 WEEK hor.. OMFG... wat the hell am i going to do there for 1 WEEK?? Sheesh... if go Macao i dun mind la.. haha.. at least there's JOey there.. and then can hop over to HKG.. =D

anyways.. Sun night/Mon morning.. went to Yishun to pick dearest Adrian up and we zoomed off to Holland V.. =D

That uncle is the same.. forever the same de.. haha.. only now getting older.. haha.. it was a pleasant surprise for Cherie.. haha.. cos i told her i bringing a surprise guest.. hehe.. send him home after a while.. cos he had to work..

It was nice little meet up.. hehe

3rd Road Block

2008-04-20T03:49:00.003+08:00

went out for supper with Dav.. and on my way there.. i kenna road block again.. and heng heng the mata wave me though.. i think back.. and hav concluded that Bern did not bathe that night.. therefore.. kenna take down particulars.. he suay.. i should have been the one driving... zhen TMD..

over eat again.. this time Dav's treat.. muhahahahhahaha... we spent $40+ again.. =P

i'm still waiting for the meal to be digested..

A**hole

2008-04-20T03:43:00.003+08:00

Sheesh... you're such a bad liar man.. u don't use yr friendster account anymore.. wat a joke.. such a a**hole.. well.. i'll seen though u.. and i'm done with ya..

Ciao..

Strange

2008-04-17T21:10:00.002+08:00

i'm wondering.. why did Bern buy me over at Human pets... it's Strange.. nvm.. hope someone buys me again.. haha..

..I miss him..

Tired OuT

2008-04-15T10:52:00.000+08:00

i'm tired.. i'm going to bed..

NiteZ all.. =P

Crazy Nite

2008-04-14T03:41:00.002+08:00

Fri.. after class went drinking with Cherie, Jen and Kate @ Blue Jazz, it's near Arab St.. it's a nice chill out place.. without those Ang Mors creating a din..

Ordered a Beer.. which i didn't finish.. haha.. Had Stella..

Ger cmae home with me.. den i took the car out and we went for Dim Sum.. after which i send her home.. we talk n talk n talk n talk.. pretty much girls stuff..

den Sat came.. it was time to get ready for St James~! Whoo Hoo.. my final serious clubbing b4 my exams.. Met Lynn Mei Mei 1st @ Carls Jr., den Cherie and HP.. while they were eating... i went ahead to meet with Jo and pals..

Cos it was Yao Zhong (Bryan)'s Bday.. long time never see him le.. kinda miss those days i was hanging with those guys.. =) Miss miss

den Lynn came.. such a surprise that She knew Venson.. haha.. Venson kept telling me that he was waiting for me to perm moi hair.. omg.. no money sia.. haha.. maybe i shall trim 1st lah.. save more money den perm.. =D

after a while Ger, Lynn n Hp came to DF to look for moi.. den we hopped over to Power House.. Wished the other bday boy a happy birthday.. not very close to him.. juz an acquaintance.. only met him so far twice..

went to platform and dance again.. haha.. heck wat ppl think.. juz go up and Dance the night away again.. Ger's Cal came den she dissappear to the table leaving me n lynn... we dance dance dance.. thirsy den go down n drink.. i think i more shou with Calvin cos he like friendlier a bit la.. dunno y also.. haha..

after that i hopped back to DF.. PRing.. talkined to Yao Zhong again.. den went to find Lynn.. den Sherie n Kim was there too.. so went to look for them also.. den bumbed into Venson too.. omg.. was introduced to sooo many ppl.. until i dissy also..

was with Sherie went.. Cherie called and said she was leaving.. i went back to PH to look for Esi.. whom was also leaving.. so we left together after i found Mei Mei..

Esi came bcak to my place.. we went for Dim Sum again.. b4 i drove her home.. so tired... but shoike.. hehe..

I'm Back~!!!

2008-04-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

i'm back form phuket.. and i'm currently HUNGRY....

Road Block Wor

2008-03-30T04:36:00.002+08:00

Went to Mustafa with bern bern.. miss his hugs.. hehe.. went there to get his earphones.. the way he choose his earphones was so cute.. haha..

was craving for ice cream.. so he took me to Mac for a Cone.. went to AMK's Mac.. quite nice.. got water de... a bit the romantic.. saw a lot of ppl using lappies and watching You Tube.. haha.. Bern was asking.. why do ppl come to mac to watch You Tube? I told him was the WiFi was free and that the electricity also free lo.. so that's why ppl come over... plus.. Mac has air con~! =D

went we turned round the corner... there was a road block.. WTF man.. Bern super worried.. cos he juz converted his licence in Nov.. so he still need to put the P Plate.. haha.. they took our particlars.. den let us off.. omg.. scary.. haha.. cos the officer asked Bern.. 'How fast were u going? Do u know how fast you were going?' Omg.. like i think he was going 60 or 70 tops.. but i doubt is leh.. cos juz turn out wor... haha..

I'll miss bern bern's hugs n kisses when i fly to phuket~!

Tired...

2008-03-25T08:33:00.001+08:00

i'm so stoned... i've not slept yet... omg... tired..

LEAVE ME ALONE

2008-03-21T19:10:00.003+08:00

LEAVE ME ALONE.. DON'T CALL ME ANYMORE.. DON'T MSN ME ANYMORE.. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YOUR CONSTANT ANNOYANCE..

I TRIED TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU.. BUT YOU'RE TESTING MY PATIENCE WITH YOU.. PUSHING ME TO THE LIMIT.... I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOU... I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR YOUR VOICE ANY LONGER.. IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO LISTEN TO MY WARNING.. DEN YOU LEAVE ME NO CHOICE.. I WILL CALL THE POLICE IF I HAVE TO.

SO

FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Emo-ing

2008-03-15T05:09:00.002+08:00

Why are you emo-ing? Suddenly emo-ing?

Why is it that i feel that you are trying to hold me tighter? Why aren't you letting go of me?

I've loosen my grip on you.. i've let u go.. bit by bit.. It took me some time..

Will you do the same for me and let me go? Can i have your blessings?

You've been part of my life for 1 year + and counting.. i've grown fond of u.. Can we remain as friends? Close friends? I don't want you to be an enemy...

Had a scare..

2008-03-13T22:09:00.003+08:00

Had a scare recently.. felt a lump in moi breast.. so told mom abt it.. she say better go to the doc for a check up..

so i went on monday.. with mom.. cos she had rashes.. so i shun pian ask the doctor too.. he referred me to a senior consultant @ SGH.. so i went there today..

reached there abt 9+ almost 10.. queued up to get my number which was like a far far far away number.. went to eat breakfast 1st.. b4 heading back down to the clinic..

there was 2 doctors in the room.. 1 young one.. and 1 old one.. the young one explained to me that mine might not be cancerous.. but juz to be sure.. he'll do an ultrascan for me.. when his shi fu (the old one) finished examined another patient.. i was brought to the next room to let the 2 Docs view my breast.. wahaha...

like kenna molest the kan jue leh.. haha.. the young doc examined both sides.. den the old one examined the breast with the lump.. and the best part of it was.. he used a pen to circle where the lump was.. omg.. den the old one did the ultra scan for me. while the young one watch.. den the old one told me.. there's nothing.. so i dun need to see him again.. until there's really something.. HENG AR... whahaha

den i went to the next room.. and the young one explained to me.. what's the lump etc.. scary leh.. cos my grandmother had breast cancer.. so i scared scared.. now a bit relived le.. =)

went out to make payment... $80+ omg.. faint.. snaky was there to accompany me.. den i told him something on the way out of the clinic.. which make him luff.. i told him that.. i think i made the young doctor's day.. cos i guess i'm the youngest patient with the biggest breast which he has seen n touched for the day... wahaha.. =X

Wu Liao Entry

2008-03-13T04:04:00.002+08:00

Due to my 'sexy' pic.. guys have been msging me on WLNY.. once i forgot to log off.. and there was like 15 msgs.. like so many to reply sia.. haha..

i juz came home from supper? i dun think it's really called supper lah.. but i went downstairs for a cuppa milo.. met a guy called Eric.. not too bad looking.. looks like Xiao Mei (mike He) in person.. but on web cam... his eyes looks like edison's.. hehe.. kinda cute..

this is a senseless blog entry.. i is bored... i cannot sleep.. so i is typing away..

oh ya.. the previous night i went out for supper with Darren.. my BCom2 classmate.. went to pick him up and he took me to the kopitiam which was near Sgt's place @ Serangoon North.. haha.. called Sgt to invite him down to eat with us.. but too bad.. Sgt was cooking maggie mee.. and i almost caused him to burn his noodles.. hehe.. =X

I had wanton mee.. not too bad.. malaysia style.. black black de... but nice.. long time never eat le.. next time can bring koh there and eat... After noodles we went to chomp chomp for drinks.. sit there chat chat.. den it was home.. he showed me a short cut back to AMK Ave 3.. like fast loh.. was so amazed.. lolx... =P

Sexy Dress...

2008-03-11T21:42:00.004+08:00

managed to take a pic in my dress... nice ma? hehe.. too bad it's only the top half.. i wanna take a full length pic.. but have to wait until my cousin Aidan and wife goes out.. if not it's very inconvenient to take pics in that dress.. have received a lot of comments abt my this pic..

Cousin Aud says that i trying to make ppl nose bleed.. some others commented that it was low cut... den others WAH U NOT WEARING A BRA AR?? like WTF.. is it a crime not to wear a bra? Sheesh... GROW UP GUYS... AND STOP YOUR DROOLING..

RANDOM again..

2008-03-09T08:37:00.003+08:00

okie.. koh was reading my blog.. and he told me that i don't want him anymore.. i dun think that comment was fair.. why? cos he already has a gf.. that's like soooo unfair to me.. anyway.. my feelings are neutral already.. there's nothing much more i can say to that.. have given him a chance but he didn't treasure it.. so he can go be with his gf.. i dun wanna think abt it anymore.. have caused myself so much pain each time i try to break things off..

have stopped my dreaming already... it's time to wake up... will only continue dreaming of him when i see him online.. hehe.. =X

went supper with David @ Xin Wang again.. over eat AGAIN.. haha.. drank 2 ice HKG Milk Tea.. totally regret.. cos i'm still awake.. helped Dav with his reseach..

was invited over to Drew's place yesterday morning.. but i declined.. too early.. 10am sia.. eh.. anyways.. have been going out with Bern.. it's nice to hang out with him.. cos if i'm tired.. he can drive.. haha.. =P

i miss talking to Sgt on the phone.. told him i missed him ytd.. haha..

i'm a bit on the flirting war path.. dunno what's up with me..

bought a dress.. nice nice.. i like.. halter dress.. not too short.. but it's low cut.. i LIKE... hehe.. now i have to find an occasion to wear it.. was thinking of Marc's wedding.. but den it's like 2 mths away still.. am prepared to wear the white dress (which i wore @ Jac's wedding) for the church part.. den @ night wear this black one.. shall see.. cos i'm still on my diet.. dunno if i still can wear the dress by den not.. hehe..

so maybe offically i'll wear this black dress on Moses 21st? hmm.. depends if got go clubbing not.. haha.. if i wear out for dinner.. my cousins will ask where i going later or whom i going out with later...

I WANNA DRESS TO KILL AGAIN~!

Fa Hua Chi-ing (part 1? haha)

2008-03-05T20:01:00.003+08:00

Last night i went to St james after class with Yan n Sherie.. @ abt 1.25am i went home.. rushed home in fact.. y? to log online to see if he's online.. was dissapointed that he was not online..

So went to play facebook.. and was chatting with Dal and some pals online.. den suddenly... *pong* He logged on... wah... i was super happy~!

He asked me who was the guy i wanted to dream of.. cos my Nick was : ~GiLLiaN~ Hope To Dream Of Him Again..... hehe... i told him.. that it was him.. but he didn't believe.. he went ya right.. as if it's him.. so i told him dun believe dun believe loh.. he juz luffed..

have no idea how he feels abt me though.. maybe i'm in my own world having my own crush.. while he only treats me like an old fren.. Sgt was telling me to go n tell him how i feel... but i dun want to... i shy... dare not want to burst my bubble.. but as what he said.. if i dun try how i know... maybe i juz want to have this feeling bah.. want to live in this fa hua chi-ing world of mine.. this feeling was so much stronger den the urge to know Ben's fren.. haha..

should i tell him? should i not? i dunno.. but i damn happy when he went bye sweetie on monday night.. den last night he wanted to tell me something b4 logging off..

he told me: "but before i go.. wanted to say to u that you look really pretty in your MSN pictures"

den we chatted a bit more b4... he had to go.. i have this habbit of going *hugZ* to him b4 he logs off..

and his reply to me was: hugz too... sweet dreams my dear

whooo... cannot sleep sia.. was grining away... was telling Dalton.. haha.. he told me quick go n sleep.. go n dream abt him... hehe.. but i could not.. how to sleep???? was so happy wor... was jumping in my room... hehe.. lucky Daniel not online.. if not hor.. haha.. he'll be damn irritated by me.. wahaha..

i guess.. if 'he' reads this post.. he'll know that i was not lying.. *grining away again*

Super Random Post..

2008-03-04T06:42:00.003+08:00

I think i'm going bonkers.. i'm having a crush again.. a very long time crush.. this time the feeling is like stronger... stronger den b4.. i think it's no longer a crush.. but an infatuation.. haha... yanZ tak boleh tahan me.. hehe.. keep looking at the picture and going all soft n mushy.. wahaha... Dunno what the hell is wrong with me too.. haha.. hormones i think.. hehe

Da ladies was over @ my place finishing up da presentation for IM.. more of a touching up and adding stuff... and gossiping.. haha.. luffing too~! Damn funnie lah.. haha.. next time maybe can ask them to stay over liao.. since Sherie works @ Stamford House.. and Yanz work @ Kallang.. so both nearby.. they can sleep a little bit more.. haha..

After working so hard.. 3 of us got hungry.. so we went to have Dim Sum.. yummy... hehe.. den drove down to Sin Ming to go pick Luke up.. unfortunatedly got a bit lost and ended up @ RI/RJC there.. so his frens had to drive him over.. wahaha... Sended Yanz back 1st.. den Sherie den Luke.. realised that he he stay very near my Ah Ma.. haha..

On another note.. earlier in the day... Met up with Serene.. went to do my brows.. get it shaped.. hehe.. den lunched @ Soup Spoon.. tried their Clam Chowder.. soso.. i think the mushroom taste nicer.... den went over to ALDO and got 2 sunglasses @ $9 each... wahaha... if not it's $35/25 each wor.. den we both headed to Ben & Jerry's for ice cream~! Yummy yummy... den chit chat until Xiao Fu and Sherie called.. Met them to go over to Kallang to meet up with Yan and also to have dinner.. was still full.. so only had teh.. i think that's y i'm still typing this.. hehe.. can't sleep.. yawning but can't sleep... *grinZ*

I can't wait to go phuket~! it's gonna be super fun~! Going with Fu, Yanz, Kim and Sherie~! Yeah.. hehe... i CAN'T FREAKING WAIT~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shopping

2008-01-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

okie... i've dissappeared for kinda long while... haha... actually i'm juz lazy to update lah.. haha...
went to Bugis to shop for some new clothes.. and yes... i spend a lot of money... haha...
i bought 1 berms... 1 like berms kinda pants... 2 t-shirts.... 2 camisoles... & 2 pairs of heels (1 high n 1 low)

(Low heels)

(High Heels)

I think i'll fall down.. haha... the colour of this heels super match my toe nails colour now.. heehee.. ^_^...

CHEE BYE NEIGHBOUR

2007-11-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

I really think that people are getting more irritating and selfish each day. Super pissed with one of my neighbours here. Keep on horning at my dad's car without even knowing the reason why he stopped in the first place. Bloody asshole totally has no brains...

The gate to my apartment is in a side lane which has only 1 road to enter and another 2 exit. Sometimes there are inconsiderate people parking in that small lane.. causing it to become only 1 land instead of 2.. the figure below is something how the lane look like... the thick red line is where the gate is... of cos the diagram is not drawn to scale...

Anyway, after my dad turned into the lane.. he wanted to turn into the gate which was opening however there was another car which was going to exit and the car was in the middle of the road... from the diagram below... you tell me lah... how can my dad turn into the carpark when that car is in the middle of the road....

The car who was exiting had to reverse and try to manuvour to the lane which is to exit. However, the taxi also had to reverse cos both cars were close to each other.... So it takes time to reverse right? And what will your common sense tell you to do?

It tells u to wait right?

Well.. the BLOOD CHEEBYE ASSHOLE does not have any common sense and he kept horning... making me, my mom and dad super irritated! really FUCKED UP..

I was so super irritated with that ASSHOLE. That i turned around and glared at him and his passengers and mouthed the words WAIT LAH! I was ready winding down the window to shout at him. KAN NI NAH.. So what if he has stayed in this apartment earlier? It does not mean that he can bully my dad loh.. If he thinks that he is so rich what for he stay in this apartment. MOVE OUT LAH. also WHAT FOR HE GET A WEEKEND CAR... BLOODY FUCKER. I HOPE HE GETS INTO AN ACCIDENT.

Also so what if my dad took the space he always use to park in. there is no sign which says that THAT is HIS parking space. Later i'm going down to check if he keyed my dad's car not... if my dad's car is keyed i'm going to call the police and report it as vandalisim. Spoil my whole night.. BLOODY ASSHOLE..

yawnZ

2007-11-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

OKie.. i'm going into hibernation again.... i'll TRY to do the iPod for MRA...

has having dinner when i heard someone say...:

"Remember to buy Soup powder ar"

den she went on to say:

"Buy the cheapest one... wash clothes one..."

den i realised that she meant.... SOAP Powder....

OMG.... FaintZ

Super Random post..

2007-11-07T09:44:00.000+08:00

i'm not been blogging for a long time.. super bz... and lazy... haha

i think my insomnia is back again... cos i've not slept the whole night.. later going to meet Jac n Cherie... to go over jac's wedding plans and the dresses we going to wear...

*Big yawnZ*

Last Wed.. i think... had class for Tourism Management (TM) after class... Me, Kit and Xue Ni went to have a drink... 1st we went to Ice Cold Beer... but unfortunately... due to age problems.. we had to leave... so we headed to Alleybar....

I didn't have dinner.. so didn't take anything with alcohol in it... drank Shirley Temple... yummy... i like sweet drinks.. heehee...

Was luffing and talking about some stuff.... from the Ice Cold Beer incident to school.... to holidays.. to more personal matters... haha

Hmmm... wat other things happen ar? oh... let's see.... hmmm... oh ya... last night something very interesting happen... not to me.. but to my classmates who were taking Strategic Management... Their lecturer forgot there was class.. can you freaking imagine it?? I think she's going to be super super marked down for the evulation... my classmates already cannot stand her.. so it's going to be worst now... most of them waste their money n time to go to school.. only to find out that class is cancelled at the last min...

going to orchard is no joke ar... still have to pay ERP.. plus carpark is $2.65 + Petrol.. not cheap hor... + they still have to go home... which is like another ERP charge... totally pity them wor... lucky for me.. i had Services Marketing Class... i always enjoy that class... Samuel Lee is 1 person who really grabs your attention...

Well after class went to have supper with Wyatt and Yan Yan... went to the S11 there to eat... had BBQ Stingray, BBQ Sotong with Ladies Finger, Prawn Paste Chicken and Baby Kai Lan... i like the vege... it's very nice... cannot get that sort of taste at home.. cos the stove fire is not strong enough... sad...

3 of us talked until about 11+, 12 i think... b4 we headed home...

and until now... i've not slept... i cannot wait until i reach home later... muhahhaa

A very Bad day...

2007-10-11T00:20:00.000+08:00

Today is one of my worst day for the year 2007.... i bonged the side of my head against the kitchen cupboard... while i was going to throw rubbish down the chute... i didn't noticed the cupboard door was in my path which i was going to take (eg.. the angle) thought that i will missed it... but too bad for me.. i banged the edge... now i still have a red mark on my head... TMD

when i was coming back from school... the MRT was packed... and 4 inconsiderate China people was standing near the exit talking LOUDLY... when i reached my stop... i wanted to get out... but they were in the way... i said excuse me... ppl who heard me.. shifted so that i can get out... but these 4 ppl... did not move... most prob i think they do not understand lah... btw... i really think that people who DO NOT UNDERSTAND the word 'EXCUSE ME' in english be allowed to be on any transpot... so i raised my voice and said EXCUSE ME!!!! think louder den their voices lah... i was si beh du lan liao... cos my bag was heavy... my lap top was also heavy... and i wanted to get home as fast as i could...

den nvm... on the way back... while i was crossing the road... via a perdestrian crossing... cannot J-walk... traffic too heavy... i checked that all the cars stopped... b4 i crossed the road... while i was crossing halfway... a BLOODY LORRY ran the red light... i was super lucky loh.... if i had walked any faster... i'll be knocked down by that BLOODY LORRY loh...

NVM... when i was going to cross a lane... a stupid car turned into the lane which i was about to cross without signalling... lucky i stopped ar... it really made me very pissed...

Some MALE DRIVERS do not know the basic of driving... they ought to go back and retake their licence AGAIN!!! Some MALE DRIVERS SUCK AT DRIVING TOO... they ought not to drive anymore... for the safty for perdestians and other drivers!!!!

Irritating Molly

2007-10-06T12:47:00.000+08:00

I should have locked my bedroom door last night... especially when i knew that my uncle was coming over to help bring my mom's chest of drawer's in... and that his irritating wife would come along also...

DAMN HER.... people sleeping can open the door and look at me some more... TMD... i opened my eyes n stared at her from my bed... after she closed my door... i smsed my dad.... "I DO NOT APPREACIATE PEOPLE COMING INTO MY ROOM WHEN I AM SLEEPING"

I mean it's basic courtesy to not open someone's bedroom door when u know there is someone sleeping inside right... Oh ya... i forgot... she don't have any manners one.. and not forgetting courtesy...

If it's my parents i wouldn't mind.... If it's someone close to me i also wouldn't mind... BUT NOT someone WHOM I DISLIKE... TO THE CORE... and HAS already ONCE DISRESPECTED me...

I'm going to ignore her again when i see her..

Random Thoughts2

2007-10-02T12:09:00.000+08:00

My last post i was saying that i could collect my cam hor... heehee... but until today me still have not gone down to collect it lah.. 1 reason y i didn't go down earlier was b'cos it was too out of the way lah... 2nd reason i had no time to do so...

it's been like 2 weeks since i moved into the new aprtment... have not unpacked A LOT of things... the boxes in the hall are mainly mine... i dunno where to keep all those things... cos now i have less funiture... most of my stuff toys which i had hidden in my cupboard.. i'm going to give it away (or rather my mom will give it to her colleagues cos most of them have young children)... except for some.. which i will keep...

i dunno what else to unpack... maybe i'll start with my bags.... Hmmm... okie.. i'm to do it...

Ramdom thoughts 1

2007-09-20T00:40:00.000+08:00

Whoo hoo... i can go collect my Cam back already... so fast hor? heehee... and it's only $80+... compared to the time which the lens was jam... heehee..

I a bit scared to sleep... cos when i sleep... for an example... last night... i slept at about 1am... and i woke up at 5+ almost 6pm! Dunno next time if i sleep will i wake up again not....

Went to class today... TM... i like that class.. SM too... i dun like MRA... but still have to go... so far.. i've missed 2 MRA classes... not feeling bad about it though.. haha..

I have to clear the things in my cupboard... i shall do it later... when i cannot sleep.. Still have a very bad phlegmy (if there's such a word) nose/throat... I cannot cough it out.. but rather i have to blow it out! Such a waste of tissue paper...

Went to have dinner/Supper with Xue Ni, Lynn, Jerlyn and Kit... Kit's lappy was drenched with Green Tea... hope that nothing is wrong with it..

Going to pack my things now... hope to update again... =D

View from the New Aprtment

2007-09-18T14:32:00.000+08:00

I'm sitting in my hall.. on the floor... listening to music... at the same time cutting the paper to prevent roaches from going into the cupboards...

As i look up and straight out of the window.. i can see Concourse... and the DHL Balloon... hee... so nice.. i also can see the sky... as compared to when i was staying on the ground floor... it's really windy here.. as there's not must obstructions.. but i do think that in a year or a few years time... i won't be able to see Concourse or the Balloon anymore... =(

Cos there are buildings coming up.. so sad... how i wished i stayed on the 8th Floor... the view will be much nicer.......

Going out with Theresa later... i'm hungry... have not eaten since last night's dinner... i'm too lazy to go downstairs to buy Chicken wing..

See once i get my cam back... i might take a pic of the view... =)

Moving moving..

2007-09-18T07:55:00.000+08:00

I'm currently in my new house... heehee.. came here early in the morning to do some stuff... gonna get ready to move in soon...

went to Haw Par Villa yesterday... i think the place has shrunk... nothing much there... STB is not doing anything to promote it.. i think they are ashamed of HPV... but i do think that it's a place which is interesting but it needs some life to the place.. there is not a single brochure there to explain how the park came about etc... so sad... so unlike last time...

after that i went to service my Camera at Canon again... going to cause me another $100+... walked to Vivo.. went to walk around for a while.. den took a cab home.. packed some more stuff with mom before heading over here to unpack...

will update more if i have the time... yawnZ

FUCKING PISSED

2007-09-09T05:52:00.000+08:00

For the first time in my life some asshole pissed me off greatly even more then when I’m in a shouting match with my mother.

WAS supposed to go KL last night. But I didn't go. Cos I WAS pissed with the ASSHOLE. I simply do NOT understand. IS it that HARD to ASK what TIME we should MEET.

I FUCKING waited the whole evening for the BLOODY answer. I called the ASSHOLE at about 6+pm.

Guess what was the ASSHOLE doing?

The ASSHOLE was eating a watermelon.... 'how nice'... I asked again what time we are meeting. ASSHOLE reply was I DON'T KNOW COS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TIME WE ARE GOING TO FINISH WORK. (Oh. BTW, ASSHOLE's english is not so proper. I changed the english cos I can't stand the broken english which ASSHOLE uses)

So Fine after i heard the answer... I told ASSHOLE to let me know early. As I thought we were going to have dinner before going up the bus. But i was wrong. I waited 7pm went by.... and waited... 8pm.. I called again.

And the BLOODY ASSHOLE PUT ME ON SPEAKER TO SAY HI TO EVERYBODY. GOD DAMN IT! I AM NOT IN THE MOOD TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE. I AM NOT LIKE BEL. I DO NOT TORLERATE THIS BLOODY NONSENSE. I TOLD THE ASSHOLE TO DISCUSS THE TIME TO MEET N REPLY ME. I hung up after that..

Guess what time ASSHOLE told me to meet them for dinner? ASSHOLE told me to meet them at 9.15PM.

FUCKING HELL. WHAT THERE TO EAT AT LEVENDER MRT STATION THERE? 9.15PM MOST OF THE COFFEESHOPS ARE WASHING UP. THERE'S NOTHING TO EAT AT 9.15PM! AND THE BUS LEAVES AT 10PM. I DOUBT THE ASSHOLE THOUGHT THAT EVERYONE COULD FINISH EATING BY 9.50PM.

I HAD NO DINNER. NO LUNCH. NO BREAKFAST.

I WAS HUNGRY N PISSED. IF HE HAS SOME BRAINS N SOME COMMON SENSE HE WOULD CALL ME N ASK ME TO HAVE MY OWN DINNER FIRST INSTEAD OF MAKING ME WAIT.

I HAVE MY LIMITS ON WAITING FOR PEOPLE. AND I HATE LAME EXCUSES MORE.

THE FUCKING EXCUSES THE ASSHOLE GAVE ME:

1) I DON'T KNOW WHAT TIME WE CAN FINISH WORK.

2) THERE IS BINGO TONIGHT, I DON'T KNOW THAT TIME IT ENDS.

3) EVERYONE IS BUSY

4) WE HAD TO CLEAR SOME THINGS

5) WE WERE DOING AAR (AFTER ACTION REVIEW/REPORT)

FUCKING HELL. I WORKED AT THE AGM BEFORE LAST YEAR. I DID BINGO SESSIONS TOO. I KNOW EVERYONE WAS BUSY AND HAD TO CLEAR SOME STUFF. I DON'T THINK 100% OF THE TIME YOU GUYS WERE TALKING ABOUT AAR. BUT I DON'T THINK ASSHOLE USED HIS FUCKING BRAINS. HE DOES NOT HAVE ANY COMMON SENSE.

IF YOU HAVE COMMON SENSE YOU WILL AT LEAST:

1) SMS YOUR FRIENDS TO ASK WHAT TIME SHOULD YOU MEET ME. ESPECIALLY DURING THE BINGO SESSION. WHY? SOME OF YOU MIGHT ASK? REASON GIVEN IS THAT..

1.1. During Bingo Session. There is only 1 Cashier, 1 caller (not a staff), 2 - 3 Checkers (someone who verifies the winning ticket), and 1 person doing the maths on the payout.

1.2. Beginning of each round. ONLY the cashier and the person doing the maths will be BUSY.

1.3. The checkers will do NOTHING after verifying the winning ticket(s).

1.4. During the round, the cashier will have NOTHING to do.

1.5. The person doing the maths will need 2-4 mins to do the calculations on the excel sheet. After that HE has NOTHING to do.

THEREFORE I DO NOT SEE ANY FUCKING PROBLEM TO ASK A SIMPLE QUESTION LIKE: WHAT TIME DO WE MEET HER? - BUSY DURING A BINGO SESSION MY ASS.

2) CHECK IF THERE IS ENOUGH TIME FOR DINNER AND TIME TO GET TO THE BUS STATION.

3) THINK THAT SOMEONE WAS WAITING FOR AN ANSWER AND FEEL BAD TO LET THE PERSON WAIT FOR SO LONG.

I SIMPLY WAS TOO ANGRY TO BE SEEING THE ASSHOLE FOR A 5 - 6 HOUR BUS RIDE. THE SIGHT AND SOUND OF THE ASSHOLE JUST PISSES ME OFF. SO I DECIDED NOT TO GO. SIMPLE AS THAT. I WAS AFRAID THAT I WILL BURST A BLOOD VESSEL FROM SCREAMING AT THE ASSHOLE THROUGHOUT THE JOURNEY.

AND NOW THE ASSHOLE WANTS ME TO PAY HIM THE BUS FARE AND HOTEL. THE ASSHOLE WAS MORE WORRIED ABOUT THE MONEY THEN ME BEING ANGRY. HE'S NOT JUST AN ASSHOLE. HE'S A MOTHER FUCKING PEICE OF JUNK SHIT ASSHOLE!!!!!

I DO NOT WANT TO SEE OR HEAR FROM THIS ASSHOLE EVER AGAIN.

Cravings.... Part II

2007-09-01T05:17:00.001+08:00

I've craving for Tuna Puff... Chicken Pie... Sausage Egg Muffin... Hotcakes.... Hash browns.... BK Breakfast... Chicken Mayo Sandwich... Tuna Mayo Sandwich... You Tiao.... Beef Noodles..... Mi Tai Mak with Tomato Ketchup (Bak Chor Mee Style).... Mee Soto... Mee Siam... Mee Rebus.... Roti John.... Tissue Prata... Normal Plain Prata... Cheese Prata... popiah.... Kweh Pie Tee.... Hokkien Mee.. Hokkien Prawn Mee... Prawn Mee... Hongkong Fried Noodles... Salt n Pepper Sotong..

Fuck.... i making myself so hungry so early in the morning!!!!

=(

Cravings....

2007-08-29T01:04:00.000+08:00

I've got some major cravings...

i wish i could eat........ Mac n Cheese...... Mash Potatoes....... Corn Muffins.... Chocolate Cookies... Ipoh Hor Fan....... Ben n Jerry's Chocolate Fudge Brownie..... Chocolate Brownies and Cheese Apple Pie from Secret Reciept....... Wan Ton Mee..... Laska..... Fish and Chips.... Chicken Cutlet.... Tempura..... Sushi...... Japanese Curry Rice or Noodles..... Baked Potato with Sour Cream n Bacon Bits..... The Bread Coutons on my Salad...... and lots more....

I miss good food!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HIBERNATING

2007-08-25T03:41:00.000+08:00

It's almost a week after the exams... i still have another week of holiday before the whole routine starts again...

i'm hibernating at home... to date... it's also about 1 mth since i started out on my new diet... which i kinda follow strictly... i went back to the doc and he told me i lost 7.1kg.. not too bad... i told Aud... she was like SIAO AR... lol... i didn't know i lost that much though... couldn't do the maths in the Doc's office... cos i was kinda stoned...

B4 i left the office... i told the Doc i cannot sleep... until about 5+.. 6am in the morning... he told me that it's just the side effects... all i need to do is to bear with it and get used to it... -_____-"

Not too good news for me though... cos if i still cannot sleep the next time i see him... i'm either going to tell him to cut down on my dosage of my pill or gimme sleeping pills.... =(

Ratty ratty RAT

2007-07-30T04:33:00.000+08:00

my dad caught a rat in his rat trap that he bought yesterday... it's not a huge one... but rather it's a small one... kinda like the movie Ratatouille..... i feel kinda sorry for it... cos it's going to die... a lot of people actually think that Singapore is really clean... but the actual fact is... we are not that clean at all... we do have rats... round amok in our drains... houses... offices... and kopitiam... and not forgetting our sewage pipes!

i've finally finished my law assignment... dunno if i'll pass though... will have to work harder n copy faster from my textbook/ppt slides text/notes/Sub readings... once i print it out.. den it's time to fully concentrate on Carnival... which is due on Wed... -_-"

i tried cooking salmon today... but i think i failed... i need some salmon recipes.. i guess my tummy couldn't take it.. so it's been causing me some runs... i dunno wat to have for lunch and dinner tomorrow...

it's a task to think what i can or cannot eat... cos almost everything i see is all carbo... Mom has been snacking on my Chocolates... my Jelly... my sweets... my biskuts... only thing she has not touched is my ice cream... haha...

The Doc was saying that i could only drink water & Coke Lite... mom was kind enough to buy me 6 cans of Coke Lite... normally i dun drink coke at all... cos it's too gasy.. but now i drink it very slowly... the last time i bought a small bottle of coke lite was like on last Wed... but i juz finished drinking it today (29 July)... power hor? haha... anyway... i treated myself to a ice tea @ coffee bean... not too much sugar syrup... like i'm known for... =)

I think i need to crash already... i need to wake up early later... time to crash... NiteZ!

1st day of diet

2007-07-24T02:29:00.000+08:00

Living in my apartment is so interesting... Firstly someone wanted to commit suicide.. be trying to jump off the roof... of cos she was not successful lah.... Secondly... i heard someone crying outside my front door... and some girl talking about getting pregnant.. while a guy was comforting? not too sure... cannot hear clearly.... and tonight/this morning... as i went to pee... i heard a guy n girl (my neighbour) talking.. about the girl's job (sounds like a Filipino) the guy i think was standing outside the window... the girl was crying... den the guy said that he will go home n call her... and she replied that if he didn't she won't sleep and will kill herself... Hmmm... so interesting... haha...

all i had for lunch was 4 tiny taiwan sausages... dinner was steak without fries... with an sunny side up egg and some salad... washed down with a diet coke... and I'm currently hungry after eating an apple....

it's just the 1st day of my diet.... =(

Dieting... Random...

2007-07-23T01:30:00.001+08:00

I'm joining Aud in her diet... next sunday.. hopefully Jerlyn will join me... =D unless she want to see the effect 1st lah.. haha... We shall go on diet together.... =D keep each other company.. hand in hand.. *GrinZ* I am determine to stick to my diet.... and i WILL bite/wack ANYONE (including Family Members) who DARES to put me off track... YOU ARE WARNED!

it's the 1st time in weeks that i woke up at 9.55am... and not gone back to sleep... it also shows that i'm serious in going dieting... i juz finished my last carbo loaded meal... and it does not taste nice.... Mom paid for the medical... Dad paid for dinner @ Geylang Lorong 37... Had crab Beehoon... not that nice... think Ang Mo Kio one nicer... it will be some time again before i eat/touch any carbo loaded food...

We went to Ikea @ Tampines today... super duper huge.... walked n walked n walked... walked aroung to get some ideas for the new house... i don't mind having/using induction stove... i think it saves alot of space... but my old fashion father... want to use either the piped in government gas(which there is no pipe for the gas at the moment) or those old fashion stoves will the tank below (which the tentant was using)...

My Harry Potter book is sended to the office... and Koh is in HKG... waiting for him to come back so that i can collect it from him.. good thing too... at least i'm not tempted to read it until after my projects... think i'll tell him to pass it to me after my exams... thou shall not go into temptation....

Currently doing my assignments way way way into the night... why? Cos... :

1) i Can't SLEEP

2) My Dateline is coming

3) No books to read

4) i need to be more hardworking

i'm up to 600 words for my law... i still have 1900 words to go... dunno wat to write liao... a bit jammed up by all the sub sections... oh well... hope i'm not out of point... my dateline is on next Monday.... Marketing Case Study for Carnival is on next Wed... i need to jia you... still have to do powerpoint slides!!!

I hate my internet connection here at my house... hopefully went i move the connection is better and there is no disconnection... i'm a broken recorder... i know... cos i'm repeating this plenty of times already... think i'll bring my lappy to school tomorrow... use the electricity n the internet connection there... =D

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Backtrack to the last few days...

Fri (20 July)... after class... Me, Jerlyn, Lynn, Xue Ni, Xiao Fu & Kit went to Geylang to have Dao Hui (salty & Sweet), You Tiao, Soya Bean Milk, Mee Sua & Xiao Long Bao...

Have never tried Salty Dao Hui... it taste like steam egg... without the eggy taste... weird... normally... normal people won't finish something which is weird.. and finish something which is normal... for us... we finished the salty dao hui and did not finish the Sweet one.. haha...

after that, we went to have durian... long time never eat durian juz like that.. it's normally Daisy mama's durian puff... but it's nice.... $40 worth of durian for the 6 of us... we could not finished though.. too much... then after that.. we went to Mustafa... by the time i reached home was close to 3? or 3.30am... haha.. it was nice... and fun... next time i can only drink water n watch them eat... unless it's not carbo le... =P

Sat (21 July)... Jolene smsed me... asking me out... she came down to kebangan which i picked her up from n we went to Bark Cafe for some snacks for her... breakfast/lunch/dinner for me... we had Chix wings.. carlamari... and Mussels... nice nice nice... after that went back to Kebangan to drop her off...

*Side note: i think my fart smells like durian... and it stinks to high heavens.. muhaha....

CAn't sleep

2007-07-15T01:52:00.000+08:00

i'm so bloodly full... went to Tampines to meet theresa n Aud to watch transformers... but too bad the show is like FULL... so in the end we went to Bark Cafe at Changi... the place is not too bad.. the ambeience too... quite nice.. waiters n waiteress are polite.. and their service was efficent.. think i'll be going back for somemore dinners ba... BUT only IF i HAVE the CAR...

after dinner send Aud back who was dead tired... den drove to Jurong... back to chevrons to play Bingo.. haha.. finally i can play liao... haha.. played the last 2 rounds... won nothing though... haha.. i finally got my birthday card n voucher from Dal.. haha.. after so long..

Koh rode his bike to office.. and he was meeting his brother.. so didn't give him a lift back home... wanted to go n catch some other movie.. but checked online.. all the seating sucks.. so in end the went back to Tampines... and shared a tissue prata with Theresa...

oh ya.. i went to see my new place today... the rooms are smaller and my mom is dissapointed with the apartment... but i think if it's done up nicely... the apartment won't be too bad... plus... it's windy... compared to my place now.. it's so hot... and you can't even feel the breeze... i'm actually quite excited to move.. cos i will get my own bathroom... and i have my own bath tub!!! but i need to clean it up... cos it has not be cleaned recently...

i'm going to watch Harry Potter tomorrow.. okie.. make them later in the afternoon.. since it's like 2am now... recently.. i can't sleep.. i dunno y... when i try to sleep.. all i can do is toss n turn... i think i'm worried about school... haiz... do i need to take sleeping pills? how??.... haiz...

Transformers!

2007-07-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

i caught Transformers with Theresa on Tuesday.. and boy is that show good.... i've decided that i wanna get the Die Hard 4 and Transformers DVD!

I can't wait to move too! cos my broadband connection SUCKS big time... i've complained countless of times already.. ya i know... i'm like a broken tape recorder or an old grandmother... haha.. but ya... if i dun complain i think i will explode!

2molo i dunno if we can get the keys to the new house... it all depends on the lawyers... so exciting.... hee...

i'm struggling with my ST essay... it's not ez to redo... and i'm worried about the subject too... haiz... i don't understand the subject... and that's a very bad thing.. i will have to suck thumb n get on with it though.. cannot quit halfway... i must JIA YOU!

Tan line again..

2007-07-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

I went to the botanic gardens today to do my filed report.. went to the library to try to get some resources.. but nothing much.. Fu, marian n me walked all the way from Tanglin Gate right up to the other entrance.. it was like a 15 min walk... nice... but HOT HOT HOT... i got another tan line again... that's how hot the sun was okie...

i have class again tomorrow... it's law... it's not too bad... i think it's way way much interesting than ST... at least there are cases to read and it's not as boring as ST...

need to read up on ST again and redo my essay... haiz...

i think i'm becoming a bit cranky liao... i my temper juz flared up the night before... haiz... i'm beginning to sound like Jolene.. haha... (Girl, if you reading this, No offence k..)

So random... bored to death...

My day today

2007-07-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

I went to watch Die Hard 4 today with Snakey at PS... the show was not bad.. full of action and some comedy... i like.. haha... weird right? that i like this type of movie... =D wanted to go to cathay and watch one.. cos i wanted to go thread my eyebrows... it's like wild bushes.. haha.. no lah.. i'm kiddin... but i thought of Serene.. cos we always go together.. so i thought that i'll wait for her... =D maybe her next Monday off.. go do with her.. heehee...

Actually i wanted to catch Transformers... but it was selling fast and the seats were like 6 rows from the screen... so it was off to the 2nd choice... it was not such a bad choice though.. heehee.. and it's also the 1st show which i watched with Snakey.. just the 2 of us... =D

There were alot of people there... i did not know that it was Youth day though... =( so many students!!! so irritating... and it seems that they are getting ruder and more vulgar with each generation which goes by... Playing games also scold bad words... OMG... kids nowadays... think they should clean their mouths with Harpic... omg.. of cos... we young adults also play a part lah.. we also scold... so we have no excuses..

Youth Day brought back some memories.. that it's the day which i got my chicken pox.. how can i forget.. lol... which i passed to my mom later on.. haha..

Well after watching the movie... while making our way back to the main shopping area... we both did something unexpected together... Snakey was on the phone talking to someone.. and i was trying to tie my hair up.. we then came to a door which was like the swinging ones.. and we both kicked the door together... haha... we were like wow... haha..

I went to meet Jerlyn and Lynn for dinner while Snakey went back home... Snakey walked part of the journey with me.. before i met up with the 2 ladies.. i went to Cold Storage to buy some water for class and some soup for my lunch for the next few days... =D mom asked me to stop stocking up the fridge... but i can't... cos there's like nothing for me to eat!!! so i had too... Hmmm... but she didn't say anything about the tins and cans right.. heehee... *grinZ*
it was Law lesson again... and this time Mr David let us off early... thank god... haha.. half of us were like sleeping in class already.. this time round the classroom they gave us was like small... got only 1 door.. want to escape the lesson also cannot.. cos got to walk pass the lectuerer...

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I'm still trying to connect to the internet... haiz... i'm currently typing my entries via WordPad... KT bring the Words software on Fri!!!!!! PLEASE.... i BEG YOU!!!!!

Moi Birthday

2007-06-30T01:10:00.000+08:00

My internet is down again... it's really borthersome.. especially when i want to blog and can't.. i wish the connection over at the new house is better...

my birthday was spent doing my ST presentation as well as doing my summary for the presentation... it was so stressful... I got birthday wishes from Joe Sweetie.. my 1 and only Daddy.. Snakey (who was the 1st one to call me to wish me at night =D).. Cousin Theresa called me 2nd and sang me a very very very fast 'Happy Birthday' to me.. she was with JR and he too wished me Happy Birthday.. didn't know it was him at first cos i never spoke to him on the phone before.. haha.. Vanessa smsed me happy birthday too... so sweet of her to sms me.. Kevin too sms me.. he finally got the right date.. haha.. i think he was trying his luck.. cos he was smsing me throughout June.. Happy Birthday.. and den i'll reply.. it's too early... thanks a lot pal.. too bad.. i missed yrs.. Sorry about it.. was rushing and worrying about my event.. which was on the 16 of June.. =(

Jerlyn msn me Happy birthday.. heehee.. i wonder how she knoes it's my birthday... Hmmm... i have a hunch..it's Friendster.. haha.. she wished me again after class.. with Xue Ni and Mervyn too.. Class was boring.. the Aussie/Canadian was a guest lecturer... Jerlyn told May.. next time don't invite him.. cos we can't understand what he was saying.. haha.. i think we couldn't catch his words.. too chim i think.. also there were parts when he was mumbling to himself.. to which... i cheeky asked... Yi Gong Si Mi? which means... what's he saying? some of my classmates who heard... laughed.. heard someone said So rude.. hey but it's true.. i dunno wat the hell he was trying to say.. but he was talking to himself ain't he?

after class i rushed back home to submit my report again to Ms June.. cos the Uni's instruction was confusing and it was not clear.. so i resubmit it via my local lecturer... My Cousins Theresa, Audrey, Clement and Wilson came to my place with a cake and they sang Happy Birthday to me at my doorstep.. haha.. So sweet... Pics will come later.. cos i didn't take any... must ask Theresa or Audrey or Wilson.. not sure if Clement took any...

after waiting for me to finish my report.. we went to HKG cafe for supper... heehee.. by the time we got back was about 1am.. thanks guys.. thanks for coming over to wish me happy birthday... =D

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! *MuckS*

Happy Birthday

2007-06-29T03:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me... Happy Birthday to Me... Happy Birthday to Mmmmeeeeeeeeeeeee... Happy Birthday to me.....

*GrinZ*

I still have to do my ST presentation later... haiz... oh well.. time to sleep...

Last day of work..

2007-06-23T13:40:00.000+08:00

Today is my last day of work... unofficially.. haha.. my official last day is on the 29th of June.. and i did not wish to say good bye to all my colleagues and start crying on my birthday... so thank goodness i'm on Sat Duty...

Koh has helped me pack my things in the office.. got a shock of my life when i walked in... cos my desk is so empty... *sobZ*

i will miss my desk area... cos it's so cozy and warm and it's my area.... *sobZ* bye bye cozy area *waves*... Hope Serene will take care of you....

my farewell present is a Anna Sui purfume... Secret Wish... a Lip Gloss and Mascara... I'm thinking.. y purfume? I smelly ma?? hahaha... no la.. kidding... i like it... i can't dun like it can't i? Cos buy already ma...

Anyway... i'm waiting for Serene to call me so that i can i make my way to Clementi to meet her...

New Toy...

2007-06-15T11:23:00.000+08:00

i got a new toy... heehee... Nintendo DS Lite... =D

It's nice.... and white... got 2 games... 1 is the Nintendogs and the other is Pokemon~!!

big grinZ...

Lazy Bum Me

2007-06-07T16:30:00.000+08:00

Have been too busy to blog... too lazy too...

But 1 super mega update is... I've resigned from my JOB~!!!

Gonna concentrate on my studies... =D

Hong Kong

2007-05-16T14:41:00.000+08:00

between Working and Studying i've have been doing some travelling (at long last!!!)... Recently went to Hong Kong with 3 other classmates from APMI for some R&R... but in the end it's not R&R more like torturing myself... A quick summary of my trip...

1st day woke up damn early at 4am to catch my flight... had breakfast on board the place... caught the transfer to the hotel... us girls manage to get our room b4 the guys... went walk walk with ML for a while.. tried the Smelly Toufu... which = to really like eating SHIT... needs a lot of getting used to... KG & JL went to exchange some currency nearby the hotel... Met them back at the hotel... the guys finally got their room... den we went to catch some Zzzz... woke up took shower and off to dinner and went to watch the lights show... lucky for us there was also fireworks~!! NICE~!!! heard from KG that it's only on Special Occations den they ahve fireworks.. if not juz only the lights...

den went on a journey to the PEAK~! KG almost caused us to take the wrong transport... lucky for me... i spotted the tram up... Peak is nice nice... very romantic at night... but spoiler for the night was... i DROPPED MY FARKING CAM after repairing it... I is SUPER DU LAN with myself...

2nd day... went for the free 1 day tour... had dim sum for breakfast... den we went to some of the places of interest like Repluse Bay.. Niong Peng and the shops... i like the cable car ride up... cos it's like 25 mins.. and the sceanary is like nice... the guys walked up to the Buddah while we girls went down for some shopping at the factory outlets... we went to Hard Rock cafe for Dinner~! den we walked to Temple Street and took the MTR back to our hotel..

3rd Day... I skipped Disneyland cos i was thinking of going back with a certian someone... but now i think my hopes are dashed... and i can forget about going back with him... woke up late... heehee.. cos the other 3 had to wake up like 7am to go to Disneyland.. went for a walk all the way to Mong Kok... went to the Ladies Street... the Digital Street as well as to the Sporting Goods Street.. walked until i damn tired... went back to the hotel to rest.. bathe and wait for them to call/sms... met them for dinner went to eat streamboat... soup was yummy... heehee... after that went to Ladies market with JL to buy some stuff...

4th Day we went to Ocean Park... we went for Brunch near by... den we took the MTR to Central and we tried to take the Xiao Ba to the Ocean Park... not too bad... sat some of the rides... and went to their Atoll Reef.. wah... the fish all damn huge.. until damn scary... also went to see the jelly fish and the shark and sea lions... also went to watch the Dolphines and sea lions show... nice nice...

after that me n JL went to Lan Kwai Fong and we had KFC... heehee... we went their by ourselves without the guys and by Bus hor... never take Taxi!!!! i'm so proud of us!!!! oc swe never get lost.. heehee... after that we went back to our hotel to rest...

last day we woke up late... me n JL went for Brunch again... this time juz round the corner from our hotel... i think it's the BEST meal i had in HKG!!!!

After that it was time to take the transfer back to the airport.. where we did a little shopping.. =)

Bad Bad Bad..

2007-04-24T10:20:00.000+08:00

Had a very bad weekend.. and a very bad start of the week too..

Was so pissed off with APMI's MS Levina. The new Program Manager for my course... I have never met anyone who is in APMI who is as Ridiculous AS HER!!! Expecting me to inform her 1 week in advance when i am sick....

den later on in the evening, i was at Theresa's place.. Grace called and inform that her dad was admited to the hospital and he was going for a operation later in the night.. her dad was bleeding in the brain..

Things are really not looking to good

I HATE HER MORE

2007-04-23T01:03:00.000+08:00

i think my life has just gotten worst.. i walked out of the house.. not wanted to continue the argument.. i wanted to study... but when i came back.. i found the door latched..

my MOM... YES MY MOM... latched the door.. i'm now sitting outside the main door... lucky i still can access the Internet from here... i do not know what sort of mother she is.. but from wat i can see... she's nothing good.. i'm starting to HATE her all over again...

it took me years to try to forget what she did to me when i was younger... accusing me of causing her miscarriage... making me the main source to vent her anger on.. whacking me for every little thing i did wrong... bashing my head against the wall.. throwing almost everything she can get her hands on... at one point she threw a knife at me.. whacking me with clothe hangers... and almost a belt.. unfortunately i didn't forget.. how on earth am i suppose to forget what she has did to me? i only can thank god that i did not have 2 other sisters to suffer the same fate..

it took alot of self control not to hit her back... i really wanted too.. but i held and suppress the anger inside of me.. so many a time i wanted to scream back... now i'm older... and when i scream back... it becomes a shouting match... whatever i say... it's going to hit her 2X more... Y?? cos the words which comes out of my mouth is all the truth... and she knows that it is the truth... but she refuse to admit her mistakes...

I HATE HER EVEN MORE NOW..

Exhausted..

2007-04-22T21:38:00.000+08:00

i'm sick n tired of her screaming at me all the time.. i'm down with a sore throat... and fever.. i'm feeling very heaty at the moment.. i'm also very tired...

i did not ask her to come back with dad.. i did not ask her to stop gambling... i did not ask her to do anything..

all i did was to tell her not to cook.. does asking her not to cook mean that i do not want to have dinner? i do not think so.. life is not too good at the moment for me.. life is going to the dumps..

i do not feel like doing anything... i walked out of the house with my books and laptop.. walked out of everything.. i do not have the intention of sitting for my exam tomorrow.. i feel like jumping off a building.. but will that solve everything? anything? i do not think so..

i'm sitting all alone at Mac... typing this down.. but i do not feel like studying... i want to cry... but i can't... i trying to put up a very strong front... but i dun think i can hold on forever.. it's very exhausting.. i want to lie down to rest.. but i can't.. i have nowhere to go too.. no one to run too..

why is this happening to me? i'm sick n tired of living anymore..

Lushful Lashes...

2007-04-21T11:41:00.000+08:00

my HR exam is on monday... and i have no mood to study... have been really tired out recently... i wonder why... might because of work... so many events during March.. until i'm abit drained out..

Have to juggle with work, school work and of cos the Dinner & Dance stuff... have no time to even practice for our performance.. opps... we dun even have any performance to perform... that is how busy we are.. any plus.. koh was on overseas leave... oh well.. i think we juzt have to come out with something by thursday!

Oh ya... i went to perm my eye lashes... quite happy with the results... and it's not as painful as how Eva has decribe it would be... there's some discomfort when the lady put some kind gel substance on my lashes... and when she was cleaning the substance off... if not tat's it!! now i do not need to use the curler anymore!!! anyway i seldom use also lah... heehee... maybe next time i shall try the lash extention!! Cos mom say my lashes are not enough... o_O"

2nd Childhood

2007-04-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

I'm going back to my 2nd childhood.. have been buying VCDs/DVDs of Disney's Classics...

Recently have bought... Cinderlla... Little Mermaid... Peter Pan...

I'm going to start collecting them... quite nice to watch them again... but hor... it's not cheap leh....

New Apartment!!

2007-04-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

Yeah... on the last entry i was talking about the apartment which i viewed? Well... on that night my parents made the deposit... and it seems that the Owner of that apartment has signed the agreement!!

WooHooo~!!!! okie.. as promised... I'll tell more about the apartment!!

The Apartment has 3 Bedrooms... actually 4... but one of the bedroom wall was knocked out to make the master bedroom bigger... and the apartment also has 4 toilets... and out of the 4 toilets... 2 are attached to the bedrooms!!!!

One of it is in the Master bedroom... and the other... is in my future bedroom.. so no more fighting over the toilet with my dad in the morning!!! But u know.. i rather not have a bathroom to myself... cos... it means i have to clean it lah... me laZY... heehee... my bathroom has a bathtub in it.. and so it means i can soak myself there... heehee... the other 2 toilets are common toilets... 1 near the dining area and the other one is in the kitchen...

the space of the apartment is much bigger den the one i'm staying in now.. the floors are marble and the bedroom floors are parquet... it's quite in good condition... except that the kitchen needs to be done up nicely.. i hope my mom will get an oven.. den i can start baking cakes... heehee... long time never make brownies le... hoo... brownie ala mode... nice... heehee...

my dad is happy also.. cos there is a storeroom which is quite big... he can store his barang barang there...

the living room is like 3 steps down from the main door... the housing agent says that it is called Hong Kong style... well... to my dearest cousins.. it's like Daniel's place at Sheradon Court... if you can remember how 'Sa Yi' old house looks like before she moved to Mangis Road.....

There is also a back door but i think it's a bit redundant... cos it's like facing the main door... -____-"...... but the common area outside the apartment is HUGE!!! so HUGE that i and my parents cannot believe it!!! can put 2 buffet lines in the centre and there is still space to walk around!!!

There's only 4 apartments to 1 floor... and there is 2 lifts in the block... and 2 emergency exit staircase on each floor too... downstairs there is a gym... a not so used pool table... 2 Foosball machine... 1 climbing wall in the next block... 1 ping pong table... 1 bbq pit and a nice sit down area... not too bad... quite cozy...

the apartment has a security guard... and has it's own car park.. thank goodness.. and the lift landings can only be excess by a security pass... there is also 1 gate going towards paya lebar MRT station... the gate also needs a security pass to enter... so there is no access for any tom, dick or harry!!!

So excited!!! but we won't be moving in until next year... i think...

Apartment Viewing

2007-04-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

i juz came back from viewing another apartment near Geylang there... it's way way much better den other other one in the next lane...

there's so much more space.... and the apartment area is bigger den the one which i'm currently staying in now... i dun mind moving there though... but a bit scared cos... geylang there leh... even though the red light district is further down the road... it's still a bit scary...

well.. if the deal goes though.. den i'm moving to the 5th floor~!!!!! finally... no more ground floor le... heehee... i will keep you in suspense now... until the deal is finallized... den i'll open up more about the apartment... and also if i have the time to blog and most importantly... if i remember lah...

Travel Plans!!!!

2007-04-13T11:09:00.000+08:00

i'm going to Hong Kong and Phuket~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH............................................. but it also means that i'm skipping classes... =(

oh well... i'm going with my classmates.. so we shall 'talk' about school work on holiday.. heehee...

Can't wait till MAY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!